Fembot here. I am a hebephile and for a while I've been getting off on straight shota...

Fembot here. I am a hebephile and for a while I've been getting off on straight shota. I'll be babysitting for a neighbor and I'll be spending 6 hours alone with a 12 year old boy. I'm afraid I cannot control my urges but I really need the money. Can anyone give me some advice?

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My advice to you is delete this thread and stop larping you pedophile shit.

I'm sure this is a troll (or perhaps an exercise in wank fiction writing) but on the off chance it's not, just don't go there.

I've thought that but there aren't that many other jobs in the area.

Talk to a priest. He can help you.

>Can anyone give me some advice?
Wear a short skirt and no panties and wait until he get curious.

Is this some sort of lesbian thing I wouldn't understand?

date one of those twinky kpop boys

Surely no amount of money is worth the regret you might feel.

idk really but it feels like a mental disorder. it's not that i want young boys that are feminine but that i'm attracted to them in the same why i'm attracted to a man. Considering that it's actually affecting my life negatively it probably does count as a mental disorder.

Be my girlfriend origio

This post is triggering me, fembot. Please stop these kinds of posts and talk to your mother. Or the police or a mental hospital. Please stop posting this please.

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Fembots are fucking scum

My mother hates me so i wouldn't want to talk to her about it. also b& for faceposting
I don't wanna go too young because it'd be immoral and you're probably mega underageb&

milk him dry

How old are you, user?

oreganodesu

It's not okay to be encouraging me, anons. At least give me ideas that won't get me caught.
22 years old.

get him to spill something all over his clothes that you have to get him in the nude and possibly in the bathroom then claim you got some on your shirt too and get in the bath with him

Don't fucking go. Lmao

Watch some anime together that's not hentai but has some suggestive situations with a shota boy and an oneesan or teacher.

OP, let me put it this way: You either have some kind of OCD that has you convinced that this is an inevitability, or you're emotionally honest enough to recognize that you're likely a pedophile.

Neither is a good outcome. DO NOT touch the shota. Call it off. No amount of money is worth what you might do. Get help.

moralfags will get upset about this, but sleeping with an older woman during puberty is basically the only way to socialize a guy into not wanting to fuck teenagers

I don't know... if I was a 12 year old, I would enjoy getting my dick sucked by a babysitter. That would be fucking awesome lol

Are you fucking retarded? women almost never get in trouble for molesting little boys, and little boys (if they are pubescent) actually enjoy the experience.
There is literally no bad angles to doing any of this.

yeah, i mean, do you want him to grow up to want to fuck "milfs" or don't you
being raised as that sure as fuck beats growing up and getting fucking browbeaten into it

Little boys can't keep secrets. She could get in big trouble when he one day tells his friends or parents. And if she wanted to do something like be a schoolteacher she'd be banned from that profession.

Its a boy, suck his dick and he will love it lol.
Unless youre fat.

She won't get in trouble unless she's already a school teacher, and even then there's a large margin that she will walk away from it unscathed.

This thread makes me cringe but my schizophernic retardation has me unironically convinced I Have hebephilic urges because of my molestation and other shiet

i've been living as a NEET until a few months ago and since then i've been living paycheck to paycheck. if i were financially secure i would not be considering this.
actually, no user. i saw somebody talking about pic related a few days ago. every so often there are stories like this that get spread around online.
see in all likelihood if i do anything and just leave the kid alone after that i'll get snitched on

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I remember quite a few male friends, back when I was 11/12 that got sexually molested by their baby sitter. Of course they enjoyed it, how did we know? because they bragged incessantly about it. you are this close to going to jail because little boys that young will 100% start bragging.

Trust me if you spend more than 5 minutes with a 12 year old you won't be attracted to them anymore. Yuck.

I never admit this but I used to be molested by my sister when I was young as 3 and did the same thing to my little brother until I was 12. I think I'm a pedophile

Do nothing...immediately. Let the kid be this time,and the next few times you babysit him. Let him get comfortable with you, and his parents be comfortable in hiring you repeatedly. Let him be the brave one,and you worried and reluctant to get in trouble. This will keep discretion in his mind as a good idea.

It isn't rape if you have to pry the victim away with a crowbar.

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You know this how? Because incel memes told you so?

Someone thought I was going to molest their (16) year old son when I was 19 because I got along with him and wanted to give him alcohol (forgot it was Burgerland and not Europe), now the kid is forbidden to talk to me even though I saw them nothing as a kid.

Just kill myself senpai

feel super sad for you user. hoping you can somehow see him again.
actually the subtlety approach might work if i can pull it off. but while i'm there i might peek on him while he's changing or something minor like that.

Do you enjoy fapping to loli/cp or are you not trying to entertain the thought out of fear of finding out you really are one?

loli and shota can be sexually appealing since they're just drawn toons, i have masturbated to anything pretty much. cp (yes i have seen it while underage and some faggot sending me one with a little boy) is disgusting

i don't like kids, im just traumatized by being molested and doing that shit when i was young. i want to fucking die

Unironically be my gf. I'm 22 as well. My penis is kind of on the small side, so it would essentially be the same as a shota. What do you think?

What makes you think you're a pedophile if you don't like kids then?

why would you even do that? just masturbate and continue to shota. How could you live with yourself, socially and psychologically, after that?
Anyway I noticed this site worsens my mental illness and anxiety for some reason.

at first ss/cp was really enjoyable to see but that was mostly out of fear of getting caught. i enjoy it now.
also starting a tripcode to prevent people being confused/people impersonating me

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I don't know, im fucking retarded and mentally ill so I don't know anything anymore
This site is worsening my mental illness and confusion, and derangement, each time I go on it so I have to leave again.

i meant "unejoyable" oofps

Pedophilia is retarded.

Do whatever you want, just don't rape him and you won't cause him mental damage. The guys I know who had consensual sex with attractive baby sitters both liked it to a very high degree.

Thing is I'm not sure how tight lipped young boys will be. Might be very, very, very dangerous, especially considering female hebes are getting more and more prosecuted these days.

>uinironically thinking a little boy is going to keep quiet about fucking his baby sitter

You know what, enjoy prison im not going to bother wasting my time talking any sense to you

Isn't it pedophilia to molest a younger sibling during ages of 7-11?
I think I was 13, once, I don't know though. Fuck
Is that pedo tier?

Sorry you're becoming affected, if it helps you should know a lot of people grow up with weird sexual complexes due to inappropriate touch, it's a lot more common than society would have you believe. How do I know this? I volunteer at a youth outreach program and hearing about these things has become commonplace in my life.

Just a suggestion, OP. You could hop on Tinder and look for 18 year olds in your area that bear a resemblance to what you're interested in. There are a lot of twinkish 18 year olds who are still developing. Pretty much the exact same thing. It's a healthy way to reduce your urges by putting them onto someone who you are legally allowed to fuck. Kinda like off brand Oreos. Tastes the same, looks the same. But it's not.

Why can't people just jerk off to something normal? There are gay people who are more normal than you. Do you know how fucked that sounds?

Here's what you do
Pretend to take a nap on the couch, wear something low cut and dont wear a bra, let your nipple slip out and see if he catches it
Basically trap him into molesting you instead of the other way around

Your really sick and need help, making tasty bait like this is not good for you.

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Yea I was forced to do something with a girl my age when I was 5 and i recall at the same age with my teenage sister, and then 12 with a person in their late 20s.
I just want to die tbhfam. I know it's common but the shit is embarassing especially since i did it to my younger sibling when i was 7-11 becuase I thought it was normal and they were very young

I wish i die

ideas:

1) pee with the door open and see if he walks in on you

2) sit right beside him so you're touching and show him stuff on your phone while you put your hand on his upper thigh, see if he get's a boner

3) ask him if he looks at porn; promise you won't tell his parents; if he refuses to say be cautious but if he opens up you can maybe escalate

4) ask him for a foot rub

Technically pedo is prepubescent but let's use the term as it is commonly known (under the legal age of consent =

>for some reason
kek
How many times do the oldfags have to tell you retards this site will ruin your mind thus ruin your life, this isnt some theory this is tried and tested fact with over a decade of proof

Thing is there's a major difference between rape and consensual sex with minors, and it's been documented in psychological studies.

Rape fucks kids up HARD.

Consensual doesn't at all or does only to a very small degree.

Also boys are much less negatively effected by forced sexual experiences than girls are. Not advocating raping little boys at all but it does seem like they're more prepared for random sexual encounters.

> Do you find that letting those thoughts cross your mind could be dangerous for your mental health in any way?

Yes
It keeps popping up in my m ind
I meant i was 7-11 when I did it, not that they were.
Maybe I'm truly retarded to think im a pedophile for doing something when I was child, when I was a molested child myself.
I think I'm paranoid but it still sucks.
I was here snce I was 17 but frequently leave this site for months
I only go on here 3 months out of the year
Then I leave again
Too bad forums are dead and sm sucks

It affects males just as hard if not worse, they just don't admit it.

Technically pedo is liking pre-pubescent girls (11 or younger ish), Hebe is liking early pubescent (13-15ish) and epheb is pure normie shit, aka being attracted to 16-18 year olds, which basically all men do but few admit it. 13 is the most common age for young girls to get molested because that's when they start growing boobs and start getting sexually appealing dimorphic traits so that's when predatory men who have been lurking around in periphery tend to get aroused go in for the strike. I think it's very uncommon for men to actually be real pedos and actually like 10 year olds and shit.

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You're mentally ill. Don't ever go near kids and seek help, seriously. You WILL regret molesting an underage child.

imo you probably fucked up but it's not that bad seeing as you weren't that old but going under like 11 is immoral.
thanks for the suggestions.
i wouldn't rape him because while i would probably enjoy it i know it's immoral and i'd get penalized more heavily than i already would be.

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No they studied the long term impact on life outcomes, eg chance of depression or suicide, chance of divorce, income bracket etc.

Ask him if he knows how to kiss a girl, if he says yes tell him to prove it, if he says no ask him if he wants to learn how

I'm 19 but I've been told by many people I look 12, would a hebe like that or would they not like it because I'm not actually that young?

Smooth user, very smooth.

Sorry, Femanon. Although he'd be cool with it, he would tell his middle school friends to make himself look cool. The secret would spread like a wildfire.

I suggest you stand down.

post pics of yourself user. where do you live?
i need the money though
earlier i mentioned something about how it'd get out if i left it alone and didn't speak to him or his family again but do you think he'd keep anything i do a secret if i explain why i should to him? if i keep babysitting and i keep acting on my urges he'd have an incentive not to tell anyone because if he did i'd go to prison

Why do you have to act on it? I don't get it. Why do hebe/pedophiles act deranged? Adults attracted to adults don't want to fuck every attractive adult they see

*explain why he should
fug

Find another job, lol. Can'tyou do anything else?

it's been a few months since i've jerked off to CP and my parents forced me to delete it when they found out.

Then just jerk off to the thought of the boy instead of doing anything.. or whatever

Are you hot?

I told you to ask him if he watches porn earlier; the point of that is at the end you can say something like "this is our little secret, just like your watching pornography" and he could stay tight lipped. The threat of that leaking could keep him silent even if he wants to brag about it.

it's pretty obvious that actual sex is better than porn and every incel rapist knows it can be hard to control your urges

i'd like to avoid intimidating him. i said earlier that actual rape was off the table. if i needed to i'd do something like threaten him to keep it a secret but i wouldn't it to come to that.

No you dumb bitch wtf

He's 12. He's not capable of understanding the nuance and the plethora of reasons he should keep quiet. What do you think happens when he's at school and people are making fun of virgins? They call him a virgin? He stays quiet??? LMAO
No retard he says "I'm not a virgin I fucked my babysitter 100 times"

I remember being this age vividly and I remember the conversations, those stories got told and they instantly became 10x cooler.

Yeah it is but if you don't want to be under society's rug even more and be in a pit of social and psychological acceptability then just masturbate. Doubt your urges are stronger than mine.

I'd rather not post a picture of myself on here
I live in California though
Didn't really answer my question though, would hebes like someone like me or not?

*wouldn't want it to come to that
idk when i was younger than that i understood that you could go to jail for fucking children.

That's what I meant. I wasn't saying threaten him to coerse him into sexual acts, I was saying when the deeds are all done and the dust is settled you say that to lower the chances he squeals on you.

Yeah and nobody believes the boys who say that.

Yes thats YOUR problem not his, a simple quick google search will show you how women much better looking than you got ratted out by the kid, if not directly because she pissed him off then from his jealous friends.

this is the smart phone era, its way easier to prove than it used to be

ik ik but blackmail still feels like intimidation.
this
nigger you only find out about the ones who get snitched on because nobody can know about the ones who didn't get snitched on

I think you're slow and mentally ill but in a way that prevents intelligence AND stability.

You people are worthless.

>subhuman child rapist
>nigger
>ie dumb fag larping as woman

As stupid as fembots tend to be its quite obvious you're a man. They all get snitched on you stupid faggot, no kid is keeping fucking a grown woman a secret how stupid and oblivious to human nature can you cacs be. The ones YOU know about are the ones that make the national news, but no little boy is taking that shit to the grave you have a year or two absolute max before word spreads. Don't listen to me, rape the kid so you can get raped in jail and remember my words when you blow your head off.

on this, the job market is really tough. i'm currently working minimum wage and i don't really have any marketable skills.

Even if this is bait the anons encouraging you to do this are projecting their adult fantasies of what they wish happened to them in their own childhood. Speaking from experience, molesting a kid will fuck up their life, at least in respect to their relationships with women. I'm not gonna lie I really hate your kind but just get some help and do what you have to do to cope without scarring a child for decades.

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You can always go into camwhoring or prostitution.

It's kinda obvious by the way they're ignoring certain posts like they're reading from a script. 90% of the posts on this website are LARPS, I swear.

How about you leave him alone why should he have to be exploited and potentially get his life ruined because you can't control your sexual desires.

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well the thread moved faster than i anticipated. i'll post face with timestamp soon

As the nigger said you'll get caught because when they're talking about sexual experiences there's no way he'll keep it a secret. I really feel for you, kid probably either won't care or will look at this as a good memory, but the law will unjustly get you lots of years in prison. As a fellow pedo, always remember to picture life getting raped in jail whenever you get sexual urges on real life children. Or something that will let you control yourself.

here are the proofs i'm a real gril you autists

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>saturday night makes thread about fucking kids because she hates herself and truthfully would prefer to not have been born
>calls us autists

Typical slut logic

she's a woman and the system won't let her get raped because if it does people will fucking burn it down and salt the rubble

I hopw you understand that you're creating a sexually traumatized virgin that'll 100% end up on r9k in the foreseeable future

I refuse to believe that somebody that looks like that is on Jow Forums right now asking about how to have sex with a 12 year old