Turning 40 in 2 hours

>KHV
>No friends
>No family
>Physical and mental health rapidly declining
>Hate my job
>Hate the people around me
>Hate my life
>Not sure why I even exist
I wish birthdays didn't exist, I just get reminded that I'm a waste of oxygen.

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accept hedonism

Happy birthday user. No matter how deep you fall into despair, remember you have friends here on Jow Forums.

Damn, user.... where'd it all go so wrong?

What's your job? I'm 35 and never had a full time job ever.

That's fucking rough man. I'm sorry.

Happy birthday user.when did you discover Jow Forums user?

Show us your old man balls

Fuck it man Just try find something not shit. Easier said and done for some people.

But happy early b-day user try enjoy it

>wishing user a happy birthday while he's obviously miserably on his birthday
I know you guys mean well, but still..

Congratulations, user.
Now you're only one more decade away from Lichdom.

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Probably when the condom broke.

I repair computers.

Around 2007.

Thanks for the happy birthdays.

Friendly reminder that it will never ever get better. Hopefully you have planned something to drown the dread out tomorrow OP.

>>No friends
>>No family
To he honest, that's a good thing if you ever think about using the rope. I wouldn't mind killing myself, but my mom would suffer a lot if I did it.
Once she's gone, I'll pull the trigger though.

Ever came close to offing yourself before? It seems like such a long time to suffer. Any happy memories?

Do you still watch anime? Happy birthday, despite everything.

>40
Aw shit that sucks.
It's too late now.
You missed out on your whole life.
Must suck knowing that you have absolutely no chance at happiness, and it's all your own fault.

Don't be an asshole you bitter little fuck. I hope you hate yourself deeply.

OP i at least wish you in good health, you can at least slow down your physical decline

wow I don't even know what to say to you pal. What kind of job do you have?


Oh btw, birthday.

t. 27 year old boomer

>an asshole
I'm just stating the truth m8.

That sounds really rough, probably my future if I don't off myself before

Happy birthday, guy.
I hope your life changes for the better and/or you find joy in life.

I hope something good does happen to you

sorry about the situation user
I tick all your boxes other than age, im 22.
I hope things can get better for you but from my experience things only ever get worse

please stay strong user

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Sorry to hear...

Ever thought of just getting an escort and being done with it?

He already knows. You don't have to be an autistic edgy little shit and rub it in deeper.

I hope you end up in the same situation asshole

This can't be real, any human would commit suicide long before reaching 40 in that state.

OP...keep your chin up man fuck...
im on track to be you but worse man as im hikki loser.

fap to some cute 2D for me desu

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ohoho dude youre in for a ride on how pathetic the instinct to survive can get

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It's not the truth man, plenty of people in their 30s and 40s fix their shit right up. I know I did.

Survival instict is a bitch
Just look at all those homeless and bums that would rather dive on the nearest garbage bin than kill themselves

Why not go off into the mountains and spend your life in contemplation and simple living as an ascetic?
No normies to please, no wageslavery, no society, just reading, fishing, foraging, and getting lost in dreams in your hermit's hut.

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chant with me, bobots, we do the dark chant for the soon to be wraith.

wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith. wraith.

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we should have a ceremonial chant for these such occasions. Not to necessarily glorify them but to pay respects while accepting this their grim reality

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Happy birthday op, maybe youll win the lottery and get a qt trophy wife

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