Say it, Jow Forums. Get it off your chest now!

i feel sorry for you user. have close contact. i learned that from losing two of my crushes. i also had a bestfrind who had a crush on my crush and he would tell it out loud.

remember to getting close to her and never ever wait for her coming to you. cause maybe you will get a rival like i did

yeah I've been joking around with her and yesterday she was impressed with how many things I know in general, and today we were taking an exam, and I was telling her that I didn't do very well but she told me that I always do very well and I shouldn't be worried about it.

I know all of these sound promising, but I don't think it's ever gonna happen, lads.

I need a friend or at least a girlfriend really bad right now, I don't have anyone to go out with and talk about stuff on end, that's the only thing I fucking want.

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I want a war ta finally happen so i can git drafted, peep some shit, git blasted n' die

Also i'm slowly becomin bisexuizzle n' it worries me

Damn, man. I feel sorry for you. Should you require any moral support, you can always turn to Jow Forums

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its ok.

I can't continue complaining. I've cried so much there aren't any tears left. Just gotta move on and hope things work out.

Never give up, Greek user. I really hope you'll get her eventually.
Also, would be glad to hang out with you should I visit Greece again.

I was thinking about asking her to go out sometime after we're done with those classes, since there would be nothing to loose since I won't see her again, but most ppl in my age leave for holidays with their friends, and I don't have any.

what should I do

I'd say ask her out. Its not like you've got anything to lose there.

Is it really that bad?

>Also i'm slowly becoming bisexual and it worries me
You'd better shut up before the gayposters get ahold of this.

6 million impossible

I'm pretty busy studying right now, and prolly she;s too, and it's less than 50 days before the classes we take end, I mean, I can wait for that long until I won't see her again so it wouldn't be so awkward if things go south, and there'd be a lot to talk about because at that time we will know if we were accepted to the unis we want to go to.

and If I don't get accepted to the uni I want I might as well kill my self after that tb h

moving on is probably the best move for now.

I honestly don't know what to say here. Waiting for 50 days is pretty risky. But I guess its still the better way, since it will be quite awkward for the rest of the term should she choose to reject you.

I WANT TO HUG AND KISS HER AND JUST BE HAPPY FINALLY BUT I AM TOO AFRAID OF REJECTION

go for it. but slowly

I've been trying to pay my mortgage for 9 years now, but the banks keep selling my mortgage to other companies and it got lost along the way so now, after all this time trying to figure out who to pay (because I've got the money to pay) this company called Faye Mortgage claims to have my mortgage and isn't letting me pay my mortgage, but instead saying that I owe them $750,000 in back pay and they are estimating my $450,000 house at $2 million so they can have me pay a much higher fee, which I can't afford and they won't even work out a new mortgage for me and are just putting my house up for sale without my consent or knowledge. Google 'upside down mortgage' because I'm probably explaining it poorly, but I'm basically fucked and have been fighting this for 9 years and spent hundreds of thousands of dollars in lawyer fees and I may end up homeless anyway.

All the while, I lost my grandmother who was the greatest person in my life, I'm working 60+ hours a week, still haven't gotten my health insurance so I can't afford my medicine and have been rationing my pills for three months now and just ran out this morning, and I'm just so tired and lonely and don't have time for anything anymore. Saturday is my only day off and all I do is stress out about my life I can't do anything.

And suicide ain't an option, gotta be positive and be here for my family. So I can't even take the cowards way out for this to all end.

Pic related, it's me.

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I'm honestly much more worried about not being admitted.

I've been having quite a lot of nightmares about it, I don't know what the fuck to do if I fail.

Fuck... this is really sad to read. I don't know how, but I hope you manage to find a way out of this. Don't know what else to say...
Everyone has this kind of anxiety when leaving school. Its not that easy to get rejected by every single university out there.

kek, faggot

i want ww3 to come

i barely come when i masturbate and im scared that its because i drink too much water from plastic bottles

Thanks, I'll get through it as long a step I keep moving forward. Shit like this happens all the time, just gotta hold tightly to what brings me happiness and not give up.

does that come with free housing

I'm depressed about the direction of international politics in general. I wish China and Russia didn't go into the political direction that they did. I examine Russia's machine politics and I'm sickened to see certain similarities between Illinois and Russian politics. Probably the only state in the whole damn union where Putin's narrative that the West isn't any better applies. The only thing illinois has to look forward to when it finally does collapse is some sort of military junta where rights are crushed or the Feds will have to bail it out. Bailing it ,New Jersey , and Kentucky out will be no good on a national level. Tariffs + SALT deduction removal is pretty sad too.

That's the spirit. You are in the US after all, I don't think its utterly impossible to get back on your feet there.

Yeah... I don't know about China, but Russia has done a lot of shit throughout the last decade.

China is even worse than Russia. Xi Jinping is potentially a nut much worse than Putin. They're sliding back into a Mao Zedong style dictatorship. It's no good, it's no good.

Sort of true. Banks run the country, because we have them and corporations too much support after WWII and they just became juggernauts. So your word against a bank, like in my case with my mortgage, means nothing. The banks here have more money than God; and that's not a conspiracy theory, that's just fact.

But I'll eventually get back on my feet. If I have to leave my house, I'll burn it down first. And if I some how manage to keep my home, I'll finish my repairs and sell it ASAP. I'd rather leave on my own terms.

Yet everyone seems to give zero fucks about China for some reason.

I always thought houses in the US were mostly around 150k-250k. Have I been misinformed?

They have purchasing power over the US now. They basically control nations with the debt schemes they have now. They count as a developing nation but they're somewhat similar to a slave state. They have whole cities dedicated to making a few products and they'll just execute people for organs. I wish they would be more like India.

Probably going there to study in several months. Wonder if I'll still be able to visit Jow Forums from behind the firewall. Guess not...

No, you're right. The problem is, banks come out and appraise them at double or triple the actual value because that appraisal is what they base mortgage payments on. It's a scummy move, but the banks have had decades to figure out how to find loopholes and work within the law.

You could. It would have to be through some sort of double vpn in an Internet cafe.

Oh, we have pretty much the same here in Russia. Mortgage is basically slavery for 15-25 years. And its pretty much the only way for many people to get a decent flat.

Its probably worth it.

Hey, I know Chinese guys play video games through it. I don't see how going onto Jow Forums could be worse than that.

I have to spend almost my whole birthday with studying...

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Still would have been nice to have that red socialist flag on Jow Forums. Oh well...

That's a shame. Looks like housing is difficult no mater where you live in he world.

It is crazy buying a house from the previous owner and then the bank showing up and going "Hey, you gotta pay us each month for ~40 years or we will take your house away."
I already bought the house in full, why the fuck do I need to pay more? It's like a protection fee that you are paying the mob so they don't break your knees.

But I just remember the words of the great Tommy Wiseau, "DAS LYFE"

I want to spite my exgirlfriend from ivory coast for breaking up with me by going on a trip with her and while there pick up a qt with the green card marriage card.

>Looks like housing is difficult no mater where you live in he world.
Yeah, its really overpriced here though. An average flat in Moscow costs at least 300k $. And that's the very minimum, while the average wage is around 1-1.3k $ (in Moscow). The rest of the country is far worse in terms of wages.

fo' shizzle?

Actually, now that I've recalled it from memory ... you might get lucky. I've heard rumors that they don't censor English platforming because so much of their population don't really know other languages outside of PRC members. That may very well may be the case.

Would be great. I'll let Jow Forums know if I get the chance to.

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this is a picture

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I might have to hold you to it Russanon. It very determine whether I ever go to China.

It may very well*. I gotta read what type.

If it happens, it will be around January next year or so. Many of my friends have gone there and have been quite positive about their experience.

uhhh traps are gay

haha yes

I've always wanted to be a pretty female.

I'm in love with my best friends girlfriend. I'm not gonna do anything cause I don't wanna hurt my friend but I can't stop thinking about her.

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Damn. Hang in there bro. I don't know about this as much as you do but isnt the bank supposed to give you at least 30 days notice prior to selling your mortgage?

Im not trans but i want to look like a cute girl but my family is very conservative and disowned my brother for being gay so I can't be who I want to be.