Was doing good for months

>was doing good for months
>relapsed and spent $500 on findom yesterday

what do i do lads. i know im being used but i like the abuse

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I actually had to look that up, wtf is wrong with you? Just get married, it has the same effect.

im autistic with no social skills and she makes me feel good for a temporary while

spurdo give you the whippu?

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Just get married you beta orbiting cuck. That or kill yourself.

thats just rediculous man 500 dollars...come on. whats your job? whats your income?

>l0l just get a wife dude
I would kill for that.

It's like a weeks pay for me, but right now i have very few expenses

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was it worth the 500 tho?

>I would kill for that.
Lmao get on tinder and look exclusively for 40+ single mothers

In the moment it was. I regret it afterwards every time, but I know im going back to her anyways and I can't help it, i met with her in real life one time when she was in my city

You know it's not that easy, and why would I want to marry a 40+ single mother when I am half that age? If that is my only options, I have no option.

if you have that kind of cash to blow on one chick why not wife her? convince her you can provide for her

You don't understand the nature of this apprently.. she is very very attractive and probably makes $10k/month from guys like me, why would hse marry me when she can just keep raking in money?

Eh fair enough, if you dont think you got it in ya to convince her to leave it behind. Maybe find someone who is cheaper then?

I don't have enough to offer for a partner i dont think. im not that unattractive but i am not good at keeping up social relationships, it makes me very anxious and tired.

ah, well perhaps this is the life you must live then. id suggest trying to get over this guilt and shame and except this is what you like and what best suites you.

yeah spending what you should spend on rent to have some online hooker laugh at you is not good

Go to a high end escort site. 500 will get you a dinner date with a beautiul and quite educated woman. And you'll get some pussy if you don't freak out like a little bitch. If you do, it will be similar to your findom bullshit.

I may be dumb
But I'm not a dweeb
I'm just a sucker
With no self esteem

shit user I can vibe to this

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honestly the entire fucking song sounds like it was written about this, but i understand my perspective is skewed

When she's saying that she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When she's saying that I'm like a disease
Then I wonder how much more I can spend
Well I guess I should stick up for myself
But I really think it's better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care, right, yeah, yeah

>monday before payday
>don't have $500
>about $20 to make it to the end of the week
>findom tells me to buy stardew valley for her
>tell her i'd have to eat nothing but fuckin toast until friday
>she giggles and says she doesn't care
>mfw i send the gift

i miss her, robros

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Entirely originally and legitimately off yourself.

lmfao thats funny though

at least she has good taste in games. stardew valley is FUN. but grow some balls user

>implying i wouldn't have used the safeword if i wasn't enjoying myself

safe, sane and consensual my dudes

You should let me findom you. I'm a cute girl (female.) You're just gonna waste the money on some dumb shit anyway, may as well let me have it since I deserve it more and will actually enjoy it.

That's kinda hot, I guess. Wouldn't do it myself though.

i've heard this one before desu senpai

i bet if i asked you to be emotionally sadistic you'd call me a loser one time and feel bad about it for weeks

>being this much of a cuck
LMAO @ ur life

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>tfw you fell for the brooke findom meme but she ended up giving you $5 instead

Findom me please.

I somehow doubt you're really abusive. Women from this board never are. Unless they are borderline then they are more abusive to themselves than me.

Drop an email. Also I've never done it before but it's your job to teach me.
>feel bad about it for weeks
Hardly. I always like being a bit mean to guys, it keeps them in their place and contrasts nicely to any sweetness I show to enhance it. I had a friend with benefits once with a small dick (4", probably bigger than yours), and he got horny whenever I insulted it. I can definitely insult you, since you almost certainly deserve it.

How about you give me the money instead and I pretend to be a girl

>Drop an email. Also I've never done it before but it's your job to teach me.
It only works if you get to know me and then it slowly turns that way. I'm not sure what else to say.

i thought you found these weird findom things because girls on twitter advertise as one?

No, I don't like the twitter tryhards. My thing is getting stuck in some quiet ladies web. I don't like twitter airheads.

I am not OP,

But looking for something like;

'a bit mean' might not be enough for my needs, i'm sorry frienderino. you gotta be straight up vicious, pure and unmitigated evil

do you have a discord? ill show you how to make money without selling yourself

I post on this site for 10 years and you think I haven't absorbed "unmitigated evil"?
Time wasting indecisive coward.

I don't use discord. I could make one but not tonight. Short of it?

>indecisive

You're not using that right, blow it out of your ass.

I can maybe make an email to talk

post it, I'm going to bed now but I'll email you later.

well alright then, if you reckon you can turn a guy into a self-hating empty shell of a person all for a few trinkets

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