Depriving my own sleep for shits and giggles but also to just explore my brain waves, 34 hours in atm...

come on dont leave me alone in here

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This is what god looks like origi

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Fuck.
I'd rather have Baphomet.

I'm I rarely do coke, but when I do, when I want to sleep I just take a lot of valium , so I can sleep
My valium is over and I'm sure that I wont sleep
the first time I done coke I stood awake for 2 days in a row, then when I crashed it was hell, couldn't get up even If I wanted, and I almost jumped from the 6th floor cause of the depression

first you get mad tired and if you manage to stay up longer you feel wired.
then you feel tired again.

I am lately staying up for 2days at a time just because I am quitting drinking and its making me stay up for ages.

OP, you should really sleep.

dude if your using amphets to stay up, your missing the fucking point and a pussy man.
I stayed up for many days when I was on meth bro, its easy as fuck holy shit

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i've already come so far, and i am curious. there doesn't seem to be any effects except i'm a stupid motherfucker

i always thought coke was really short and didn't last that long. good thing i don't have a balcony to jump from in a psychotic frenzy

learn the difference between your and you're you philistine

like i said its a poor stim a substituted amphetamine. i enjoyed it while there was discernible euphoria but now is the time when i just can't sleep. time does pass very quickly though it feels like i've barely even been up today.

last time i did this though i got meth mouth (roof of mouth pain?) so i guess it can't be that weak

also nice image

taking xans and forcing myself to stay awake is fun af, you start hallucinating things

if you do that you'll love dph a good starter dose is about 700mg

have at it dude! if you don't fall asleep at first you won't fall asleep at all

thats a joke by the way don't do that

The intense rush is short, depending on how much you snort can last from 1h~4h, but then you just can't sleep and get all paranoid, jittery and shit, but not as intense as in the first hour
I've done a lot of crazy stuff on coke
Once I went to a guy's house, in the middle of nowhere, at 4am and asked him to get me a glass of water, I stood there talking to him and trying to teach him to write he's own name (he's analphabet) till 8am

i was never cool enough to score coke but it sounds pretty fun, i heard people compare it to the substituted stim i did

What are you hoping to achieve, from a scientific viewpoint?

unadulterated knowledge

a state of total oneness

gnosis

ego death

gray's dolphin paradox

clifford the big red dog vacuum thought experiment

and above all, eggless travel

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What the fuck are you on about? That's like saying I think I'm special but everyone is special. You can replace god with anything. What a retarded philosophy you have. Also 34 hours? I think you're underage. Nothing special for your tiny brainlet mind will happen at almost two days without sleep. Please get off the board newfag and refrain forever from making such a garbage thread. Still not any worse than gay and fembot threads but of the same low quality.You're confusing sleep deprivation which is nothing special and compare it with taking mushrooms or something which will unlock your mind. I honestly think you're a guy with a low intellect and you are in a state where you think you are drunk but you are actually just pretending to be drunk like lots of normies do.

Why do seek any of that? What do you hope it will explain?

Try having your mom get you a juice box or something because I think your blood sugar's dropped.

Is this the best you can come up with? I legit think you are delusional and retarded in your head but it's not from the sleep deprivation. You should re-read all the stupid shit you wrote in this thread but I doubt it will help you.

well okay have fun with your superior threads

it was a joke. i just want to try it. not expecting much

>implying im taking any of this seriously
by the way, im OP, not the user you're responding to. feel free to take out your pent up rage on me

What? Forgot your tripcode? What the fuck are you on about? OP is just some fucking druggo monkey that is doing nothing worth living with his life. He's probably in a real lousy environment right now. Just one of the million useless junkies on this world and he happens to be on r9k making another low content shit thread. I honestly wish his life to be better and he could stay away from the stimulants or whatever his retarded mind decides to use.

>Blocking the rage bullet
Thanks! I did tell him to ask him mommy for some juice, so he can be a bit angry, but seriously, it's like he's triggered or something.

I think he might need a cookie with his juice.
I mean unless his mom's too busy blowing the milkman.

heh okay retard

Just close your browser dude. What are you even doing? Don't tell me you forgot your tripcode lmao. Get help.

Just close tge thread dude. What are you even doing? Don't tell me you forgot your juicebox lmao. Get help.

I saw his mom's status post on facebork, she's "too busy" to get him any juice.

>be me
>20
>autistic fuckup, zero motivation, zero drive, emotional emptiness, raised in an emotionally abusive environment
>3 weeks ago
>over at a friend's apartment
>1 AM
>no public transport in the night and I'd have to walk about 2 hours to get back to my place
>decide to stay, ask if it's okay
>"sure thing user"
>we decide to watch some weird ass 5/10 Japanese horror movie
>not even remotely creeped out, just tired by now
>3AM
>we go to bed, I sleep on the couch, friend falls asleep basically immediately
>I literally can't sleep all night
>it's fucking hot as hell and the couch is not comfortable at all
>for some weird reason I'm not tired
>just chill out on the couch, reading stuff on my mobile phone
>see the sun rising
>the city slowly becomes alive
>I see all the grocery stores and bakeries preparing for the day
>slowly there's more traffic
>look out of the window, really comfy
>still not tired at all
>7:30 AM now
>decide to go back to couch and have some rest, sleep for 30 minutes, not more
>wake up
>take my stuff, say goodbye and leave
>the entire day I felt absolutely motivated and driven to do the crazy shit I used to like
>literally reading, studying and playing instruments with a joy I haven't experienced in ages
>holyfuckingshit.gif
>haven't felt this good in about a year
>feel replenished, relaxed and overall...just good
>go to sleep regularly at 2 AM that night
>wake up
>effect from that 30-minute-night has diminished

Hope you experience the same OP. Was really nice having an ounce of ambition for at least a day.

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still going rn

forming a sentence is getting kinda hard now