another night, alone, on fucking Jow Forums, seeing others have fun and party on snapchat. i fucking hate this anons, thats literally all i want but its fucking unattainable. I'm not even really ugly and i can be sociable if given the opportunity, but i just dont get that opportunity. I feel so damn lonely and it makes me want to fucking die. I really would kill myself if it would solve anything.
Another night, alone, on fucking Jow Forums, seeing others have fun and party on snapchat. i fucking hate this anons...
Jaxon Carter
Brandon White
I relate a lot but i dont have any social media that lets me watch normies have fun
When i dont go to work im sitting in my room watching anime and shitposting while pretending what im doing is meaningful
Leo Jones
>I really would kill myself if it would solve anything.
It would solve your bitching.
Asher Ramirez
Social media is designed to make people feel like shit. People only show the best parts of themselves on those sites, therefore stigmatizing the idea that they are living a better life than u (even tho that still true)
Ian Wright
>implying its an actual problem
go try to bully someone else, useless faggot.
Bentley Brown
>actually wanting to party
Absolutely disgusting, there's nothing for us at parties except humiliation.
Jayden Lopez
Perhaps, but also a chance at escape from robot life, a chance I would take without hesitation
James Roberts
Have you seen modern parties? It's just drunk idiots and degeneracy galore, and mostly Chads get any action. The only activity reserved for us is sitting awkwardly and alone.
Joshua Mitchell
>me
>natural introvert
I don't get the strong desire to be a normie so much. Parties are at least top 5 of what I dread the most, and I'm not even bad at socializing.
Oliver Reed
I always hated parties and never went to many social events when I was younger. Fuck, I wish I had though. I've come to realize its like a job. Just like you go to work and do something you might not necessarily enjoy in order to make money, you also need to go out of your way to do social activities you wouldn't normally be interested in to make friends.
Gabriel Long
Hey fuck, I'm a pretty big "Chad" so i'll lay you in a secret. Get over your self. You are lonely by your own fault. Nothing is stopping you from going out to a bar (you can even under 21 so long as you don't get alcohol) late at night and fucking chat up the drunks. It's fun and you make friends.
All you want is not fucking unattainable but it will be if you have that mindset. If you hate where you are, change your mindset and take the necessary steps to change your fucking life.
90% of people here are complete faggots and won't give you shit. I have been extremely successful in life and can deal with any situation i've been put in. I am never depressed, worried, or anxious. Life is about how you choose to see and what you choose to do with it.
I'm leaving, don't be a bitch and man or woman up or whatever.
Andrew Morris
That's why you have to create your own opportunities. But you probably already knew that :)
Joshua Reyes
>i can be sociable if given the opportunity, but i just dont get that opportunity.
Instead of being a whiny little bitch who wants everything handed to him on a silver platter how about you just neck
Carson Clark
Why would you ever want to go to a party full of retards who think that life's peak is drinking, doing drugs and behaving like monkeys? I will never understand what's so appealing in that shit. The conversations must also be so goddamn boring and everything's artificial. Vomit inducing.
Jeremiah Foster
The thing is, I am actively pursuing it. I'm going to attempt to get what I want this weekend, but I just can't see my plans going through. It's really discouraging.
Also if you were chad you probably wouldn't be posting here
Justin Collins
>actually wanting to go to a party with a bunch of normal people
Tyler Thompson
>not wanting social interaction and being content with being lonely on the internet
Samuel Gomez
>on fucking Jow Forums
There's your problem
Henry Nelson
And you WANT social interaction? Lol get the fuck out bro
Daniel Myers
Damn this pic never fails to make me hard
Owen Hall
Why is it so true?
Cameron Adams
Fuck I wish I was content with being lonely
you'd think that you'll get used to it over time but nah
Evan Collins
I was content with it in my teens and early 20s. Now it feels bad, and its getting worse.
Anthony James
1/2
It gets better user, I moved past this black pill recently and its been a rollercoaster so sit back and enjoy the tale.
>be me
>18
>dating my first girl, love of my life
>just started college, bright eyed with the wind at my back
>getting ready to go to church
>dad suddenly starts convulsing
>dies
>he had cancer but was supposed to have 5 more years
>find out gf, my whole world, was cheating 3 days after he dies
>drop out of college, become NEET for 8 years
>dont shower, brush teeth, shave, ect in these 8 years
>vomitcomet.jpg
>only play LOL and watch anime
>see an episode of one punch man
>he has no job, lifeless eyes, no motivation to do anything
>justlikeme.gif
Cont.
Liam Collins
2/2
>decide this is it, I need to change
>get a job with a family friend at a mom and pop store
>start going to a gym
>shower regularly and brush teeth
>1 year later I'm back!
>grills mirin my 515lb deadlift
>I'm 175lb not 275lb
>I own the world, Chad is born
>start dating again
>only date 8/10 or higher because everything else is trash
>confidante is through the roof, openly tell grills if they arnt dtf then they arnt worth my time
>start hanging out with fellow Chad's
>go to sports bars, force myself to learn niggerball teams so I appear normie, ect.
>but I'm not happy
>I miss my anime
>I miss my manga
>none of the people I hang out with like these things, actively make fun of people who have them
>eventually I cant do it anymore
>this life is hell
>ditch all Chad's and Stacy's
>unbox all the manga and vidia I had hidden away in the closet
>start enjoying my hobby again
[I left alot out but this is the short version of a story that could fill an entire thread...]
So here I am OP, back to where I was years ago. I shower now, keep my room clean, and also never miss a day at the gym. But at the end of the day do what you enjoy and pray you will meet a girl who enjoys those things, because the party lifestyle is shit, I lived it twice and finally learned my lesson. I havnt found a girl who likes my huge manga collection, or my vidia, or my anime, but I hope I will someday, just remember to do the things you enjoy, dont force yourself to do things you hate because you wont ever be happy that way.
Kayden Powell
and im guessing you live off your fathers inheritance?
Noah Moore
Sadly no, I apparently didn't qualify so social security didnt give me any money when my dad died, my little bro got like 20k and my mom got a bit, not sure how much but I got the shaft.
I lived at home for awhile, homeless for some when mom and her new husband got tired of my shit, and NEETBUX for others when social worker took pity on me.