How are we doing lately? free (you's)

I only have one more thing to do and I'm procrastinating, also almost had a panic Atack in a driving lesson even tho I'm 20...

>woke up
>fapped
>made brekky
>played Dark Souls 3 a bit
>probably gonna fap again

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Fuck of with those threads mate.
I know you make them every day.

>Second binge of the week
>Either go all day not eating or go half the day not eating then gorge myself
>Losing the motivation to even purge it out after
Why am I so weak.

I liek your satania posting, she is so cute.
I lewd her sometimes MMMMM

you a fembot or a fag?

please explain whats happening

what are you fapping to friend?
I havent, you have me confused with the megu poster

we are all weak in different ways, im sure you are a nice person.
dont feel bad

Well I should be doing some extra homework of physics and math because I suck at them and I never passed the driving exam. I'm super ansious about almost everything and driving makes me wanna cry almost every time.

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You will get there user.
I gave up on driving though

are you gunjy? who is echo?

are you echo?
echo is asweet autistic girl.

yeah im gunjy desu

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ok, I heard there was a bunch of drama going on and your name was in there somewhere. I'm not echo.

I'm off from work for a couple of weeks. Just applied for readmission to my college. Trying to stay motivated to work on music. About to eat a calzone.

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Pretty awful. I'm feeling lonely, so a nice (you) would help.

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can you fill me in on the drama man??
I dont get involved in drama, im a nice poster.
pls fen let me know what you heard?
people always call me a pedo.

>I'm off from work for a couple of weeks.
enjoy your time off man...take a rest from working man you need it.

> your pic related
yeah im mad alone as well.
do you have a discord? it can be nice to chat to people man...90% of people are trash but I have nice posters I talk to.
owning a server means all emanies get kicked ect

some people said echo got doxxed but she has heaps of peoples personal info so she could/did send peoples nudes out (not sure about that one though). Of course this is a rumor but many people talked about it. I'm sorry people call you a pedo unless you are one which is kinda gross.

>some people said echo got doxxed but she has heaps of peoples personal info so she could/did send peoples nudes out

she was doxxing herself, she wanted to be famous on R9K.
she has none of my info, she is really autistic man....
she would post screen shots of her on discord and samefag saying bad stuff about herself to get attention

>I'm sorry people call you a pedo unless you are one which is kinda gross.

Im not a pedo I like lolis so people think im pedo, also as my Waifu is underage....
I dont mind if people are pedos as long as they arent edgy and child abusers.
some people cant help liking kids

ever since i discovered this place my life has been going downhill

I just finished all my shores, can I get a cockie?

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On my way to DC for otakon tfw plane wifi. Heh fuckin economy plebians

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Torture. I'm trying to apply for jobs for when I graduate, but I can't bring myself to go at a reasonable speed. I'll do a tiny little bit, like read one fucking webpage, and then I'll have the overwhelming urge to do absolutely fucking anything else. I even ended up reading a fucking Superman fanfic. How do I stop sinking so low? It's like I'm in a deadly cycle, I feel like shit because I'm not getting these applications done, but I'm (presumably?) not getting them done because I feel like shit.

very bad day today ! not good : (

please do not megufag

its been a lovely week

Started doing some home workout. Feels bad. But I will get that trap aesthetic.

can i see your progress so far : ?

Drinking bourbon after trying to get sober. I lasted exactly 72 hours before the cravings won. Where my all day every day drinkers at?

>Fleshlight came yesterday
>Gonna bust to some mandy muse in a bit
However
>5 minute bursts of feeling extremely useless and snapping at people
>Pissing away money but also no reason not to spend it

haunted by the ghosts of my past and i can't escape them, they loom over me like storm clouds over fields of may. thinking its never going to get better.

yes and you even get a nice cup of milk apu poster

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Gimme a few more months senpai ;)

Im waiting for gentoo to install already fucked up once and on the verge of breaking

Thanks fren ^^
(this is very original)

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Awful. I went to talk to the collage consular today. I sat in the waiting room for half an hour. I was sitting right across from this really cute guy and I could muster the courage to talk to him. Once the consular called me into her office, I had a melt down. My face turned red and I held back tears the entire time. I just don't know what I', fucking doing anymore with school.... Once that was done with I walked around downtown until I was hot and tired, so I sat down on a bench in front of a pizza shop. I noticed I attractive guy sitting in the window eating pizza alone. I though If I sat there long enough, maybe he would come out and talk to me. So I waited, trying to look as pitiable as possible. He finished his pizza and walked right by me. I went home after that.

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Going home from my job at the zoo. Gonna play kingdom hearts for the rest of my day
Just got off work.

couldn't muster the courage* that is.

I like this place, when you feel the darkness it can be nice to surround yourself in it as even that speck of light under the door taht creeps in , reminds you what light is like.
it is nice to talk to depressed people when you are yourself.

can you do my chores?
you on a plane that is kind of scary user.
>How do I stop sinking so low? It's like I'm in a deadly cycle,
had you ever been happy before?
what would make you happy? what is stressing you out? work on those things.

if you are always depressed, then you are just fucked sorry fren.

>very bad day today ! not good : (
explain why, im goin sleep soon but do tell me pelase
hmmm I think I know who you are...whats the issue man?
that is nice I wish it becomes a lovely month and year and life for you good luck on the soberity
>>Fleshlight came yesterday
why choose this over onahole?
why linux? im pc noob

>Awful. I went to talk to the collage consular today.
Thats no good, why did you do this?
> I was sitting right across from this really cute guy and I could muster the courage to talk to him.
are you a faggot or a chick?
trying wont hurt man, take baby steps, regret is worse than rejection fren.
I cant talk as I cant talk to girls at all...but I know I shouldnt be afraid.

> I just don't know what I', fucking doing anymore with school
Yo uare in school so you can wagecuck until you die.
what do you want to do in life?
>. I though If I sat there long enough, maybe he would come out and talk to me. So I waited, trying to look as pitiable as possible.

I do this stuff as well, or rather I did.
wish life worked like that man.

sounds liek your job is fun :)
arrrrgh wagecucking sucks man I hope you enjoy your free time at least

>>>>>>>>>>>
Ok guys, ill check the trhead when I wake up if its still viewable, I may go to sleep I am a tired one.

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I love flying on planes but yeah right now it's nice. Bout an hour or two left. Then I'll be shitposting irl. It'll be fun.

Come over and I'll share

I'm doing fucking shit and I hate myself more and more every day. I just stopped caring and looking after myself and gained 15 kg in 3 months just by eating all the time. Wasnt even thin to begin with.The worst is people NEVER fucking care about me don t even look at me and now it's "user you've put a lot of weight on, you look overweight you have to loose weight!". holy fucking shit lads I fucking understand why school shootings happen. I hate that I'm letting myself go so fat but food is literally the only thing that keeps me happy and today was especially bad. Hero'ing seems so easy

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It's an ok job. I went to school for horticulture and I'm basically one of the gardeners at the zoo.
All I do is water and weed plants

im anxious as fuck for my life
dont know where i'll be

Thanks user. You are a chill and loving person. I declare that you will have a comfy and happy life .

it's whatever, a few weeks ago I got a sudden burst of energy and lust for life, started reading, going for hour-long walks every day and learning how to solve puzzles
now I'm mostly back to how I used to be, the thought of going back to reading is there sometimes but I have zero desire to do it so I just refresh the same few pages on my computer and watch the hours fly by

Is it nice working at the zoo, what do you do?

Where are you from? The dude probably didn't even think about you. You need to do slightly more to provoke him. Otherwise he's just going to focus on whatever he's doing and leave. He could also be thinking you have no interest in him either. I wouldn't know though not sure if I'd be considered attractive like him to relate.

Finally got around to playing Oblivion, not too bad at all. Doing a spellsword run now. Might get Daggerfall too, cant find the link on Bethesdas site though.

if I remember correctly they have daggerfall as a free download now.

you should make a plane trhead with pics :)

>I'm doing fucking shit and I hate myself more and more every day. I just stopped caring and looking after myself

when you decide not to care and want to an hero its easy to just give up man..im doing that with alcohol abuse.

>The worst is people NEVER fucking care about me don t even look at me and now it's "user you've put a lot of weight on, you look overweight you have to loose weight!".

are they being mean posters IRL or are they just worried for you?
sorry that happens user

> I hate that I'm letting myself go so fat but food is literally the only thing that keeps me happy and today was especially bad. Hero'ing seems so easy

I advocate suicide but if you want to die as your fat just lose weight.
man sounds comfy, you have any animal friends?
>im anxious as fuck for my life
>dont know where i'll be
hey worst that can happen is you end up a hikki NEET loser like me :p
>Thanks user. You are a chill and loving person. I declare that you will have a comfy and happy life .
oh that is ok and I hope I do...shame people bully me online and spread rumors that hurt.

>I just refresh the same few pages on my computer and watch the hours fly by
yerah man....I know this, I cant even watch anime as I am busy shit posting and on discord,
you can do it again if you had done it before man.

keep trying

>hey worst that can happen is you end up a hikki NEET loser like me :p
already a neet m8

Ah I feel like a teenager once again

I seem to be on the verge of breaking
I feel so unsafe
No sound could reach me
I missed the point, intentionally.
I am quite unsure of what I stand for anymore.
I tried rubbing my cheeks to the world unintrusively.
Only to find out they were made of sand paper.
I reproach myself the attitude of a man thinking he deserves whatever in return.
But I always believed, that I never had the right to hurt.
I never saw myself in dominancy.
But this abrasiveness by default, this neglect, and to be blunt the inner subtle ugliness of all individuals I ever knew.
Honestly at this point, I am terrified by all of you.
I do believe that our condition by default is naturally misery.
But it used to be aesthetic, truthfully poetic for the struggle of the will.
Human nature makes me think it is twisted, and I don't want to dwell cognitivelly on finding some ethereal answer anymore.
I am too weak.
Too weak to be an object of respect.
Too weak to be a nuisance.
I truly want to retire.
As I am indeed filled with a tired essence.

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I doubt he even knew I was there. I just don't know how to start conversations with people. Just thinking about trying makes my heart start pounding. Once the anxiety starts, I loose all hope.

anyone who posted for (you)s is cancer and should be shot man
just get off my board you normalniggers

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Are you the guy who got his mom calling cops on him

I keep binge eating and staring at my .45.
other than that ive browsed image boards all morning and am listening to tunes.
youtube.com/watch?v=48f12GKL_i0

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I'm a useless boomer. Ghosted everyone on discord again today because I'm useless and cant relate to anyone because I'm a useless pathetic boomer. Cant even make friends irl because I'm a pathetic useless boomer. Trying to build up the courage to kms and make it look like an accident.

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I havent done much so far today, played a bit of slay the spire, I did won first try on a Silent run but, I havent started the ng pluses yet, and apparently thats where the game shines or so I heard.

just been playing tf2 for the past week and getting ready for work tomorrow. hopefully gonna talk to my manager to get a different position as im currently a dishwasher and i have eczema which fucks up the skin on my hand

I finished rearranging my bedroom today, and I threw out a lot of stuff I don't really need but didn't have the balls to get rid of. Also threw out my old curtains and hung a chain of lights in their place. It's really comfortable now and for the first time in months, it feels like I actually accomplished something.

yeah but are you a hikki?
being a NEET is much better than a hiki man because you can still go out and try get your shit together.
good luck fren.
stop writing in prose....im a poet myself but im not writing in prose man...

10/10 I actually come to like you man, you do ironic sad boi teen posting .
how many times mods banned you so far?

posting on r9k and discord is all I do now...
You may not be able to make friends irl but you can find nice people online man...mayeb you just dont like people?

I dont know the game sorry

I feel horrible but I think I am going to try and see a doctor because I think I'm depressed I've been running away from it for years. It makes me feel slightly better though I hope I can fix my self so I don't an hero. I am scared though and still haven't scheduled anything. Any anons here have luck with therapy? I think I need to do it even if you guys say it won't work I just need to try.

do it man.
ifi ts a health issue so it, maybe get a doctors note.

thats nice to hear, I cant wait to move into my bed room myself and then im getting weeb merch to decorate

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Thanks anonsama
I actually haven't been banned yet which is surprising with how many ironic shitposts I've been making today.

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i jus want a you thx fren

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I'm mainly a lurker, post on boards bi - weekly to call out normal or beta fags mostly.
I hoard images usually, nearing a 100k hand saved ones.
don't use dipscord much, not good at holding convos and am to depressive in text chat / to happy sounding & distant in voice chat.
anime and text post are my companions.

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Been kinda depressed all week, bit of a long story but I kinda ghosted some friends for a few months because I had really bad anxiety and I'm too scared to sign back into discord...

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someone who isnt me a friend got banned 7 times yesterday... mods must think your shit posts are funny lel.

heres a special (you) just for you user.

>I hoard images usually, nearing a 100k hand saved ones.
hey user, would you ever make a megaupload?
Ill share with you my hentai ecchi collection?
mega.nz/#!zTAHyaIQ!j1FdKcZ50AkGZtbxfGgAuAeO2wN7Zx2RLpdztMIuFFQ

they will understand if they are robots...
hey, tahts no good your depressed..umm I like talking to anons.

maybe you could make a new discord and add me and we can chat?
I am ghosting my friends on playstation...I know that feel bro
Gunjyguy#4537
ass me if you like on a new acc

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>would you ever make a megaupload?
I plan to b4 I become an hero but i've never sorted stuff until this year, would be a good while sadly.
>Ill share with you my hentai ecchi collection?
my greatest thanks, it will be integrated with time if you don't mind.
you make good robo threads nice work user.

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thanks man, I have a 700 pepe folder and a organized reaction folder if you want as well.

>you make good robo threads nice work user.
man, theres like no actual robot threads...all gay fembot trash ect.

I have seen NEET/hikki trhead general get no replies but the
>black sissys love white cock
threads get 100's of replies

Do yourself a favor and put the merch behind glass. Especially the tiny figures gather dust immensely fast and are a bitch to clean. Sounds like you're making plans to move out?

>reaction folder
That interest me a lot, I like pepe but wojak is my favorite, the facebook and Jow Forums pepe posters ruined him for me after awhile.
>theres like no actual robot threads
Yea, it's getting worse by the day. All other robot sites are slow or dead too.
>get 100's of replies
Yea, I miss when r9k was just a slightly more edgy /jp/ with intelligent discussion and just anime posting and interest sharing etc.
Now it's all normalfags insecurely trying to assert superiority, very weird.
are you the meguloli poster? I'll add you on discord if ya want, can't promise I won't just send you anime pictures occasionally though I get caught up in thoughts and anime a lot.

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Nah man im making plans to move into my bedroom.
I live in my living room, pic related is my foam I sleep on lel.

I cant afford a case but ill do my best:)

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mega.nz/#F!vmhwgIbI!fMmHybfIqItnQ_rrLHYWwg
mega.nz/#F!qehjBYAA!A4ggKpdSMy2w0mWJbCqUpQ

I dont post pepes anymore because its dead mem..apu is nice but im yet to get apu folder.

>Yea, it's getting worse by the day. All other robot sites are slow or dead too.
whats causing this man?
is it actual zoomers?

I try my best to make sure robot threads get bumped ect, we need an actual board for robots.

>are you the meguloli poster? I'll add you on discord if ya want,
Gunjyguy#4537

not great day, kinda down in the dumps, don't know why. Might have lunch in a bit and write some music later or just sleep.

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A girl hugged me and she had big boobies and i was cold so it felt really comforting. I miss the feeling and hope it happens again tomorrow

>tooth pain all day
>not 'pain' really but an annoying sensation that's hard to describe
>kind dentalanon tried reassuring me last week but regardless I went all day with this annoying not-quite-pain
>still have no dental insurance. don't want to pay out of pocket again, it would be like $2k, last item cost $1400 to get fixed
>shitbag job isn't giving me health insurance bennies, thought I'd have insurance by now but they're milking it to avoid paying, every day I get closer to walking out
>don't want to buy my own because job MIGHT gibs me within a month
>been trying to floss every day, always brush 2x a day if not more
>still have the teeth falling out dreams
>still worried about teeth
Fucking why didn't my parents make be brush and floss when I was a preteen/teen RRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEE
I wish you could sue your parents for being fuckups. Even then, they don't have money for me to take so it would be useless. No justice in the world. Sorry for whining so much, I have no friends.

Also jesus fuck I hate being american. Welfare niggers get insurance, rich people can pay easily, good-job boomers get insurance. it's only the working class who get shafted.

>did nothing today
>want to buy a sloth plushie

:D

sorry user feel better soon

Why you feeling down?
I am waiting for lunch myself, mummy went out to gamble at 3AM and said she will bring me food for brekky arrrgh.

3D roasties

>>still have no dental insurance. don't want to pay out of pocket again, it would be like $2k, last item cost $1400 to get fixed
TFW not australian ..feels bad for you man.

indigo a friend wants to see pics of you, can you DM them to me?

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Yep, feels bad bruh. I don't plan on being american for much longer, this country can go to hell.

Why are you living in your living room? Comfy apartment btw!

its mums house but I live in living room as I had this thing happen in my room and I coudlnt sleep in their for 4 years because bad memories ect,..
im ready to move back but mummy wont let me at the moment and im stressing out.

WAY too much space around me in living room.
and no privacy and I want to get weeb stuff like my megu dakki and posters ect for my room.

I went and did my shopping earlier at about 9.30pm. Was dark out and the air had that sort of tangy scent to it that usually happens when autumn is on the way. Was pretty nice and the drive in the dark was nice too.

Something I just remembered, a dream I had at the start of the day that was pretty nice
>Am in my old school in like an art room place with a girl that looks like a younger Michelle Keegan
>We're having fun in there but not doing what we're supposed to be doing
>I shout something which makes he laugh and a teacher comes in
>See's no work being done and tells me that seeing as I don't appear to be doing work I'm not allowed to come back
>Next am running down the corridor towards the stairs
>Catch the girl on the stairs and ask her if she wants to meet up next Thursday
>She says yes and seems really happy about it
>We bid eachother goodbye and go opposite directions
>Next I am outside in a car like a Land Rover and am trying to get it started

The dream was pretty nice. It's been on my mind all day.

>just got off work
>hate job but w/e
>get to read my battle royale manga that came today
>Maple Story 2 coming out hopefully soon
>excited because I can play lots and probably make some friends
>start getting afraid people will call me a pedo for playing these games at my age
>seeing some groups asking for 18+ so I feel better about being an oldfag

I guess I'm doin alright OP, hope I'll make some friends in MS2, how are you doing?

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noice man, i only have 2 seasons feels bad

>>start getting afraid people will call me a pedo for playing these games at my age
man fuck what people think.
people call me pedo daily for various reasons

>, how are you doing?
been drinking kinda relapsed, been mad sick all day.
feelz shit.

howo ld are you user im like 25

Not great. My dad's been around lately and we have had a very poor relationship. It's making it hard to sleep knowing he's around. I don't really have a support network, either. Just leaves me feeling miserable all the time lately.

>how are you doing
I work
I live
I die
I also research matters of post-scarcity societies and fap

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Feels bad man :(, drinking is a hard one to kick, hope it gets better.
I'm 25 also ackchually so mayB I'm not as fucked up as I thought, if my parents knew I played these types of games at my age they would call me a pedo.

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anyone still here? tfw need a reply to start my night

it feels nice to be mentioned