How are we doing lately? free (you's)

how we doin today anons?
I been chilling and having fun on R9K.
I been shit post allday and I really just wnat to watch anime but im addicted to shit posting

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>I been chilling and having fun on R9K
Uh huh. Just chilling?

How does one have fun on this god-forsake shithole anymore? The majority of threads here are essentially spam and therefore substanceless, devoid of anything, even humor.

you just ignore the bad threads man....
my friend made a fun thread today taht shitted up the board and i helped and it feelz bad man.

yeah I just been chilling.
might watch some anime and im waiting for mummy to bring me home KFC later

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i want someone to hold me while i sleep and stroke my hair and let me lay my head on their chest

Not great. Been thinking about what an autistic sperg I am lately which is unpleasant.

A good thing happened to me last night though. Pic related.
I was really excited about it but nobody else cared which isn't surprising but it hurt nonetheless.

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I've just been feeling really bad lately
>Boss thinks I fucked up at work and almost fired me
>No one remembered or celebrated my birthday
>Someone threw a baseball through my window and I can't fix it til Friday
Worst part is that I wanna gouge out Megumin's eyes with a spoon, laughing as she screams and walks around blindly, blood dripping out of her empty sockets, before I jam a long, rusty nail through her tongue, sticking her to an electric conductor that gives her increasing more painful shocks as I proceed to rape her repeatedly; afterwards, when the pain is too much for her to bear, and she's going to die, I slit her throat and watch her choke to death

I want this as well..now I hurt in my gut from bad feelz...
you may or may not find someone user but you will always be nice and that is a good thing.

>Been thinking about what an autistic sperg I am lately which is unpleasant.
stop doing this if you can...
thinking makes us sad....

>A good thing happened to me last night though.
yeah I was tehre user I seen you rolled once and then again and got iot :)
is she your waifu that is very sweet

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good OP, me too. im craving some existential feels right now tho and i need a good anime for that. i don't want to rewatch NGE or lain or anything like that though, so i don't know. really anything remotely lonely would be cool. on my search atm. i used to hate being all filled with existential dread but now that it's gone i kind of miss it. i feel like i've fallen down to a lower state of awareness. it may be uncomfortable, but it is the truth

how u doin my friend? anything more interesting than shitposting happen?

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ive been troubled with my internal struggles today. ive become more aware about it recently. im beginning to realize that im living without regard to the ticking clock; something needs to change. ive been living with no consideration of the future; i need to change. i need to change my behavior, and my habits. it only gets harder to do the right thing from here and onward. discipline is the change that is needed; a change that would steer me away from a miserable existence. ive seen it play out for my entire life, yet it is not mine quite yet.

more of a daughterfu i guess
thanks man

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well my mum is at hospital getting a minor op to check for cancer, taht is why my dad has come up for a few days.

Im hikki so dad came over to take mummy to hospital ect.
A selfish part of me would not feel bad if she does have cancer and dies as I want to die and I could do it guilt free if she is gone.... but I know taht is a terrible thing to say truely.

>moving into my room in a few days
>sorting out my mastercard so I can buy Megumin merch today
excited

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Officially reconized as mentally ill by the IDF. This means that soon I will regain my freedom. God how I wish to annihilate the IDF.

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I'm doing OK user! I played games and watched anime all day. Mentally preparing for work in the morning. I should be sleeping right now but oh well

>Officially recognized as mentally ill by the IDF.
can you elaborate man???
whats goin on man??
sad taht you have to wagecuck man...I hope you enjoy work at elast.

My older sister told me she thinks I will never get married and that she likes it like that, because her+me+her boyfriend is a perfectly sized group of 3 and that 4 would be too many. She's a great person usually but I am hurt by her telling me this, even if it might be the truth.

ouch did she mean it in a mean why?
my mum says that shit all the time and it no longer hurts infact I dont want to have kids as it would mean a chance of my kid being as miserable as I am.

She just speaks her mind in situations where there is absolutely no merit in having her true thoughts out there. I can't believe your mom says it regularly. My mother is somewhat similar to yours because she's pushy about grandkids.

oh boy, I sure can't wait to get some free (You)s!
but also please someone talk to me I'm very lonely

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The IDF is the israeli defense force.
I am a soldier that like many others was forced to recruit against my will. Most soldiers cope their way into finishing their service period. I couldn't do that, I didn't want to do that. Slowly but steadily I lost my will to live and got to the point I just wish a firing squad would spare me the misery. It should by noted I am not a fighter, I am a simple desk clerk.

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Slit your wrists and die in a fire

I'd like to user, I really would

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My mum really wants grankids as she never got to see my brothers kids as he disowned us.
she has come to accept that I wont have kids.

whats fucked though is that my family name dies with me because

>my uncles son killed himself (my aunties did as well, runs in family..)
>my other uncle who had sons, had sons into an aboriginal family and they took the aboriginal surname
>my dad had me as his only son and im a super loser

I have really fucked over my entire family by not trying to go out and have a family.
I will always talk to you fren :)
if you want to DM on discord I like chatting to other robots...
add me :) Gunjyguy#4537

dont listen to the mean posters I hate the meanies so much!!
man taht sounds shit, good thing you are free, I chat to an user who is being forced recruited and they have excused him from everything that he could use to kill himself even driving cars ect...feels bad for him..

I care for robots I dont want you to get hurt...but I wont moral fag you if you wnat to end it....

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I feel like really upset with myself. I'm not sure where to begin honestly. Like Im not depressed just feel underwhelmed. I was able to hang out with some friends today and I had a nice time but as soon as I got home and turned on my computer I just felt upset for some reason. I don't know if its just me realizing im back to what I mostly do or that my friends online feel way different than the ones irl

Theres just also other things going on that I just feel anxious for as I start college in 2 weeks and I still don't have a job.

I just feel like I need positive stuff right now

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Idf jew here.
Sorry to hear about your friend, armies really have their ways into fucking people's mind.
Anyway, thanks for the sympathy, it made me feel a little better.

alright, comfy day went out and had a nice lunch. wrote some more music and now i'm watching some startrek. even baked some brownies.

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can me make a small discord?
just like 10 people or something?

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sure?

ill probably find someone i know in there tho, i don't know how to feel about this

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I fail driver licence exams yesterday. Still I feel like shit.

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>or that my friends online feel way different than the ones irl
are your IRL friends normies?
you sound like you are doing pretty well user compared to most people here especially robots... so stay happy.

>watching some startrek
Nerd alert, jokes lel look where we are!
Im always too lazy to bake food my man....
if you guys decide to make one can you invite me, ctrlF gunjy I dropped my discord tag a few replies ago.
we can make a smol server just 10 of us talking feelz ect?

hey chin up man.
you will get there one day man.
just keep trying, read the book:)

Im lucky I didnt even read the book or study most of the questions are common sense :)
must be much easier in australia

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Yeah I have a few normie friends I can hang around and I know im doing better than most but it just confuses me I guess

I did one year of self improvement for the one girl.
Thought she was an innocent cute girl.
Literally the most attractive girl i have ever seen. We were nothing but good friends in my friendgroup but a week back she started to show interest in me (getting very touchy, looking over to me smiling in a group onversation, asked me for a little backmassage and said it was the best she ever got).
I developed stronger feelings for her nearly instantly but now i found out that she slept with someone who is 5 years older than she (she is 18), has friends with benefits with someone and sheemingly fucks with anyone at her school (we go to different schools).
Now i try to break the contact to her for a while and i am back to r9k again

You lifted your hardest for 4 fucking years, gave it your all. Blood, sweat, and tears. All for her. And then she chooses a spic instead of you (a tall Aryan male who is attractive). This makes no sense. White women will doom the West. They will be our genocide. Fuck giving them rights.

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brownies were great fren, just imagine the still warm out the oven smell. hope you've had a good day aswell

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I checked how it is in Australia and actually a little easier, but more annoying you have these rules with the power of a motorcycle.

we cant always choose our friends to be cool non normies IRL..
I just realized if I got friends IRL again I cant talk about liking lolis ect....
You got memed man.
3D woman are like all whores man, 2D girls wouldnt do that.

hey bro at least you improved youself and showed you can do it, shame that the roastie turned out to be ...no surprise..a roastie.

mmmmm I wish i had some brownies now..all gooey inside yum yum.
thanks for the Megu user.
>I checked how it is in Australia and actually a little easier
yeah I imagine, I was not trying to act big brain.
I live in a shit area and the MVR lady told me tehy had to make it so you pay per one go at doing the drivers test.

the reason for this was people would come in every day all day doing it until they got it right...
Aboriginals are sadly mentally retarded :(

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