Autistic things you do

>when under high amounts of stress occasionally just fall to the ground and stay there for up to an hour
>constantly doing shit with my hands (cracking, flexing, playing with things, etc)
>perma-clenched jaw
>stay up until early hours of the morning pacing around in the dark because thinking too much to sleep
>almost 3 years into university, have completed maybe 5% of lectures and readings in this time, nearly incapable of producing notes or focusing on anything
>semi-regularly wake up in morning feeling like I'm made out of lead, cancel all obligations for day and give up until tomorrow

>Imagining myself fighting with some evil things while on bed
>Talking to my own pillow as if its my wife/girlfriend
>Curses in English when playing games and talk to myself while playing games.

There's more but basically I'm super autistic and happy that I'm able to meet my fellow autistic robots.

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>Keep track of everyone I've had sex with
>Organize them in categories by male, female and tranny

Something about it is satisfying.

Is organising things an autistic trait? I find that insanely satisfying too. I can spend hours sorting and organising meme folders into subjects.

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>8yrs ago in middle school
>every class break watch melancholy haruhi suzumiya on phone
>afraid classmates see watching anime
>turn brightness so low I can barely see it

>now
>hype up watching a some scene over and over again for hours
>finished with college class heading to car
>hold phone like I'm calling someone
>just listen to scene without watching

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WRONG PIC SHITTY LAPTOP

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>when nervous head twitches (it started recently dunno why)
>start shaking profusely when confronted about something
>cry very easily

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I think so. The rigid structure is so soothing. Organization is the anthesis of chaos.

>Room faces the road so I duck under the window whenever I see someone walk by outside
>Super specific about sleep schedule, in bed by 9:30pm, watch some shit until 10pm - sleep until 6am
>Generally autistic routines all throughout my life
>Panic when driving so I set the rear view mirror in a way so that I can't see the drivers behind me
>Plan out every venture into the outside world, trying to anticipate how people will move and behave so I can avoid them more efficiently
>Daydream about me becoming some kind of anime tier hero in an end of days scenario when listening to music
>Talk to myself

I think unemployment is fucking me up specifically because of the lack of enforced schedule and routine.

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I panic whenever I'm faced with something I didn't plan for, that's why I generally plan everything out. No clue how to otherwise force yourself though

>Driving without looking at rearview

Sounds dangerous desu..

I still have the ones on the outside to check for distance when I'm breaking, I just don't want to look at the driver, the person, behind me.

Why though user? Just curious no bully.

>get on discord
>be slightly humiliated in small altercation
>feel very nervous and start voicing out my introspection
>go outside and walk for about 30 minutes around my backyard
>come back and think of the perfect comeback but its already too late for me to post it so I use a cheap insult instead
>get humiliated again and repeat the same action until I win an argument and feel good about myself
>will also dedicate hours in reading wikipedia pages to get the information I need to win an argument even if Im completely under qualified

If I truly get humiliated I will punch myself and convulse on the floor or on the bed and grind my teeth while laughing at how much of a dumb piece of shit I am. Sometimes I'll have recollection of other humiliating moments and really fuck my shit up

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It stresses me out. I drive according to the laws but I always feel like people pressure me to drive faster than the speed limit or overtake a cyclist when I can't see far enough to safely do so. I'm not a very confident driver and my car isn't exactly fast either so I simply stick to the rules. But people behave like the road is their fucking racetrack.

I also cum on my hand and rub it on my walls and furniture almost everyday.

I know its disgusting but I just dont care anymore

I feel you. Like anything that has rules there are additional sets of hidden "rules" that you only pick up on if you are socially aware. Like speeding at least 10 mph over the speed limit, letting people have the left lane if you are going slow, etc.

Exactly. Why the fuck should I risk getting in a wreck just because you and your thot gf want to go faster than is allowed? And when people with their fucking big expensive cars don't know the rules and just expect you to stay out of their way. And fucking merging on a highway, that shit is hell every time.

>Used to slam my fists on my head when very angry at myself
>Sometimes I bury myself in blankets and pretend I'm a gargantua burried under miles of earth
>Fidget with my right hand like I'm playing some sort of keyboard when listening to music and walking.

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oh wack i still do last one

I did it in my mirror and I realized how retarded it looks in public. Maybe you can pull it off.

i do that last one constantly whenever im stressed
i slam my fingers on my desk like one would play the drums

>social anxiety hits
>i breathe calmly and try not to make a scene
>go to the bathroom
> touch my hair for the next 30 min

I used to do the first one. I also love to bury myself in blankets but I don't really have anything associated with it.

I think so. I also love cataloging my files, be it pictures, music, games, books, movies, etc. Sorting them by the genre, and year they were created. It's very satisfying

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Re4 is so fuckin good. I kick doors open like Leon sometimes and say "HUHH" like when he dodges an enemy.

>tfw Re5 was shit compared to re4

but why would you do that
orignl

>taps fingers twice and imagines somebody else is transported into my mind and can see through my eyes/experience what i experience
>constantly talk to myself when i'm alone
>pick/eat skin off my fingers and lips until they bleed everywhere
>obsessively keep a map of every place i've ever been to in my dreams
>imagine i can see inside peoples organs when i'm talking to them
>immerse myself in my daydreams to the point where i can't turn them off
>shake my head to get bad thoughts out, often enough that it looks like a tic
>constant paranoia that my thoughts can be heard. the shaking blocks this too

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I'm almost positive everyone talks to themselves when alone i don't see how its weird unless your doing it in around other's.

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I should start keeping a dreamlog too..

>Sit in chairs with my legs on them.
Ever seen Death Note? It's like L's sitting style but sorta different.

Give everyday mundane tasks exciting names

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Chaotic wannabe lmao