/catharsis/

Walking back home a couple weeks ago a huge storm was rolling in. I could smell the dew, I could feel the static and the clouds were that thick dark gray blue interior with the huge storm wall white exterior. It was just beautiful to see.

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What do you want in life? Why do you want to go to university? What do you want to study?

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First you have to believe that you can do something good. Have faith. If you reach your limit then you will know yourself better, and you will surpass your limit and surprise yourself with how far you can really go, if you just keep trying no matter what. BE BRAVE. Have faith in yourself. Never give up no matter what. Listen to your heart. Follow your dreams. I believe in you!

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
NOT IN THE ME WHO BELIEVES IN YOU
NOT IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN ME
BELIEVE IN THE YOU WHO BELIEVES IN YOURSELF
YOUR DRILL IS THE DRILL THAT WILL PIERCE THE HEAVENS

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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everything reminds me of her

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Who else here blue-collar?
>Tfw I carry bags of rocks 10hrs/day
>Tfw I live alone
>Tfw I actually have a degree in science
>Tfw living hand to mouth
>Tfw everyday I come home to no one and nothing eat pretty much exclusively packaged cheap foods
I just want a woman to touch me anons

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I feel you
>live with roommate
>roommate is never home
>living paycheck to paycheck
>had a gf for a week
>she left
>come home to empty house and memories
You just have to keep going and hope that someday you will meet a girl and you will be together. Until then you have to work on improving yourself and your life as much as you can. It's all you can do. Keep fighting the good fight. I believe in you.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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Earlier today I decided what my goal is in life, and it's something I want to kind of accomplish before another 10 years pass by. I have envisioned exactly how everything will play out in extreme detail. I feel very alive right now.

I'm not going to get into what my goal is because it would take a lot of explaining. But I can say that it includes being in extreme isolation for at least the next 5 years. I'm in the middle of college right now and very capable of enjoying these next 5 years just fucking around, but I have decided to bet my youth on a brighter future. Wish me luck.

right now i want to stab my thumbs into my eyes so i do not see other people. Most people in my neighborhood are privileged fucks who do not understand hard work and the benefits of not giving up when one thing goes wrong. One of them set up an orgy ring and got fuckd up with over seventeen stis, and banged his sister. These fuckers barely come off slightly more intelligent than niggers.

Also over sixty percent of them are now drop outs, that fail to work at a fast food joint because they cannot keep a job because they are addicts with shitty personality expecting friendly treatment from everyone.

I am going on to a comp sci major, and feel as if knowing these fuckers is going to reduce my chances to get a job. Even looking into the historry of the school will reveal, that five people in my graduating class have died so far, one from a drug related conflict, One from alchohol overdose, one from domestic violence, and two from drug overdoses, namely oxicontin.

I just feel like shit because i always looked down upon for my "history" where i fucked aroung in middle school having a blast.

Tanks for listening robots, this has been on my chest for a while.
user

Fight [Your name here], Fight [Your name here] on.

I BELIEVE IN YOU!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks user you made my day.
Remember, you can always laugh at anothers pain but removing it takes kindness and empathy.
So look foward to each of lifes challenges for they are going to be memories to remind you that your choises are what matter, and they will affect the world even if nobody remember your deeds

>I BELIEVE IN YOU
... in you too!!

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Keep your goal in sight and never let it go! Keep moving forward on your path to the heavens! Be strong and be brave. The road ahead may be hard, but if you follow your heart then you will reach your heavens! I believe in you.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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This may sound silly but, I just feel like I'm going hollow. I don't mean the looking like a corpse part, but the going mad part. I don't want to go mad just yet but my already tiny amount of humanity is slipping away...

As someone who has played Demon's Souls and Dark Souls I know exactly what you mean. I feel like that sometimes too. Think about it like this, though; just like in DS you have to FIGHT FOR YOUR HUMANITY

That is how I think about humanity and the soul.

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the site is acting weird. I can't do captcha and everything is very slow

Hey bro! I was wondering when you would show up. How are things? Anything new? How is it going with your girl? Did you say
>hey, you're beautiful
yet?
I believe in you!

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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Yesterday wasn't a good day, really. As I mentioned already, we all got shit sleep since we had to sleep in a car. We were supposed to leave for our hotel some time after noon, but instead we got absolute chaos with everyone doing their own thing, and we had to kill time until evening doing fuck-all waiting for everyone to return. This coupled with the bad sleep sent her into a bad mood, and when she's in a bad mood it's soo difficult to talk to her. You can say just about anything and not get any reply. Maybe one word replies to questions, that's all. So we both spent the day doing our own shit, avoiding each other. The entire vacation is like this, when she gets in a bad mood, you just gotta avoid any contact until everything's fine again. It really messes with me though, at one point she's the nicest funniest person ever with the most beautiful smile, and at the next moment you're just scared of talking to her in fear of pissing her off. In the evening things cleared up a little, and I could finally talk to her and make her laugh again. It's always such a relief, haha. I got drunk since I kept getting poured wine, but I didn't say anything to her because she was still a little distant. I suggested watching Pulp Fiction, so we did, we talked a little after that and went to sleep shortly, since it was already 1 am and we really needed to rest at this point. I thought a little and I'm sure that I'll have no problem saying anything to her when I'm under the influence of alcohol. My birthday is coming up tomorrow, so we're going to do some proper drinking, since we didn't yesterday. I am still rapidly losing hope, but it's at least worth a shot to compliment her and try to make her feel less insecure here.

So that's about my day man. How about yours? I don't think I ever read a blogpost like this from you, haha.

Well let me blogpost for a minute here my friend because i just dropped acid and i am beginning to trip.

Just fyi when I make these threads I am usually completely sober.

i actually made another thread on here about my trip so far. I was looking up close at the end of my cigarette and it looked like a tiny glowing city. It's about to be dawn here in the great state of Florida so I will witness one of the most beautiful things in the entirety of nature, a Floridian sunrise, on acid. I will keep this thread open as well as the other as I trip, I will keep you updated. I'm about to go outside again and have another cig, I think that in about an hour I will be tripping hard maybe.

For now let me give you this advice my bro; just keep making her smile. Keep the energy light, you know what I mean? It's hard sometimes. Hey look at it like this, it's like when the times when I feel absolutely awful but I still make a /catharsis/ thread! Be like me, bro! Anytime the world gets you down just keep moving forward! Also I know how hard it can be to open up in a social situation TRUST ME I have struggled with this LITERALLY my entire life but don't RELY on alcohol so much as just let it relax you a little bit so you can be more natural and easy. Yeah I know it's kind of a may may on here about "lol just b urself" but FUCK IT what that means is don't let the negative energy in the world get the best of the positive energy that naturally lives in your soul, in my soul, and in every single soul ever from the dawn of time and until the end. It's that spark, the light in the dark. That's what I mean when I have writted lol i'm keeping that typo because it is funny WRITTEN before about kindling the fire in your soul. How do you kindle a fire? WITH A SPARK

I will post again when I come back from my cig. Anyway bro thinking of ya hope it all goes well and YOU GOT THIS BRO.

and, of course, as always,

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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One more thing before I go outside sorry to hear your day wasn't great keep your head up bro don't let the world get you down. Alright now I am going outside I will post when I get back

Nice man I hope you enjoy your trip! Acid is great, I would do it all the time if it didn't make me so nauseous and make my guts feel like they're rolling around in my stomach haha. I actually did acid a few times with oneitis, it's actually how we started talking a few years ago. I was always the person to go to when you needed drugs, since I have all the connections you can imagine. It takes me back, I heard from my mate that the "weird girl from class" and her best friend want to try out acid, so I got it for them and acted as their tripsitter. I would never have thought that that I would fall in love this hard with "that one weird girl". Oh man.

What cigarettes are you smoking? My favourites are yellow camels and red or gold marlboros. Also how much acid did you take? Is it legit acid? Are you planning to smoke weed? I can tell you a story about a horribly bad trip I had last month on the first of July if you want, hah.

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I wish I am either completely human or completely inhuman. Now I'm stuck in the middle with all the flaws of a human without the perks of being human. Why do I even have to feel compelled to socialise and have a companion of the opposite sex?

I was reading your post and I got distracted and looked at that image. wew lad that fucking image. nice one dude. post more stuff like that that's cool as fuck when you're already seeing visuals and getting vision trails and shit i keep looking at it as i'm writing this it's very cool.

i'm still looking at that picture
based
just wanted to share that before i respond further to your post
i don't think you ever told me the story of how you met your oneitis before! the universe is full of surprises. i think it's a cute story, best word i can find to describe it right now even though i don't often use "cute" to describe things. wew my dewd that picture is NUTS when you're starting to trip, which i am

let's see in answer to your questions i am smoking american spirit gold. they are my favorite cigarette. i am not sure of the exact dose, probably ~150mg, i'm not sure. gel tab. seems legit so far. if i had weed i would probably smoke some but i don't right now, it's all good though. yeah tell me about your trip, i am interested. obviously i have forgone proper punctuation so forgive my unpunctuated walls of text. overall i feel pretty good right now and i'm about to go back outside and watch the sun rise.

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i am going to preface my response with that i am beginning to trip right now but i want to respond to your post because i understand the idea you are conveying and i want you to know that i don't want you to feel like i was ignoring you in this thread because i always read every post in my threads

i know what it's like to be lonely. we feel the void in our souls because a soul seeks a soulmate in this universe. you just have to keep moving forward on your path in life. if you ever meet a girl that you KNOW that you like then tell her in some way! make that move! do not be afraid to step out of your comfort zone because that is the only way that you will grow. be brave!

i wasn't expecting to keep this thread up until now but since it is and i am tripping i'll just keep it up and see what happens. sorry you didn't catch me in a thread where i'm not tripping. actually this is the first time i have tripped in 8 years and the first time i have tripped while posting on four chan

all i want to say is that i want you to be brave and to never give up and don't let the negative energy in the world get in the way of the positive energy that is ALWAYS in your soul, even if it is buried so far beneath all the pain that you can't even feel it, that spark of positive energy is there and you will find it if you keep searching and never give up

i wish you all the best on your travels through life, user. if you ever feel like you can't make things better remember that

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

Good to have you back wanderer user. How you've been lately.

I don't have many gifs like that, so I'll post a photo I took the day before yesterday at this cliff. Glad you found that other one cool haha. I hope you enjoy that sunrise, must be amazing man.

That bad trip was insane mate. I dropped some 1P-LSD when I was at oneitis' house with a bunch of friends when it was already like 2 am, thought it'd make the night more interesting. When it kicked in it was glorious, talked to my friends and listened to music, I was feeling really great and content with everything. At around 4 am everyone was already going to sleep and I decided it would be a good idea to roll a joint and smoke it, I knew it would take the trip up a notch. So I went to the yard and rolled up a fat 1g joint to smoke. I was smoking and chilling and suddenly it hit me like a train. I started feeling those sensations you couldn't even imagine while sober, and reality was starting to fall apart. I thought this was cool as hell and continued smoking. My oneitis who was in the house texted me about what was going on and I told her I got sent into fucking space by that joint. When she asked if I was okay and if she should come down and talk to me (just from the way I was texting it was apparent I was high as a fucking kite) I replied that it's okay and that I'll stay by myself. I was so high I was afraid that I wouldn't even be able to communicate with her and that she would see me as a fucking lunatic lol. I threw away the joint while a half of it still remained as I was already so strung out I started looping and shit. I went inside the house and there everything went south. My thoughts were going by so fast and my mind was getting blown over everything I thought of, and I started overanalyzing the trip. I got lost in what I was thinking about and then, the loop came. Every thought I had felt like it was connected to the one before, in a way that when I would think of something and the thought would end, it felt like I was at this one spot.
CONT.

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Every thought I had seemed to lead my mind into this one "spot". Now I was so fucking high I thought that I had figured something extremely important. That "spot" feeled like it was there all the time, even while I was sober, and the LSD just made me notice it. The reason this happened is because exactly a year before (1st of july 2017) I got stuck in a loop that was very similar to this one. So there I was, feeling like fucking Einstein because I discovered something that's in our everyday lives, but noone notices it. I wanted to write it down, but I just couldn't wrap my mind around what that "spot" was and how to describe it. I started analyzing it extremely hard, trying to find the right words, while looping on and on and on. But this "spot" was just a complete delusion, so it was impossible to describe. I got very frustrated over this, I tried googling stuff about it, but I didn't find anything. I looked at my search history a few days later and found out what I was typing was just hilarious mad rambling. I had googled shit like "have I figured out the thing yet" "LSD should the loop be continued" and retarded shit like that hahaha. At this point the trip turned into a nightmare. Because I was so lost in my thoughts I completely snapped and nothing made sense anymore. I was thinking in absolute gibberish, I lost track of where I was and shit. At this point I knew I was stuck in a loop and that it brought me to this point, but I was beyond saving. All of my thoughts became gibberish, I lost track of where I was, my heart was pounding a thousand miles an hour, and I was extremely nauseous. It felt like I was going to die. I knew I was just on acid and that it would pass, but at the time I felt I had gone insane. So I laid there for 3 hours, suffering HARD and just waiting for it to end. It eventually did end, but I felt fucking scarred.

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It was probably the scariest experience I've had in my life. Nothing compares to having everything taken from you like this, especially your mind. The entire day after I was feeling absolutely sick. I couldn't eat, and I had residual hallucinations even 16 hours after dosing.

I lost a part of my soul on that day. It's still stuck in that insanity, in the hell I was pulled into on that couch. Pic related is who I felt like after crawling out of the madness, I soon changed my profile pic on normalfagbook to an edit of my face with Venom Snake's eyepatch, scars and shrapnel haha. I know this is autistic, but I never told anyone why I did it and I kind of like how it looks. I am fine however, I tripped again after that and even smoked weed on the trip and I had a blast. I just learned the hard way that it's not a good idea to smoke huge amounts of weed while sleep deprived and alone on acid. I now look at it as a cool experience and a test of mental strength that I kind of passed, because I didn't freak out or anything, and just waited the thing out.

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I hate college but Idk what I'd be doing instead. Everything bores me and Idk if it's a result of hiding my true colors for so long.

thank you user

this is the real Jow Forums i wish there were more real threads like these

hey bros i am tripping on acid right now
here is a picture of the floridian sunrise that i saw just a few moments ago
i wish i had a camera that would do it justice

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>thank you user
thank you indeed Wanderer, we love you!

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i love you too my bros

i like that .gif
i saved it
here have one in return
it's not vaporwave but it is cool
post more vaporwave
i love vaporwave

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Must have been nice man, don't worry about the pictures not looking like real life, the main thing is you could have seen it with your own eyes, while tripping. The sky is amazing to look at on psychedelics. Look at these clouds I saw the day before yesterday, not on acid but still cool, never seen anything like it before

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I took this one right after I took
Nature is so beautiful man, I can't get over it

nice picture bro thank you for posting it!
the sunrise was amazing, it's always beautiful but words cannot describe it

i was just outside staring at the clouds for a while. i love clouds. very nice clouds you posted, thank you! post more clouds if you have them

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let's all take a moment to appreciate how cool clouds are
i could look at clouds all day

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i like this song
youtube.com/watch?v=8GW6sLrK40k

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Say no more, I will dump all the pics that have cool clouds visible. Pic related is my home town, with cool clouds.

Anyway, what do you think about my trip report? Did you ever have a similar experience? My friend told me he was stuck in the exact same loop, with the "spot" and all

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This is a chateau in my country that I visited last month, with cool clouds over it.

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I took this pic on the coolest viewpoint over my hometown. The city is not visible in this pic, as I was taking it because a famous landmark near my oneitis' small town is visible in the far distance. I had no idea it was visible from my hometown, that's why I took the pic.

Coincidentally, there are cool clouds in the pic

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nice clouds
i am listening to the song i just posted but at 0.75 speed
they say a picture is worth a thousand words, in that case this song at 0.75 speed is the picture i would use to describe how i feel right now

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>let's all take a moment to appreciate how cool clouds are

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listen to this song at 0.75 speed and tell me that's not cool

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This is the landmark I was talking about. It's a blurry pic, but I don't have a better version. I was drunk and shaky while I took it, let me tell you what happened.

I was invited to party with my friends and oneitis, but I wanted to get drunk with my friends before that. So I did, and when I was going to the railway station by bus, I vomited on the ground like a fucking mongoloid. I then proceeded to change my clothes in the busiest street in my city and miss the train as a result. I caught another train, although I almost missed that one too. When I got out I found out I missed the bus that would take me to the small town, so I had to walk. While walking I thought the landmark looked cool and took a pic.

I like sharing stuff like this, I want you to know a little more about me, so I will probably post more small blogpost like this, if you don't mind. I want you to have a nice read when you're coming off the LSD and come back to the thread I guess.

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nice clouds and nice song. thank you for posting them! i will listen to it after the music i am listening to now. have you ever listened to HOME? it's an old electronic band. it's really cool stuff, i'm listening to it at .75 speed right now.

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lmaooo I know exactly what you mean man. LSD without weed feels like this for me too. enjoy it man I know you're having a good time. what are you thinking about?

i'm actually just lurking around as i trip. dude feel free to write about anything here, write all the blogposts that you can! i am a fast reader and i don't mind at all! that's a very nice picture. sounds like you had a rough day to say the least, but to experience what you saw in that picture made it all worth it in a way, right? everything is connected and everything happens for a reason, good or bad.

i have this other gel tab and i'm going to take that too because this is the first time i've tripped in years and i'm going to go all out

i was thinking about this:
nothing is just a thing
no thing is just a thing
every thing is connected in some way to every other thing so no thing exists without the entire universe of every thing

there should be more words for "thing" like how eskimos have over 9000 words for snow

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this is what i must look like right now watching clouds on my balcony

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"thing" is a very vague term indeed. I don't think it's an important word though. It's specifically used to simplify describing things.

EXACTLY
that's what i mean
there should be more words for thing so you don't have to say "thing" over and over again when you are describing someTHING. SEE WHAT I MEAN try to describe an object or idea to someone else without using the word "thing"

Very good thread wanderer. God bless you

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thank you user

God bless you too

How are you today?

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yeah I never thought about it this way. in my language it's not like this. the words for thing,something,anything,everything,nothing are all diffirent.

RIGHT? that's cool that your language has more words do describe THINGs though. Do you mind if I ask what your language is? Mine is obviously English and if you were wondering I am a typical American in that I only speak two languages; English and bad English.

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Last time I posted on one of these it was almost 2000 words and it helped me a lot. Now I feel some drive returning.

I'm doing quite good. I've got the next two weeks off and I plan to spend them writing, exercising and meditating. I've got lots to work on and it's all very exciting. How are you fren?

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My language is Czech. It's a slavic language from the westernmost country of Eastern Europe. Russian is also a slavic language, if that clears things up a bit. All slavic languages are similar, but we have a completely diffirent accent than Russians, and if you heard the two languages, you probably wouldn't even notice they're related. If you've heard about Kingdom Come: Deliverance , it's set in my country.
I also speak English (obviously), Spanish and a bit of German. I never use the latter two though.

i am sending positive energy your way user
YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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I wish I could do it user, I lost the faith a long time ago.

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mein checked. Thank you Wanderer, you are my greatest ally today.

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i am good fren just about to go outside again and watch clouds as i listen to electronic music slowed down to a nice chill tempo

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Did you pop the second cap yet? How are you feeling? Godspeed mate

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YOU CAN
if you tell yourself that you can't do something then you can't but not because of the obstacle outside of you it's because of the obstacle that you create in your mind when you say that you can not do something

the reverse is also true. if you believe that YOU CAN accomplish something then there is no obstacle before you but the obstacle itself

you can, user. i believe in you.

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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yes i took it a few minutes ago. i am letting it dissolve right now. i feel good. i took the same amount that i did a few hours ago. we will see what happens.

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hey anons post all the nicest pictures that you have. anything with good energy. clouds are awesome. vaporwave is cool. let's fill this thread with pictures with positive energy.

i was thinking what if we just post all the positive energy that we can and share our favorite cool pictures with each other. that would be cool.

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this picture has a lot of positive energy to it

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catharsis can be anything that purges bad vibrations from your soul. pictures, music, words, CLOUDS
i'm not saying looking at clouds all day will fix everything but it's worth a shot and even if nothing changes at least you will have seen some cool clouds that day

clouds are awesome. go look at some clouds. thank me later

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i am about to go back outside and look at clouds again but i just want everyone to really appreciate how awesome clouds are

honestly go outside and watch clouds for a while and tell me you don't feel even a little bit better

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enjoy dude. you have to post a trip report sometime. maybe in your next thread or something.

i will make a post about it for sure. i mean i'm not really doing anything today other than looking at clouds and browsing here so if this thread stays up for a while i'll be around checking on it from time to time

Tell me how you feel about females and gfs. Why do you think we, humans have such a hard time with this, when all other animals just go and fuck? Do you think this is fair? Do you think that even though we have it hard it's better than what the other animals have because it pays off more?

Alright will do cap
Origogogo

Hi user, I really like this thread. I was recently dumped by the only girl ive ever touched and kissed and now I got nothing left bad the sad memories and nothing to look forward toward but progressive mental deterioration.

I hope that when I die, my spirit becomes free and I can roam the world and see beautiful sights that I couldnt see in life.

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i think that it is our unique consciousness as humans to experience love in the way that we do with other human beings. every atom in the universe has the energy of love, or what we call love but what i would describe as THE SUBSTANCE OF THE UNIVERSE

it's all connected. animals and plants mate and reproduce and who are we to say what they do or do not feel, however humans experience love on such a deep level, i mean on a level where every fiber of your being has this substance that we call love in it that it makes me wonder what are human beings? where did we come from? WHY DO WE EXIST? the answer is that no one really knows for sure.

it all makes me wonder. i call myself a. wanderer because that is how my spirit is, it wanders. i often wander in my thoughts for hours even when i do not physically go anywhere.

maybe this is a clue to what love really is, it's like a thought, it has the ability to transcend the physical universe, intangible and yet there is some THING there. you cannot touch love but you can feel it. you cannot see love but you know that it is real. love transcends the physical universe and yet it must exist somewhere physically in some way in this universe because love is so real.

real, eternal love is real and is something in itself separate from those things that come and go. love lives forever because love is a living thing

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aw man i know exactly how you feel that is exactly what happened to me just a couple months ago. first gf i've ever had, i really loved her but you know i never told her that i loved her. i was afraid. i was afraid of what would happen if i told her how i really felt about her. i should have told her, i just don't know what to say all i can say is that i was in a bad place and didn't really know how i even felt even though i knew that i loved her. just a bunch of doubt. i did once as i said goodbye to her as she walked out the door and she turned back to me and said "love you" i think, it was something like that but she said she loved me in passing almost as a habit and i don't even remember if i said that i loved her back but knowing me i think i did, i don't remember it's all a blur now but i really did love her i was just to scared to tell her because i was afraid and now i don't think i'll ever get that chance again

but there is hope. there is hope for me and there is hope for you, user. yeah the girls we loved are gone and that is something that we will carry for eternity, the crushing weight of that loss. but know that as long as you just keep moving forward on your path in life you might have the chance to meet another girl and start over.

you just gotta believe

YOU CAN DO IT BECAUSE I BELIEVE IN YOU

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good job user you are going to make it. we are all going to make it in one way or another

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I just want the courage to be like skyking, I want out. But I want to go out on my terms, defying this shit of a world

i think the world would be a batter place if everyone had the courage to live like skyking died

i am going to bump this thread now to keep it alive because i think it has been a nice thread so far and i would like it to continue

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Looks like a cover of The Midnight's record

i have not heard that record but i think another user said the same thing about this picture when i posted it one time. are they a popular music group?

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Holy shit thread is still up? Still tripping? Enjoy the comedown dude.

I wonder if OP is sleeping now...

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yeah i am. i have been lurking and bumping it as i go about my day today. thanks bro it's more like in waves than a steady flow

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no i am still awake and will be for a while

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