Write a cathartic letter. Vent. Get stuff off your chest. You know the drill!

Mich,

nevermind

Oh. Chester bennington. Why'd ya have to do it man?

My sympathies, user!
It's a hard last drive.

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Dear Internet:
NOW THIS IS PODRACING

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>your charger is currently plugged in
>we may have the same adblocker
>you've got THAT app
>nice timezone

>>nice timezone
I'm so fucking high right now

I'm going to eat chips and write some dank code

Dear S;
I hope you never read this, its weird.
I'm sorry for being so distant four years ago, your anger was well-deserved.

I'm so sorry, you were too good to me, and trusted me things I wasn't able to be trusted with.

I'm being as vague as possible to be respectful to your identity.

I'm such a subhuman, I deserve it, I have gotten better and communicate much more, but I don't think it matters.

I also ran into your friend, and I hope we don't join the same server and you're reminded of me.

It fills me with deep guilt, but I'll keep owning up to it.

I feel horrible that I hurt you deeply and you obsessed over it, it hurts, and it gives me a headache.

I'm sorry I'm sorry for being so obsessive
I saw you in that discord server about two years ago, dont worry it was a incident and I just wanted to join a server

You're not in airplane are you?

No I'm i.4cdn.org/f/WEW12EW17EWKOLOOOOORRRIN3333555-666-_PARTT_......444444.swf

>brb
>just had a seizure

Julie
I had a dream just now that we went to an airport to go on a vacation and at the boarding gate you turn to me and say " I'm going to wait here for my friend." You look guilty and ashamed and I feel sick. I pick you up by the neck and pull you by the hair away from this gate but a security guard looks at me and I have to leave. I am leaving the airport I guess and the feeling of being completely lost and devastated was completely overwhelming. in my dream i felt like I was in a nightmare. On the way to the parking lot I got a message from an unknown number saying 'you dont know me and I don't give a shit but-" and there is a picture of you and a sound cloud rapper looking guy. At this point a guy runs into the parking lot section across the street and I hear machine gun fire and wake up.

anyway, you were lying next to me of course. I don't know how i feel. Why isn't it possible to know that you will stay? Why is there never at any point any guarantee? It's unbearable. It makes me hate being alive.

>" I'm going to wait here for my friend." You look guilty and ashamed and I feel sick
>and there is a picture of you and a sound cloud rapper looking guy
You seem to have a suspicion that "Julie" is cheating on you.
Does this have any basis in reality, or just a random fear? Either way, you may want to try and deal with it.
If it's a fear, you'll need to look at why you're afraid of this happening.
If it's based in reality, and you have both suspicion and evidence, then you and "Julie" need to chat.

H,
I hope my feelings for you don't fade.

B,
I wish I knew what the hell you were up to these days.

J,
Sorry for hurting you. You are one of the few people who I will truly miss.

E,
I wish I would have gotten to truly befriend you before you moved out of state.

God (if you exist),
Please let me be happy this semester.

It has no basis in reality. She is the first person I have been in a relationship with that I trust. The problem for me is that trust doesnt matter. Understanding this is easy, I'm vulnerable and afraid of being hurt, etc. That's not the problem. The problem is that there's literally no solution. I can't do anything but be vulnerable or anticipate and limit happiness. It's a fundamental problem of being alive. I resent loving her.

It's weird to me that you care so little about me that you haven't bothered going through the archive to see all of my autistic gushings about you after I told you about them. Or maybe you did and that's why you haven't messaged me thebpast few days, but I think you're doing that to play it cool because I haven't messaged you either. I wonder if maybe you did go through the archives, and if you did, why have you still not written me? I don't know. It's strange. I guess how we feel about one another translates to something shallow. Life is so strange right now. It feels like all of the things I knew, actually are something else. Like my perception has been wrong, or maybe suddenly is wrong. I'm confused and petrified.
-L.

I wish you'd tell me what's going on with you. I wish you'd speak what's on your mind. I care about you a lot and as your, hopefully, future husband, I want... no, need to know.

WHY THE FUCK DO FEMALES NEVER RESPOND?! WHY THE FUCK DID YOU LIE TO ME AND SAY YOU ARE ONLY TALKING TO ONE OTHER GUY? WHY THE FUCK DID YOU JUST STOP? I THOUGHT WE WERE GETTING ALONG GREAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAH

T
i miss you. i know we've gone longer without talking but it doesn't feel the same. im sorry for driving you away and im sorry for my inconsistent personality. i dont know if i can change that or if i even want to.
i feel more organized now and ive been working on my communication skills. pls come back, yo.

It's not easy to accept that you're going to die alone, you hold onto the fantasy of finding the one as if all you need to do is get a better job or lose some weight. Some people however such as myself - we have something missing, we don't have the capability of managing and maintaining a relationship and we certainly don't have enough qualities to make up for placing that responsibility on a significant other. There is something within me that is broken, or maybe I'm meant to be this way.

Dear L
I don't regret ghosting you :^)
I will let your memories warp and have my spirit haunt you for the rest of your lifetime
If only you weren't so neglectful that time.... ahaha.

M
I wish I could forget you.
You torturous witch
-D

I was a piece of shit Natalie, and we both know it. That's why you fucked him and not me. It's why you wear your gold jewelry with him in your video. Hah. Your fa brown ass was confused for a latina. And in that video you don't speak english, even as he cums on your tits. I'll never know why you did porn. Maybe to pay for art school? Either way, you look the same as the day I met you, and that's impressive, but then again, I probably do too. I want to get to canada and slap your fat brown ass, but I can't, my mom is dying one day at a time and I'm going to stay there until she goes. Good luck. You were always creative and clever, not a fucking 'tard like me.

L
I love you so much
K

Man... I just wish I was as radiant as she is in my life. Want to light her face up and see her eyes widen when she sees me, like mine do every time. And she will never grow old to me. She'll always be youthful, creative and free and no matter what happens I will always love her

Thanks man. It went well enough. I'll see her on the flip side.

Mia

I am sorry for eveything I've done to you I don't know if you'll ever read this, but now i realize that I was a piece of shit to you, I miss you everyday I can't live wihtout you, mia, I can not stop crying for you, IK miss you everyday I know I made mistakes and treated you so bad and now my life is shit but the only thing I want is to talk to you.. please talk to me on whatsapp and sorry for eveything I am shit

-Steven

>dubs on your post confirms it
Good luck with the next few days! They'll be the hardest!

Dear Kennedi,

Thank you for encouraging me to write in a journal. I lack the motivation myself to do things from my own initiative and the smallest pushes help past my small reluctances. It is cathartic, but I fear it is only a form of escapism since it doesn't address my problems and I'm not sure I can hone my writing skills enough for them to be of use to others. I'll probably keep at it until one day it symbolizes something bad to me and I destroy it.
Or I'll keep making them. I don't know. It's helped me fare through today better.

Sincerely,
Someone with bad memory

I wish you liked me the way you did when we first met. I know you didn't just use me, I just wasn't what you hoped I would be and that's okay.
I thought you would be the thing that got me over being bitter over him but that's not your job or your fault.
Last night you got drunk told me you loved me. Today you went out with another girl.
I hope we're still friends when we both move back to town in a week.
I hope I know better than to want something more.
I hope I meet someone new that I don't make the same mistakes with.
You're going to have a great life. People like you have no other choice. You helped me with a lot of emotional stuff that I'll never tell you about but it still means a lot to me.
Thanks.

L,
Thanks for being one of the most terrible people I've ever met. I hope you die.

W,
I wish we could've done more together. Sorry I'm a fuck up.

R,
You're a cruel person and I hope he hurts you twice as much as you hurt me.

O,
I wish I could've met you when I was older. Sorry for everything I put you through. I'm glad to see you're doing well.

A,
I know nothing will ever happen between us, because you're way out of my league, but I wish we could talk like we used to. I think you're mad at me?

- R

I'm fucking pathetic. I'm on day 80 or some shit of nofap yet i gon't stop edging. My willpower isn't enough to stop fucking eating just for a few days so I can lose weight and get shredded. I know I'm an attractive individual. I lift weights. My face is at least 7/10, but I was raised to be socially autistic by a combination of fucked up American society, christian parents/grandparents, a shitty priivate school, and being bullied relentlessly in middle school. I've become a fake person living a fake life that I hate. I hate living with my parents but don't have the willpower to fucking leave. Fuck it feels good to get it all off my chest, but I have to grow the willpower to do what I want and man the fuck up and change my shit situaltion. I'm smart, I'm funny when I'm myself, but I can never be myself because I've fooled myself into believing that I need to be someone else to have friends which creates a disconnect in my subconscious that goes something like "I have to be someone else to have friends, therefore, my true personality isn't good enough". Im the type of person that critiques every social situation when he gets home and tries to figure out what went wrong. I practice conversations with myself all the time, and the fact that I'm up to drinking 5 cups of coffee a day doesn't help. A tleast I drink it black. FUCK THAT MENTALITY. I need to stop drinking that shit and start fixing my fucked up life and my fucked up head. I come on Jow Forums every now and then to see what kind of fucked up piece of shit I could become if I continue down this road of self-pity and self-doubt. On that thread about kinds of 20+ virgins, I'm the "Phoney". My coach in HS called my a phoney, I'm beginning to figure out why. Thanks for making this thread user, this really is helping me get my shit straight.

M,
You made a lasting impression on me, which is strange. I still think about you from time to time even though we haven't talked in months.

Sorry for never trying to make conversation, you just make the impression that you enjoy making fun of people and I'm too autistic to handle that.

I hope life is the best & that something reminds you of me sometimes.
S

H
I swear you're going to hurt me so much before loving me for everything I have done
J

Kathy, you were a nice big sis to me

K

I accidentally just ran into you (in the loosest sense of the word) which probably wasn't so accidental on my part. Good for the both of us that you probably didn't even notice, I hope you continue to live your life without thinking too much about me. I hope the life your living is good like I think it is, or at least better than it was before, which I'm almost sure it is. I hope you've taken the time to take a step back and come to terms with what you actually did to me, while at the same time I wish you nothing but joy in your future.

-J

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K
Fuck you
K

I've had pretty bad depression in the past, but I've been doing much better recently thanks mostly to expensive residential treatment my parents paid for. But I got on these antidepressants (venlafaxine) and they're so addictive. If I even go 24 hours without taking them, I get a huge headache and get an acute feeling of sadness. I feel it now and I can't stop remembering sad events from my past. Like one time in middle school the principal talked to me about how I had started the year with bad grades but now was failing. Said I looked like I just got out of bed. I cried for the rest of school in the bathroom. I can't stop crying. Why do pharmaceutical companies think this is okay?

>S

Telling you that I never really loved you didn't make me feel anything at the time. I never made time for you, never took you out on dates or anything, never tried to be a better boyfriend for you. I'm sorry, but then again I probably don't mean that either. I still remember valentines day, you worked so hard to make that dinner for us and make it a special evening and I was so fucking ungrateful, and I don't regret it. I want to regret it so fucking bad I want to hate myself and grovel at your feet but I can't. I'm a terrible person and you deserved so much better. I'm sorry that I'm not sorry.

heres mine originallly

as if I care, loser

wait till you miss a few days, you'll feel so nauseous you'll want to die. wait till they stop working and you have to up your dose. gl user

Recently all my friends have been DMing me just to pour their misery on me. I'm never in a position where I can actually do anything for them other than just listening and naturally they're not IRL friends so I can't just come over and provide something as simple as a comforting hug... My mental health is sinking, and telling them to fuck off with their misfortunes would be degrading for both parties. They're also paranoid enough to think that me being offline for 2 days means that I deleted them or changed my identity (which is absurd, naturally). I like them outside all this but good fucking god, stop being sad for atleast 5 seconds you sad pieces of shit.

What the hell did you do? Give me your initial

Please write to me J. I need something from you. How do you feel about me?

I feel piety for you.
-J

Initial of the person...? That may sound familiar...

OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
-FD

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
-S

LEEDLE LEEDLE LEEDLE LEE
-P

I am annoyed by this reference

D
I can't even remember our last kiss. But I'm sure it was innocent. Without worry. I didn't know it was really the end. But it's the end of something. Because I there's no going back to believing you could really love me. I care for you dearly, too. Let's just have that.
L

get the fuck out of my memories and stay out forever, it would make my life much less miserable.

I always check up on these threads looking for my initials, just hoping that someone thinks about me, even if it's for a hateful reason.

Dear user,

Hope your day is at least decent!

Frm, user

Damnit autocowreckt, you dropped my O.
You turn my chard into cheese and consistently turn father into fathead but yet you think Frm is a valid word.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH
AAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHH
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
FUCK

I feel better now

Sometimes I think maybe my highschool girlfriend from 15 years ago might post about me...

Same but I don't even talk to people so it doesn't even make any sense.

Initials for this please?

Thanks for the phone sex earlier.

You're not her, lad.

Well, you can say that again, as I was hoping you were the "her".

Girls don't usually get hung up like that my guy.

Not that user you responded to, but that's not true at all.

-A from OR

The last few months were some of the happiest of my life and I would take it all back in an instant if I knew it was going going to end up like this. Truth is, I was in all your discord servers and I knew you were ignoring me pretty much every time. Shame things ended up the way they did, I truly won't ever find another like you again and if I did, at this point I don't even really think I can trust anyone if they told me they loved me. Thanks for being the nail in the coffin.

-G from CA

not saying they don't at all, but it's usually far worse in men. Women had an evolutionary preassure not to attatch as much to men, as prehistorically our ancestors fought wars to rape women of other tribes.

Stfu, crabpot motherfucker.
You should request a different one, user. It sounds like you've got a legitimate chemical imbalance (Effexor wouldn't make you feel euphoric otherwise). Seriously try something in a different drug class before you give up.

What did she do to you? Were you a couple or are you an orbiter?

I'm sorry thump I can't do it. I feel really sick when I talk to you because it hurt me too much the way it ended before and I dont want to hurt again. I'm really sorry.

We were a thing. I had even went out of my way to visit her for a week. Afterwards she said she didn't feel as strongly anymore so now here I am.

Also I'm a nutjob who will obsess over you endlessly and will only cause you issues in the end. I'm not going to be able to give you stability and I want you to live a better life than I can provide even as a friend. You dont know how bad I feel but I know it would've ended the same.

Dear I forgot your name,
sorry about gym class 7th grade
t. Ross

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And I'm an asshole for not telling you just straight up but I paniced about making you go through bullshit. I'm so sorry I'm such a toxic fucking person.

And that's enough for you to give up? She didn't do anything wrong, sometimes people just don't click in person. You are acting like she is taking 50 dicks behind your back.

Nah she isnt, she just fell out of it with me and thats that. No ones fault, its a victimless crime and thats what sucks most; no one to be mad at but yourself.

when I see something related to Kirby I go to send it to you before my brain processes why I can't ):

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dear user,
you were charming and fun at first and i had a good time, but recently you've made my life a living hell, so please, fuck off

with my greatest respects, user

dear user,
you're not going to be seeing me again for quite some time, very soon actually, possibly even tonight. sorry it didn't work out, it could have been fun.

best of luck with all your future endeavours,
tearfully,
user

Whose this for user?

They'll know it when they see it.

I think it's for me and if so I'm really sorry. I had a cry also but it hurts too much.

If you're crying over this, then it isn't for you.
Go and find whoever you think this is from, and tell them that you care about them.

I always though at the end I were going to get you but it turns out it was just years of being influenced by media that made me think that. It just didn't made sense to me back then. You came into my life and made me feel alive just so nothing would come out of it.
A

I miss you and I wish we could talk like we used to.

Sorry I came into your life.

InitiaI of who you're directing this to?

C
Probably won't ever see this or care if they did tho.

I always wanted to tell you about what happened after I write you the first letter. Just some days after writing you that letter I found out that "you had an history of messing up with other people for fun" and that's what made me wary of you. After I wrote that letter I was planning to just talk to you, but I wasn't sure if it was a good idea after what I read, so I became suspicious and tried to figure out if what you said was true by watching the way you acted when you were near of me. It turns out that you acted exactly how I would expect someone who wasn't interested would act, but still it didn't made much sense. Did you really wasted so much time just to fuck me up?
A

I hope everyone in the thread has a wonderful day and finds what they're looking for.

I post on wizchan even though I am a female and not a virgin. I also like to post on wizchan /b/. I am absolutely devilish.

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Right back at-cha!