I'm feeling so restless. It's hard for me to just sit down and relax. Enjoying watching tv, listening to music or anything else in this regard is simply not possible anymore. I always think that I should actually work on my software projects and learn. Omg so many projects. So much math.I rarely go to bed before 3am, but I have to get better so I can leave this mess what is my life behind me. I don't want to stay a poorfag.
How is your life? What are you up to? Also comfy thread.
I'm so fucked brother. I'm two weeks away from college. I honestly don't give two shits about it. I'm really not looking forward to it, it was supposed to be my last year but I failed like 3 classes last semester so here I am. I need to find medication for my depression before it's too late.
Caleb Nguyen
I was the same.Not waking up before 11 am. Never attending the lectures. 1 1/2 years fucking WASTED. I changed to cummunity college and started new. I'm way better than everybody else in my classes because I do a lot of projects at home in my free time.Learning by doing basically. I couldn't do it without projects because i really don't care about computer science too much but I wanna see results and therefore have to learn. I'm totally ok with this. Turns out that all I needed was a "purpose" to learn.
>medication for my depression I tried all of this. Bought a shitton of nootropics and other experimental stuff but nothing. It didn't do anything for me. Was tired af all day long. Also bought a desk that is high enough so I can stand in front of the computer and don't have to sit 24/7 and holy fuck this actually changed a lot. I was a pain in the ass the first week but I feel a lot better now.
Let me guess, you wanted to take some time off after high school to figure out what you actually wanted to do with your life, what you were really passionate about, before you committed a bunch of time and money to college, but your parents insisted and basically told you they'd disown you if you didn't go. So you went, but then almost immediately got burned out because you've spent the last 13 fucking years in goddamn classrooms and you just wanted a fucking break. So now you failed classes and developed crippling depression due to failing said classes (or maybe you just exacerbated the already preexisting depression that was silently lurking under the surface since the beginning of highschool, you never could tell really). Is that about right? Cuz, if so, I'm in the same boat.
>Sending positive vibes pls don't I wish more people would participate./wsg/ has a lot of them but they also suck ass because no one of them talks about anything. It's just a collections of nice pics and webms. In this case I forgot the title, so the thread starts with whining about about my life what no one is going to read in the first place. youtube.com/watch?v=basedrn1IfeBo