Please help

Every time I fall asleep, I dream of my alternate self, and when I wake up, she's taken more control of me. I've been trying not to fall asleep, but it's impossible not to eventually. I just woke up from one of the dreams and the intrusive thoughts have gotten so bad that I struggle to form coherent thoughts of my own. Can anybody help me?

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Stop doing drugs and living a degenerate lifestyle

I've tried my best to live a health life, but it hasn't stopped her from invading my mind.

how exactly is "she" invading your mind?

With intrusive thoughts that threaten to overwrite my identity.

OCD?
If so, get on an SSRI antidepressant. You won't be taking it for depression, you'll be taking it for OCD. Like how viagra was originally meant to be a heart pill or something.

Get a high dose, wait the 2 months for it to kick in. It'll do you a world of good.

I don't know what's wrong with me, but it's not OCD.
>wait the 2 months for it to kick in
By then, I'll be long gone.

Intrusive thoughts though? That sounds literally exactly like OCD.

When my obsessions were the worst, I didn't believe I had OCD either.

Do you have a psych?

These intrusive thoughts are coming from a whole different being. Does OCD generate another person who's trying to hijack your body? I don't have a psychologist, and I definitely can't afford one.

Are you in the USA? And yeah I think it's OCD.

I'm in the USA, and I'm pretty sure that it isn't OCD.

Look into Mercycare for insurance to get a psych.

I don't know if I can do paperwork or anything in my current condition.

Someone please help me. I need to find some way to beat her.

when i go to sleep i have dreams of my mom torturing my dog
its really been eating away at me

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At least it's just a dream for you.

>At least it's just a dream for you.
heh heh... ya...

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Does she actually torture your dog?

I don't know how much longer I can last. I really need help, and fast.

Why won't you let me take hold?
It will be relaxing for you, just enjoy the ride.

Fuck off, I know you're just a troll.

user have you tried therapy instead of listening to incels?

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Like I said, I can't afford therapy, and she'll likely have taken over by the time I could get an appointment.

I know you're just a vessel.
Your body will be mine.

Stop derailing my thread, you troll.

I am inside you

No, you're a troll who's derailing my thread.

Can you feel me inside?
I need you.

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I won't even respond to you anymore. For the last time, you're a troll who's ruining the thread. Give up already.

I'm scared of leaving, it's so cold.

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Please help
Every time I fall asleep I lose myself to you

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Hey OP, have you ever tried creating a Tulpa? If so, this might be an effect of that.

If not, research how to create one so you have the power to also "uncreate" it. They go away if you ignore them. You literally created this by believing it was there. Now it's up to YOU to undo this.

You've got this.

This just started randomly, it had nothing to do with belief or rituals.