Friday night feels thread. Good, bad, let it out.
How you doing brothers?
>Auswitch skeleton finally starting to look good, back starting to look thick, good progress on ohp and rows, finally got bench form down
>Meeting up with a middle school friend who I havent seen in years for beers
>Been reading the bible and thinking of conversion to christianity
>Asian spotted
Go to /sci/ , people lift weights here , not the abacus
Pretty ok desu
>morning wood isn't really happening, but I'm hoping that's more because i'm not getting enough sleep
But
>can still at least get a boner without porn
Good stuff
>been working out and eating decent almost a month straight.
>arms looking slightly bigger, abs will be coming shortly
>having feelings for another female after being in a bad place for a couple months when i got dumped
Even tho the chick is lesbo, still nice to just talk to her.
>world is just a little brighter
I'm gonna make it, bros. We all are
Not even close to asian, faggot.
Idk my man, seems I can't escape the graveyard no matter how much I eat, It's messing me head up. Not gonna fucking stop trying though.
>Friday night
Its noon you cuckhold
Follow Mckenna's advice and you'll find a lot more meaning inside your life. Or just pick up religion and become a christdrone.
Broke up with gf almost 2 months ago because i wasnt happy anymore. Now i live alone in a very nice apartman, in a nice city. I have a not that bad job that i actually like. The only thing i dont like is waking up in the morning.
So, this was a really great day dudes.
Its Friday. Work was great today, time was rushing so fast, and there wasnt any complications. At the evening im going to drink with colleagues at the riverside and shit.
Tinder is thrieving, i talk to 4 girls in this very moment that i came across in the app, plus two girl from work. I've got a lot of confidence while i was in a 4 year old relationship. Now im listening some music, preparing myself to go buy some beer and shit. And next week im going to start lifting again.
I feel happy Jow Forums. The old me is back to buisiness.
you better not
make sure you're eating and resting enough
do not slack ,still don't obsess over it
>Going on holiday next week with work friends
>one bird I like is going yet shes not into me
>will have to watch her get with my mate or other men
>everyone is likely to get laid but me
>need to get the valium in for the flights
How do I get out there with a positive mind? Shes not some oneitis bs, I dont have that stalker mentality, as soon as i meet other girls i dont think of her, its just i see her on a daily basis.
I also have barely any drive to persue women, never really have (found a girl i liked and ended up in a 5 1/2 yr relationship) yet i cant get sex off my mind.
Tl;dr help a man with getting out there again
>All places are america
Mckenna was a charlatan pandering to children on drugs who only listen to whomever tells them what they already wanted to think.
Spend a month sober and read something older than this century. Find out just how old those ideas are and just how nowhere they've ever gone. Welcome to adulthood.
>reading the bible
Based and redpilled
I feel ok for the most part
>after spending a few months going three times or twice a week at a cheap gym, I signed up for a better gym and have been going there every day, finished my first month
>ignored my ex and her attempts to contact me, fuck her, she was the one that asked for the break up in the first place lmao
>read the last few chapters of fight club today, feels good to be able to read everyday again
>play basketball with my bros later, I tought cardio was a meme but on the last game everyone sad I had a killer performance, first time in my life someone compliments me regarding an sport
>one month away from porn and fapping
For the stuff that are bothering me
>great grandmother is having a new alzheimers breakdown, can't recognize anyone from the family and refuses to eat or take her remedies, says she knows that everyone is trying to poison her, I'm worried about the old hag, hope she gets at least a bit better
>mom blames herself for what is happening to aforementioned great grandma, cries a lot, visits her every day, comes back home, cries more, feels bad to see her this way but she doesn't want to be helped, me and my dad tried
>signed up for 3 jobs, all promissed me an interview but none called me yet, it's been a month, feels bad desu, will go on with my shitty job for some time still I guess
>girl tried to hit on me, she talks and looks like my ex and I'm not attracted to her at all so I tried to be nice and make it clear that I was not interested, I think she got a bit mad since she blocked me on all social media, feels bad to end this way because it's not everyday that someone is nice to me
I don't even know why I'm living anymore man
I want to believe in love, I want to believe there's a job out there I'll enjoy and friends who will stick around, but I can't bring myself to believe when my personal experience says otherwise
I feel empty, it hurts, and it's my fault
glad you're seeing progress user, keep going on and always remember why you started lifting to always keep you going. I don't know if you were an atheist or some other religion but i was raised in a christian home and i have to say i lost my way from christianity while being a teenager but i'm glad to say that i found my way back to christianity now after realizing some things and i must say having faith in God is something that keeps us humble and kind, good for you that you found something to believe in.
you should try noporn user, at least for a week or two and see if there's any progress.
It doesn't matter if she is a lesbian, even if things don't work out as you want them to at least you can be friends with her and share things, speaking with someone willing to listen is going to help you a lot user
you will eventualy see some progress if you keep on eating at a surplus user, it's not easy and it requires determination but if you're willing to commit it will be worth it, just don't give up.
sounds like your life is pretty good user,keep doing what you are doing, do you hate waking up in the morning because you feel tired?
don't over think it too much user, try to ignore her, i know it's not easy but you have to not give her any importance whatsoever and try to find another girl, maybe try online dating i don't really know where to meet people either so i can't really help you there, or maybe try talking with your colleagues and ask them if they have any friend that they could introduce you to.
i'm sorry to hear about your grandmother and your mother user, i'd want to say that your grandmother will get better but i don't think that will happen and i don't want to get your hopes up, i think the best thing you can do is accept it and talk to your mother and calm her down and try to make her understand that it's not her fault and she can't really fix what is happening to her. (will cont)
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Stick with your job for now even if it's not good paying or what you want, eventually something will come up as long as you keep trying i know that you will find something and hopefully everything will get better over time. As for the girl i think you did good, it's not good to get into a relationship if you don't have feelings for her, you'd feel miserable or make her suffer for nothing and make her hate you if you were to get into such a relationship and i think that you don't need that kind of negativity in your life. You will find someone that you are going to like eventually and i think it's worth the wait, use the time to improve yourself.
I know how you feel user, i know life is shitty but you have to keep going, you have to find something and cling to it to keep going, you will eventually find a job you like if you keep searching enough, but you have to experiment first, you will never know what you like unless you really try it first. Friends come and go sadly, i don't think you should get too attached to them, maybe to your best friend if it's a person you really trust but you should not give up yet and keep on going, you will never know how your life will be one or two years from now on unless you're there to see, don't give up user!.
Nah dude, i hate waking up in the morning, because i cant stay at home chilling, playing ang shit but have to work lol
Broke up with gf of 3 years back in february because some other girl I liked and I wasn't in love with my old gf anymore. Dated this new girl for a couple months, I never stopped fucking my ex gf all this time. The new girl decided to stop dating me, I have been feeling heartbroken for a few months, recently started to realize she is just a common roastie. Old gf for the past couple weeks has been a little short with me because she says there is a guy hitting on her and she like him, not sure if made up or real.
So what do you know, I'm taking her for dinner or something tonight. Not sure if it's that I want her back or just the feeling that she could be with somebody else feels strange to me.
I've come to terms to what will happen to my grandma, but thanks for all the kind words user, will keep them in mind, we are all gonna make it
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Also idk what to say about that user you just have to get used to it, maybe try getting a day off every now and then and just chill, that could make the experience a bit more agreable
Gotta say it's a bit complicated user but since you broke off with her because you weren't in love with her the first time i don't think that could have changed, i'd say that 70% of what you are feeling is the fear of losing her and her dating someone else, but at the same time after experiencing with that other girl you might have seen the differences between them two and unconsciously chosen your ex gf because in your eyes she is better than the one you dated or better than every other girl out there, and if she agreed to have dinner with you then she still has some feeling for you for sure, so see how you feel about her tonight, if you're happy about seeing her, happy that she agreed to have dinner with you and if she is going to make you happy while having dinner then you still have feelings for her too and i think it would be worth it to give the relationship a second chance. Good luck tonight user.
no problem user, glad i can help some fellow anons with some kind words and maybe make them feel a lil bit better
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Thanks 10/10 reply
Interesting. Not OP, but what do you recommend?
I've been looking into Christianity too, but the sorry state of the Catholic church has left me conflicted. Why would God let his own church become so terribly corrupt? (inb4 "But the Orthodox Church is the true--" memes). The problem of evil in the broader sense doesn't bother me, but the church being corrupted does.
>Be an insufferable straight-edge faggot for years
>Skip out on drugs during high school
>discover Mckenna
>Fuck it, I'm going to find out if he's bullshitting me 100%
>Take 20g of mushrooms over several days
It gave me social and mental gains I don't think otherwise would have ever been possible. I'm almost chad now. I'm smiling everywhere, socializing spontaneously and making many new friends. Psychedelics are the redpill.
what even is this post? who are you quoting? jesus christ will you summer tourists fuck off already you are a huge cancer
Had a date yesterday with cute girl i met on Tinder. She would be great for me as a girlfrend but i dont know how she feel about me. Texted her today ans still no answer.
She was my only not fat match so far. I just hope for the best. Still motivanted to improve myself physically on the gym.
Inb4 yes she was asian.
I'm fine for the most part except for the ability to express sadness which is really starting to get to me.
I have never been able to express sadness in a good way, i remember that when i was at my grandmas funeral i just wasn't sad i was actually laughing at something stupid.
Now unless i'm drunk i just can't express any sadness which is really hard.
Christianity is a fine learning tool, but subscribing to any religion is borderline retarded
I want to try it but I worry it'll effect me negatively and permanently.
As I'm just becoming more active, I'm becoming a different person already.
Busy as fuck, but in a good way. I graduate in December, and between taking 15 hours and working a bartending job while maintaining a gf and social life I have very little time. Everything is moving in the right direction though.