Any actual sociopaths on here?

I actually have a believable story that you might consider sociopathic

As a teen, in highschool, i used to be a normie. I was driven to do unreasonable things due to other normies, my friends.

I felt at home with these guys but i was always the worst out of the bunch. At least i had it the worst. I didin't think of what they did as bullying, i thought of it as, well, banter. But it wasn't. One of the guys, let's call him Antonio, really did me in. I am kinda autistic and i get off the track sometimes but these guys didin't mind that. At least the other didin't. He did. I always considered him a bro but he was always the one that was violent or straight up evil. He constantly taunted me and harrassed me and i always wrote it off. The nicer i was the more i was used by him. One day he went too far. He straight up grabbed me and threw me on floor by suprise. I was about 10 kilos heavier than him and stronger, that's just how i'm built, nothing new here. I was unreasonably angry, angrier than i ever was and i somehow got the advantage and started beating him. Hard. As i tried to lay the last punch to the face i stopped myself. I didin't understand what happend. I let him go and he kicked me, kicked me hard. In return i punched him in the face. He went home after that cussing my mother and father. I simply didin't care. All i wanted was that i did the final blow and knocked him out cold. I still regret not doing it. Ever since that, i became distant and never endulged in anything emotional. I think that's what broke me.

im told i come across as sociopathic, but its not the same thing as being a sociopath. will answer questions if interested.

bpd co morbid aspd 30+PLCR

Since bpd is dominant its basically like if I'm manic I can come up with really elaborate plans to hurt people and execute them and if I'm depressed I just don't care about like empathy or whatever.

No serial killerino yet but I do have to have really aggressive kinky porn

>user gets into schoolyard scuffle with a friend
>I think that's what broke me

Mein sides

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It's different from my perspective.

I've always been on the recieving end for years. It's not easy to cope with it especially at an impressionable age like that. For me it was more than a schoolyard scuffle. We were both 18 at that point because i'm not an American. It's merely a turning point because people that meant the most to me shat on me regularly. So emotional distancing is i guess a self defense thing. I've been abused by my father while my mum was watching silently so really these people were all i had and the same thing was happening. Him abusing me and belittling me while others watched in silence.

Female sociopath AMA. I've had 10 abortions so that makes me a serial killer. I'm 27.

wanna have my abortion cutie?

Yes. My goal is 20 abortions.

fuck ya thats like 3 sex.

Having abortions is fun. They knock you out with pills and suck the thing out.

Holy shit you must be autistic to lack this much of self-awareness?
18? Are you fucking kidding me? And you are """""broken"""""" I hope to god your parents are dead to not have to suffer through raising such an abominable sack of excrement such as yourself.

Anyone who says they're a sociopath isn't a sociopath.

do you have like an empty satisfied feeling afterward?

A power rush of evil because it's my next serial killing.

Do you get teardrop tattoos for each fetal ejection?
That'd be badass.

how can anyone believe this obvious roleplay
or does commenting on the roleplay make me the dunce?
just want it to end
give me a place where I can talk and express myself with people who aren't so
so
so

I have satanic tattoos. 666 on my arm and the devil on my butt.

Do you think someone would just go on the internet and makeup stories? There's not even any benefit, all you can get is a couple fleeting "you"s

Diagnosed with ASPD like, 3 years ago. I have thoughts about manipulating and killing others, but once I reluctantly accepted help I've learned to control it. People at work annoy the fuck out of me, so whenever I go home I feel like I need to never see another human being again.

I'm a genuine Satanist. I have the powers of the dark side. My abortions are sacrifices to Satan.

is it for a specific wish you want granted or just generally for Luci's pleasure.

attention is a very valuable commodity, of course there's benefit.

wew xd

I'm going to be rich and powerful like Hillary Clinton if I get 20 abortions.

fuck off you fucking dog shit

Very emotionally detached, there are almost no negative feelings, but it's not like there's absolute lack of remorse unlike in psychopaths. At this point I'm not sure what parts of my personality are constructed so people don't realize I could give less shits about them and how much is genuine care. Strangely though I've never had a problem with the law, it's only rational that when entering a group you adhere to its rules, doesn't mean I'm averse to it, it's just more trouble than its worth, anything in particular you wanna ask, I'm not a full on sociopath though.

let me start with how i interact with people. they are often stupid and talk about nonsense, they are easily manipulated to achieve goals. I know i am smarter and i lie to them alot and make up stories for fun, for females i like sad stories that. make them go 'awweee'. Now, for what goes on in my head, i need to be constantly on an 'adventure', new things, new places, new people. things that make my heart race, i am addicted to thrill and adrenaline, so i box and play basketball and bmx. i know i can use my mind to focus on things important to me in order to attract them to myself

I think about everything hyper logically and consequentialist. I'd be willing to allow temporary harm to prevent worse or permanent harm. I always picture worst case scenario in my head and do anything to prevent them.

I'm logical and consequentialist to the point of ruthlessness. Logic and ends matter far more to me than means. I respect logical and benign rules. I don't respect illogical rules that cause harm. Is this sociopathy?

I don't think the term Sociopath is even an actual medical term.

Besides, an evil manipulator with zero empathy wouldn't admit to being one. They're so broken that everything is someone else's problem.

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I unironically have vaguely satanic tattoos despite not really believing in the concept of Satan or hell. I just think they look cool. I'm actually pretty religious and believe in reincarnation.

i have an extreme lack of remorse and empathy not a sociopath but i've got that extreme autisim
its great

ASPD is the clinical term right now. It's a cluster B personality disorder. People often think of the American Psycho Patrick Bateman esque psychos but most are actually below average intelligence. (However this is because this diagnosis is mostly given to prisoners, and is a source of much controversy due diagnosis being dependent on admitted criminal activity. )

Most people who talk about being a sociopath are just kinda rude and selfish, but some people actually do get diagnosed and treated for ASPD and can admit it.

For example I'd impose a 50 percent tax rate until the national deficit was solved. I'd also make prisoners do free slave labor and sell those goods to other countries.

Not particularly, what you're generally looking for is problems with the law, lots and lots of lying, violence against animals. I'm like that too but it's more of a defensive mechanism in order to not feel bad when something unexpected happens, because if you know it's coming and exactly what caused it, it's significantly less frustrating.

Are you the one I was roleplaying with????

to continue, i have very little care for others emotions and i do not become attached to people. now u may think that sociopaths are mindless, but we are not psycopaths. I am fully aware and i hide what i really am. I wear a mask at all times, faking emotion and lying, while in reality im pulling strings and playing. I know that i must hide my grandoise, i must appear anxious, sad, disgusted in certain situations. I cannot fully express myself as im typing on an xbox and it takes way to much effort

No I don't roleplay

True. When I'm single mindedly focused on a goal I'm ruthless and consequentialist. I'd make a country ration food for years and use free mandatory labor just to have no deficit.

I always rationalized my behavior by telling myself that I CAN'T be a sociopath because I feel remorse from time to time, and because I do care about the well-being of certain people. But sociopaths can feel things, just not to the same degree as most people.

Much like this guy... I'm not sure what parts of my personality are constructed and what isn't. I'm able to form relationships/friendships very quickly but I get bored of people. When I "figure" them out, I lose all interest so I tend to shed friends/boyfriends every few years.

I try to be a good person though.

I have to tell you another thing. I've been in contact with Margaret Sanger through my Ouija board. She worshipped Satan and made planned Parenthood to get power sacrificing babies to the devil.

Yep, it's hard to stay with the same people for long, I'd hang out for a bit and then not leave my house for week or three but as long as they can hold a conversation and make me laugh, they stay, probably same reason I'm volcel

dude I had to google Margaret Sanger but she sounds rad as fuck. I love PP free condoms and shit.

Planned Parenthood would have never existed if not for Sanger's ties with Satan. Selling your soul has its perks.

How old are you? And do you plan on living the volcel life indefinitely? I'm at an age where "normal" people are getting married, having kids, etc. so it's turning into a problem. I knew this would become an issue eventually so a few years ago I selected a guy who complements me & my lifestyle. A major issue is that I'm having a hard time faking it for this long and I wonder if I'll be able to raise future children properly even if my mask slips and the marriage goes to shit.

This reminds of that one movie by the same guy that did 7even about a guy who married a literal psychopath. To answer your question I'm 19, so those issues don't really bother me at the moment, neither my friends nor my parents have expressed any pressure in regards to this. Another thing to note is that while real life situations more often then not fail to evoke a particular emotion, it's different with movies and music.

Is extreme consequentialism psychopathic? Like forcing a country into extreme rationing to develop more technology that would later create abundance?

Depends on the circumstances of the policy, if the policy was made by the person in question with utterly no hesitation that is they'd feel next to nothing when making people do this, while usually people would grit their teeth and say it's the only choice.

What if the person only see the ideal end and thinks anything else would be horrible? Only seeing the ideal vision and pushing towards it?

Gone Girl was okay. I don't have much patience for fiction. The only form of art that evokes any emotion for me is music. Interesting to know that you can feel things when watching movies. What about documentaries?

One word of advice, take it how you will. Think about your romantic future and plan accordingly. You have more time than me simply because you're a man but eventually you have to deal with the bullshit trappings of society. Everything from your career to friendships will be affected if you're not "normal", and relationshits + kids = normal.

Again if there's no choice most people would still go through with it, the problem lies within the mind of the person pursuing the ideal, if the person is willing to forsake other people, while feeling no guilt or hesitation whatsoever it's psychopathy

What if he has no guilt but thinks it will be better for the people in the end and thinks he is doing it for the good of the people? As in he values the future so much he doesn't care about the present. Visionary to the point of being blind to today.

How hard would it be to get brain surgery to become a sociopath?

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It isn't anymore but there are camps in the community that subscribe to sociopath/psychopath being different things and ASPD not being properly descriptive. The idea of either being on or off with their list of traits sort of shows their lack of actual data on the subject. People with any sort of ASPD aren't generally open to being psychoanalyzed, they usually only get to talk to prisoners and people there by force and even then, they tend to lie. They never talk to the CEO or salesman or any other random person who has sociopathic traits. I find it odd they think that every other thing in the world is spectrum but this is on or off, which is just contrary to what we know about the brain in general. My aunt is an actual psychopath but never will get diagnosed but she has done some horrible things, many of which I have witnessed. The problem seems to run in the family and I seem to have some of the traits but I tend to go with the flow as far as society goes, I just lack any sort of morality other than whatever I feel is needed to continue living as I see fit.

Again no matter the motivations as long there's no hesitation, although I'd argue it's severe disillusionment in this case

Can't say I remember any documentary evoking any emotion, I get super pumped and excited by cheesy lines with a good soundtrack, regardless though I see your point although it does depend on your surroundings here being single and pursuing your career isn't that looked down upon.

What if he feels severe anguish over the alternative to the point he feels no guilt over his actions? He thinks in black and white that either his vision is reached or there will be a catastrophe.

You sound like an autist, not a sociopath or psychopath. #realtalkbro