Get it off of your chest

Also I'm 20 years old kv

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Same exact position bro. At least you're doing something about your situation. I'm btw original

I've noticed that people on the Internet generally get a lot more angry about political stuff these days. I remember that even the early 2010's wasn't this bad.

>Want to get into roleplaying on GTA because it seems fun
>Friends don't care and are too addicted to pretending they're anime bitches in VRchat - only play FiveM to drift cars
>Hop around several servers until I find one I like
>It's constantly populated
>Hate waiting for someone to leave just to play
>Find a new community
>The hours I'm not working are when the server is a ghost town, plus my friends have conflicting schedules so I'm lonely af
>No police to interact with or anything, just me and a bunch of NPC traffic/pedestrians
>Want a better job IRL because current one cut 10 hours a week from me and the pay is getting shittier and shittier every month, but I'm lazy and hate filling out applications
>Mad af that I started investing in stocks so late because I missed the AMD gainz when I saw it coming
>Mad that I could've bought buttcoin for pennies back in the day but thought it was a scam/wouldn't go anywhere, and I had no money to do it for shits and giggles, so I missed out on the hektik profit, plus my state banned buttcoin so I can't even invest in it now even if I wanted to
>Blood boiling thinking about people like Sneaky making over 10x more than I do from just sitting on ass all day playing video games and crossdressing while I'm out wageslaving and only have $5k/yr in savings after taxes and living expenses, and how I never got sponsored to play my favorite game(s) that I was pro at
>Also personally know some dudes who have also gotten sponsorships and made a living from playing shitty games professionally
>Tfw no group of friends to roleplay in GTA or play other vidya with and have a good time like all those assholes who upload all the fun they have to YouTube
Guess I'm done ranting, time to drive around aimlessly in the empty server again HEH.

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You need to make that cut yourself user. you can do this. its hard but you can.

You got steam user? We could be friends & try to play it sometime. I still have FiveM just never fucking use it since few friends who play it.

Last relations shop still haunts me to this day
>first girl i ever loved
>first relationship
>literally everything that could have gone wrong,did
>mfw it's probably my fault
Mfw it's a curse and it never stops

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i don't want to go to work anymore, i have a shift in an hour and it's so fucking pointless. i'd quit in a heartbeat but i have no career prospects and i'm afraid my parents would kick me out

How did it go wrong user? What happened? You said you almost lost your virginity

I have the last try in an uni exam in a week. Pretty fucking stressed out because of that and the fucking heat is not neccesarily helpful in that regard. Studying while sweating my ass off for an exam that wrecks 4 years of university if I fail is my personal purgatory right now. I do not even know what to do with my life should I drop out. Killing myself would be the optimal solution, but I cant do this to my familly. What do?

How did it go wrong with the chick in the pic or the girl I almost lost my virginity to?

I'm worried about going back to college user. I'm not mature enough to understand the point. I'm not going there with a clear goal in mind and my dream career isn't there. I feel unmotivated by all the classes. Since I'm in a normie buisness school, there's a shitload of group projects and I don't work well at all in groups. I'm also starting to overthink about the afterlife and how life is too short. I didn't even notice my 4 month vacation from school. Anxiety and depression keeps piling up and it's only getting worse from there.

Why does every thread I post in immediately die afterward?

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I have to write three laboratory work until the end of the week...but I couldnt right this shit during the last three weeks because of the fcking heat in germany...SERIOUSLY WHY ARE WE IMPORTING SOMALIS INSTEAD OF AIRCONS???

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*laboratory work report

originally

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I rearranged my PC set-up and all of a sudden I'm fucking shit at every game I play. Why tho.

im not going to let this one die for you, user.
this is why I just made three posts after yours

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Thank you very much, God bless you Satan.

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I am just tired.
Last year, i tried to take action since i got accepted in a high class STEM uni and wanted to make the most of it. I'd do everything, good grades, meet people, have sex and shit.
Two years later i have completely given up. I certainly am too dumb for my school, havent passed a single class, even though i got close
Managed to get a few friends for the first months, they abandoned me
I even got dates through them but nothing happened.
I feel so burned out and tired after all this. No matter how hard i try, it feels like i accomplish nothing. I am just waiting for something to push me to an hero at this point.
My parents will shortly disown me if i keep wasting my time in uni and dont make progress and the older i get, the less prospects for someone to tolerate my virgin-ness are.

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I am horny and i want to fuck

Asl? Contact info?

There is nothing pure in this world.

I genuinely want to fucking die but i'm too much of a pussy to off myself, what do

I do not wanna fuck dudes

I love someone and that someone loves me back but we are so far away from eachother that we can't date. I wouldn't mind having an e bf but apparently he minds having a e gf... Understandable.

Today is my birthday. I'm 23 now and this is a terrible feel at the moment.

Life is too long.

I'm lonely and will never have physical love because my form is hideous and I lack ambition to do anything with my life. I'm focused on comfort. I know these feelings are why men betray their sanity and sign themselves up for slavery for a chance at pussy, but I don't want to sell myself to be a mockery for others to order around. I have pride in myself. I'm also twisted up inside at the friendzone with two sisters that showed me the slightest friendship. I need to ascend its barriers, but I know the pain of what happens when I try to.
Conversing with others for friendship is a chore and loneliness is what builds up when I fail to do said chore.

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ITS BEEN A FUCKIN WEEK NOW AND THE SHOP STILL HASNT CALLED ME ABOUT MY GUITAR
I'm considering going in today and asking for it back if they haven't even looked at it yet, then taking it to a different shop which has a heavier focus on repairs. They'd get around to it quicker there.
What do you guys think?

Happy birthday, user. Another year down the tubes!

Happy birthday! Wanna talk, user?

I wanna fuck but my body issues always cockblock me last second

just got into a long distance relationship,
>i'm wondering now if we should just have stayed friends
ldr, redpill me ?

...yes. I'm just lonely right now but was too ashamed to make one those "it's my birthday" threads,

What kinds of bulls are you going to pay to visit her. Just black or are you gonna mix it up and go with Mexican?

Hey, come on... You can turn your life around. You are not a pussy for not doing it, simply you aren't an idiot

What county you from retard

no thanks , I don't like spicy food.
I'm a one trick white chocolate kind of pony.
>U get me

Happy birthday and I hope it is unique and wonderful like this comment

That is fine! So what have you been up to lately?

i'm concerned about the future of the human race. Sometimes i give myself feels just thinking about how human civilisation may one day be untraceable. Movies like the time machine and cloud atlas. The idea of the far future scares and beckons me, how the evidence of past civilisation will remain as human society collapses and fades into evolutionary obscurity.

I keeps having dreams from the far future, about a world like in blade runner. Always fucks me up. I hope i never live long enough to see society become like that. Maybe I should kill myself. The way society is now, we will probably never leave the planet as a species, meaning that our legacy of ingenuity, compassion, and hatred will be lost along with all other record of life on earth. I sometimes comfort myself with thoughts like that we are in a simulation because then it would mean that our lives are documented somewhere. The most basic questions still elude us although we managed to describe the fundamental mechanics of the universe. How can we continue with the knowledge that our progress will eventually be halted. I could keeps going on about this lads. Gonna go live innawoods or some shit in far north Canada fuck this shit.

happy birthday user! What did you accomplish this year besides being on Jow Forums?

Thx frens

Guess that's really why I'm down. Nothing good or anything I'd want to talk about all year. I even thought about it really hard just then too :'(

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I've stopped watching (most) porn, and I'm debating on whether or not I should stop reading hentai manga. I'm starting to see what is truly arousing and what isn't. I've found that certain emotions and feelings will make my orgasms more intense or dull them, For example seeing people in extreme distress turns me off so much that if I finally do cum, I feel almost nothing besides the jizz leaving my dick. Like, I might as well be watching gay porn for what it's worth because if I were to fap to that, I'd have a weak orgasm too. Whereas seeing or hearing giggles, smiles, and other signs of enjoying the sex is much more hot. Last night while I was lying down to sleep, I thought about how it would feel to have a woman in bed with me and she was joyful to be lying on top of me, that skin to skin contact, the giggling and playful touches, the friendly teasing and banter, maybe a touch that makes you gasp or shudder. If it wasn't for the fact that I had fapped several times to futas gifs and pornhub vids that day, I'd be hard as a rock in bed.

I've already given up my waifus over a year ago, I've tried several times to give up porn but I think I'm finally going to do it. I'm not aroused by all of this disrespectful porn, so I'm not going to consume it anymore. All this hardcore shit like the full nelson position or other weird sexual positions and just disrespectful behaviors like spitting or whatever hot meme is not how my first time with a woman is going to be like. Now, I'm not going to fight the porn industry. The actors and actresses made their choice (I pray so) to be in that shit industry, and consumers make the choice to consume degrading and disrespectful porn. I'm simply using my right to choice what I do, and in this case, it's avoiding disrespectful porn.

I still like hentai manga even though I rarely fap to it anymore. I was fapping to some rule 34 and I stopped mid-fap just to enjoy the really beautiful artwork. It was truly pretty but I lost my boner.

Hm... I assume you aren't studying or are in an unfulfilling job or no job... Do you have any place where you can volunteer? Like a hospital or something like that? It's a great way to feel useful...

hey let this motivate you for the year forward. If your lack of progress has made you feel this pathetic use it to motivate yourself

It's like a regression really, I guess. But yeah, I get what you mean. Thanks user

All I could think of is the animal shelter, and that wasn't pleasent. They're doing God's work over there though, truly.

I fell in love 2 years ago with a friend (a girl ) and i know i am not her type, never told that i love her now we are going to diffrent schools

>schools
MODS

Why wasn't it pleasant? I volunteered at a dog shelter but then I realized I was more into cats than dogs

Sorry i am am dyslexic

My girlfriend loves me but I don't love her back. I don't love anyone. But she's been practically the only person I interacted with since I moved out of my hometown. Before then I had one last friend, but during a very tense argument with me and his sister I slapped her. Everyday I dig myself deeper into this hole. It's getting harder to control my emotions. Every little mishap causes me to get extremely angered. I don't want to but after all these years it's my only response. I might leave her soon, go out and end my life somewhere. For what kind of a life am I living if I've already met my soulmate but I'm still numb inside. We're the perfect match but I don't see any happiness in her, I don't see it in anything I do from this point onward.

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you don't have to do standard volunteer work. engage in local politics, clean your park. Even small actions will make you feel better about yourself and hopefully motivates you to do bigger things

I know someone who's in this situation. Seems like hell. I'm sorry, user.
You don't happen to live in Maryland, do you?

hung up about jobs.my contract for old job run out, looking for new. im in an endless cycle of; looking up jobs > reading listings > get depressed at their requirements (mainly the amount of fucking time it takes to progress, 2yrs minimum in the same position?) > sit there depressed > realisation tfwnojob >repeat

im 20 and i need to get a real career started. i dont know what i want to do and where really to look.

Maryland? Unfortunately not, friend. But whoever it is you speak of you need to talk to them. If I had some other person to talk to perhaps this wouldn't be happening.

also since >tfwnojob, no monster hunter world for me, and will be missing out playing with friends. and it's got Denuvo so no fucking crack either.
seems petty, but the people who i play games with are my only 'real' friends, and it sucks knowing I'm missing out.

I am mentally and emotionally exhausted.
There's this girl that I've been cycling through love and hate these past years.
I went to Jow Forums multiple times now with variations of my story just for them to help but they still couldn't.
Just today I learned that she goes to the same university even though I thoroughly checked the names of the new students.
No matter what I do I can't get her out of my life like she's became a part of myself that will only deteriorate me if I ever removed her.
I don't what to do

It's more than one of my only friends is in your girlfriend's position. His girlfriend is miserable because she's always worried about him cheating (she's paranoid about the subject), and he's about to head off to college. They've been together for 4 years, so it really hurts my friend that she's so miserable. It doesn't help the situation that she just had a family member die.
I don't know what he should do about it.

I got dumped and it turns out that they we're only staying with me to make me happy, but then they stopped loving me and I feel like a horrible twat for not doing more to help keep us together... Now I feel so alone and I miss him so much, but I was stupid to think we could've stayed together for a long time.

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>be me
>have gf
>life is good
>fuck her
>fast forward a few weeks
>find out that she cheated on me
>forgive her for some reason
>it happens again
>still pretend to love her
>fast forward a month
>break up with her
>she broke my heart
>an eye for a fucking eye
>coldandcalculated.jpg
>press send
>nothing for a while
>she sends me DMs through an alt account
>gives me a sob story about how she was the victim (cheating on me wasnt the only mistake she made) and says that its my fault
>mfw a grill rid me of all emotion
>mfw I'd prefer dying alone than having a life like that

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Yeah I won't lie to you. That was a bit spastic. But you gained some experience and you know what not to do next time. Don't give up hope.

Thank you user. I'm an idiot lol.

Cut her off! Stop letting her blatantly use you! You are worth more than that. But that other user is right: the only one who can get you out of that trap is YOU.
I really hate that she keeps reeling you back in with cheap sex just so you'll keep letting her do whatever to you. Meanwhile you'll never get a chance to move on because no woman who see you doing that will be able to love you. So you'll just keep getting used up until you off yourself or are beyond retrieving any of your dignity. Stop being a beta sock puppet!

A friend of mine is super suicidal and I don't know how to help him. He is not going to his psychiatrist anymore and I can't convince him to go again. I just see him suffer from day to day, unable to help

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Practice relaxing. Your dick physically can't work if you're not relaxed because of the muscles that control erections

im worried about moving out of country to go to uni. im more worried about my mum then how i actually do though. she's worried about me, even though my brother is already going to the uni im going to. im also worried i won't do well and disappoint my parents and have to either stay there as a failure and a burden or return home as a failure

That's a very healthy and well adjusted attitude for a super religious person. If other religious people acted like you I would like them a fuck of a lot more. You're a sweet guy and you are going to make some girl very happy.

You didn't write anything wrong. You're underage. Get the fuck out of here little guy. Don't let this place poison you

I am 16 and its already too late i am already a hiki for 3 years have 3 friends rest pf people see me as the wiered guy i have been om r9k for a half a year not that long found some relatable posts some of them helped me to go outside from time to time but i still cant find any joy of going outside

>be me 24
>finally had sex
>it was a prostitute
>hideous one (lost my hard-on shortly after penetration)
>didn't cum
>fast forward a week
>yellow-ish discharge from penis
>too scared to tell parents
>google venereology doctors in my area
>tfw all are women
>too scared to make an appointment
>guess I will let my dick rot away then
>an hero soon

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If I don't get the job I'm going to kill myself. every day feels like it's getting closer to the final moments for me. My body is dying and so is my mind . I got nothing to live for and nothing has meaning

If America is the land of the free where people are supposed to bring their huddled masses, why does everything their government do oppose the will of the people, create violence against democratic countries, and benefit corporations? It's disgusting and they should elect a brand new government in their midterms. And they might if they didn't gerrymander all the districts to make sure that they keep getting elected

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My family is still hopeful that I'll defend my thesis and finish my bachelor in September even though I failed multiple classes and I haven't touched my thesis in 8 months as any attempts to work on it ended in a never-ending spiral of procrastination, perfectionism and telling myself that I'm not smart / skilled enough to get it done
I don't know what my life will look like in 2 months but I'm dreading it already

Same shit here
>start a thread about robot stuff or life activities
>post my own eperiences or /feels/
>find some pic related
>mfw thread gets archived in upcoming 2 hours with 0 replies

But on the very same time:
>some reddit pleb shittard starts yet another trash bbc/cuck/pussy or another generic prfect gf thread
>includes some nude pic related
>swarms of normalfags show themselves off
>thread continues for hours without anything valuable within it
>mfw

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So there's this girl I've liked for ages. She's had a boyfriend for a while and lost her virginity to him. We're together now and fuck a fair bit but it bothers me that I wasn't first. Only thing that really makes it better is knowing he doesn't get this anymore and that I'm like loads bigger than him.

You don't know what a hikkikomori is if you're going to school, bruh. You're just socially awkward and lazy. Anyway I don't really have anything to talk about with children. Get the fuck off our board. Kthanxbai

I was going to ask why you thought I was super religious and I saw that I said the word "pray" in my post. I'm actually not religious at all, but I respect other people's choices to be religious. I'm thinking that showing respect and kindness is very important for all people.

Anywho, time to change my habits.

You're still a virgin you know. Got a STD without even having sex lmao

>lose weight (was 305 now 185)
>still have a small dick
>still have small balls
>still can't get an erection
>loose skin everywhere
>can't gain muscle, only fat
What the fuck was the point of losing weight?

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I hate this world. I absolutely hate all of you fucking people.
Everything about the way you live is fucking retarded.
You've turned sex into some bizarre game, even worse now that females know they can manipulate men to do ANYTHING. Even starting wars.
I'm sick of this race shit. Fucking uppity niggers swaggering around "yeaa boy we got de big dicks."
And then the fucking chinks are somehow even worse.
What is this fucking world? Why is everyone happy about being a slave? Why do they pray to Satan and call Him God?
What the fuck is wrong with you people?
I'm not the crazy one, I'm the only one sane!

It's funny because when it was the early 10's and I was an edgy teen Libertarian-Nazi-I-don't-even-know-what-the-fuck I was always getting into internet arguments.

Now though, I have actively attempted to avoid anything political. I don't watch the news. I don't talk to people online or offline about politics and I have no more opinions other than really big issues but even those I'm not really passionate about. And I have to tell you. I'm a lot happier. There are enough people out there giving a shit on my behalf. I'm just going to go with the flow and if we end up in a Nazi style death camp or a Communist lefty death camp or picking super genetically engineered protein apples off of a tree being watched over by our alien-robot overlords or whatever the fuck. I'm still going to accept that no matter how much I argued on the internet, there was nothing that I could have done to prevent it. But likely, it wont end up too bad regardless so there is no point in my stressing over it.

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>I hate this world

Then leave. Misanthropes aren't helping anyone.

IM SICK OF THIS CUT ME SOME SLACK
IM SICK OF YOU AND THAT'S A FUCKING FACT
A NEVER ENDING STRUGGLE I'M TIRED OF THIS STRIFE
I'M TIRED OF MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE

I hate how many social interactions revolve around alcohol. There's no honesty, just a bunch of people trying to seem more witty and outgoing than they actually are. People don't want to talk and share ideas, they just want to be loud and obnoxious and watch their friend or colleague making an ass of themselves.

I think you're missing the point of alcohol. People are more socially anxious than they let on and they use the alcohol to loosen up. So really, alcohol does allow people to talk and be honest. Just not in the same way that you want.

My girlfriend is moving to Canada. I thought I finally made it out of here, but she got a job in Toronto and I'm in the US on the east coast. I guess I'm not allowed to have happiness.

not him but alcohol is the only substance that makes me feel like a functioning human again

its fucked isn't it. i can't leave the house without drinking haha

I dont know where to start. I guess the most obvious thing is that i feel like a child (10-13 year old) in 26 year old body. All this grown-up life seems so lifeless and stagnant that i refuse to grow up mentally. Even relationships seems like adult thing and i avoid it in whole. I really hate being smart because too much awareness is really crippling my social life. Sometimes i'm able to blend in with others effortlessly but most of time i'm painfully awkward and distant in my communication. I'm so afraid of growing up that i'd rather stay with my parents and NEET away than risk that finding something better. I guess i just avoid living my life and taking responsibility for it. I'm so confused in the deepest levels of me that i find no interest in hobbies or outside activities. I'm envy of those people who've been able to cultivate hobbies into something that could bring money. I have no direction in my life and just wander where wind blows.

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I kinda feel like that about weed. It makes me just feel normal. Like empathetic and happy. But most people aren't happy so I guess it doesn't REALLY make me feel normal as much as it makes me feel like I'm how I wish I could always be.

im in love they don't love me they love others