Is This Normal?

Recently I have been getting really intense thoughts and desires to brutally rape and murder my ex (obviously I would never actually do this!!! She's not worth the punishment for that), I spent a year being messed about by her and her bullshit, listening to her lies and putting up with her high maintenance nature.

After all that, she basically just walked away the moment things got uncomfortable or unpleasant for her, the moment I started criticizing or saying things back to her.

Now it's 7 months later and she's on Tinder and dating other guys, probably fucking them, to be quite honest, despite her shoveling me the usual shit of how she could never move on after me etc. etc.

I'm a broken mess that can barely find joy without her, and she's just living it up happy and unfazed. I want to fucking end her happiness, she doesn't deserve it. I will a slow and torturous death upon her and everyone she cares about (excluding me, assuming she does still care about me in her own warped and twisted way).

I hate her so much, Jow Forums, and I want to fucking obliterate her.

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Don't get pissy at her for having a normal human response to a breakup.
Go do the exact same thing she's doing and fuck random girls off tinder and then never talk to them again. You'll have fun and forget all about her and your edgy revenge fantasies soon enough.

probably not over her yet

either way go to a therapist please

THOTs are gonna be THOTs. That's just how society is. Just know that for all the guys she is fucking, not a single one gives a shit about her because she is a shit person from what you're describing. I don't feel anger about my abusive exes finding happiness, I feel deep pity and sorrow for the guys who have to put up with their shit after me, and I wish I could grab them and shake them out of it, to stop them before they get hurt.

I honestly don't think I can just fuck random girls on Tinder. I'm autistic as fuck, she basically did all the work in our relationship.

>approached me
>started flirting
>gave me her number
>arranged a first date
>made the first move on said date

And so on...

Really? Do you think this is therapist worthy? Is this not quite common for men after breakups?

Jesus user, take some HRT and calm down

I do feel all that, bro. But she can still have happiness without those guys, she probably won't give a fuck if they just plow her and leave, wouldn't surprise me, based on the type of person she came across as.

I don't want her to still even be breathing after the pain she caused me. She should be executed.

HRT?

it sounds like she wanted a little beta boy and not someone who stood up to her shit. YOU COULD HAVE HAD A DOM GF

Hormone Replacement Therapy. It'll help you out and might even intensify your overall sexual satisfaction.

I KNOW! I FUCKING WAS THAT FOR A WHILE BUT MY STUPID FUCKING PRIDE GOT IN THE WAY!!!

She even told me one time she would need to introduce me to "Mistress [her name]" sometime as I was always pretty dom in bed and she claimed to be a sub, but could do either.

WHY THE FUCK DIDN'T I JUST LET IT HAPPEN! We even used to have a cuck fantasy she would get me off to.

Is this not for trannies and beta bitches?

OP its not too late. Just go crawling back to her and tell her how you're a little bitch without her and want to submit. Might even arouse her

God I want to fuck that slut hard and suck her brown milkers

Sadly, I think it is. You see I already did that several times after we broke up, then ended up spazzing out and going fucking ballistic when, for example, I found out she had a Tinder some months after we had broke up. Or when she told me a guy had messaged her in the middle of the night saying he wished she was sucking his dick right now (apparently she had never been involved with him in any capacity)...

So yeah far too many times I made comments like that, promises, and then got cockblocked by my pride, likely right before she was considering taking me back.

I think there's absolutely zero chance, she has blocked me on everything and just hangs up immediately if I ever call her at work. Because I told her to give me all the money back I had spent on her because she had proven now she was just a cheap, dumb whore all along.

Definitely fucked it for good. Maybe try again in a few months or something... who knows.

It will fade user, just block her from all contact spans do not give her any attention or let her know you care.

Yes it is normal...absolutely normalfaggot tier

>don't have a normal reaction to her normal thot behavior

Men used to stone women for a reason fag.

WTF idont know why but when i read things like that i feel like its about me.. i dont even know why and it feels terrifying.. so what im trying to say its not ok.. if it was like a monthago so ok you kinda can understand it cuz time cuz its not rly enough to forget someone in such ashort time.. but 7 months? thats kinda alot dude.. thats not normal.
so just move on try to forget about her and so ur own stuff. you know what do the opposite thing- the hardcore one- talk with her about it and than maybe both of you will be ok with eachother and it wont make you upset or angry about it cuz everything is alright and what was in the past was the past boi.

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>and for beta bitches
His shit was a retarded troll until this post.

I hope you're not the OP because you are a beta bitch and there's no place for beta men in the overly competitive dating world, unless you're a convincing trap or a faggot twink.

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This is the problem, she never let me vent and get all the shit off my chest that I wanted, she would always just immediately block me and shit.

Whenever she did agree to talk to me again, it was always walking on eggshells again, because if I ever tried to bring up uncomfortable truths or tell her shit she did/said that ruined things for me... just like in our relationship in general.

Venting to other people doesn't work because I want to say that shit to her, I want HER to fucking hear it because she's just going to do this shit to the next guy, and the guy after him, and the guy after him as well.

I can't talk to her anymore, she'll never talk to me again after the last things I said to her, she deserved every last fucking word though, harsh truths cut the deepest.

>responding to shit bait

You deserve to be hurt.

Its normal to have feelings like this as you feel like you were wronged but acting on them is totally wrong.

You need to realize that shes free to choose to not be with you. You need to get out there yourself.

Stay away from tinder as it the wrong type of women on the - ie your ex

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what's the best way to get revenge on an ex besides revenge porn?

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Not giving a fuck about them, would be my guess. I played this so right way back at the start, by acting like I just didn't give a fuck about breaking up, and that's when SHE was the one suggesting we give it another try and actually phoning me and semi pleading me to stay with her.

However, I fucked up and ended up turning into the desperate beta begging her back, she switched that shit on me, and I fell for the bait.

"The best revenge is living well"
Show that you are unaffected, work on yourself and move on.

This guy gets it. Its a power play, stay aloof.

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lame

origionalll

fuck a few hookies. your ex is basically a whore

order pizzas to her house then hue hue hue

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thanks, i actually know her address

>obviously I would never actually do this!!! She's not worth the punishment for that
punishment cant affect you if you kys afterwards

>tfw no still no deepfakes of shoe0nhead
>tfw pregory fucks this bicch daily
>tfw she is a sub
>tfw she will do anything for a dom
>tfw I could probably degrade her cum on her face as I fuck her ass
>tfw I could probably train her to be my personal toilet everyday and she would drink my pee as I pet her head and call her daddy's good little girl
>tfw will never get beta bux to support us
>it hurts

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