How weed gave me psychosis and landed me in a mental hospital

I took some edibles. I ate 2 small cookies that night at about 8:00 PM to quickly feel the most euphoric I've ever felt on any substance. It only took about 30-60 minutes to kick in. After eating the cookies I couldn't get to sleep and was starting to have racing thoughts, concepts and ideas racing through my head. Being a computer geek I decided to browse the web and listen to some of my favorite 60's psych/garage bands. As the night progressed I found I was reading whole articles very quickly. I was finding a lot of intrigue with HP Lovecraft's early life. I didn't know why it came to me, he just always intrigued me and thought I'd read up on him. This is where I came across his writing about the mirage plant, and how it has been considered to be the true origin of the meaning of 4:20. In my stoned state this blew my mind and I had to take a break. His words spoke right to me and I was thinking deeply at this point.

I got a little tired around 1 AM and thought I'd lay on the couch for a bit. This is where things were getting weird for me. The dream I experienced shortly after haunts me to this day. I remember being in front of group of men in full Freemasonic dress and they were initiating me to be a 33rd degree Freemason. It was dark and the men kept telling me I was chosen to follow out their task. At this point I awoke sweating with a fast beating heart. I got up and went outside to smoke a cigarette. I looked at the clock and it was just after 3:00 AM. The cigarette calmed me down a bit and I could think about my dream. Normally it would've just been a dream but being high I managed to run my mind into an over analytical loop of what the dream was really trying to say. I've always been a little intrigued by secret societies. The night sky was so clear and the stars were bright. I got a strange dark feeling shortly after and felt I knew the answer to the universe. I felt like there was a reason I chose to smoke and eat weed.


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For what seemed like an eternity of being stoned I decided to go to bed shortly after 4 AM and decided I found what being high was all about. I listened to some Electric Wizard and the slow drone lulled me off to sleep. The next day I awoke refreshed but didn't feel myself. I still felt high but I was thinking clear enough to go to work, or so I thought. What was I thinking. I was still high and was over analyzing everything. I went to work and totally freaked my co-workers out. I kept telling them that the computer system wasn't running right. In my strange state of mind was trying to explain how to fix it. I had to use the restroom multiple times due to all the water I was drinking to flush the THC out of my system.
I've been in touch with my spirituality but never liked to label myself as any certain religion. On my first break I thought I'd meditate/pray that these feelings would pass. Strangely it kind of worked. But what happened next was any pot smokers worst nightmare. I was asked into my supervisor's office. That did it... The panic really set in then. They could tell I was high on something and I wasn't in my right mind. My sup said I had to take a drug test and drove me to the clinic to run a test. At this time I really disliked my job and decided to stand up for myself I refused to take the drug test and they sent me home. My wife came to pick me up and she and I were really angry at the situation. At the time she didn't know I was partaking in smoking/eating pot the previous few days so she was confused and upset. I felt trapped by my anxiety and was beginning to get very nervous.


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I was tempted to run out of the car but she kept me in. She decided to stop off at her work and she ordered me to stay in the car. At this point I started to lose touch with reality and can't explain why I thought this was a good idea. I ran into her office flipping everyone off and ran to the bathroom. Everyone was in shock and the cops were called. They asked me why I was acting the way I did and I told them I smoked and ate weed and that I felt it should be legal. That was a great idea... After confirming with them that I wasn't going to hurt myself or anyone else they decided that I needed to go to the hospital. At this point I had no reason to hide what I did and let them search my bag which had nothing in it. As I was having a full blown panic attack they put me in the custody of my wife and I was in the back of an ambulance. I was in a dream state for the next 2 days and completely blacked out. I remember feeling as if I was dying and had let go of my soul and was in purgatory. I had a sense of astral projection a number of times and could see myself in the hospital bed and wondered why I couldn't get up. I later found that they pumped me full of benzos and sleeping aids.

I awoke the third day realizing I wasn't at the hospital anymore. Feeling back to base line I felt that I'd explore my new surroundings. I made my way to the main area of the building and asked the lady at the desk where I was. She informed me that I was at the state mental hospital... What in the hell.. At this point I was shocked and couldn't believe what happened. I barely could recognize myself in the mirror. I looked ghostly and tired. Apparently I didn't sleep for the first day at the hospital and wasn't making much sense when talking. In my altered state I also refused counseling which made them initially think I was crazy. I was put on psych analysis and they couldn't find anything wrong with me after all of the testing. 3/3

This happened to me, I took too much weed and went into a state of psychosis where I met Yog-Sothoth. Lovecraftian horror and induced paranoia is not fun. Took me about 3-5 days to fully regain my senses. I had a friend who went into a ward for months because he got addicted to weed and became psychotic.

It's certainly not fun. Weed is more dangerous than many realize. Lots go to the hospital for weed issues.

I get mild psychosis from any form of stimulant and very very slightly from weed but I feel better just from excersise and shit

remember the law of signatures. what a plant causes, it can also cure. what it resembles, it is a medicine for. the difference between a medicine and a poison is the size of the dosage. pic unrelated

you didnt know what you were doing and you ate way too fucking much. for people with psychosis and schizophrenic tendencies, weed is a cure. for people who don't suffer from those, weed can cause those symptoms to manifest. you jumped into the deep end and you almost drown. chalk it up as a lesson.

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Not gonna read all of this, but weed overdose is real and oral consumption is the easiest way to do it.

Same shit happened to me. I thought the Illuminati was after me and extremely paranoid about people listening to my conversations with bugs.

>for people with psychosis and schizophrenic tendencies, weed is a cure
Oh shut up. I'm schizophrenic and I can tell you this guy's pulling facts out of his ass.

>My wife

why the fuck are you here? Seriously, what makes you think you have anything in common with the posters here.

Fuck off back to facebook

This.

Why do so many have trouble with edibles though? Like normal weed panic attacks I can ride out. Edibles are just way too much.

Yeah it can happen. But only to people with psychotic tendencies to begin with. This type of stuff has happened to me in small doses, it's always a result of low blood sugar and the solution is to eat more. Low blood sugar + weed = existential dread. You're supposed to have a massive stash of munchies and sweets

True this happened cause I didn't eat or drink water too and already have anxiety and just took too much tbqh. But I prefer CBD now anyway

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Had a massive panic attack on weed 3 months ago and I'm still fucked up from it. Shits no joke, people should be aware of the negative effects it could have on you.

Yeah people underrate that weed in sufficiently high doses is a psychedelic with deliriant overtones. You can get full blown delusions, visuals, and vivid fantasies with high amounts of THC.

qq more bitch

U r rote omg

that doesnt sound like psychosis at all my man you need to face facts and accept that there are things that are happening in your life that you need to explore and understand

also ive been told that thc is an mk ultra reprogrammed which is why its always been given a bad rep and why people tend to have panic attacks after they smoke, which arent panic attacks theyre just the mk ultra reacting to it. ive heard that certain people have been programmed to kill themselves when they smoke to prevent any further deprogramming

spooky stuff

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You're crazy, this has been used for centuries