"self harm"

Sometimes i get the urge to hurt myself, but not because of sad life or stuff, i don't cut myself, but at times i get the urge to bend my arm backwards when on the side of the bed, or once i was resting my head on a water bottle on my desk and i started smashing my head against it
what is wrong with me?

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I like poking my gums with toothpicks.

cuz life is all about pain, sometimes you havent felt a pain and you want to remember what it feels like to feel alive again

don't people that cut themselves do that?

I get frustrated and burn myself with cigarettes or punch myself in the face. I don't think there's anything wrong with me but I don't know how to deal with the anguish that leads me to do that stuff

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i just hope i never shatter my elbow on the side of the bed

Body Integrity Identity Disorder? I had that as a kid and now I have a morbid fascination/fixation with becoming an amputee.
It's not like I'm actively trying to become one and I feel awful for people in that situation (I'd give them my limbs if I could). I can't even really talk about it because its gross and offensive to even myself, but none the less I can't get it out of my fucking head some days.

Any good ways to self harm without causing scarrs for normies to see??

having the same problem here. when i was about 14 and wasnt thinking much about stuff i would sometimes bang my head against the wall and one time my mom came in and started screaming like crazy going all "what the fuck is wrong with you". kinda got a hold of it for some years but it came back recently. i get this sudden idea and kinda just do it. just scratched my upper leg so much it almost started bleeding or when in my room taking scissors and just cut one, two times. i dont fucking know whats wrong desudesu

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No user... originally speaking :(

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Put the scars places no one can see like upper thigh, crotch, and butt.

>butt
hol' up

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I've only done it a few times because O have plenty of space elsewhere but it feels nice because the wound is always rubbing up on something and reopening.

I've never understood how people are able to cut themselves. I've tried it, I just can't do it. Maybe I'm just a pussy, but I just can't make myself move the knife. I can hit myself, I can bang my head into the wall, I can shoot myself with air guns, but I'm so pathetic I can't even move a simple knife.

Everyone has thresholds for self-mutilation. Some people have amputated their own limbs, some people cut, some people hit themselves, and some people bite their lip when they get nervous. No pride in being further down the rabbit hole than others.

Thank you stranger.

I'm probably lucky I can't cut myself.

I stopped cutting myself because my clothes stick to me. shit's annoying. just punch yourself or something

Good idea. Fembot here. I gave myself black eyes and blamed it on my BF. He's in jail

It could also just be boredom/curiosity. "I wonder what it feel like if I try X" type of thing.

>Fags and retards cut themselves because of the physical pain
>It leaves marks that a portion of cutters end up regretting
Just exercise and experience pain that way, you end up getting that release without any bad aftereffects

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Lmao. You're right though - if one can channel those feelings into energy and hit the gym instead of hurting themself, the returns are well worth it

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I'll use that same line of reasoning
>homosexuals have sex with men to ejaculate
>you can do the same thing with your hand
>that way, you end up getting that release without any bad aftereffects
Self harm is for the endorphins but also cognitive, usually self hatred.

I once bit off a wart on my finger. No knife no nothing. Just my teeth. Call me fucked, but it felt good. The sort of thrill just felt nice both while and afterwards. I almost wanted to do it again. I'm future military so I guess it's good practice being a savage fuck.

Smashing my hand with a hammer is my go to self harm mechanism.

Wouldn't stop bleeding too. Shit was amazing.

what are the bad aftereffects of gay sex? lmao
That's so fucking stupid

Historically? Execution, imprisonment, AIDs. It's literally a pathology people woll die for. Currently? Not reproducing, hemorrhoids, tearing and infection, prolapse.

It's called Truvada. Also asking for the person's status and not being a slutty whore. You all sneaking in shit about homos and making us feel bad about shit when it happens behind closed doors and doesn't affect you is getting me pissy. You act like it's a death sentence.

Reproduction cannot happen without sexual attraction. Reproduction happens because of sexual attraction. In nature, reproduction is not a motive and doesn't happen with intent. So fucking what. Also that shit literally never happens unless you're a slutty whore who loves it up the ass from multiple people. One can be gay but not be a faggot.

I included AIDs on the list of historic risks. I used homosexuality as an example because it is socially accepted nowadays despite the negative connotations of it. Didn't think /lgbt/ would come to attack Jesus Christ I haven't said anything incorrect and You're still trying to correct me.
You just said literally nothing. There's no intent to your heart beating, but if it stops you fucking die.