I don't really know where to post this. I just need to talk about it and get it off my chest since I can't talk to anyone else. Basically over a period of about a year I lost $100,000 and my business failed. Along with a long list of bad choices I also owe thousands of dollars in credit card debt and I'm behind on my taxes for 2 years, that alone is almost 20 grand in debt. My credit has been nuked from delinquencies so I can't get any loans. I'm currently living off my last $5,000 but that's going quick too from my monthly debt repayments and my final attempts to turn my business around. I just feel so stupid. I got very lucky in my business and thought I was hot shit until life had me eat my ego. Nobody wants to help me because I burned numerous relationships with friends, partners, and mentors. And I'm scared to admit how bad everything really is to the rest of the people close to me. Nothing I'm doing in business is working anymore. I don't know why. Its all fucked. People that I hated have surpassed me. I often tell myself that I'm a bad entrepreneur, that I'm a failure, and that I hate myself. Sometimes I take drugs because they make me happy. All I want to do is browse the internet, watch youtube videos, and stuff my face with junk food. Even the smallest actions that require discipline are hard for me now. I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't know what to do.
I don't really know where to post this...
What type of business did you have?
internet business
doing what exactly? what would you've done differently if you could re-do?
Go into bankruptcy and get some debt counseling
I don't anyone else would give you money for a new venture but hopefully you can find a job with skills you have developed
I feel like failing hard is a part of every business success story, you've learned some costly lessons but you'll be more formidable because of it.
Claim bankruptcy
Claim bankruptcy and live a frugal life browsing a Chinese fitness forum
Fuck these pussies, hire the cheapest lawyer you can find and sue somebody.
selling physical goods online. I wouldn't have spent all my money on useless shit if I could go back in time
not getting a job
I love it when cocky peasants with inflated egos get into business and get a tiny bit of success and suddenly think they’re gods gift and then they fail miserably
How’s the wake up call, faggot? I’m lmaoing at your life
>being this jealous
how's being a wageslave going for you?
bump
Tell the people close to you user, don’t hide it as hard as that may be. It will take a load off I promise
Just wanna say thanks for this post, despite how shit my life is it's paradise compared to yours.
Hi, user.
I am glad you wrote this. Must've felt a bit of release to get it out, atleast in typed words.
I would like to ask you a few questions, if you don't mind.
Firstly, when and/or how did you become aware that something in your life was out of balance and what did you do before and after realization?
Way better than your life is now and in the foreseeable future.
>Not getting a job
As an alternative, why don't you kill yourself the you stuck up egotistical piece of shit. You're literally worse than your bottom of the barrel cashier's now. Act like it.
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What useless shit did you spend your money on?
How do you fuck up an internet business THIS BADLY?
Literally just buy stock and sell it.
Hell, if you enjoy online shopping you can find good deals and then dropship even
>not getting a job
That's fine honestly, not everyone needs a job. Come down here to Austin and if you manage to stake out a decent corner for yourself (and you don't mind a little sun) you can make 15$+ an hour begging from passing cars. That or you could go to prison and allow Tyrone access to your love canal for cigarettes. One pack of cigarettes is like 8 bucks, so if you managed to get busy with 8 Tyrones a night you could make as much as a McDonalds worker (and not have to pay rent or food)