The letters

I'm sorry
I miss you too
I just don't know how to say this to you

She's poetic and artsy, dark, light and everything in between
She came into my broken world, painting pictures like a dream
But it would appear after lighting up her world like she lit up mine
I tore down those works, perhaps I was too kind

Or came across as a manipulative cunt after feeling a little unappreciated because she believes I don't listen. I'm not sure. But she's a pure rose and I'd do anything just to go back to the way we were

Lol anons just tell her how you feel, stop being a retard.

>uses plural in the first part of the sentence, then uses singular in the last
>being a retard
hmmmm

C,
I'm sorry. I miss you and care about you. I'm just not ready and don't want to hurt you or myself.

Stop being pathetic and mooning over her, cuck.

If I watch enough broken heart videos and listen to enough angry songs I think I can get over you.
My self esteem can't take this anymore. I hoped you'd appreciate me like I did you.
Irl people think I'm smart, charming, silly, funny and beautiful. I started to lose myself and see myself only through your eyes, aka poorly.
I'll still care tho... always, just not to the point where I feel like it's killing me. I don't want to do this but I have to.

No, i'm the girl.

Dear Ciara,

Stop assuming I'm in every single thread of yours like you. At the most I check the archives daily like you.

Sincerely,
Michael

L,
I loved you so much I thought my goal in life was making sure you live happy, I was wrong. Your life is your own and you can destroy it as much as you want, the same way I can hurt myself for now by deciding I will never see or hear from you again. I will forever miss you and I want you to know that you diserve everything
-A

Initial of yourself?

Dear A,
It's vey impolite of you to leave without a simple goodbye. I also find it rather puzzling as to why did you feel the need to lie to me about your education level.

The only thing I wanted was for you to leave me a small thing after you, and you couldn't even give me that. I already knew we would soon part our ways, one way or another.

Regardless of all that, I will always miss you,
I

>I also find it rather puzzling as to why did you feel the need to lie to me about your education level.
Low self-esteem.

R. E.

I used to hate you, but that's unfair to you. I made mistakes, too. I was severely depressed afterwards, and I had a breakdown two months ago. I'm in therapy and on meds now.

I wish I could go back in time. I wish I had a do-over. I've thought about contacting you, but you told me to fuck off, and I listened.

I know you hate me now, and I deserve hating. I treated you like shit, and that's all I deserve from you now. I can't repair my mistakes. All I can do now is not hurt someone else like I hurt you.

I'll always love you, and I hope you find someone better than me.

M

I was actually led to believe it was lower than what is, not the opposite (which I assume is what you're implying).

is that why you said it was *too soon* that night your cousin was there?

My initial is originally I

You are my sunshine and you make my life brighter now you are in it. Let's get closer. We are made for each other.

You're not me! You don't know that I'm myself.

Initials? Who is it for? The postman is gonna get confused

Quietly say "Fuck it" under your breath and say it.

Who are you and who are you to say who I am?

I'm gonna kill myself today. I can't do anything right.
I'm finally angry and it's a scary amount of anger that I've suppressed a lifetime. I'm going to take the strength from this rage and use it end this. Be good to each other, people!
fuck this I'm out.

I,
I don't know if we can keep doing this any longer.
J.

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C,
I wish you to know that you could literally agonize and die before my eyes, and I wouldn't raise a hand.
Not that I hate you; it's just that were you alive or dead or suffering makes absolutely no difference for me.
With regards,
F.

That is very boring and unoriginal user.
What's making you "angry"?
>tfw no gf/bf

>Be good to each other, people!
This is not how it works.

who else here /no letters/?

Well, who's asking? Isn't it you? Surely not me.

Dear user,
I know how it feels to never get a letter. I always wanted to recieve one in the mail, but I never had anyone to write to. I hope this letter gets to you. We're all going to make it.
Love,
user.

M,

Please leave me alone already
I dont want to have any connection to you anymore, i love you so much but you toy with me like im a piece of shit and it hurts so much i cant take it anymore
I just want to move on with my life, find someone else but i cant do it without hurting both of us
Im so sorry
I love you

-A

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Past childhood, young adulthood trauma, rape and abuse that I tried for years to stuff, then tried for years in therapy to surpass, then tried for years to survive. I think I've tried long enough. I didn't repeat what was done to me and I've spilled love everywhere I've been. Death is something I want for me. I might go to the er... I don't want them to hold me against my will like before.

p,
can't say i'm surprised really.
-b

>Past childhood, young adulthood trauma, rape and abuse
Meh, rape is just someone inserting his penis inside one or more of your holes against your will. Why is it so traumatic?
Abuse, someone beated you up and insulted you.
It's makes you feel bad because, all these things are demonstrations of your weakness.
And you solution is, to perform a final act that will prove your weakness once again.

Z
Why do you want me to live?
You don't care about me. I don't care about me...
You know I live my life in agonizing pain. And I know you do as well...
I know you feel trapped. I know that maybe I make you feel more trapped.
I don't understand how you feel. But I know it's painful to you and it makes living for me.... Intolerable...
The day I came down... I went up in the first place not just thinking of all my pain. But yours as well..
You're making me so much better and happier...
And you're making my life so much harder...
I know you don't feel the same way... But please... I just want you to be happy...
And I know that I have to be complete and full and good myself to make your life better.
You're my reminder to brush my teeth each morning. Shower every time... Take care of what i eat and how I spend my time..
I spend the whole day trying to be a positive influence on everyone and make life a little better...
But moreover.... I spend every day with only one thing in my mind...
How will I make your life better?
How will I make you feel more appreciated and loved. Confident. And comfortable?
Every moment I live I live in utter unspeakable pain with my only goal being to make you happy....
You're the one who's making me fight through all this. You're the one who won't let the dead soul that's festering inside of me rest...
Please.. I just want you to become better.
If I can't make your life better. If I can't make you happier if I can't make you feel loved if I can't bring you joy and comfort and life...
Then please.... Just let me die.
I know you don't love me back and you might never do.... I don't mind that. I don't hate you for it...
But please... You asked me to tell you when the pain becomes unbearable but it was to begin with...
You have to be happier... Please... Do it for me.
Promise me you'll try...
The only reason I remind you. Is so you feel loved.
So here's your daily reminder.
I love you...
Please. We both don't care about me...
Sorry
=M

You dont actually understand how childhood mental abuse works. It didn't "make me feel bad". I'm much stronger than you. It's not from weakness... I'm in control and it's what I want. Don't respond I won't be back to this thread.

You think you wish to die? You don't. And you can't fool yourself about it. You're just suffering, and death at any point of your life can't change that.

How can you be so sure? I won't know unless I try and it's the best shot I have.

Dear K and J,

You two already read my other letter, and I didn't hear back from either you. All I wanted was to be forgiven, and you didn't even give me that. I know I wasn't the best to be around, but I don't think I deserve the hell you've put me through during the last 6 months. I miss you guys so much, and I've changed for the better. I just want another chance, but I know that won't happen.
I often hope that one day we'll run into each other on the street and we can just... start over. I often dream about you. Sometimes it's a nightmare.
I just wish I had my friends back.

-j

it sounds like it does make a difference to you

You're suffering right now. Death isn't stopping that. Do you understand?

>Don't respond I won't be back to this thread.
Oh please, you are an attention whoring fag.

> I'm much stronger than you
Yeah sure....
>someone touched my private parts, now i'm going to kms

> I'm in control and it's what I want
No, what you want is attention, you disgusting faggit. Otherwise you would have kysed in stoic silence.

Uhm... you're right.
Perhaps I'd rather see her dead. Thank you user, now I'm aware of this

How do ypu know it doesn't work? I can keep killing myself until it works. There has to be an emergency exit.

Everyone

I can't even see you.

Z

No worries, I've felt that way before too. Sometimes it's best not to hide from it

Think about what you wrote for a while. Also, it's not an emergency exit out of life you really want. read a book, have a cold shower. Pain makes you feel alive too. And you can learn from it.

You are mine and I am yours, forever. I want you to be able to look at me with love in your eyes every night before we fall asleep in each others arms and every morning when we wake up. I want to give you the life and the happiness you deserve.

i TOLD CHA bro that those niggas were up to no good

hope to see ya in heaven

Dyllan

You're writing to your waifu aren't you

And I can learn to accept defeat.

Nah. Just someone truly amazing

Dear L

i want to sniff your stinky braps

-A

j,

i can't tell if i didn't give you a chance to say goodbye or if you just couldn't care less about my feelings.

seeing you happy with him was one of the most gut-wrenching bittersweet moments of my life and i will never forget the night that you changed me forever.

hope all is well,

d,

don't want you for a relationship, but I'd be okay with lewds

-g

Dear G,

that's pretty slutty and I hope D doesn't follow through.

Ben

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Dear R,

you're an insensitive butt and I wish I could end it with you because I know you will never change and be nice. But when you're there you're so cute and you're the only person I have.
I'm a moron, a huge idiotic moron.

L.

Stop using my initial to write dumb bullshit.

Thank you user

L :)

What do you think about your son now?

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Dead T,

fuck you bitch you ruined my life and everyone hates me because of you you fucking slut

-S

just so you guys know, I will not sleep with a girl if she has a boyfriend/husband/fiance.. Even if it's someone like Zooey or Sonoya, I just won't do it. I wouldn't want someone to do it to me so I won't do it to them.

I don't care if it's all hush hush, I still won't do it.

Fuck off. L a slut.

I will, however, totally have a sexy photoshoot with them, even if they partner doesn't want them to.

They are individuals, they can make their own fucking decisions. They don't NEED permission to model.

Like, I would be ok if I was with a girl that wanted to model for something. As long as the intentions were good that is. If it's for porn or something... then god no.

2nd letter of L?

Dear Dominant Men,

Please take care of me. Please let me devote myself to you wholly. Have eyes for only me. I am such a good girl. Never leave me and I will surrender all control to you.

Lonely Submissive Girl

If you are attractive I can take you out for a spin and she if it's worth it.

How would you rate yourself out of 10?

K
It was kinda childish for me to block you right away, but I was a bit frustrated at that moment. Seriously, I don't feel angry at you, you're cool girl. I need to grow as a person and experience with you probably helps with that. I'm an autistic child, please understand.
J

Yeah see by Dominant, I didn't mean Asshole.

I am asking you if you are attractive so I can see if it's worth the trouble to follow up.

Y/N would suffice.

You always post about rape. Do you have a fetish for it or something? Are you thinking of raping? Have you raped someone?

I love you too. Just come back.

Doge, are you posting without your trip?

>implying

Namefags are filtered on sight

Where do you live, submissive femanon? I'll protect you.

Post your stats, and if you're autistic or a virgin.

Stats?

I am not autistic and I am not virgin.

H
I don't really like you at all but I don't dislike you enough to be a jerk either, I just want you to go away without having to stab you or seth
A

Age, height, body type, race.

29, 175cm, fit 12-13% BF, mediterranean.

Do you want my SSN too?

add me back whenever. im getting really lonely just thinking about you. haha. hoho.

are you talking about a girl (male) ?

avery

why dont you talk to anyone?
how do you hold up not talking to anyone?

sincerely, why wont you talk to me

vaguely, yeah. he's not here though.

Y, I just want to know if I really mean anything to you anymore. It seems like everything changed when you met this boy and now I feel I'm being replaced. Probably just my anxiety talking, but with the luck I've had in the past... I don't know. Is it me, or has life just burned you out? I'm not even asking for constant attention, I just want to know what happened. After that episode you had a couple weeks ago things have felt off. Part of me wants to just tell you I'm done and leave before my heart is truly shattered. You're someone I feel so connected to, I genuinely enjoy talking to you, but it feels you aren't invested anymore. Again, I am well aware that this could just be my anxiety, that my brain is making a big deal out of nothing. I just know that I'd never do this to you. What does it matter though, it continues to happen to me so I feel like I objectively deserve this.

I know I'm not entitled to it, but I just want closure, you know? And I know you'd be upset if I ever did this to you, as you've been betrayed and left by friends in the past who, blocked without explanation...So I don't know. Right now I feel like my anxious thoughts are just getting the better of me, remembering past experiences. Soon I may just stop caring.

You know, that's my problem. I care and love hard for people, especially those who make me feel something. I don't get much of that and you've done it. it's a blessing and a curse.

I don't know, Yen, and I'm afraid of posing these things to you. I just don't have the heart. I'm overly sensitive to the feelings of others, so I flinch simply thinking about talking about this with you.

I love you Yen, but this hurts. You said I'm irreplaceable but it feels like that's exactly what's happening.

M
Hey thanks bro.
Listen, C&R hate my guts.
R because whatever and C because bipolar disorder.

I get you're keeping a face so people won't look at you funny, especially the higher ups. Still, do stop mixing me in with these freaks. I try to maintain a good name since you-know-who got in the building, and it's only getting harder.

J.

to the people that are interested,

>a girl online on the other side of the world wants to be my gf
help me robots. im clincally depressed and think about death all day. i dont deserve her because im a hikki neet and avoided talking to people my whole life. how do i tell her this without hurting her if she even cares..? i dont even know why i contacted this girl in the first place but ive been ghosting her and i need to do something, reply back to her.. i cant be with this person even if she is lonely and maybe actually likes me. i like her too and cant stop thinking about this... any advice other then talk to a therapist? i cant fix my mental issues because im really far dow the hole

I fucking suck at watching porn. The artist in me gets way too fucking distracted when there is a really cute girl with pretty lighting or sexy poses. I can't even stay hard, I just want to paint them.

I just need a girlfriend I think. That way I get both without getting distracted.

Don't you want to try and see where it goes? Remember that this is your depression speaking and making you doubt yourself, this could be a very good and healthy thing for you to have someone special caring about you.

I would suggest getting in touch with a therapist. If you truly care for this girl, you'll do it for her.

As for what to say, I would just be honest. If she's not willing to deal with your problems, well... they're going to come up eventually.

I mean, the "Constantly getting tested" thing is really annoying too. I can't help but think what, exactly, you faggots are trying to see when you clearly upload very specific things for me to see.

I feel bad about it sometimes too because a lot of the most common complaints about me is that I ONLY like very young, extremely skinny girls. But the thing about that is... you fucking retards post either skinny young girls or ugly thicker older girls... so it's like a self-fulfilling prophecy. You just want people to think I'm only into teenage skeletons so you make sure anything that isn't that is way out of my tastes or objectively ugly.

It's fucking stupid. You faggots could post girls closer to my age that also fit my tastes but you just don't. You're clearly trying super hard to "feed" the pedophile you think I am. But... it's really fucking obvious.

Samething for traps and transwomen. You find a bunch of girls that don't fit my tastes whatsoever and then dress a bunch of traps/transgirls in exactly the outfits, makeup, and styles that I'm super into. Then you try to claim "See! He only likes traps!" (and you also tend to hide the fact they are traps by not showing their dicks but a lot of the times you can just tell by their fucking faces)

Again, it's not because I find young, skinny, or traps more attractive than anything else... it's just that you make everything else fucking hideous and then try to disguise those specific girls in things I find attractive.

Why|? What the fuck is your end goal here? When I get free, I'm just going to tell people this (if they don't already fucking notice because it's really fucking obvious)

(I don't like traps. I hate dick. I hate boys. I think skinny girls are pretty but they aren't the only girls I like. I like girls my own age as well. I'm not into super young looking girls, it makes me uneasy)

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