Post your perfect perfect female

She broke up with me because she was depressed for the whole relationship and I didn't know. She felt like it wasn't fair to me because I'd always compliment her and give her my 100%. She felt like she wasnt giving me her all and like she was letting me down. I tried to tell her that even her 25% effort of what she gave me during the relationship was more than enough. She wants to work through her depression on her own, but I want to be there for her and help her with it, because I've been dealing with depression for the past three years. I was suicidal right before we started dating and then was the happiest I ever was just a few weeks later. She has a family farm (TNfag here) with bushhogged trails for ATVs and plenty of guns to shoot. We'd always go to this one field in the back of the 400 acre property and she'd put her head on my chest and her arm around me and we'd just lay down and talk. I just want to go back to that. I tried to commit suicide 11 days ago by eating poison hemlock but was a dumbass and got the wrong plant that looks pretty similar but doesn't kill you. I just don't want to live anymore, because after being that happy and then being at this low makes me realise how sad I actually am.

And no, she's just a girl from a small judgemental majority Christian town where 1/5 of the vehicles on the road are jacked up pickups.

Well, I'm glad you didn't die, user.

I'm not. Also, I think it's pretty funny that that's never been said on here before. Sometimes at night I hold my pillow like I used to hold her and feel happy and remember all the stuff we'd do. The fields get rented out during the year so half of it is a basedbean farmer and the other half are organic free range cattle. One time the cows got pretty close and she just gets up and chases them and then there's 50 cattle running across the field and then we go back to cuddling. I want to go back to that, and I'd give anything to.

She'd look better with blue or green eyes but she is still pretty fucking qt

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So you faggots can make fun of me/her? Fuck off

Man, i just want a russian qt to he happy

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here you fucking go

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Jesus christ she almost looks exactly like a girl in one of my courses

genuinely perfection in my eyes, the exact right amount of thicc but also cute af

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Hnnnnnnnnnnnnng Hannah Fry!
All my other online crushes I eventually get bored of, I'm able to see the true flaws in eventually but aahhhhgg!
I can't get bored of her!
Such lovely hair! Face! Eyes! Voice! And she's smart as hell!!

Where can I find such a lovely smart redhead lightly frecklefaced qt!?

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Literally flawless. 10/10.

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