How do I condition myself to find sex, or at least 3D sexuality, unappealing? Or even repulsive?

How do I condition myself to find sex, or at least 3D sexuality, unappealing? Or even repulsive?

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When you are in love you don't feel the need to fap.

But love is fleeting. I need a more permanent fix

This, you just need to find a waifu you love.

But you will always run out of material and stories of your waifu. Then it fades to dust

Nigga do you have a brain?

Yeah why?x

Love is when you can't stop thinking about her everyday, no matter how little material of her there is. You dedicate your life for hen and don't need to fap anymore.

I suppose I just need to continue the hunt

Use your imagination. Originging.

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>seeing people talking about how true waifu love changes your life and makes you pure and unaffected by anything bad, always happy forever, and that it's not just a honeymoon phase that makes them truly content, no matter what
>while I'm fearful and tired, several years in, affected by how other fans and waifufags have responded to our relationship, and all the bad art I've seen and how no artist can seem to be trusted, even for the sake of a commission
This isn't how it's supposed to be.

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One of the reasons I'm hesitant about committing

Depends OP.
Are you already a misanthrope?

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Even though I really love my waifu, I still get angry when I see someone insulting her or claiming her as his own. And bad or perverted art of her really hurts me too. But deep inside I know that it's good, knowing that I care for her and I'm not indifferent to such things. It means that I love her.

>no artist can seem to be trusted, even for the sake of a commission.
Then why not become an artist? Of course you will need a lot practise but it just feels so great, making OC's of your waifu where she does what you like and not sharing them anywhere. Knowing that they will always stay only between you and her.

This has stopped me from killing myself. If heaven is my only hope to be with her, I will try.

>Then why not become an artist?
Huh this is a good idea.
How long would you say it takes to get to the point where you're making quality stuff? Assuming close to daily practice

Infinity. Been trying for years every day and i'm not past stick figures. I'm shit at everything though, so grain of salt.

I'm pretty good/obsessive at something when i set my mind to it. I even taught myself Japanese...
Can you recommend any good resources?

Apparently this guy has some pretty good tutorials
youtube.com/user/saejinoh/videos
Other than that, just get the basics of anatomy down and don't let anyone tell you the way you do it is wrong, as long as it works, it works.
Also, . BEG mainly.

Thanks a lot man, I'll keep these in mind

Good luck. I hope you become an amazing artist.