I hate myself Jow Forums. I can never make the man in the mirror happy

I hate myself Jow Forums. I can never make the man in the mirror happy

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I wonder how we all get this way, I mean, why so many hate themselves?

I don't hate myself anymore but I'm not happy with myself, therapy has helped quite a bit

>therapy has helped quite a bit
has it really? In what ways

I hate myself for things I cant change and thinking about it mKes me want to kill myself. Being a short, ugly, hooknosed shitskin is the worst of it.

There are things I can change, like being weak and out of shape, stupid, poor or lazy. I'm sort of working on those things but all the time I remember what I can't change and I think it's all useless. What's the point of improving myself if I'm still going to be a manlet, still going to be ugly, still going to be an inferior genetic specimen? I feel like killing myself every single day but I have some hope that things will get better somehow and I can't do that to my mother.

Fucking hell man right in my feels...

Im 5,4 got a giant ugly nose and a bad face in general and no matter what i do i can't change that shit. Makes me really Depressed

Been depressed for a few years.
I just lift and smoke weed, just quit weed though.
I have no idea what to do outside of the gym, vidya does not please me anymore.

And I have no girls in my life.
Just cut off this bs friend and rest of my friends drink or hang out with others atm, so Im really lonely.

Things will get better user, you'll see

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But why?

Me too user
> Go to beach with classmates who I haven't seen since high school, they see me topless and say "Wow user you're fucking jacked!"
> One of the girls even asked me "Where's your gf user?", implying I should be drowning in pussi
> In reality I look in the mirror and I feel as small as ever, all I see the fat in my lower belly and the fact that my biceps could be bigger
Even with shit like academics too
> Scored top 1% in my country in high school exams
> High distinction average in my economics/engineering double degree
> Still think I'm a fucking dumb cunt who lucked out and doesn't know shit about anything, even though I'm smarter than the majority of people I meet
Hell, I even was "dating" a girl for a short while (before she dumped me)
> All I could think when I was out with her was negative thoughts
> "Why are you with me, you can do so much better, you're too good for me, you probably think what I said is retarded, you're probably just being nice to me"

The reality is that I'm probably more eligible than most guys out there (considering I'm Jow Forums and educated, going to make good money soon) but I still think I'm a worthless loser in everything I do.
I don't really have a solution for you, just writing to let you know that you're not alone

>> "Why are you with me, you can do so much better, you're too good for me, you probably think what I said is retarded, you're probably just being nice to me"

I know this feel.

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Yeah the weird part was that if you saw a photo with me and her, if anything she is probably punching above her weight in terms of looks. But my self-esteem is so low that I treated this average girl like a goddess, became too attached and scared her off

fortunately I have as low standards for myself as I have in a date, im gonna make it

>hates himself for the things he cannot change

I think you are focussing on a scapegoat (ie appearance).

I hate myself for all the depression, anxiety, weakness and fear that I let govern my life. I hate myself for all the things I ultimately could change but that I wont.

I am lifting again and I dont think my looks are bad (although I am still skelly DYEL mode). But lets face it, this is a cosmetic paint job on a house built on sand in my case.

If you can fix your foundation then the stuff about you that you cannot change won't matter nearly as much.

>But my self-esteem is so low that I treated this average girl like a goddess, became too attached and scared her off

Yep. Same story.

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I would like you op if you weren't such a crybaby faggot. :)

I feel you user. Some days I just break down...

I feel you brother

but isn't it the other way around? isn't what you can't change the foundation?

t-thanks user

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>Why are you with me, you can do so much better, you're too good for me, you probably think what I said is retarded, you're probably just being nice to me"
lmaoo man, I rejected a girl because I thought she deserved better than a piece of shit like me.

For me I only feel ok when I'm doing something that takes my mind off of it. I guess sulking here isn't helping, but when I'm working on my website or lifting or something it kind of goes away

Come to /sig/ brother we can help.

I've got little to no actual friends, so I spend a lot of my time alone. It just aggravates the issue, I'm just sitting there criticizing myself in my mind. Shit sucks

I do have some good friends but even so stuff like I said helps me. when I'm lifting hard or running it takes my mind off. playing video games does as well but maybe that's not such a good habit. I also like to read or just listen to music

>but isn't it the other way around? isn't what you can't change the foundation?

You are not your physical appearance user. Your core, what defines you as a person, is not your height, your weight or how much you bench.

I'm not saying that its irrelevant, this shit is important _also_... All I'm saying is that if you hate yourself, and you mean it, then your issue probably lies elsewhere and your are deluding yourself by focussing on this height, face, whatever...

Fuck this esoteric bullshit. It's okay to hate the way you look sometimes. Just chill out, maybe try and fix things you don't like by running, eating healthier. Grow facial hair.

>then your issue probably lies elsewhere and your are deluding yourself by focussing on this height, face, whatever...
you may be right, but I have yet to find out what the real problem is in that case.