What is your motivation to wake up in the morning and not become an hero? What is you motivation to lift?

Its not a contest lmao, Not the user youre rippin on but almost everything boils down to primal drives, even your angsty denial

Her

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Listen, you little freak: Lifting is life. If you lack motivation for it, then go ahead and have a sucky life. I won't stop you from sperging out to My Little Pony, or porn, or dating girls, or whatever else useful activity that you deem so bloody important that it keeps you from lifting. If you want to kill yourself, then go for it. We're not all going to make it. I will become a god among men, and you don't get a free ride off of me. If you want to rot away in your room, then all the more lolis for me. You and I clearly don't share fates. You were destined to be weak and dead, while I am destined for greatness.
SAGE

>What is your motivation to wake up in the morning and not become an hero?
i don't need "motivation" because my lifestyle is healthy enough that i don't wake up each morning weighing up the pros and cons of suicide

>What is you motivation to lift?
being treated as if you are strong, healthy and subsequently attractive is it's own reward. life is just more fulfilling when you aren't a slob

The desire to bring forth the Christ/Overman through myself

To one day improve myself to a point where I can procreate with a creature like webm related.

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It's just something I do now. Honestly, the loneliness has only gotten worse since getting fit from being a fat ass. I was able to get some one night stands from being in shape but I was left feeling so empty afterwards that I don't even go for that anymore. All the girls I match with on dating sites end up flaking or being dumb thots who can't into basic human interaction. Even some of my friends (of which I have very few) have turned on me out of insecurity thinking I will try to steal their girl or something. All I want to do is have friends and girls around who appreciate me and my company but it seems like everyone either sees me as a threat or as someone too full of himself to be around. The truth is I'm a sensitive dude who is extremely loyal to my friends but I never seem to get the same loyalty in return. It sucks brehs. Still not gonna an hero though. I still have hope that I can find some meaningful human connections in this world. I used to have them. Not sure how it changed so drastically over time, but without hope you're already dead so I trudge onward.

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one day ill live in a world without white people

keeps me going and feels good man

this video and my desire to fuck a woman like this:
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I finally got comfortable with myself and moved past suicidal thoughts a couple years ago. Unfortunately I kind of socially isolated myself from people for so long that I'm completely comfortable on my own and don't really see myself being with someone. It's like I'm in a perpetual state of contentment, or maybe it's indifference. All I know is I'm pretty much happier than I've ever been and lifting is a part of it.

How do you get comfortable being alone? I've already had a taste of not being lonely. I'm spoiled. I want to be back where you are content with my own isolation.

Wrong Titoria, buddy.

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You want to know the worst part about losing your mind.
The moments of clairty.
Those moments where you are fully aware of how broken your mind is and how you are incapable of stopping it.
I get up because I want to string together enough of those moments of clarity so that I might actually feel...awake.

OH and big booty bitches.

Kinda hurts reading some of these posts. I have that same feeling of just loneliness and hate for anyone that’s not one of my few friends. I wonder if I have depression or one of mental illnesses because I never used to be an unhappy fuck.

i really have no motivation. if most people lived in my position they probably would have killed themselves long ago, i dont know how i stay alive

damn.... that was powerful.. thank you

I got rejected by a girl kinda. I lost a bunch of weight and built some muscle since last semester, shaved my head for the last few years but grew a nice little beard I keep trimmed. Some girls from my last class saw me and said I looked “cut” I’m 6’2” so they commented how I look ones super lean and that they tvlooked lijed I did nothing but pushups over the summer. These are pretty close female friends who I were lab partners with.

New class, I sit with this girl and my confidence was up, maybe I won’t be so lonely and ask her out. Two weeks go by and we’re emailing each other notes and text updates on how our quizzes went (were both pretty smart so she wasn’t using me for help and vice versa)

Basically I felt over confident, on Friday I called her on the phone for the first time, it went straight to voicemail and I panicked and left a bad voicemail telling her I’m free over the weekend and we should have a study date. I haven’t heard anything back, text if call. But it motivated to get a better grade than her on the test so I studied extra hard these last few days and my diet has been rocky at the beginning of the semester but now I’m eating super clean again and upping my workout. In 4 months after the end of the semester I want to transformed and maid her regret missing out. I’m sober and I’ve been getting tempted to drink at night when I stay awake and regret calling her, also been suicidal for years so the endorphins help replace my therapist

should've just made the move for a date over text, too much shit can go wrong with a call, like what happened in this case

Lifting is to stay healthy i guess and i don’t kill my self because I’m a coward and would make my parents/friends sad. Post college life blows

Same, dont want to make my mom sad

i lift because i don't want to be fat/weak and i don't kill myself because i refuse to let life beat me, when life gets tough i'm gonna keep living out of irrational spite

not him, never been suicidal, but i'm the alone but not lonely type

i think we're just wired differently man, but in my case it was several factors:

i don't want to get married
i don't want kids
i enjoy spending time alone and having the freedom to do whatever i want, even if that is nothing
i like not having to do things i don't want to do because someone else wants me to
when i die i don't care about being remembered or leaving a mark on the world
whenever i crave after women it's usually for intimacy, which i found i could live without

i visualised myself living my entire life like this and found myself to be content with it, i'm 33 years old and it's 5 years since the last time i had sex, coasting on monk mode now

I almost killed myself a lot of yesterdays ago. I made some changes and I felt better about living but things got worse. I made some more changes and then things got better.
I'm no longer with a woman who doesn't support my physical and spiritual development. I'm having a hard time deepening my current friendships. I'm on antidepressants. I'm on a few counselor wait lists but I don't think I'll get into those. I'm playing more video games and tabletop rpgs. These are all good changes I've made.
If things are bad today, those things will change tomorrow, and I will change tomorrow. Suicide isn't an answer anymore. If things are good today, they'll also change. During bad days I look forward to good days, and during good days I enjoy them while I can.

> WHAT is your name?

Sir user of the Fourth Kingdom

> WHAT is your quest?

To save lives and be a bad motherfucker.

> WHAT is your favorite color?

gree- no RED

AAAAAAAaaaaaaahhhhh

>What is your motivation to wake up in the morning and not become an hero?

That I could one day produce one single thing of value to humanity.

>What is you motivation to lift?

To keep me from anheroing. It's one of the only things that can keep me sane. If I'm healthy and strong, things can't be t-that bad right?

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>im 33

were you ever normal at any point? im basically the same way at 26, complete loser in every sense (no real friends for like a decade, kissless virginn ,etc) but like you i feel an "alone but not lonely" feel, not suicidal, "contentment"

You can't go wrong with Lancer(s).
Trust me, I'm a pro.

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this is the exact opposite of what you should do. asking someone out over text is cringe. you have to make your move in person or you are a slimey little castrated weasel hiding behind a phone.

least normal thing about me is that i didn't lose my v-card until i was 24

i had lots of friends in high school, went to parties, played sports, went to college after etc.

i have fewer friends now and i don't see them that often, but that's how i like it, they're good friends and we can pick up from where we left off even if it's been months since last we spoke

i do fine in social situations, i'm comfortable speaking in front of large groups etc. i just prefer not to

i value my time alone more than being with others, but i can still enjoy time with others

i think being content is the key thing, i realize that a life without children or a significant other will be a life of lower highs, but it will also have higher lows, less drama, less shit to turn sour, no roots to tie me down

i think you really have to consider, think about and accept such an existence if you wanna live happily lonely ever after

it's not natural to want to be alone. I'm comfortable being alone and mentally healthy but I want to find a relationship and am actively seeking one.

wow you guys are depressing. im no chad, but i cant imagine living life so defeated. i'd sympathize but that sounds much too dreadful

The more depressed I get the better it’ll feel when I become happy... one day

> I'm actually a volcel because i'm a hedonist

powerful cope

thank you

If you need motivation to do something, it's not for you

it does exist. Don't look at reality more positive then it is but also dont look at reality more negative then it is. It is what is.

Some honest harsh truths about reality I found out that are painful but better for you in the future and long run
- Judge people by their actions and not their words. If your friend says hes your friend but lies and steals from you, hes not your friend. No two way about it. If a girl says she likes you but won't go on a date with you because shes busy, she doesn't like you. Stop rationalizing.

- You get to choose your future. If you are above the age of 17 there is NO excuse as to how your future is going to be. You may not change what happened in your past but your future is ALWAYS in your control.

- Being fat is bad. Get to 10% body fat. It is as much as 40% (maybe even more) of your life happiness. It will give you energy, confidence, life benefits that will help you in other areas of life. To be fat is SEVERELY limiting your ability to enjoy this ONE chance at life.

- No one gives a shit about you except you. Stop looking outside yourself for fun or "coolness". Create your own party with your own life and do your own things and let others join you. YOU be the life of the party. Do this and you will never be desperate and now YOU will be the "cool" kid.

- It is okay to feel down on yourself if you fail. Use that negative emotion to fuel you to greatness. If you eat bad food, don't delude yoruself telling yourself that it's okay and that you forgive yourself. Let yourself feel bad. This is a survival mechanism telling you that what you did is retarded and to be better next time. DON'T ignore negative emotions.

- Life is about progress, not perfection. Happiness is always right around the corner. This means the moment you start settling, the moment misery comes in.

I want to be the greatest person in the world

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Man this hit me hard. I almost killed myself some months ago now.

I'd been in a bad relationship just the same and that is a good way of putting it. Mine was also abusive at least emotionally/verbally, a position which I know is beyond pathetic for a man to let himself get into but that's what I was, pathetic. I'd also stayed in contact/friends with her since but have just finally cut ties after she's just been using me so much and leaving me drained every time. I thought I deserved something back from it but realised that's not going to happen. I might have even never properly gotten over being in love with her while she kept me around to feel better and to fuck sometimes; she moved on so easily while I was the one crying and in my next relationship i never once opened up emotionally.

I'm not on antidepressants but I am going to therapy. In my talking about shit, my therapist picked up on this girl being major issue and stressor in my life tipping everything else into chaos and imbalance. Everything else is my OCD and anxiety, worry/thought loops, and some depression. So he's had me focusing on that and I finally couldn't take it any longer, said so to her and blocked her. Still don't know how to feel but by how much it makes me feel despite how much talking to her hurt me, I know I needed it.

I almost killed myself just wanting out, after another day isolated from everyone, talking to no one but someone who just wanted to complain and unload, feeling only contempt for myself, then staying up until 2am after fapping for 4 hours straight. I walked to a cliff out in the forest nearby and I was really wondering if I would do it, like I never had before when I had thought about it, but an ant bit me and snapped me out of it.
Joined a gym the next day, got into therapy a few months later.

I din't mean this to turn into a blog post. I just wanted to say, you're not alone. Don't be afraid to get better, and to find and do more good things. And thanks.

Wrekd

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>What is your motivation to wake up in the morning and not become an hero?
I want to buy some cute skirts and dresses, not the thot type, i mean the high quality type, long volumnous skirts, airy feminine camises, a few lolita stuff.
>inb4 trap
nope, im not male, anyways, I just want to be able to wear it once even if the only person who sees me in it is me. i'll always be alone, and ive accepted that. once i finish doing the things i want to do, i'll put down the weights and leave this world of my own accord.

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to do my part in preparing the world for the Overman.

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Enjoy your life of consumerism and hedonism you retard

What bluepilled shit is this? Making it some huge deal is cringe as fuck. You just hip them up mid text conversation "wanna chill?"

I think we can both agree calling is the worst of both worlds though

For mai waifu.
To get stronger. To lose weight.
To be worthy of her.

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I know I'm two days late but happy birthday to you're waifu.
Also, checked.

>Motivation to not an hero
It would make my mom sad. That's basically it.

I realized that lifting is one of the few things that get me away from my computer in my free time, I don't want to sit here most of life which I already have been doing.

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you sound like you've been there, and similar to me.

one caveat I have is that it's not always okay to feel negative emotions if these emotions are deserved then yes. If they stem from irrational thoughts, beliefs, or things you have no control over then they are to be discarded.