>be me
>get high on coke and get drunk
>get intensely horny
>sniff poppers
>watch sissy hypno videos
>stick a dildo up my ass and beat off
>Do this almost every Friday and Saturday night
>feel disgusted when Im done
>hate my self more
Be me
Lucas Lewis
Jackson Barnes
Just accept you're gay man
Kayden Cruz
I never watch this stuff unless Im drunk/high
Angel Cook
Which means your inhibition is lowered, meaning, you're actually expressing yourself. It's okay to be gay, my dude.
Jordan King
Don't listen to this guy, if it doesn't make you happy just stop. Most of the things that destroy people are the very same things that they like to indulge in. You wouldn't tell a fatass that its okay to eat ice cream, or drug addict that its okay to shoot up.
People who are aware of the pointlessness of their own faggotry and wish to stop will get very little support because gays have been a minority group that has been discriminated against, so its taboo to suggest that their behavior is wrong. Straight people will just tell you to continue because it doesn't concern them, and gays will try to drag you down with them.
Trust your feelings, it feels wrong for a reason. No one regrets working out or studying, only bullshit like this.
Jeremiah Williams
>Trust your feelings, it feels wrong for a reason. No one regrets working out or studying, only bullshit like this.
How are you conflating working out or studying with getting high, watching sissy hypno, and stuffing your own asshole with a dildo? This makes no sense. The reason why people don't feel bad about the former is because there is a growth aspect attributed to them. He feels bad about the latter because he is in denial about who he is. I honestly can't say I empathize with his situation because I don't do this, but it would probably be absolute hell to be a closet, sissy, faggot. He just needs to accept who he is or end up hiding it for the rest of his life until his proclivity for degeneracy boils over and inadvertently causes him to out himself.
Gavin Mitchell
I do this but without feeling any disgust afterwards. Why exactly are you disgusted? Do you care about the opinions of others, or perhaps you believe in a judgemental God?
The only legitimate reason you should be worried is if you do this by some pathological compulsion rather than by your own free will.
Joseph Robinson
>He feels bad about the latter because he is in denial about who he is.
That's nonsense, no one is obligated to be a slave to their desires. Even if you are 100% straight its okay to not indulge in sexual activity if it doesn't fulfill you. Guys like that are seen as having willpower or being monks, but a guy not acting on homosexual desires is seen as crime because then its seen as repression or denial instead of a rational choice. The repression of homosexual desires has been so problematic that no one can see the virtue in abstaining from it anymore.
Blake Martin
Sissy IMO is the probably most damaging fetish out there (for the sissies that is).
Because they literally create a sub-personality based entirely around sexual humiliation.
The attraction of being a sissy isn't just the idea of being fucked whilst being dressed as a woman (which would just be a crossdresser) it's fetishsizing shame and humiliation, around emasculation.
I as a black masculine man, really like looking at sissies, and the idea of fucking a sissy really turns me on. However, being honest with myself, I think the fetish is very damaging psychologically for the sissies.
They spend hours ramming themselves with a dildo solo, or spend their free time tracking down dick to suck and fuck.
There's more to life than sex, like; positive relationships with people. Intellectual, physical and emotional development. SELF LOVE, etc.
TLDR: Please don't create a sub personality based around getting sexual pleasure from emasculation and humiliation, and don't base your life around dick.
P.S. Crossdresser =/= sissies. If you like to crossdress in your free time, and get fucked whilst dressed up, that's different.
The sub personality created by cross dressers still tends to want to be treated with value and care (even if they like to be dominated), and they don't fetishsize genuine shame and humiliation like sissies do.
Crossdressers tend to like their desire to dress and act as females, they don't derive pleasure from feelings of shame and humilation from liking crossdressing and getting fucked by men - like sissies do.
(Anons, please screencap this, and post this to wannabe sissies who pop up on R9K. Maybe you can help them.)
Jordan Roberts
This can honestly be applied to a lot of subs, not just sissies.
A lot of people become sub because we fucking hate ourselves.
Brody Bailey
I'm inclined to agree with you on a moral level, but the thought of emasculating a guy and turning him into a sissy fucktoy turns me on too much to want it to stop
Cameron Kelly
Damn, that's sad.
When I think of a sub I think of the 'light' version. Women or men who just like to play the more passive role, and/or get manhandled during sex.
However, I see what you are saying about subs who I've watched get off on slapped, spat on, choked, and their heads shoved into a toilet.
I was thinking the other day, that a lot of women (I'm not a feminist, I'm just know what I saw growing up in a bad neighbourhood and in nightclubs) experience being groped or harassed by men from young age.
I think that it's classic psychology why a lot of women like to be slapped, roughly treated during sex. They have internalized the groping and harassment, and derive pleasure from being 'violated' or physically overpowered.
Gabriel Sanchez
I understand.
Like I said, the idea of sissy cocklust turns me on too.
However, for moral reasons, I would only ever fuck a crossdresser.
I couldn't participate in what I think is a practice that is severely psychologically damaging.
Same reason why I wouldn't slap, choke, spit on, and piss on a girl if she asked me. I don't think it's coming from a healthy place, no matter how 'empowered' she claims she feels.
Hunter Wilson
whatever you said about crossdressers can be said about sissies too
or does sissy has to means someone who gets off on complete shame
damm these terms change meaning every time
Wyatt Mitchell
Based on my observations:
The sissy fetish sub culture is; Crossdressing + humilation fetish.
If you've ever watched any of the sissy hypno vids, it's all about deriving pleasure from feelings of humiliation and shame about emasculation and cocklust.
Crossdressers just like to dress and act like women (They may also have cocklust too). The key difference is that they aren't deriving pleasure from feelings of shame and humiliation.
Sissies feel that cocklust, dressing and acting like women is humiliating, and derive pleasure from the humiliation.
Easton Roberts
what if i want to lead the righteous path of a crossdresser but also derive some pleasure from humiliation from it due to my un-passability
Nathaniel Phillips
I Loled @ "Righetous path".
I hope I'm not coming across as making a moral judgement on sissies. I don't think they are bad people, scum, etc. I just think they are damaging themselves.
>but also derive some pleasure from humiliation from it due to my un-passability
Again, I would genuinely caution anyone from deriving sexual pleasure from humiliation.
Humiliation is essentially the experience of having your sense of value, self image, worth lowered by others.
I would question why you want to practice deriving sexual pleasure from having your sense of self-value crushed?
Benjamin Hughes
I think this is one of the better posts I've seen around r9k about this subject
Connor Hernandez
I want that sex doll with a 9 inch girthy boi attached to it so I can ride it while sniffing poppers watching sissy hypno blasting in my headphones. Why is life so unfair?
Joshua Peterson
>I don't think they are bad people, scum, etc
you should see pics of those hairy old balding sissy guys with the exposed fetish
Joseph Jones
I totally agree. It's such a rush of power to completely ruin someone and top them so hard their heterosexuality becomes unstable and they begin to desire submission to another man
Jace Cox
That is the G A Y E S T thing I have read on this board.
Benjamin Moore
I used to see that on CL a lot. Some fat, balding white guy asking to be exposed for being a sissy faggot.
Benjamin Gomez
What the fuck is wrong with you faggot? Get off the computer and go out side for your own safety
Justin Hall
How do I fix myself once I already created this sub personality? I['ve been fapping to sissy shit for ages, I realised recently I actually don't find men attractive at all but I do like pleasuring myself with dildos.
I realised I'm straight, but the thought of NORMAL sex with a NORMAL woman didnt turn me on as much as the sissy stuff did.
I actually had sex with a girl and the entire time I was fucking her with a half limp dick, mostly wishing I was at home watching some amazing sissy porn.
How do i fix myself?
Hunter Stewart
Before Craigslist casual encounters was shut down, I saw a change from cross dressers looking for quick hook ups to guys looking to get humiliated. It seems to go with the added interracial element.
Connor Gomez
fap 1nce every 1 or 2 weeks
stay active, meet people
drink before sex so you let go more and be more in the moment
Mason Torres
Stop watching porn. Your brain needs a reset. I think the sissy stuff come from watching too much porn, and insecurity. Porn creates unrealistic expectations and hurts males and females.