Feels thread

Stay hidden, court doesnt have shit on you

Happy birthday user
I hope u r having a wonderful friday

Thanks frens, Im celebrating with a birfday DR PEPPER today cause I like to spoil myself ;3

I just had a Dr Pepper it is easily the patrician soda

If he didnt know whose computer it was sent from or who was on the computer, how are they going to find and sue you?

They know which computer and what the email account is called but just not who the email belonged to I'm probably being paranoid it's just in case they check the time the email was sent and use the cameras to see who was using it at that time

>Feel a fart coming
>Squeeze my sphincter to let out that gassy goodness
>Instead shart my pants

Getting old blows lads. I just want to fart without the fear of shitting my pants.

>be me
>wagie working for pennies at migdonalds
>on a relatively busy intersection, so there is a group of bums that frequently come in and order nothing but a free water cup, which they take soda from and get me in trouble for, sit for half an hour, and make noise.
>they usually dont try to talk to me, and I never talk to them.
>there is a group seated next to the door, and some other customer had made a mess and left nearby
>because i work the register, I have to be the one to clean it up
>as I work on sweeping up the fallout of the last customers meal, another presumably homeless guy comes walking in
>he goes up to the group already amassed near the door
>one of the female hobos jumps up immediately and hugs him
>he hugs her back, and shes almost in tears
>she goes blabbering on about how much she missed him while he was in jail
>I can hear her telling him that she loves him and missed him
>i hear and see all of this and all I can think is
>damn
>I wish I was him.

At that moment, I would gladly have been a homeless man with a criminal record that had someone that loved him than be me, some hopeless wagie hoping his parents dont realize how useless he is.

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I would probably take this too having a hobo gf who will save Herself for you while your in jail sounds pretty comfy

It sounds like a nice thing to do if they watch tv but some robots don't so it might be something to consider before buying it so it doesn't go to waste

happy birthday user!!! (^: face ur mortality and make the most out of it

Oh yeah do that then when I saw cable i immediately assumed tv

Get sued for what? Calling him on his shit? Counter sue for frivolous lawsuit

Lol bro i'm 20 since 10 minutes exactly.
Feels ok.

You cant be sued for spreading the truth about a person.

I just want a gf to watch kinos with and talk about movies and what are we gonna eat for dinner and our lifes and dreams and shit... fuck I'm lonely

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Happy birthday! You still have 3/4 of your life left

Yes it is. Any

She told me today she doesnt love me, heres a greentext
>my oneitis chose her ex over me after a month of being on the fence last year
>cut off all contact
>1 year later they break up
>we get back in contact
>dont mind at first, thought i got over her and we can just be good friends
>i was wrong, i still love her
>we hang out everyday for the past 2 weeks
>start thinking she wants me as well
>dont want to get hurt again so dont do anything but anytime we meet i cant stop thinking about kissing her, holding her in my arms etc
>we have so much fun
>she talks about how she needs love
>i say i need it too
>we somehow get to her saying she doesnt love me,
Dont remember how we got to her saying that but thats the only thing i remember from that convo
Hurts so much guys, i just hate evreything right now and wish i were dead, im unable of finding love and i will never have anyone close to her we are perfect for each other but she doesnt seem to see it

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* any of yall like cheerwine? shit is good

I used to go to the cinema at the exact same time whenever I needed to watch a movie because I could time it to talk to a qt cashier who worked there when her shift ended I would always give her a cigarette and talk about the movie I just watched with her I even surprised her with a Cuban cigar once but she didn't like it, my biggest regret is not having the balls to ask her out and I'll probably regret it for the rest of my life

>decide to leave my room for once and do something i supposedly like, hiking
>take an hour and a half bus ride to the river
>walk around and see the severely degraded and human influenced river
>not an ounce of pleasure or interest
>walk 1.5 hours to the library
>get one book titled "Stay", an argument against suicide and one on plants along the river (looking for poisonous ones to kill myself)
>limping the whole way home because my right leg is injured
>tear up in the shower
I'm just about done. Nothing is enjoyable anymore. I don't know what happened.

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I used to enjoy walks as well, user
Have you ever smoked weed? I think thats the reason i cant enjoy nature anymore, i wonder if thats the same with you

What makes you perfect for her? Some people just dont work together. Sure she may be perfect for you but believing that you are perfect for her leads me to believe you are very arrogant and self absorbed. You can't force attraction and if she isn't into you then move on. That is if you actually care about her as a person and don't just care about her because shes waifu material and you want her to be yours. Everyone deserves love including you so you should stop looking for it in places it doesn't exist. You got it bro we are all gonna make it you just need to accept it isn't easy

Man, I feel.
>Know this girl for almost 3 years
>in that time she has had 3 boyfriends
> talk to her, she talks about this in front of me
I know I cannot stop her from dating other men and I have to respect her decisions but it still fucking hurts to see her with a man loving her the way I cannot . I want her so badly. I still do to this day. The problem was until recently I never opened up to anyone. I never told anyone the things that went on inside my mind truly until a week ago. And anons, no matter how they react, the truth really does set you free. You feel like you did the right thing, because you did. You were brave enough to admit something that is going on with you. It takes courage to do that, especially when it is a character flaw in yourself.

>finally want to open up to someone, ask coworker out
>apparently she has no clue about dating at all and isn't ready for it
>lets me know that we're not actually going out and wants to know me more before we put labels on it
>i keep my distance while getting to know her more and opening myself up to her
>suddenly she starts talking about my male friend and injecting him into the conversation
>says the actions he does are cute, asks questions about him
>kind of feels pointless to continue now, she never even really acknowledges me

I just want to be alone

>go to work 5 days a week, 11-13 hours a day.
>feel like utter shit when not working /on my off days.
>go back to work, feel great.

am i just retarded or some shit, i thought off days were good. also got work off today bc rain

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>taking a course at uni
>meet a cute girl, 3 years older than me
>she already graduated, but they allowed her to take the course
>she starts talking to me since the first day
>we get to know each other, and she eventually opens up telling me her insecurities and internal struggles
>she is the one
>the course ends, and we continue texting
>asks me on saturday what I was going to do on sunday
>tell her I will go to the pier to have a smoke and chill out during the afternoon
>I invite her, thinking it could be the perfect opportunity to tell her how I felt
>she recommends I invite my best friend
>I ask my friend and he refuses so we can be alone
>I tell her on sunday that my friend wont make it, so she says "Its going to be just you and me then"
>later that day she tells me she wont make it
>I dont mind and follow my plans
>after that day, she starts to be more distant and starts ghosting me
>ffw 1 week
>she and my friend start dating
>my best friend
>my best friend who refused a week before so we could be alone
>my best friend who knew that I liked her
>I told my friend "No hard feelings, but every time I see you I remember the harsh rejection, on top of that, you knew I liked her"
>they break up after a month

I honestly do not care about the thot, but it pains me the fact that I lost my best friend because of her, and he ultimately betrayed me.
This summer was fucking shit for me.

Cheers, mate. One time I grew a pair and finally asked my oneitis out after so many missed opportunities like that. She rejected me telling me she had a boyfriend that lived in a nearby town, but later on that night (it was a party) I saw her kissing a sort of a friend of mine. Never felt worse in my life. So maybe your cowardice was for the best.

>crush is in a 8 month relationship and she used to brag about it when we were hanging out
life isn't fair i want home

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im scared of this, why even have friends

Last night i had a dream of my ex gf and I woke up sad and alone

I thought i had forget her but seems my subconsciusness thinks otherwise

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The way I see it, you have 3 options
1. Keep working at mcdicks until you die, a pretty grim future.
2. Quit mcdicks after having attended a college and getting recruited for a job. Parents will love it.
3. Become a hobo and just quit. It is a shit lifestyle though, my uncle is one.

Drunk here. I got to see her today. (We have a history.) It felt so good to see her again. I finished her leftover food. Awkward gazes and avoidance.
She's doing so much better than me. I want her to be happy. She's so special.

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>I finished her leftover food.

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Do you wake up crying at the memory of her?

>finally take the courage and kiss her
>she reciprocated it, passionately
>asks me why did I take so long
>mumble something
>she says she's hungry and that I should pick a place for us to eat
>start thinking what kind of place would impress her
>wake up still thinking about a place that would be nice
>slowly realize it was a dream all along
>cry in despair

Nope. Only LSD. Which is good, but not the life changing miracle drug I need it to be. Maybe I'll try ayahuasca.

I'm was not so sad that i would have cried alone still wasn't a good way to start off my day. The fact that i haven't even thinked about her for a while made it worst

I told myself up until this point that I dont need a GF and I am fine without them. But then the feel of not having someone to have real, honest, intimate relatiosbip hit me like a truck.
I have a few friends and buddies but the relationship with them only scrape the surface of a real intimate relationship. Of course I can pour my heart out to some of my closest friends but they can't comfort me like someone in an intimate relationship, someone who clicks with you, some who just loves the way you are on a deep level, y'know?

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I think Im actually autistic, or more precisely, display serious sociopathic behaviour, but I cannot be sure without getting it checked. I'd like to be normal...

good work user. fuck that cunt and fuck that whore bitch

Sorry sad cat. It's only because she has a very small appetite. If it's any consolation, we had no conversation or contact or looking in each others' direction.
I don't wish it had been otherwise. It's better she forgets me.

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You did the right thing user. You need not suffer for someone else's selfish motives.

Eat more fiber
That's the worst feeling my dude. While I was at school, I would dread the weekend because I had nothing to do, besides homework. But I wasn't going to do my homework cause I'm a piece of shit. By the end of Sunday, I would be ready to off myself.

It's summer rn and on the weekends I've been working on the things I used to do (before uni), like watching a lot of porn and anime. Instead of sitting and overthinking how much of a failure I was.

>It's better she forgets me.
she's never gonna forget you, user.
don't cry because it ended, smile because it happend

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Kek, today I had a dream I fucked my ex. (We never actually fucked)
I usually dream that I see her but I can't talk to her and it feels like shit, then I wake up. However, this morning I woke up and masturbated.
Good shit my dude, I hope you find someone to make new memories!

If he's telling you to come forward then he likely has no idea who it was. Stay hidden, being honest these days gets you nothing but fucked up the ass. Did the Stacy get fired?

I'm trying my best but I don't know if I am good or not

>Be 20 years old me
>Like to talk about stories, plots and shit like that
>When I was a little shit I liked to read a lot
>Tried to keep the habit but it's too much time consuming
>Few years back I began to take an interest in writing
>Start a few projects till I get a finished manuscript last year
>Finish another project and half way through another one
>Don't have the confidence to just sit down and edit the finished manuscripts so I can send them to agents

Fuck, I guess I should be sending these fuckers if I want to have a chance, but I find the whole process extremely depressing. I have to go through 60000 words over and over, wondering if all the effort I put into those words is pointless.

>Friend approaches
>Wants me to write for one of his projects
>He's a very good artist
>He heard me talk about writing and I guess he thought he check my skills
>Gives me a bit of time so I can come up with ideas for a comic
>Develop two pitches with very short outlines and send them to him
>He likes one of them and I work on a script
>Ten Pages, not too long.
>He says he likes it a lot
>He sends me trial designs for characters
>Love them, but I don't think he's quite following my instructions
>Think he's just using my script so he can make his portfolio bigger, not because he wants to bring the idea to life
>I begin to panick but I can't back out
>I've already agreed to polish the trial script, write outlines and pitches and if It gets picked up by an agent or he decides to continue with the project, I'll have to write the whole thing from start to finish and the make rewrites and edits.

I'll probably be the laughing stock of some agent or art teacher. Fuck me I guess I have no other option than to just push through the whole thing. It's not really a feels thread, but it causes me a lot of anxiety, it's basically all I think about.

I have a good feel to share

>1 week ago
>going to a party
>everybody watching movies
>be generally introverted
>haven't talked to anyone, just been watching the movies
>movie ends, people debate what to watch
>i decide to put on the movie I brought
>it was pretty funny, and it had Jim Carrey in it
>everyone really likes it
>people start talking to me and thank me for bringing the movie
>no one cared who I was until I put on The Mask

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i'm not a girl but we could watch movies together if you want

>find girl over internet
>We initially hit it off really well
>For the first time in my life I'm genuinely in love
>She says she's never had a bf before and is a virgin
>She's the closest thing to a female version of myself, as far as personality and views on things go
>I get to experience young love - something I thought I'd never get
>a month goes by and she completely changes on me
>Seems much more distant and less interested in me
>I think maybe she just needs to adjust to a change in her life
>her disinterest seems to grow after months
>it gets too much for me and I bring it up
>she doesn't seem to care that I feel like shit
>every time I try address it she acts cute and reminds me why I love her

Basically I feel like shit because I go for long periods of time feeling like this girl doesn't care about me and then she very briefly gives me the attention I crave. I want to break up with her because I hate feeling like this all the time, loving someone that doesn't seem to love you back is worse than being alone, but I don't want to break up with her because I'll never get anything like this again.

I wish I was dead.
It would be a nice alternative to my current existence.

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>self-sabotage feels
finally talked to a girl
it was through Instagram dms, but better than nothing. I thought it was going fine, but when I had the opportunity to ask her out I just didnt. I dont know why, I want a relationship with her more than anything, but I think I'm subconsciously scared of the commitment and the burden.

Any advice on what it's like to really be in a relationship, and if I'm worrying over nothing?

>watch hobo documentary
>they have friends and gfs
if i was homeless id just die

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I fucking hate women, no one exempted.
>be in uni, have a few friends by now
>one of my girl friends starts talking about how rape is the worst crime because there is no excuse for it etc etc
>its just the two of us
>I tell her how one of the other girls in our friend group sexually abused me multiple times and had no remorse about it even though sometimes I begged her to stop and cried
>she goes: user you are probably misremembering! She would never do it to hurt you she just wanted you to be happy!
>mfw no excuses unless it happens to a man
>mfw she still talks to her after that and she probably told her that I told her
>mfw have no face

Im gonna kill myself.

I HAVE NEVER REGRETTED ANYTHING IN MY LIFE UNTIL NOW BUT IT HURTS BECAUSE THE PAIN MADE ME GROW SO MUCH BUT GOD DID I DAMN MYSELF OUT OF THE VERY THING I REALIZED I NEEDED
DAMN ALL OF THIS
DAMN THAT IT IS ALL SO PERFECT AND CRUEL

>be me
>17 year old, alpha body, beta personality
>Good at sports
>Skipped 4th grade cuz smart
>Finished junior year highschool 3.6 GPA and started varsity football and wrestling
>Tfw parents treat me like a disappointment
>"Dumbass" "retard" "worthless"
>Tfw no friends in school either
>"Dumbass" "Retard" "worthless"
>Meet a girl (call her Lindsay)
>Start off as friends and become more than that
>Can't see each other often but when we do it's heaven
>Parents force me to end relationship because Lindsay does drugs/has depression
>badinfluence.html
Been a few months since we ended things, can't even talk to other females without thinking of her.
Why do my parents hate me? What am I doing wrong?

you did the right thing and they can't prove shit, even if they can, what the fuck can they sue you for?

Fuck your parents and go for her user. Move out if you can, but go for the girl, because love is the most important thing in this otherwise meaningless existence.

It s gonna hurt but stop seeing her

beat the shit out of your friend with a pipe

Not really a feel but I'm getting a vasectomy in 2 weeks. I'm fairly young (22), but I don't want to ever bring a child into this world

Sorry for you user

That's the right thing to do. I'll do the same thing when I can. I don't want to risk bringing something into this world and having it suffer.

I don't know what to do, Jow Forums...
>have autistic story since I was really young
>at recess I'd imagine microscopic space battles with twigs and paper clips
>imagined war between two races, the "whos" and "lice"
>had characters, Peter and Emily Green
>continue imagining this story into middle school
>Peter and Emily die in battle the last day of middle school
>their son Orion becomes the main character
>he remains main character throughout my teenage years
>looks like me, is basically my alter ego
>whenever I imagine this story while walking I simply imagine Orion flying a mission to attack whatever building I am walking into, as if it were a giant louse fortress
>around age 19 feel like the "inheritance cycle" of the story should continue
>go out to college across country to volunteer
>one night walk around and imagine huge battle around louse superweapon
>been building up to this for months
>orion dies fighting the louse leader Timeless
>they both fall into a pit of energy
>his kids with his wife Trielle are born a few days before this
>Leo and Andromeda, his kids, grow up and become the main characters
>this is 20 in-story years, 4 irl years later
>realize I don't like Leo as much
>Andromeda is a good character but I miss Orion
>come up with plan to resurrect him
>Andromeda starts having "visions" of her father (there's a whole psychic thing in their family)
>ancient empire had a nanotech resurrection device
>lice find out she is looking for it, follow her to pool to bring back Orion as an assassin
>realize at this point the entire plot has become bullshit
>orion is resurrected
>end up with too many main characters to keep track of and feel conflicted whenever I try to imagine the story
>ruined my suspension of disbelief by bringing resurrection into the story
>realize the storyline around bringing Orion back was complete horseshit
>don't really imagine the story anymore
I had this with me for 16 years.
I ruined one of the most precious things to me.

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Break up with her user, all she is is a reminder of what you one had

u are a virtuous man user, dont forget that. You are probably not going to lose the law suit, but even if you do, you will inherit a house in the kingdom of deez nuts. HA GOTEEM. in all seriousness tho, good job bro, u did the right thing

enlist. You may as well fight for israel if u got nothing going for u. Get an army desk job. Super simple shit, essentially neetdom cuz they gib u food and water and a place to live as well as fitness. The uniform helps with the ladies too

t. former neet who enlisited in army

what the fuck?
how did she sexually abuse you?

I am not like you guys, I don't dread my lack of a woman in my life. Don't get me wrong; I would love a gf, but I never felt as sad or bad about not having one as people have illustrated here.
I have other things going for me, but lately I have been feeling down, depressed, empty. It's a familiar feeling but I can't pin it down. It's not loneliness I cope and get by on that easily... I don't know why and it makes the angst worse. I want to escape, but I don't have a reason to leave and quite the contrary I have plenty to stay. I'm thinking of seeing a therapist cause it's almost a month now and I am not getting any better, but I don't want to open more doors by talking about it with a professional, I have so much shit that would raise some flags and it might set us off course of what the current problem is, I am losing my mind, why the fuck do I feel so shit FUCK

Feels thread? Feels thread.
>Talk to crush
>Everything is good
>She suddenly tells me how she's fucking one guy, and how another one is sending her creepy normiechat photos of his phimosis dick
>Alright, nothing special yet
>Gets curious and asks
>"user, are you a virgin?"
>"user, do you have a crush on me?"
>"You're pretty defensive about other guys doing me user, why is that?"
>Realize I gotta leave, NOW
>Tell her I've got pinged (fire dpt.) And need to rush
>Go home and have panic attack
>Post on /b/
>Thread gets deleted
>Mfw

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user, you seem to be paniking rn, calm down before you do something dumb

She will never like you. Delete her from everything now. It will take time, maybe months, maybe years, but she will fade from your life. You will still be miserable but it won't be because of her. Straight up tell her that yes, you want to fuck her. If she wanted to fuck you she'd agree to do it. But she sees you as basically a woman but without the threat of competition. That's why women love their emotional tampons. Fuck her or cut her out. STOP DELUDING YOURSELF. SHE DOES NOT LIKE YOU. SHE NEVER WILL. YOU CANNOT CHANGE THAT.

As much as I hate to say you're right: you are. I'm literally just some fag on her disposal-list, and nothing more.
Gonna end it in about 112/111 days anyway, so what's the point in upsetting her anyway?

Pretty much the exact same thing happened to me.

Atleast the experience made me finally mature and acknowledge no one can be trusted. Maybe just family but if you have a strong bond with them.

Difference in my story is that I actually fell hard for the girl, and since all that bullshit, I feel like I just cant like another girl the same way and that sucks a lot.

Fuck user, if I was drunk rn, I'd say that I had wrote that, jesus christ

I've given up on life, and I stopped caring about everything over the years. I planning on an hero soon.

Remember every time you are about to fall in love: bitches ain't nothin but hoes and tricks.

>Gonna end it in about 112/111 days anyway
Why that specific number of days? Planning to kill yourself on New Years? Also nice quads.

Nah, the date is the 24.11.2018, the day I'll turn 21. If I haven't got anything done in this miserable excuse for a life, i'll get myself some sweet tobacco overdose
Thanks btw

If a woman ever says she "isn't ready to date" that means she isn't ready to date...YOU

Don't do anything and if he sues then sue the company. They can't fire you if you're in a lawsuit with them.

Dammit keep this fine feels Thread alive

I've done a similar thing for a good part of my life too. I've been mixing many things I like into one big story that goes on a "upper" dimension (this earth would be a subdimension of the big and real one) where I travel to whenever I'm alone thinking about stuff, like in the bus or before sleeping. There are many shows and stories in this mix, like childhood cartoons and movies I've watched, books I've read, situations I've lived, etc. It seems weird doing this now that I'm an adult man and it's not really a original story created by me, but this fake universe feels like home to me, it's more than just a bored made up story, it's something that makes me not feel worthless and it lets me get into adventures I'll never have the chance to take part in.
I feel you. But I'm sure you can come up with something new. Just let it go, let your mind do the job and stop worrying to much about the details, these will come after you find a plot with characters that interest you.

Good luck, man!

>break up with first and only gf 3 years ago bc I think she may be cheating
>spend 3 years thinking my reasons were unsubstantiated
>feel like shit the whole time
>regret
>talking to her again recently
>she admits to it
>oh fuk i was right
>I dont know how I feel but it really do be like that sometimes

>Life isn't fair I want to go home
Know this feel all to well

I've never posted on this site before but im begging you please don't end your life at 21 I think you're a special person and you dont deserve to die :)

Nice bait, but you've got some way to go user
So this thread seems dead, btw

Holy shit I'm a fucking loser.