My life sucks more than your life

If I get a disability from a disease I will legitimately end my own life

How so user?

>born with cerebal palsy, couldn't walk straight until I was 10 and although improved hand strength is weak
>dysfunctional family, one side trailer trash(born and raised) other side upper class snobs and am the child of both black sheeps
>physically and mentally abused growing up
>molested by members of snobbish family
>childhood depression
>anxiety through the roof
>equally shitty life of only friend died of cancer, held his hand on his deathbed and he was the only person to show up and thanked me for letting him die alone
>final words before he passed out(away) were "man your hands really are soft and weak."
>pursuing an art degree
>hiding my depression by pretending to be a norman working at a job I hate with fake ass people around me that do nothing but bring each other down and talk about each other behind one another's back

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3 strokes at 25 really puts suffering in perspective so I highly doubt it

why do people enjoy molesting disabled kids?

how did they develop such a fucked up fetish?

If I had a physical disease I would have killed myself and cussed out God the first chance I got.

But instead I have a mental one and am tortured by voices everyday.

most likely satanists or luciferians on his snob side of the family.

>tfw have no real problems other than being kind of an autismo and 5'4, but still can't do anything
Feels bad

5'3 and ugly is worse than a couple physical disabilities to be fair

No. No it's not. Fuck you.

Oh yeah!?!? Well my dad can beat up your dad!!!

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Well I have cluster migraines also affectionately called 'suicide disease' due to how many patients just kill themselves so I doubt your tfwnogf is so much worse.

But you still have your daughter. You have someone to live for.

I went deaf at age 9, give me a go.

Holy shit cluster headaches are the scariest thing in the fucking world. I'm really sorry user. I hope it hasn't made your life too hellish.

yeah true lol loser

Thanks user. I've been trying a lot of different treatments including botox injections and all, basically anything that's not actual brain surgery (well, subocular nerve surgery) and to little avail, and probably rotting my brain with all the meds. But recently I've gotten this Cefaly device that electrically stimulates the trigeminal nerve, it hurts like a bitch at first but it's actually reduced the amount of attacks so if anyone else here suffers from migraines or cluster I really can't recommend it enough. Honestly changed my life.

my life is sadder than yours tho. imagine your basic ~80iq normie, completely uninteresting person in every way and even a little bit contemptible for my npc like lack of a soul, except without any of the positive things you might associate with that kind of person like being employed, having friends, and taking care of hygiene. i'm not even a cyborg or a failed normie i'm literally just normie in a robot, if you met me i promise you'd feel the urge to make a mercy killing.

Pretty much summed up the entire board. Replies back it up as well