There is no way anything can get worse. >Lost girlfriend (2 years together, we were both 16 year old virgins when we met) in december 2012, no chance with girls since then >Lost clear vision at dim light due to Lasik (search for 'lasik complications pupil size' to learn more) >also hardcore dry eye syndrome since Lasik >lost a lot of my saved money trying to get my Lasik vision loss fixed with special scleral lenses and rigid gas permeable corneal lenses which in principle worked but the irritation in my eyes was too much so I couldnt were them >the rest of my money I lost by investing in crypto >now Im balding
I lost it all. The girl I loved, my vision, all my money, and my nice hairline. There is literally nothing that can fuck me over now. Cancer or any other terminal illness would be a relief. If I wasnt such a pussy I would kill myself. But because I cant do that Im absolutely whitepilled. I just have to leave this shithole (germany) before the great multicultural civil war starts (germans vs. iraqis vs. afghans vs. turks vs. kurds vs. somalis vs. eritreans). then I will MAKE IT WE WILL ALL MAKE IT, FRENS!
I'm white pilled because usually in my life some big disaster almost wrecks me but I come through unscathed. The last one my car was flipped upside down I smelled burning rubber and had to crawl out the back of the car. I had bruises but was fine. I've had many crazy scenarios that could have fucked me over.
Jason Thomas
And sometimes years of problems seen as hopeless get resolved in ways they usually don't. It's like my life is a sitcom or soap opera. I keep getting into problems but keep getting out of them too.
Jacob Walker
>whitepill: an optimistic state of hope and self confidence ("SOON everything is going to get better!") So basically it's bluepill, except you actually force yourself to be delusional and believe in the illusion that everything will get better.
Kayden Ross
No, bluepill is the idea that everything is great and nothing is wrong. Whitepill is hope in the face of knowledge that everything is fucked.
Austin Hall
I unironically thought I wrote this post while I was high and didn't remember it because your situation is so similar to mine.
Replace the girl with a job I really liked and we would literally have had the same life.
In the last year for me >Lasik fucked my night vision like you for same reason (pupil size) >Crypto crashed hard, might as well just hold forever now >Lost my job due to some bullshit >Used remaining savings for scleral lenses, that sort of worked but is still far cry from my old night vision, basically another 5k down the drain >Cope by getting fucked up on various drugs, mostly kratom >Nearly died on my motorcycle two weeks ago because driving suicidally, nearly decapitated but only got bruises despite totaling my bike >balding like a motherfucker due to stress and age >no motorcycle, little money, no job, no vision
If you lived in America, I would invite you over so we can whine about how we are totally fucked brother. Kratom is great by the way, two spoonfuls and I don't give a fuck for a couple hours, I recommend it.
OP here im going to make a throw away email so you can write me, i wanna stay in contact. that is fascinating how similar we are. ill come back in a minute
It's not deluding myself though. That's what usually happens in my life. A hopeless situation arrives but becomes okay in the end.
Lucas Hill
consider it a test of strength. you have the right mentality to make it through this, now you have to be strong. you can do it. you can do it because i believe in you
OP here again. it was for me like this, too. everything going to shit and then turning out ok again. for example I had meningitis and spent a few weeks in the hospital 10 years ago but eventually I was okay again or 12 years ago I ran across the street when the traffic light was red and a Renault Twingo hit me and I flew over the top of the car and my schoolfriends thought i was dead but i just had a few scars it always turned out well but this fucking lasik shit is killing me....its two years and no solution in sight. another guy with lasik complications (who - of all people is an ashkenazi zionist jew...literally the first time I ever met a jewish person and he fulfills all stereotypes) who I met online will have a new type of refractive surgery in 2 motnhs where they implant a lenticel and then do the laser surgery on the lenticel so its reversible. this surgery is getting invented by the same guy who invented PRK its in an early alpha stage. lets see how this turns out for my (((friend))). maybe it goes well and I will have this surgery too
Austin Perez
Be careful about which doctors you trust. I wish you all the best on your path in life. I hope that one day your eye surgery will heal.
Joseph Baker
>but becomes okay in the end. sounds an awful lot like blue pill. situations that are hopeless usually don't turn out okay, but stay shit. this is a blackpill talking.
