Hello Jow Forums, I'm a recovering pedophile. AMA

Hello Jow Forums, I'm a recovering pedophile. AMA

Disclaimer: this thread is NOT for the discussion or promotion of any illegal activities, it is solely for the discussion of a mental illness

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> Wanting to fug a 16 year old is mental illness

Fuck it, the feminist won, fuck this earth.

Actually pretty curious about this
How are you resisting your urges? Are you doing so with the assistance of a professional or have you told nobody?

You ever actually do anything?
What do you mean "recovering"?
When did your attraction start?
Did you always think your attraction was normal?
Did you know you'd have to kidnap a kid or did you fantasise about asking the parents if you could take their kid home for a few hours? Like, how does this work in your head?

16 isnt pedophilia and the attraction to pre pubescent children has always been considered a mental illness dawg.

>it is solely for the discussion of a mental illness
It's not a mental illness, it's a satanic fetish.

I'm talking much younger than 16.

I came forward to a counsellor, through a charity that specializes in finding therapists for sex offenders. For me there have been virtually no urges since coming forward (about a month ago) which makes it sound like the problem wasn't that serious, but I had been obsessively masturbating to children almost every day for 8 years prior

>You ever actually do anything?
I never touched or even spent time around/looked at children IRL, I go out of my way to avoid them.
>What do you mean "recovering"?
It's early days. I don't claim to understand my own sexuality and I don't believe I'm just magically cured because of a few therapy sessions. The urges more than likely will come back at some point and I need to be ready. I see it the same way an alcoholic would, I'm just on the road to recovery
>When did your attraction start?
I was attracted to girls for as long as I remember, even before I really understood sex. I often hung out with them at school and from the ages of 6-10 I had various 'sexual' encounters of the sort of 'show me yours, show you mine' variety where neither of us were really getting much out of it, it was just fun because it was naughty. As I hit puberty I became more attracted to adult women, but girls completely lost interest in me and I became addicted to porn. Over time more and more underage shit filtered its way through until I was exclusively masturbating to children.
>Did you always think your attraction was normal?
No, in fact even when I was 13 I knew it was off that I was thinking about 8 year olds every now and then, but I was able to justify it a bit more/delude myself then. By the time I was 17 I knew I had a serious problem.
Never fantasized about abducting a kid or anything like that.

>It's not a mental illness, it's a satanic fetish.
Yup, whatever you wanna call it. Although if you're gonna bring religion into it you're on shaky ground...

The only mental illness is that you are a failed normie attentionwhore
Kys and sage

supremely based

I say that I'm a pedophile, and your problem is that I'm not enough of a pedophile? Interesting.

were you touched up as a kid?

>your problem is that I'm not enough of a pedophile? Interesting.
apparently you're also retarded

are you part of the og junior idols community? i have been looking for my old friends for years to help them recover from this shit

This my special club!!! No Normie's allowed REEEEEEEE XD

Nothing by adults, just the sexual play with other kids my age that I mentioned. One of my earliest memories is being flat on my back in nursery with a girl sat on top of me. She pulled our underwear down then just sat there. I didn't really like it at the time. There was this other girl who would constantly try to get me to 'make babies' with her at school, which mostly involved going into the woods and doing much the same thing.

Sorry I'm not TRVE enough for you.

I was never an active member of any community, I just lurked and grabbed as much shit as I could. The fact that I was completely isolated is probably what helped me get out of it, if I'd had a support network of pedos telling me it was fine I could probably have deluded myself that it was

Why haven't you killed yourself yet? Or better yet, chemically castrate yourself?

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The same reason anyone else hasn't. Don't want to

But why? How is it fair that other mental illnesses get treated by being slung in a box for the rest of your life. But people like you get to walk freely near other kids. Would they let a schizophrenic hearing voices that tell him to murder people near public places? It's not fair how they treat other illnesses like that, but you can walk free.

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>How is it fair that other mental illnesses get treated by being slung in a box for the rest of your life
They don't
>But people like you get to walk freely near other kids
Not that I do ever find myself 'walking near kids' (in what context do you think I'm around children in a non-public space?) but I'm allowed because I have no history of indecent activity with children. Like most crimes, you actually have to commit it before you get arrested
>Would they let a schizophrenic hearing voices that tell him to murder people near public places?
Yes, if that person didn't walk around disclosing that to people or displaying any erratic behaviour

Oh yeah I forgot we're on Jow Forums, and it's full of weird freaky ass pedo sympathisers. Luckily in reality, you're really looked down upon and those thoughts of children are not acceptable. Go in a supermarket and start talking about it to anyone.

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>Go in a supermarket and start talking about it to anyone.
Why on earth would I do this? When did I say that it was acceptable? What are you babbling about? Your rage is making you incoherent.

There's no recovery from pedophilia. The attraction never leaves.
You can be an intelligent pedo, in the sense you are waiting for all this to be legal in time or for a purge but you can't recover

>The attraction never leaves.
It certainly has this past month or so. I can't speak for everyone though, or even my future.

>Sorry I'm not TRVE enough for you.
do all pedos have reading comprehension or is it just you?

This sounds illegal. Reported to the FBI