(cont) sorry guys I got drunk and fell asleep before I could answer everyone..please forgive me.
Today is really scary for me because my dad is coming to stay with me and mum for up to a week. I dont get on with him at all and we fight and he has even disowned me and taken it back in the past. he is coming because my mum is getting an operation to find out if she has cancer, and she needs someone with her and I dont go outside as it is scary especially since I would have to go to hospital and wait around and then get public transport back with mum.
So dad is coming to chill, and he gets picked up from airport in 6 hours. I have not been reading my dads emails for past 3 months as it is too scary for me and he keeps telling my mum I should be in a mental hospital as I dont go outside.
Today will be big scary :(
>how is your day? >whats going on in your life? >are you a NEET and or a hikki?
Serious question, wouldn't you like being in mental hospital with Internet connection? You don't go outside anyway.
Samuel Thomas
Hi meguposter. What is mental care in Australia like? In America the "mental hospital" you see in movies with patients living there permanently is mostly a thing of the past, they only keep people if their family can pay a lot of money to keep them there or if they're a danger to themselves or society.
Logan Cooper
told my manager about my skin condition and said he might buy better gloves for me. i also finally found a co worker who i can actually talk to and throw the bull. what did you do to your father that makes him hate you so much? or is it just merely because you're existing
Landon Morales
Sounds tough friend, I have issues with my dad aswell. I hope you can keep it together. I've had an alright day so far, went out to the shops got some chicken for lunch, might write some music later or have a nap. life is pretty stagnant, finally got myself together enough to go get antidepressants last month, but they aren't having a great effect. Pretty much a NEET, I sometimes do paperwork for my grandparents business but that's hiding in my room filling stuff in.
>wouldn't you like being in mental hospital with Internet connection? You don't go outside anyway
Ok let me break it down. >at home I am not near anyone even my own mother as she is always working and my sleep schedule allows me to wake up after she gets home from work and goes to bed.
I couldnt do this as a patient in a hospital, I also heard when you get internet access they are looking at what you are looking at. I only look at ecchi /e/ porn but it would be too much stress and they would medicate me.
I am poor and my family is poor (due to my mothers excessive gambling), I would have to be in a public free hospital. I live in an aboriginal area of Australia, I imagine it would be filled with scary aboriginals.
A fren said the privet mental place is good and very comfy... I dont need to go to one though I want to sit at home all day and be comfy.
>told my manager about my skin condition and said he might buy better gloves for me.
This doesnt sound like what you wanted, you said you couldnt do that work as it caused health problems, did you get a note from the doctor?
>i also finally found a co worker who i can actually talk to and throw the bull. that is nice, work can be bearable when you have people to talk to man.
>what did you do to your father that makes him hate you so much? or is it just merely because you're existing
Both 1. he always beat me as a kid and stuff because bad temper, he is just a terrible father 2. ill green text why he disowned me, also as a kid he always said he would disown me if I was gay... fuck him (im not)
Hello I hope your moms condition is not bad, keep us updated user, good wishes Your dad sounds like a bully, family bullies are the worst >.<
>how is your day? >whats going on in your life? >are you a NEET and or a hikki? I had a pleasent time with a robot yesterday over discord, I think thats what gave me disposition to go outside today, I was planning to buy a cable and get a haircut for a couple of months, I managed to buy that cable today hehe My days are passing so fast, its so scary, it feels like yesterday that my friend hanged himself, its been already 3 months... fuck me I can go to work, but aside from that, I usually only go outside a couple times a month, one of those are to get some money at the atm
>my dad lives at this religious commune thing >the guy who is like the cult leader is a rich entrepreneur >i have butchering skills as I was nearly a qualified butcher and had the skills as I worked in a real butcher place not supermarket >around about this time i was going to court for 10 months and me and my mum had to sell everything we owned ect as she couldnt work until court was over and money was tight >this cult leader guy asks me to do work on his farm processing some cows >i agree, he says he would pay me $700 for the weeks work >because it is out on a farm I actually sleep there and work all through the day for something to do even after my duties where done, as I am a nice person >my dad comes around with my pay like a few days later >MFW it was only $300 >i told my dad I wont be getting scammed and to tell his cult leader guy, either he pays me or I report him to the australian taxation people >my dad freaks out and said he disowned me and wants nothing to do with me again.
he paid me correct money a few days later but we didnt talk again for a very long time and he went back on disowning me.
whoops forgot to mention that better gloves and stuff were for in the meantime and he is planning on moving me to another position. probably some sort of prep work
Easton Wright
>life is pretty stagnant, finally got myself together enough to go get antidepressants last month, but they aren't having a great effect. nice dubs, this sucks man... hopefully you tell your doctor and he helps you out. dont worry man, take one step forward at a time, you will get there. >I had a pleasent time with a robot yesterday over discord discord gets a lot of shit but if you find the right people it is nice to talk to people man....makes you feel less lonely.
> I was planning to buy a cable cable? whats a cable man... >, it feels like yesterday that my friend hanged himself, its been already 3 months. man that is tough.... dont feel bad man I know it sounds fucked up but your friend must have really hated life and been suffering to decide to kill him/herself. :(
I like everything but popular hip hop. I have actually quit listening to all hip hop though as I write poetry/raps and I quit writing so I cant stand listening to hip hop as I get bad feelz.
Jazz is nice also nice cute jap songs..guess im weeb. >oh, death grips is shit I hate their garbage music and cant believe people listen to that trash
Are the public hospitals tolerable? I know in some places there are very abusive workers who are only there for the power over their patients or ones who are just tired and don't like dealing with patients because they're underpaid.
Xavier Anderson
>this sucks man... hopefully you tell your doctor and he helps you out. Don't get me wrong, I'm a lot better then I was, the anxiety I used to have is pretty much calmed down, but I'm still not great if you understand what I mean. Thanks for the well wishes, they're far between these days.
Yeah, I managed to find 2 nice robots, but discord servers can go fuck themselves By "cable" I mean a micro usb for my controller(Im working on my english sowwy >.
You're a nice Megmuin poster. By the way, do you like the part in Konosuba where Robbers capture and slit Megumin's throat, repeatedly fuck the bleeding hole as she her eyes bulge and she gasps for air, slice off the flesh from her limbs, throw her in a ditch, piss on her, and light her on fire? ? I really liked that part.
Grayson Perry
That never happened my dude
Cooper Sanchez
Wow I finally get to one of these threads before they become too big.
Luke Lewis
Pretty alright. Currently a NEET, but want to look for a job when my back is fully healed. My back is still fucked up from my last job(dishbitch) which I quit. It's been almost 3 weeks since I quit and it's still pretty fucked up when I stretch. On the bright side, I don't have anything I'm aching to buy.
Wanna drink more but still recovering from a few hours ago. Got some tendies and fishsticks that will be done soon, then gonna get comfy with some Steven Universe/F is for Family and maybe drink a bit more.
was good day >birthday was few days ago >girl talks to me abt shared interest >met up with childhood friend, ate pizza, played vidya, and watched Battle Royale >baseball team won again Life can be good comrades
Lolis can't be hurt. Konosuba is a pure universe and their gods would never let such a horrible thing happen.
Ryder Thomas
wow I really like it man, people have played it on discord VC before but I didnt know who made it.
im listening to flamingo, so cute :)
>Are the public hospitals tolerable? The normal part is fine, but the mental section I have no idea but I heard about crazy shit that has happened at the one in my city. like come guy pulling out his intestines and stuff.
man, depression and anxiety is unbearable to live with.. >Yeah, I managed to find 2 nice robots, but discord servers can go fuck themselves
Yeah man, R9K servers are all shit and full of zoomers or boomers who act like zoomers. Im lucky enough to own my own R9K server and we kick all the Jow Forums people and normies.
Hey man, im glad you do moralfag suicide, taht is very mature of you. I stopped reading after I seen the first few words. why are you so mean man..I feel bad for you that you have ti try hurt people to feel good.
Yes you did :) here is a nice juicy (you) user.
>Wanna drink more but still recovering from a few hours ago. Im out of drinks, enjoy your drinks user. tahts scary you quit your job without getting a new one man..thats big scary.
>>met up with childhood friend how do you do this... last night I was looking up my old childhood friends and it made me cry as they where all normal people with good jobs and even family and im just some fucking loser.
good luck on talking to the girl man, power to you.
Thank you comrade it is no big deal talking to girl she is very approachable and easy to talk to. Don't worry about comparing yourself to others, you are my comrade and that is enough.
Lincoln Roberts
aqua is so silly hahaha. Megu would never fall for that she is so cute mmmm.
thansk for being nice... I feel a bit bad as I was DM someone and they said tehy where a tranny and I dislike how trannys target robots so I am very hostile to them.... I like being nice poster but sometimes I am rude..I used to be a massive troll in gaming community known as a rude poster so I am trying to become nice again and not toxic...
