Hey anons, talk to me. I need someone to talk to before I have a literal mental fucking breakdown. Please, just say something. Anything.
Hey anons, talk to me. I need someone to talk to before I have a literal mental fucking breakdown. Please...
Carter Myers
Luke Morgan
Hi. What seems to be bothering you so much lately? Something must be bothering you if you are about to have a mental breakdown.
I hope you feel much better later.
Samuel Perez
Talk user, I am here as well.
Xavier Rodriguez
Been watching a lot of Simpsons lately. People like to say it stopped being good after season 8 but personally I like the seasons like 12 through 14 where it was really goofy but not necessarily over the top yet.
Lucas Campbell
You have 3 anons waiting to hear user, it's getting late here too so I don't have anything else to do.
Andrew Hall
>bloody moon
Isaac Carter
>Something must be bothering you if you are about to have a mental breakdown.
I had literal cataonic shock about 11 days ago, and am still dealing with the fallout. Also, I have been dealing with disassociation and it's fucking killing me. It fucking makes me panic because it's the weirdest fucking thing in the fucking World to start thinking of yourself as not yourself but in the third person. It's absolute torture. It's a living nightmare.
Thomas Ross
It's time user, time to let loose and tie a noose
Jack Rogers
lmao he already had his breakdown, this is why no one loves you
Gabriel Thomas
that was me by the way.
Yeah, I have never been so fucking close to suicide in my life. This time it's fucking serious. What should I do before I die? I think I should do a really strong Ritalin binge, for real this time. Then off myself.
Jaxon Gomez
any friends or family? Did the catatonic shock or the disassociation affect you while out of the house?
Ryan Anderson
>any friends?
Right fucking now, no friends. I got some in college but classes haven't started out yet.
>family?
Yeah, my brother and my mother. They seem to be helping me a shitton and fully support me, although noone is perfect nor a saint.
Hunter Stewart
Put on your favorite tune, so you go out with a bang, If you go out while giving the air a middle finger, that'd make for a nice picture in my head
Elijah Torres
>Put on your favorite tune, so you go out with a bang,
I will fucking snort Ritalin like a fucking madman and really go out with a fucking bang. FUCK THIS GAY ASS EARTH. IT JUST GAVE ME HOPE TO FUCKING KICK ME OUT OF THE TOP OF THE HILLS INTO A PIT OF DESPAIR. I HAD HAPPINESS IN MY HAND AND THIS LIFE JUST TOOK IT AWAY FROM ME FROM ONE DAY TO THE NEXT.
Juan Rivera
>I had happiness
Explain. I still see hope left in you.
Brayden Allen
hey we're in the same boat here. Also was close to making a thread out of helplessness but felt like this is the wrong place. Do some meditation it can help. Best of luck
Gavin Watson
>>I had happiness
>Explain.
I learned how to be satisfied with myself. I got rid of all of my insecurities and my brainfog faded away and I felt happy and content finally once in my life. Then I took some wrong medication and it all spiraled out of control from there.
>Do some meditation it can help. Best of luck
Yeah, it does help. A LOT.
James Cox
Devil trips. Then I'm sorry to inform you user but you were not content with yourself. Just distracted. I know life can be a rocky ride but that was a mere obstacle. It's up to you to judge wether it is one that can be conquered easily, hard or not at all. You have a small network of people close to you willing to help. I believe you can become content with yourself. It takes time. If you felt that good distracted imagine what it would feel like actually feeling happy with yourself.
Carson Smith
I met a girl and feel like I've fallen hopelessly in love with her and have no way to tell her I like her. I don't even believe in love but it just feels so irrational it's the only word I can really come up with that comes close to how interested I am with her. I can't think of a single fucking thing I can do or say that would interest her. I can't really do anything better than anyone else could. I've asked 3 or 4 different people about it and some of them just started teasing me over it. Any guy that meets her probably does the same fucking thing. So even if I were honest and genuine every guy does that and she probably just goes through that over and over again picking any guy that just offers more than they possibly could.
Andrew Howard
>. Also, I have been dealing with disassociation and it's fucking killing me
I started to have this when I worked 11 hours, got very little sleep and combined it with concerta and weed
It was the scariest shit ever, even if it only lasted for 2-3 hours.
Josiah Jones
Hi I want an arthoe gf how are you
Tyler Brown
>If you felt that good distracted imagine what it would feel like actually feeling happy with yourself.
You don't fucking know what you're talking about and what I went through. I was completely fucking euphoric. I thought I was too happy myself. I was just fucking euphoric. Fuck you.
Brayden Perez
Lmao fuck you cunt, I know you can find happiness again. I believe in you bitch.
Andrew Rodriguez
Thanks for the encouragement, fuckhead.
Carter Cruz
>in love
stopped reading there
You're fucked m8.
Carson Nguyen
Don't mention it, faggot.
Michael Morgan
Really? Come on guy. If you want to make jokes about her fucking me at least make it sound realistic.