Hey pals. How was your day? I'd love to hear about it

This fake wholesome/nice guy bait is actually worse than the pol/lgbt/femanom bait
Kys yourself

Well, a sort-of-friend of mine seems to have forgiven me for breaking his two front teeth.
He's even said it's not entirely my fault, and I'm not sure if I believe him.

On the one hand his insurance covered his dental care and he seems to think it was just unlucky and that 'it could happen to anyone' and since I have a nasty habit of believe all ills I'm involved in must be my fault I'd like to believe him.
On the other hand I was far too amped up and excitable for any sort of combat sport yet I went anyway and whilst the force I put into it was a little too much if the hit had landed a cm or so elsewhere it would've been a light bruise and would've been forgotten about before the week was out.

So I'm not sure how I feel about it, and whether he's sparing my feelings because he's aware I'm somewhat emotionally fragile or if he doesn't know and isn't holding me accountable because he genuinely thinks it was just bad luck.

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So other than that pretty good so far, ran 7km.
I'm not even a casual runner, I was just stressed.

How was your day?

I went to sleep at around 2230 yesterday, and now I woke up at 1440. I fucking hate this.

Why do you feel the need to be hateful when I've never done anything against you then? I honestly don't understand this mindless hostility everybody has online, especially on here.
>it's been nice! someone i used to date keeps bugging me but i listened to some cool noise and told a guy i love him so yeet
Do you really love the guy? Hopefully your ex isn't being too much of a pain. What do you mean by cool noise? I listened to ASMR for the first time last night, is that what you mean?
>i didn't eat much and i'm extra sad about not having foreskin today for no good reason
RIP. I've had some goldfish and coffee so far today so I'm not super well fed either. Sometimes I get envious of uncutfags but in the end it doesn't change anything so I try not to focus on it.
>This fake wholesome/nice guy bait is actually worse than the pol/lgbt/femanom bait
How am I baiting? I've gotten nothing out of these threads except reciprocal kindness. Stop seeing everything trough shit tinted glasses, it won't make you any happier.
>Kys yourself
no thanks
>Well, a sort-of-friend of mine seems to have forgiven me for breaking his two front teeth.
Glad things aren't hurt between you two. Your friendship staying together is great.
>it could happen to anyone
>I was far too amped up and excitable for any sort of combat sport
If it's a combat sport don't beat yourself up for accidentally hurting someone. He has to accept that risk, don't feel guilty.
>pretty good so far, ran 7km
Good job user, that's a long distance to run. Really healthy of you. I can barely run one lol.
>went to sleep at around 2230 yesterday, and now I woke up at 1440
I do the same but I skip sleeping about every third day. It's really hard to have a good sleep schedule when you don't have a day schedule.
>I fucking hate this.
Why? I really don't mind it honestly.

i do really love the guy! not sure he'll ever be open to dating me but i don't mind, just watching series and listening to music with him is enough because i'm glad he's a part of my life.
also no my ex isn't too bad it's just a bit bothersome that i have to listen to the constant whining about not being in a relationship because of me.
as for cool noise, i mean like noise music!! i listened to two releases from Japanese noise rock and noisecore bands that i hadn't heard and they were both nice and comfy.

5 hours of transport/waiting to do a uni related procedure. And I couldnt get it done cause the guy I had to see wasnt working today.
My best friend made me company the entire time though, and I love spending time with her, so I call this day a win.
What worries me though is the fact that I might be falling in love with her

Pretty crappy honestly. I went to college and did a group speech in a class, but kind of butchered my lines and also looked too much at the paper out of nervousness despite knowing the words.
Not only that, but I've been waiting for some online friends to get online, but no one has actually logged in yet. I might have to wait a couple more hours for someone to show up. I've mostly just felt lonely and bored today. The one saving grace of today is that I have the day off and can read this board, but even then it doesn't completely distract me.

What about you? How was your day?

>Sometimes I get envious of uncutfags but in the end it doesn't change anything so I try not to focus on it.
i try not to either but it's easy to feel strong emotions about it.

>Why do you feel the need to be hateful when I've never done anything against you then? I honestly don't understand this mindless hostility everybody has online, especially on here.
blah blah blah blah

I slept half of what I usually do but I dont feel tired, I had a... weird morning. Browsed Jow Forums and a drawfag user doodled a monster from a dream I told him about, he is extremely talented

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>i do really love the guy! not sure he'll ever be open to dating me but i don't mind, just watching series and listening to music with him is enough because i'm glad he's a part of my life.
I'm glad you enjoy his company so much. Hopefully confessing doesn't ruin what you two already have, but I suppose it's worth asking instead of regretting. Hope things end up good between you two.
>also no my ex isn't too bad it's just a bit bothersome
Well a nuisance can be easily dealt with. Glad things aren't too big of a problem with him.
>i mean like noise music
I've never heard of that. What a strange name for a genre of music.
>they were both nice and comfy
Glad you enjoyed it! Good music is always comfortable.
>5 hours of transport/waiting to do a uni related procedure
What a pain in the ass. Sorry user, what a waste of time.
>My best friend made me company the entire time though, and I love spending time with her, so I call this day a win.
That's great! Making the best of a boring situation with friends is great.
>What worries me though is the fact that I might be falling in love with her
Hope things work out with those feelings and neither of you get burned.
>Pretty crappy honestly. I went to college and did a group speech in a class, but kind of butchered my lines and also looked too much at the paper out of nervousness despite knowing the words.
Sorry about that. I hope your class isn't negatively impacted by that. Public speaking can be really difficult. Good luck in the future with speaking, it's definitely a skill you can improve.
>I've been waiting for some online friends to get online, but no one has actually logged in yet. I might have to wait a couple more hours for someone to show up. I've mostly just felt lonely and bored today.
I'm sorry. Hopefully your friends come around soon so you can spend time together. Hopefully when you hang out together the wait will be worth it. Being lonely and bored sucks, sorry.

I guess I'm just concerned because its his teeth. Even repaired theres no going back for them, even though he got them fixed a day after and there was no damage to the pulp thats a permenant change.

Seems like I'm taking it a little harder and more seriously than everyone else.

I should probably just relax a little, shouldn't I?

>online "friends"

Don't forget to take your meds today, you mentally ill mongoloid

I'm constantly fucking up at work lately and stress is eating me away, being lonely and tfw no gf is just doubling the feels. I just want to quit so much.

messed up big time and made a reservation for a minor at an hotel for 3.000 $, her mom made the reservation and for some reason I forgot we don't accept reservation for minors and made it. Now hotel won't confirm it and also won't refund the money, I'll probably don't get paid until I pay it back. I just fucking hate this job so much.

it hasn't ruined anything yet! and if it does, i'll just apologize and we'll continue as friends
as for my ex it's a girl, not a guy! but yeah if she keeps bugging me so much i'll just block her probably, i don't need more stress.
noise music isn't too weird! the name isn't very good, i agree, though. it's just varying levels of noise in different genres of music or sometimes on its own but it's really good once you get into it. and it can be really comfy and relaxing despite being made of noise. the bands i listened to are just really noisy rock and punk, though.

I made 800 $ today. but taxes will take off like 300 from that. It went Great! im at my new job, getting to know my coworkers and boss. im in my aptmt alone, eating popcorn that i made with oil, in a pan, I cant complaain i use to be a janitor and the last 2 monthhs i was unnemployed and very bored. im 25. single, make a lot of money, but i want to be married and have kids, than i remember ow many guys at my job are ex divorcees who have to go to court, or battle just to see their kids and send half their mony to a bitch who raises their kids wrong so im to scared to date or marry anyone.

but that is a minor complaint/ problem. I no longer drive 3 hrs to work, i live 5 minutues from my job, in a nice aptmt got done swimming earlier. probably go do like 10 pull ups at the gym, walk back hhere and play some games.

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>What about you? How was your day?
Not great. I couldn't sleep last night and had a lot of imaginary problems that really started to get to me. Lot of quirks with my body that happen when I get distressed. I can recover from that quickly though, I try to not let it get me down.
>i try not to either but it's easy to feel strong emotions about it.
Yeah, It's probably equivalent to cutting off babies' pinkies for the sake of it. It's vain and silly. Just try your best to not think about things that can't be fixed.
Imagine putting this much effort into making this site as hateful as possible. Actually comical how bitter you are. Anything I say won't make it better when you're not willing to listen.
>I slept half of what I usually do but I dont feel tired, I had a... weird morning.
Sorry, light sleep is unfortunate.
>Browsed Jow Forums and a drawfag user doodled a monster from a dream I told him about, he is extremely talented
Sounds really cool. That's awesome that someone did that for you. What was the monster like?
>I guess I'm just concerned because its his teeth.
Yeah I knocked a kid's teeth out when I was a kid but he started a fight so I didn't feel guilty. When people accept fights they accept consequences, don't sweat it too much. It sucks but it can't be reversed.
>I should probably just relax a little, shouldn't I?
Definitely, chill out a little bit. No point in stressing over something that again can't be fixed.
>he posted another pathetic attempt to shit on other people for no good reason
XD ur le ebin troll
>I'm constantly fucking up at work lately and stress is eating me away
That's a real hard thing to deal with. Loneliness, stress, feeling of failure. You don't deserve to feel that way user, honest mistakes don't indicate anything about you. Don't take losses to heart too much or you'll keep hurting.
>messed up big time
Holy shit that sucks. I'm sorry, hopefully a fix comes.

woke up to only friend having removed me
done literally nothing except play anime mmo
will probably continue to do so tomorrow

does anyone on Jow Forums have interesting days? honestly

First off, not everyone needs a marriage. Marriages are on the low and have been for a while. Secondly, there are legal arrangements to protect yourself. You shouldn't be scared to date just because some people are failing their marriage.

I did nothing all day. I guess nothing changed really

>What was the monster like?
Giant human-eater centipede with fish scales(cuz it was swimming, good logic right?) and it had those big ass horizontal fangs like the spooders have

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>it hasn't ruined anything yet! and if it does, i'll just apologize and we'll continue as friends
That's good. Hope things continue to be friendly between you two without any tension.
>as for my ex it's a girl, not a guy
That's pretty gay one way or another lol.
> but yeah if she keeps bugging me so much i'll just block her probably
If they're harassing you why not, right? Give them some notice if you do though for their sake.
>it's just varying levels of noise in different genres of music or sometimes on its own but it's really good once you get into it
Sounds weird. I'll have to hear it for myself at some point.
>woke up to only friend having removed me
Ouch, sorry buddy. I hope that isn't too hard on you.
>done literally nothing except play anime mmo
>does anyone on Jow Forums have interesting days? honestly
I don't know. Even if the day is mundane discussing it can be cathartic or interesting for anons such as myself. Sometimes interesting stories come through.
>I did nothing all day. I guess nothing changed really
I feel that. Hopefully doing nothing was comfy for you and not terribly boring.
>Giant human-eater centipede with fish scales(cuz it was swimming, good logic right?) and it had those big ass horizontal fangs like the spooders have
What a spooky creature. That must have been a scary dream, sorry user. Nightmares are a pain in the ass.

i'm so tired but i know no matter how tired i am i'm not going to bed until like 3 am

oh yeah, it's pretty gay. i'm pretty gay. that's kinda why i don't use this site often.
also i just don't block people unless they're being hostile, it's kinda my own code to live by.
and hey, if you wanna check out noisy music, just listen to The Velvet Underground - White Light / White Heat, that's some of the earliest noise rock so it shouldn't be too hard on you

I'm glad you're doing well at work. Thinking about a family isn't a bad idea. There are lots of divorce horror stories but families make a lot of people happy. Still, that huge employment upgrade is awesome, congrats.
>i'm so tired but i know no matter how tired i am i'm not going to bed until like 3 am
Not being able to sleep when tired is exhausting. Sorry. I'm doing the same thing right now as well, been up 25 hours and not sleeping for a while.
>it's pretty gay. i'm pretty gay. that's kinda why i don't use this site often.
This site and gay seem synonymous to me half the time. Why not post here because of that?
>also i just don't block people unless they're being hostile, it's kinda my own code to live by.
Same, I remember the times I was really hurt in life and don't want to do that to other people.
>and hey, if you wanna check out noisy music, just listen to The Velvet Underground - White Light / White Heat
I'll take a look at it for sure. Thanks user.

well mostly i post on /mu/, i'm into music as you've probably guessed. and people just seem to not like the idea of any non-straight or non-cis or non-white people being there. so i either don't post or try and be as sheltered about not being "normal" as possible.
and hey, i'm sorry you've been hurt before but it's nice to see you're keeping on! i'm proud of you, user. please stay safe and try to be happy.

>I feel that. Hopefully doing nothing was comfy for you and not terribly boring.
It was comfy but you got that right. It was terribly boring

Holy shit, im still up since monday morning

>tfw lightning outside
that's scawy

>and people just seem to not like the idea of any non-straight or non-cis or non-white people being there
Really? I imagine that would never come up in a conversation there. Sorry you don't feel welcome there regardless.
>hey, i'm sorry you've been hurt before but it's nice to see you're keeping on! i'm proud of you, user. please stay safe and try to be happy.
I try. Thanks for the good wishes. I go full emo sometimes but I'm not a real danger to myself right now.
>It was comfy but you got that right. It was terribly boring
Boring and comfy is at least better than boring and miserable. Hope you're feeling good today!
>Holy shit, im still up since monday morning
Me too. I'm a little tired but I get lots of sleep so it's no biggie.
>tfw lightning outside
Where I live I don't get lighting thankfully. It really unsettles me when it comes because I get afraid God is coming for me. Hopefully you don't get too scared around lightning.

I got up at 3:30 I think, or around that time.
Felt awful, haven't felt this bad in months, I was so fatigued and tired, I even had trouble moving around cause of how tired I was.
But alas, it passed eventually, now I'm not as tired and I can move around freely, just a bit sleepy.
My day was alright, the only notable thing that happened was that I went shopping for like 30 minutes, I'm quite reclusive so not much happens around here.
Rn I'm playing League while scrolling through Jow Forums matches, it's alright.

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>Hopefully you don't get too scared around lightning.
i get very scared.
thunder is loud.

3:30 pm.
in between matches.

>Boring and comfy is at least better than boring and miserable. Hope you're feeling good today!
Yeah, I'm feeling okay. Thanks for worrying, user

>I got up at 3:30 I think, or around that time.
I wake up around that time pretty regularly as well. Sometimes I sleep through days in the winter but the sun wakes me up in summer.
>Felt awful, haven't felt this bad in months, I was so fatigued and tired,
I'm sorry. That feeling really sucks. Lethargy and depression feels painful. Things can get better though.
>I even had trouble moving around cause of how tired I was.
Be careful with that. Force yourself to move around or you might go catatonic, and that's incredibly scary once you snap out of it.
>it passed eventually, now I'm not as tired and I can move around freely, just a bit sleepy
Great! I hope you continue to feel better.
>My day was alright, the only notable thing that happened was that I went shopping for like 30 minutes
Uneventful but hopefully less stresses was exactly what you needed today! Try to unwind until you're feeling better and take it one day at a time.
>Rn I'm playing League
Nice
>i get very scared.
Oh I'm sorry, hopefully it passes soon then. It's really frightening.
>Yeah, I'm feeling okay. Thanks for worrying, user
Glad you're ok. Don't mention it!

>Oh I'm sorry, hopefully it passes soon then. It's really frightening.
I'm just going to hide in my room until it goes away.

>Glad you're ok. Don't mention it!
What about you, user? How are you doing?

Not as productive as I'd hoped. Got some things sorted and tried out a breakfast buffer + unlimited coffee for 4.99 GBP. The beans were Heinz, that's how you know it's good! Coffee was decent too, surprised by how nice black is to be honest. Got a set of CD's from the Fairport Convention because they are on offer and that Buena Vista Social Club album that is literally "ventures into latin music once" the album, always kept hearing about it - actually really good, it surprised me. Been stealing cute reaction images from the gay threads, how ironic that the homos have the best cute girls of them all, perhaps because they are better at being female than actual girls tbf.

Going to watch that Silent Voice anime movie and some Soul Eater, feel like a 13 year old goth girl though whatever, its just to fill the quota so I can get to Evangelion. Honestly Silent Voice is going to be painful based on personal experience (even if I was surprisingly nice back then and didn't bully).

How are you? Much planned for tonight (or morning)? Best of lick whichever endeavors you pursue. iirc isn't that Arpeggio of the Blue Sea? Trying to remember the title without using search. Shame forgot the cast but remember the plot. Honestly wanted to be her in taking care of mc while incapped on a sub. Anime itself was mundane as hell for me, mind putting women in a military background is usually a red flag unless they can stack up a la Black Lagoon.

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going full emo is only beneficial to people that enjoy emo music omg
either way user, you seem cool. i'm glad i talked to you.

Finally ate today.
Draw a hot pepsi-chan.
Spent quality time with bros and only friend.
Talked to my mother and father today.
didn't masturbate for 2 days in a row, that means I did not have headaches in 2 days.
Drank some Coke zero
>feelsgood.png
Still suicidal but hey, at least I can sleep now knowing I do not have to end it tomorrow.

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went to an interview, ate some bootleg carbonara and got accepted for uni, fuck yeah.

gonna go get some stamps evaluated tomorrow, hopefully i can turn some bucks

Made another fugging salad today.
The one I made yesterday was better, tbqh.

Could have used more lemon juice like last time.

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Great damn job user.
I feel happy for you!
:D
Here is a random webm, I hope it is nothing retarded.

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>anime picture
>"muh miserable life"

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FUCK:::::
Sorry, wrong webm!

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Sorry for bothering you user.
It is just something I posted.
Here is your (You)

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>I'm just going to hide in my room until it goes away.
Good luck user. I know that stuff is legitimately scary, so riding it out in your room is probably a smart idea for you. No reason to put yourself through that stress for no good reason. The lightning has to stop eventually. You got this.
>What about you, user? How are you doing?
Not great, but I can manage. I feel happy when I can be good to other people. Couldn't sleep last night, whispers and laughing too loud and my head was hurting and I was getting ephemerally stabbed again. Spent all night cutting to distract myself from it. It's a little better now.
>Not as productive as I'd hoped. Got some things sorted and tried out a breakfast buffer + unlimited coffee for 4.99 GBP.
Nice! Sounds pretty nice and cheap for a breakfast. It's like 13 dollars at a restaurant in the US.
>Got a set of CD's from the Fairport Convention
Awesome! Finding new music is pretty cool. It's pretty comfortable to listen to good music for the first time.
> Been stealing cute reaction images from the gay threads, how ironic that the homos have the best cute girls of them all
It's their mating mechanisms. They don't post cute animus they have tfw no bf.
>Going to watch that Silent Voice anime movie and some Soul Eater
Nice. Having something on the to do list is good! Hope you enjoy the experience.
>How are you?
eh
>iirc isn't that Arpeggio of the Blue Sea?
It's stolen from a catgirl thread lol.
>going full emo is only beneficial to people that enjoy emo music omg
oh well
>you seem cool. i'm glad i talked to you
Thanks. Same to you!

dont worry about it, its quite good bait. easy 280 replies right there

It was a mistake, shit.
Anyways, have a good one user!

Sounds like a good day. Spending time with those closest to you and taking good care of yourself. Great job!
>Still suicidal but hey, at least I can sleep now knowing I do not have to end it tomorrow.
Awesome, putting off rope day is always good. Means hope is still there.
>went to an interview, ate some bootleg carbonara and got accepted for uni, fuck yeah.
Congrats, you're gonna be well educated. That's pretty cool. Hope the interview went well for you.
>gonna go get some stamps evaluated tomorrow, hopefully i can turn some bucks
Good luck. You're a stamp collector/flipper? Is there money in that?
Oh well. Keep perfecting your salad and it will be flawless. Keep at it. Lemon juice is always pretty zesty and flavorful, it's hard to add too much imo.
Rip piggus.

Yeah, rare you find decent-quality stuff for that amount, you can get cheap breakfasts at 'Spoons and that but its usually low-quality. That being said there was no black pudding nor hash browns which are the best part. Have you got any albums playing at the moment? Silent Voice is going surprisingly well so far, actually enjoying it. Also
>eh
I'm going to poke your cheek until you fall over out of apathy!

>drank some coke zero
I'm sorry user, Kriek is where its at.

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Now im a bit curious, how is your life in general OP? This kinda positivity is medium rare here. Whats your story? if you dont mind that i ask.

>Congrats, you're gonna be well educated. That's pretty cool. Hope the interview went well for you.
yeah im looking forward to it since i dropped out of uni thrice already. this time im going for something that interests me. the interview was alright

>Good luck. You're a stamp collector/flipper? Is there money in that?
no im not. i picked up a book of stamps for 2 bux like half a decade ago and found it by accident. its got a bunch of old ones, they domt seem too rare though from wbat ive read.

Yea, it feels nice to spend time with them.
Now it is too late so I am off to bed.
Oh, tomorrow I am getting a haircut so that is nice.
I hope to stay normal looking. Last thing I want is
to degrade my hygiene because of sadness KeK.
I have some plans so hope is still there. I think.

>Yeah, rare you find decent-quality stuff for that amount, you can get cheap breakfasts at 'Spoons and that but its usually low-quality. That being said there was no black pudding nor hash browns which are the best part.
Yeah. Can't be perfect but that's still a hell of a deal. 2 eggs and coffee costs that much here.
>Have you got any albums playing at the moment?
No music is usually too loud and makes me angry. If I listen to music I need to already know how it sounds or else I'm uncomfortable.
>I'm going to poke your cheek until you fall over out of apathy!
ok
>Now im a bit curious, how is your life in general OP?
I live with my parents. I'm 18 years old. I have no friends IRL. I leave the house about once a week to go to church. I have been this way for a year. I like to talk with anons and I'm frustrated that "trolling" has become synonymous with being an ass and it's all anyone ever does.
>yeah im looking forward to it since i dropped out of uni thrice already.
4th time's the charm. You can get this figured out.
>this time im going for something that interests me. the interview was alright
Nice! Hopefully you become happy and get ahead in life with some passion and employment.
>i picked up a book of stamps for 2 bux like half a decade ago and found it by accident. its got a bunch of old ones, they domt seem too rare though from wbat ive read
Oh well. You don't lose much anyways and might make a few bucks off of it. I hope you get a good payload off of it!
>Now it is too late so I am off to bed.
Good night
>tomorrow I am getting a haircut
Good luck! I hope you like your new haircut. Good job maintaining hygiene.

The lightning stopped but I'm currently having a panic attack

>I'm currently having a panic attack
Can I help with anything? Panic attacks are frustrating and painful.

You should try Pulse Demon by Merzbow, I think you'll really like it! youtube.com/watch?v=AguPH0XBxdw.

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Pretty awful desu
Woke up shaking uncontrollably due to an Anxiety attack at around 5am
Still feeling anxious and I feel like I'm about to have another one my dude

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ow that was mean
>Pretty awful desu
>Woke up shaking uncontrollably due to an Anxiety attack at around 5am
Sorry. I've been there as well. Sometimes get them bad enough I piss myself. It sucks to be woken up in the night with bad dreams or anxiety. Just b urself lole it's all in ur head :'). Seriously I wish I knew how to help, it's really hard.
>Still feeling anxious and I feel like I'm about to have another one my dude
That's the worst. Getting anxiety is one thing but getting anxiety over anxiety is just life on hard mode. Sorry, I hope you don't get another one. Is there anything you can do to help you calm down before anxiety gets the better of you?

Curious user here.

Oh, sorry to hear. Noone of us deserves to be lonely. Is it something you choose or it just ended up that way? Nice to see that you go to church, wish i would go to church on sometimes. Just for that calming feeling, spiritual. Anyway you sound much more mature than 18. Its refreshing to have you here. What was the reason it has been like this for a the last year? does your parents hassle you about it?

not really man
Just crying in silence while listening to some music
Appreciate it tho

Today was a good day. I woke up at 11:00 after being up all night Sunday night (I had to stay up all day Monday to get sleep last night) and after getting to sleep early then I should be able to do the same tonight.

A few hours after I woke up I got 2 energy drinks and I have enough money to 2 more tomorrow. Drinking energy drinks, listening to music and smoking cigarettes is my only enjoyment...but because of that I do it too much so I might have to quit drinking them (that's why I was up all night Sunday.)

Anyways, instead of browsing threads all day I worked on memorizing "All I Want is You" by Barry Louis Polisar on guitar (the harmonica part escapes me) then later downloaded the chords to "Back to You" by Selena Gomez and the vocals weren't too high for me to sing. Usually they are, for example I had to transcribe "All I Want is You" from G Major down to C Major.

Now all I have to do is clean my apartment *insert Jordan Peterson "Clean your room"

i think i'm over it. i hate them so much

>go to state fair with my gpa
>we look around at shit
>I get some deep fried catfish
>my favorite part was seeing the domesticated turkeys and flint knapping guy
>we run out of gas on the way back
> it's a bad part of town
>two black people help us out
> I drive with one to fill up a gas can
>Let him use the rest for his car
>he talks to me about Nibiru and how the government made a deal with aliens and that Trump is causing division between races
> I surprise him with knowing about the Annunaki and Sumerians because I'm interested in that kind of stuff
> After we thank them and leave he say Annunaki and holds up some sort of sign with his hands
> I didn't grow up around black people so I didnt know what to do in response so j just laughed and smiled
>me and my gpa pick up my car on the way back to his house because it was being repaired
>he got a good deal because he's buddies with the owner of the shop

>Oh, sorry to hear. Noone of us deserves to be lonely.
It's ok. Thinking you deserve things makes you sad when you don't get them. If I tried to make friends and didn't get them then say I don't deserve it.
>Is it something you choose or it just ended up that way?
Tried to die when I was 16. Ended up in hospital for a year. By the time I got out I couldn't stand being around other people and had no friends. I was also pretty disfigured and bad around people after all that time.
>Nice to see that you go to church, wish i would go to church on sometimes
You should! It's nice if you can deal with all the people in the building. Even if you have trouble believing in God it only costs an hour of your time.
>Anyway you sound much more mature than 18.
People say that about me but I don't know why.
>Its refreshing to have you here.
Thanks.
>What was the reason it has been like this for a the last year?
People think I'm really mentally ill when I'm not that bad. I have very bad anxiety and my mannerisms are unusual.
>does your parents hassle you about it?
They pressure me but don't usually yell at me for being a disappointment, less than my brother actually who's in uni.

Twas quite well, I had the day off. And I bought a nice new computer with a danky lil graphics card for $300, my buddy said he payed over $1,000 in parts and upgrading and shit, but hes in a bit of a financial pickle so he hooked me up. Ho was yours?

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My day was dank. Went to work, did thangs, got paid. Now I'm home and going thru preflight checks for a good fap. Gonna think about this hot bitch I saw at lunch. Slut was masturbating in public and didn't think anyone was watching.

>Just crying in silence while listening to some music
>Appreciate it tho
Glad you have something to do that you know helps you a little. Crying can make me feel better pretty often, hope it does the same for you.
Good job getting your sleep schedule back on track. That can be difficult.
>I might have to quit drinking them
Yeah if you're dependent on a substance it's best to take a break from it.
>instead of browsing threads all day I worked on memorizing "All I Want is You" by Barry Louis Polisar then later downloaded the chords to "Back to You" by Selena Gomez
Nice! Musical talent is cool to have. It's great you're working on them. It's a cool talent.
>Clean your room
Slay the dragon and b urself
That's awesome! I'm glad you got over it. I was worried.
>go to state fair with my gpa
Your gpa???
>>I get some deep fried catfish
That's tasty af. Hope you had a lot of fun at the fair.
>two black people help us out
It's nice that they offered help.
>he talks to me about Nibiru and how the government made a deal with aliens and that Trump is causing division between races
> I surprise him with knowing about the Annunaki and Sumerians because I'm interested in that kind of stuff
I never got that Nebiru stuff. I find God way more pertinent than aliens. What a funny exchange though
>I had the day off.
Nice! Hope you enjoyed it.
>I bought a nice new computer with a danky lil graphics card for $300
That's a pretty good deal if it isn't crazy old. Hope you and your buddy both end up happy with that one.

haven't had one in a while, i guess the thunder just really set me off.

sorry long text

Thats terrible user, i feel for you. Are you feeling that your taking small steps improving your life or yourself?. It doesnt seem like your a person that abused alcohol nor drugs, a clear but troubled mind. I hope your getting some help from doctors or visit psychiatrist? atleast you can vent it here.

I live in a small town and i hate that everyone knows everyone. Its not like im pariah for going to church. Just have to take those steps outside the door when im not at work is...difficult. But i will try next sunday or sunday after that. i just need a place to rest my mind.

I tried killing myself right before last christmas due circumstances that put over the edge. Where i abused all types of shit and one day ended up in hospital. Had depressions in and out since ive been 12 (im around 25). Everyone except my dad turned their back on me. Because of depression. Therapy helps partially but mostly reminds me of the sad things. Bad thoughts,. I have routines where i even have to walk a route to work praying that nothing bad will happenl its cashier job and its crushing my soul completely. Its so fake and exhausting mentally. its part time so i can survive but its a struggle. Each single shift.

I was afraid to read that your parents were pressuring you. They just dont understand or thinks it speeds up the "healing" process by putting pressure. I lived with my father again after my suicide attempt and told him not to fuck with me. I was already on my way to drown myself in the lake near his house on the second day because these comments. Makes me feel like a fucking failure. i just dont want to hurt others just punish myself.

God, i hope everything turns out good for you in the end and dont do anything harmful against yourself. You have a beautiful soul. If there is anything i can do for you, just ask.

Everyone picked on me for being a virgin again. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrghhh

>Met a cute girl at elevator going to hotel pool
>Fucked her on the stairs on the way back up
>Came in her mouth while she held her tongue out for me
Pretty good hbu

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>Hey pals. How was your day? I'd love to hear about it.
I kept repeating my shit over and over while trying to keep a conversation going with a qt patient.
everyone in the clinic heard me, now they think I'm a tard kek

Sacre bleu someone got the puss

went to work and considered being a neet

went to s/o's house and considered killing myself

ate and considered tearing my tongue out

I went to go apply at a cellphone store twice. Then I got rejected.
Here's a green text.
>Be me
>Be looking for a job
>Apply online at a cellphone store
>Decide to go and ask for a physical application
>Fill out application
>Go turn it in the next day
>Guy tells me that the application s online
>I already applied I just wanted to turn in a physical copy
>Other guy comes up to me and takes my application says he will show it the manager
>Get home and phone beeps
>Get email saying my application has been rejected.
>So they probably threw my physical application away.
I've been unemployed for more than 2 months. my bank card overdrafted.
All I have left is to keep trying.

had a /robot/ moment today at robotics team meeting
>Be me
>finally officially rejected by girl I've been in love with for long time (on robotics team)
>all hopes that it might actually work for once are gone
>feeling miserable
>absolutely dreading going to team meeting
>haven't seen her for a month and a half because she was out of town
>feel physically sick but go anyway
>bigmistake.jpeg
>autism kicks in and immediately regret it
>work on software for team, so i can work alone
>sit in empty part of room with laptop, don't say a word to anyone
>brought headphones
>decide to try and drown out sounds, put myself out of the moment
>put on some merzbow (insanity-tier noise)
>volume maxed
>able to work like that for about an hour
>leave early
>told later that everyone could hear it from the other side of the room, but no one said anything
>girl was there, definitely heard it

why is life like this, robots?

video related, was the noise i was listening to
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haha holy shit sorry user for laughing. That must have been autistic moment numero uno. forget her and listen to copacabana next time.

it's all good :^)
i've had my autistic moments before but nothing like this

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Feeling bad, because it seems like a peprson I though was my friend is someone completely different compared to who I talked to years back.
I'm trying t disassociate and care less.

I got out of work exhausted only to find out that I have a flat tire from a screw.. Thanks life!

hahaha I get it! she'd like to *hear* about our day! because she has two pairs of ears!

Rode bike to the library downtown and read for a couple hours then bought a KJV bible at a second hand book store.
Went to the beach and just sat there for a while but there were too many people and I began hallucinating again so I went home and fell asleep.

Thanks for the catgirl, OP. She's a blue-haired beauty.

i had a headache all day bc i hit my head on a forklift the night before and I'm incredibly tired

I drove by myself today for the first time

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Christ how the fuck are you able to listen to that at max volume and not want to die?