I will soon be released from the hospital Monday afternoon from wounds of my attempted suicide last month

I will soon be released from the hospital Monday afternoon from wounds of my attempted suicide last month.

I have tried to kill myself without the use of my forearms due to wanting an open casket funeral and not wanting my death to be a political tool for the anti gun lobby.

Unfortunately I couldn't complete my mission. After once again being locked and cast aside by another woman, I do not have the intestinal fortitude to tolerate another failed suicide attempt. I MUST be absolutely sure that I die this time.

Therefore I have decided to use pic related to end my life. I have also decided to Livestream my death in order to provide at least some entertainment from this very lonely and painful life I wasted away.

I hope you all will attend


See you Monday night

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attention whooooooore kys

I hope you find peace in nonexistence

Yall tryna make the next fuckin scene up in here huh..


AND user IS SOME HOT NIGGA

LIKE user WHEN HE SHOT HIMSELF

AND WE KEEP THEM GUNS ON OUR BLOCK NIGGA

INCEL GANG KNOWN FOR SHOOTIN OUR SELVESSSSSS

I BEEN TRYNA KILL MY SELF SINCE THE 5TH GRADE

SHORTY LIKE THE WAY I KILL MY SELF
SHORTY LOVEEEE THE WAY I KILL MY SELLFFF

*yawn*
no wants to watch that shit bro

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you better fucking deliver OP i'm counting on you

You should try a lot of mushrooms before pull the trigger. It will be mind blowing. You have nothing to lose. If you can acquire gun then you can get a few grams of mushrooms easy and trip for a few hours which will feel like eternity.

hope you find what you're looking for, user. sorry about the underage kids in this thread. we forgot to close the pool and this is what happens.

That's the idea. I will post the link on r9k Monday
Anything is better than this abomination of a so-called life
You don't have to watch
I will. Make WebMs of me please

R9K WE BALL SO HARD

Fk off attention whore. I really hope you do kys fking shit loser posting stuff like this

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Op from which time zone you from?
i don't want to miss it

Have word purupangus in tge thread so we can ctrl f

>be a weak, pathetic faggot
>fail one of the easiest things possible
pottery

God bless you op. May you find peace on the ither side. I hope to see you soon.

11 pm est you faggot

Tell me the timezone. I'll watch 5 minutes early

The idea is that I kill myself
Ok I like it
I know I'm a waste of meat that deserves to die
Eastern standard Time
I will be wearing a hulk balaclava
I'll see if I can get some

what time user?
originalllyoffuckingcourse

REEEEEEEEEE STOP GIVING LIBERALS AN EXCUSE TO BAN MY HOBBY

you have a gun. Go to mexico and kill some cartel members.

I'll be there but... you didn't leave an address.

Good luck mate, maybe follo you when i find the guts. Why don't you choose a less painfull method like CO.

Any particular reason as to why you would like to do it?

Yeah ask for like 10 grams of dried psilocybin mushrooms to anyone who sells it. People will say you shouldn't take more than 3.5 grams but you should seriously go on a full trip by eat 10 grams and experience death.

I've never known love or affection from a woman. I have been rejected 11 times and recently two girlsI met on r9k have led me on and lied to my face that they liked me and we're attracted to me; all so they could have another beta give them attention and have their egos grow.

The last girl in particular reached out to me once I was in the hospital and kept telling me lies on how much she liked me, only so she could reject me in the harshest form possible

Well her plan worked, I am tired of being lonely and being mocked for the sin of being a pathetic beta. I know I must die now.

What time will you stream it? Also is your camera quality good?

What timezone?

Is this shuaiby 2.0?

How did she reject you?

That's really...mild. Why would you allow some retarded roasts to have so much power over your life?

How old are you? Just killing because of muhh roastie toasty seems not worth it

If you're too stupid to die, you shouldn't even have been born in the first place.

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They have no power over me. The soul crushing loneliness that has plagued me for 8 years does.
Which one?

The second to last was a hapa named Mabel who is infamous here

>kys
>thats the idea
kek
I will attend if Im awake. I would try to stop most people from doing this but I will respect your descition.

How did your last girl reject you?

not nice quite rude actually
fuck you user

>pottery
What?

You shouldn't have said that, 46959935

'it's like pottery'
google it

>being THIS new
i would understand if you did not get something else but this maymay is not even 1 year old

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Are you new here summerfag? If you're not you probably don't visit this site a lot which is a good thing.

Been here for a lot more than a year. Must have just missed it.

dying is actually harder than you think but not as hard as op makes it out to be.

I would imagine it being pretty hard in a cast. Also a gun just always seemed like the least painfull way to me.

the demons are coming THE DEMONS ARE COMING THE DEMONS ARE F U C K I N G CO M I N G G GG G

>locked by a woman
normie leave

Please don't actually do it user
There's no way to prove sincerity online but I beg you to not give into the weakness

don't listen to him do it faggot

I crave to be as strong as you user.
Godspeed

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>The last girl in particular reached out to me once I was in the hospital and kept telling me lies on how much she liked me, only so she could reject me in the harshest form possible
>Well her plan worked, I am tired of being lonely and being mocked for the sin of being a pathetic beta.
It would seem contrary is the case, desu.
Anyway, how old are you?

I think about shooting myself all the time. I wish I had the courage to go through with it op

OP you should kill those who wronged you before offing yourself

It's literally as easy as finding the nearest skyscraper open to general public, scouting out the terrain around it, so you know you'll land on concrete.
No skills, tools, planning or even thinking required.

only pussies don't take anyone else with them

I'm 27
I won't give anyone the satisfaction of calling me a murderer
Fuck you I'm not giving you the satisfaction
That's more true than you know user...
I asked her why she never sent me pics and stopped telling me how much she cared about me. She did this whole spiel on how she actually didn't like me that way but that I needed some professional help. Then she ghosted me.
Please do I can be reached at youfuckingliar#0032

Good luck user. I hope you find peace and a better existence in the otherside.
I hope we can concur again in the next life.

>I have tried to kill myself without the use of my forearms due to wanting an open casket funeral and not wanting my death to be a political tool for the anti gun lobby.
Thank you. Although I think it's a shame that you want to kill yourself seeing that you're a cool guy. However, if it's what you want, I do wish you an easy and painless death.

Good luck my dude.

Hopefully where I go I finally have peace
Thank you.

27 and you still mind the loneliness?

No I hate it and it's the driving force for me deciding to kill myself

Where do u consider livestreaming if you do it? And could you tell us why u tried to kill yourself?

don't discourage him normalfaggots, i want to see some anherokino on monday

I have one big problem with killing myself. It's not my family (fuck them), but this one thought hidden in back of my head. If there is something in afterlife why should it be better? I mean I will still be me, won't I? I mean it really depends on your beliefs, I'm not religious guy, even if God exist I think about him as a prick.
Nobody really knows what's after death. It's a big lottery and I never won anything, that's why I won't kill myself. Just wanted to share my thoughts.
Godspeed user.

WE INCEL NIGGAS RECKLESS

>giving a fuck about whether your casket is open or the negligible effect your suicide might have on gun rights.
Yeah you ain't doing shit.

You don't want death, you want attention. That's why you failed on killing yourself and made this gay-ass thread.
Fuck off to Jow Forumseddit.

Nice bump tough guy

I hope you fail in your attempt and the failure makes you reconsider your life choices. There's always an another way out. You know it too, user. Sometimes it might mean that you have to swallow your pride or maybe that you do something that you really don't want to. But still, anything is better than nothing and being dead is being nothing. There's always time and there's always hope. I want you to be alive, user.

fucking moralfag, but i'm with him
>I hope you fail in your attempt
and the failure makes you a vegetable.

why not just stop being beta ?

I'm not a moralfag since I don't believe in morality. I just don't want people to die.

No you don't, I will blow my brains out to spite you and all your ilk who keep demanding I suffer for your sick enjoyment
I've tried. I will never not be a pathetic beta with no one in my life
Trust me I will die Monday
My apartment once my handler goes to bed

>I have tried to kill myself without the use of my forearms
That sounds pretty limiting, since it would technically preclude the use of your hands as well. I supposed you could just walk off of a bridge though; just as long as you cross any safety barriers with no hands.

I meant to type firearms

You can still change your life around if you're suffering. And the question is, why die now if you truly are suffering? Wouldn't it be much nicer to have enjoyed life before dying? You can kill yourself at any given time, why bother doing it now? There's so much in life besides girls anyways. You could go out and eat some ice cream on a sunny beach. It's definitely much better than dying.