How bad will you let your life spiral before you end it yourself?

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It's a picture of a geriatric, possibly dead, heroin addict. Judging by furniture, take in one of the post-soviet countries.

Is this what happens to a PPP when she gets old?

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you are a fucking normalfag. please do kill yourself

Sooooo literally nothing of value was lost? And I should feel bad about that shit... Why exactly? :o

The same reason I hate retards, dumb people, tumblrites and sjw's

human waste that just ruins everyone elses day with their retardation

@47827200
I've never known a druggie that has ruined my day. You appear to never have known a druggie at all and you're just going off of what modern media tells you. Druggies are everywhere in your day to day life, people can be fucked up on heroin and function normally. Honestly you'll understand when you're older.

Ooh, I was wrong, just an alcoholic, not a heroin addict.
Anyway, a person with normal empathy levels would feel bad about it because that's the natural response. No one wants to end up like that, and seeing other in that situations makes them think about it.
Me personally, I think about how unlikely life is, how little of it there is in the vast emptiness surrounding us. Even if there is no real meaning, if none of it matters in the end, that makes me believe all life is precious, and seeing it go to waste like that is painful.

>Even if there is no real meaning, if none of it matters in the end, that makes me believe all life is precious, and seeing it go to waste like that is painful.
Indeed, think of all the additional years that individual could have had to waste as a worthless fucking drunk accomplishing nothing, doing nothing, fulfilling nothing, not even according to their own standards. It's so sad how their destructive, unsustainable addiction contributed to them being prematurely put out of their endless misery. :'(

Them being a useless drunk is also sad.

you know what I hate? reddit spacing normalfags such as yourself, please get the fuck off of this board

If my life doesn't get better by my next birthday i'm fucking ending it

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What do you think the minimum age is to kill yourself? 22? You could already be a year or two into a great career by then and have had found the love of your life.

user from the post right above you, thats the age I'll turn

My mom is not quite this bad but she's getting close and it scares me.
My dad left her 10 years ago and it's been a steady descent. Thankfully she is still able to hold a job but otherwise all she does is watch Fox news and sit in her chair. She doesn't do anything and doesn't even get along with my sisters anymore. The entire house is a wreck, just endless piles of crap everywhere. The house stinks like shit because of her animals. She talks to them like they're human it's crazy as fuck. She never eats anything either. I haven't seen her cook in years. The only thing she eats is store-bought cake frosting. She sits in her chair and eats fucking cake frosting with a spoon. I have no idea where she even got the idea that this is somehow acceptable or desirable to do. It's fucking disgusting.
I just can't believe it. All my memories of her are from when I was like 10 and she was a healthy, happy, attractive woman. Now I'm 30 and it seems like everything is already falling apart.

How is it sad? Theyre perfectly content with the way theyre living. Thats like some billionaire looking at youre life and saying its sad.

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i wish i hadnt seen that

>they're perfectly content
lol
If you don't get, you don't get it, and it's fine.

Have you (as a middle aged man and son) thought about, you know, reaching out and helping her before it gets to that point?

Thinking like that, it won't get better so just do it already fag

you are retarded stop acting like you know something faggot. That lady doesnt give a fuck about anything other than whatever substance she uses. She clearly has sustained access to it and continues to use it because it makes her content

shut the fuck up nigger I'll rape you to death

Yeah, that's why people abuse substances, because it makes them content lol
She also has alzheimers. Her grandson doesn't know how to deal with her.

Just fucking help your mom. Go visit her, clean her house, make her a meal. Call her if she can talk. Make some effort to change her life, shes too weak to start herself. You only have one mother.

>30
>middle aged
Oh come on..

>Yeah, that's why people abuse substances, because it makes them content lol
Yes that is literally why people abuse substances. Once again you are fucking retarded for thinking otherwise.

Well shit, better let everyone know that. They're wasting an awful lot of money to find the causes.

>hey, why does addiction exist?
>oh it just feels good
lmfao

You can't help those who don't want to help themselves. She's an adult not a baby. I can't command her to stop eating like shit and rotting away.

>Theyre perfectly content with the way theyre living

Having to live with a drunk brother, it doesn't feel that way, feels like he's trying to kill himself slowly, his mind is a mess of paranoia and a constant fear of being killed by "spirits" or "demons". I don't think it's sad but I wonder when he'll finally croak since he's been doing this shit for 20+ years. He's not content or happy with life...far from it.

Its from 2ch(russian chan). Poor dude with bad health lives with his alcoholic crazy mother and disabled very crazy lunatic grandmother who shits everywhere.

I have the same illness. I drink to attempt to recapture the joy and bliss liquor once brought.Or to rekindle and experience the precious emotions and experiences of my youth. Sobriety is bleak and despotically boring. I feel like life has past me by and I'm a corpse that hasn't realized it is dead. Alcohol manages to soften those thoughts for a few hours.

Holy fuck you are braindead if you dont think that is why addiction exists. Im too tired to deal with your retardedness. Buh buy retard

Not him but if that's the case then why isn't everyone an alcoholic if they've tried alcohol? People will generally turn to drugs or alcohol when there has been previous trauma in their life, if they suffer form some sort of mental illness, or both. Maybe get out of your bedroom and talk to people to understand the world a bit more and stop getting life lessons from r9k.

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I imagine most Jow Forums users will face a similar fate

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Man imagine being the guy that finds this shit and smelling it all. you'd hope they'd get paid a shit tonne.

>Sobriety is bleak and despotically boring

That will pass over time if you quit drinking, it will come back though if you have nothing going on in your life as a distraction, boredom isn't a good thing if you're a drinker...you have to be busy doing stuff otherwise you just keep drinking. I like to drink but I don't go on month long binges anymore like I did in my teens, I grew out of that.

I have a career and some hobbies, but even then life is a grind.

this picture both haunts and fascinates me every time I see it. I can't look away and stare at every detail even though I know i'm only further burning the image into my mind to haunt me at a later date. Man the internet has really desensitized me in some ways, we're all fucked in the head

I question how most people come across other small chans like this. 2ch, Futaba, Infinity, or Lain make sense, but I don't see how most people come into these lesser-known/foreign chans at all. Jow Forums?

This is some morbid shit right here. I think I would just smother the grandma.

really you just gotta lurk around on obscure boards, most of these pass by word of mouth. ive also found a lot of obscure chans from random google searches. One time I was looking for pictures of an old ASCII game and one of the images came from some chan i'd never heard of. Another time I googled a board name and a bunch of other lesser known chans showed up that had that board. I try to keep a collection but I've forgotten to save the names of quite a few and i doubt i'll ever stumble across them again. All the same, most of them are extremely inactive or entirely dead

Should wait 1 or 2 more years. 22 and great career is for those who have always made the right decisions in their career path.

>most of these pass by word of mouth.
>most of them are extremely inactive or entirely dead

That's been my impression, too. I've briefly lurked a few before, but they were so dead that it didn't seem worthwhile. You can surely find some interesting content on them, though. Though, whether that means porn or dying schizo grandmothers is up to which chan and board.

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I have a sense when shit hits the fan, the demon in all of us will emerge.

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it usually suffering till death then because life such a faggot god will probably be real and send everyone to hell for more suffering

No matter how bad you think things are... it can always be worse. It can always be so much worse.

I lost all my friends, literally all of them told me I wasn't allowed to talk with them. To cope with this, I ate my own shit while I jerked off.

I always was into scat but I guess this knocked me off my self control. I'll never kill myself, a life this awful deserves to be lived through out.

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the absolute state of druggos

Is this like a deep web thing? Doesn't work when I click it. I just don't have TOR right now. I'll probably just check on that.

Huh, yeah I got it nm. holy shit.

I have an article currently in the peer review system that I want published before I end myself. Since it can not be published posthumously, I need to wait a little longer, even though my life is a total unlivable mess already.

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I wish I hadn't seen that. When will it be legal for humans to get euthanized? The family is clearly incapable of taking care of her, she sure as shit is incapable of taking care of herself, and the family is incapable or unwilling to pay for a nursing home. Surely, at some point the state has to jump in and make it end.

Why should the state do anything about this? They have enough problems.

At first I was pretty shocked too, but now that I rationalized it Im better. Its an extremely mentally ill person. What the fuck else can happen if no one takes care of her. Ofc there is shit everywhere. Now you know why nurses and care taking facilities exist.

If anything, because it would cut expenses on pension and social aid. Also, it should be the state's duty to care for it's citizens. I'm not saying "kill every feeble person", just, at least leave that option open for them and their families.

what the fuck is wrong with you man
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