how are we going guys?
anyone wannah chat?
>woke up and cringed because when I was really drunk at night I did some shit that would make me look weird
>ate liquid brekfast stuff I have as im too lazy to eat
>Jow Forums for whole day and one fap
>lost a hikki fren today made me cry but I dont blame my fren for deciding to vanish
>just got the rest of the wine I could find in my empty goon sacks and mixed them in a bottle I am cooling in freezer
>I have about 500ml wine and 5 shots of vodka and I hope it makes me feel better
How are we doing lately? free (you's)
Mason Johnson
Josiah Gonzalez
Alcohol is bad for you user
Leo Wilson
sucked someone's dick?
Julian Wilson
I've been better, user. My jimmies have been rustled badly because of the insecurities I have. I fantasize about being hurt regularly. Most people in my life don't know about it.
Luke King
I drink every day... I decided to quit so I didnt buy more yesterday but now I wish I did.
The pills I have to beat off the cravings I am not allowed to take because they interact with prozac.
>sucked someone's dick?
No I was just saying pedo stuff
>I've been better, user.
trips checked
>My jimmies have been rustled badly because of the insecurities I have.
want to elaborate man?
>I fantasize about being hurt regularly.
its just a fetish man, dont worry about it
>Most people in my life don't know about it.
keep it that way unless you are hurting yourself
Connor Jackson
I'm . It isn't sexual, it is more like I hate my own fucking guts and I want to see myself dead. What stops me from hurting myself is that the harm will only increase self-loathing.
Thanks for reading my blog posts btw.
Cameron Kelly
>how are we going
lazy days, everyone's gone for a week so it's just do the daily chores and be as comfy as possible, my father is being painful though.
hows your day going fren, hope you're comfy
Asher Diaz
>I hate my own fucking guts and I want to see myself dead
tahts just being suicidal?
check out lostallhope.com .
if you are going to do it make sure you dont fuck up.
>Thanks for reading my blog posts btw.
I like it :)
not really comfy very anxious but when my wine cools down I should be fine.
doing chores sucks big dick
John Russell
rip anxiety fren, that shit gets me bad too, chores are pretty easy when you think about all the comfy do nothing time you get after and the noone making comments on what you're doing and how, hope your anxiety calms down though fren
Tyler Adams
Fucked up another opportunity to develop a relationship with a female. 2D girls are better anyway.
Henry Cook
>2D girls are better anyway.
unironically are.
>hores are pretty easy when you think about all the comfy do nothing time you get after
this is a nice way to look at it
>Fucked up another opportunity to develop a relationship with a female.
wannah explain what happened?
Juan Hill
I've looked on that site before, but thanks for the advice. I think I'm just too much of a pussy to actually go through with it, as I have people on this earth that love me deeply and I'd hate to hurt them. I think my insecurity comes from how incompetent I am. I feel like I'm just worthless trash that ought to be incinerated.
Blake Gutierrez
>have people on this earth that love me deeply and I'd hate to hurt them.
yeah man, only reason most of us are alive
Charles Perez
tbqh it was kind of doomed from the start. Short version is that I thought i was genuinely making a connection with a girl that lived nearby but she was just looking to turn me into another orbiter.
Caleb Hughes
Yeah, despite the recklessness of getting married I think I will. I want children who will outlive my parents and give me a purpose on this plane.
Thomas Turner
7 seconds ago I got roasted and btfo'd on the gay thread for getting my hopes up and valuing myself as anything besides garbage.
Just lonely and sick of my job. At least I have irl friends to play vidya with. Whole life is justtolerating it until I can see them again, and they probably don't value me nearly as much as I value them.
Be careful with the alchohol, niceboi. And be careful not to let people hurt you too much
Justin Butler
What games do you play i wouldn't mind another person to play with once in a while.
Oliver Barnes
>wake up
>see this thread
>day ruined
kill yourself please
Josiah Roberts
Mostly just Smash4, some Rivals of Aether, some Lethal League.
Nathan Diaz
Suffering from acute boredom and restlessness. I watch the clock tick and realize that I'm running out of free time and then it hits me, I've done fucking nothing every hour I've been awake and it's time to sleep. I did nothing but scroll Jow Forums, I did nothing but pace around my room, I did nothing but scroll through my steam library thinking about playing games but not actually doing it. I've done nothing but stress out about people who have completely ignored my existence. I've done nothing but sit here. I need something to break the monotony, but all I can do is think about the solutions, enacting them just means more boring shit since I lack the drive to actually get over the tutorial hump. I want to make a game right, my dream game, it would be hard but not impossible, but I just don't fucking want to sit there watching tutorials. I've worked on sprites for hours and completed entire sets, but then I see an imperfection, delete, it and realize I fucked up and don't want to start over. Because why even start over when you don't even have the programming knowledge to implement it? I wan to watch an anime and then a sudden wave of tiredness hits my body as I go through my backlog and then I decide I should take a nap. Then I lay in bed waiting to fall asleep and it never happens so I get back up and it's 3 hours later and I don't have enough time to actually watch anything before I have to make dinner, eat, do menial work outs, then sleep. Well, atleast I can maintain that. I'm just about ready to exit. Wake me the fuck up.
Tyler Thomas
fuck off and die faggot, the cancer that is ruining this website. why can't you guys just go to tumblr or twitter or something?
Gavin Powell
I mean those are just the multiplayer games I play. Didn't figure the others were worth mentioning. Though I'm probably cancer for a different reason. Sorry :(
Matthew White
This is literally me down to the fucking choice of alcohol drop your discord here right now.
I've still got some bruises from last night.
I've only drank water for breakfast and so far i've fapped once and i'm on Jow Forums what the actual fuck dude.
Isaiah Morris
The feel of a wasted day, ouch. It's such a good feeling when you're young, and slowly but surely it turns into the most unbearable feeling in the world. I don't know if there's an escape, besides normie-tier 'just get out more" advice. They're probably right though, being normies with happiness and good lives...
Logan Kelly
>sorry :(
The other guy is right, fuck off and die.
Owen Sullivan
>she was just looking to turn me into another orbiter.
and even if they get with you its until a better guy comes along.
this is why woman leave their husbands.
woman had always been cancer but think about all these instagram whores...when they grow up they will be way worse
can I ask you as you are gay I got roasted and btfo'd on the gay thread for getting my hopes up and valuing myself
elaborate?
sorry user
>I watch the clock tick and realize that I'm running out of free time and then it hits me
read your post man and I have similar shit but I odnt work.
dude are you wage cuck?
I spend all my time scrolling Jow Forums man all day and I cant find time to watch anime.
based user, the gays should keep their shit in LGBT
Gunjy#4537
dude are you serious dude?
I have up and go for brekky mate.
I just fapped again btw to ecchi and lolis.
cute loli
Ryder Ward
shit days every day it is very unfair life
Julian Long
Currently messaging a girl who I met 2 weeks ago and slept with twice. Battling an alcohol addiction so trying to hide that whilst trying to keep the momentum going without also trying to sperg it up by messaging some weird shit. man this shits exhausting
Carson Morgan
>Currently messaging a girl who I met 2 weeks ago and slept with twice
3D woman are cancer, she is cancer
you met a woman and could talk to her enough to fuck her.
good job man, be lucky you arent a loser like robots are.
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>Battling an alcohol addiction
how long you been drinking daily for bro :(
just stop talking to the roastie
Caleb Cook
Have a gf I've been dating for 8 months. Over time, bit by bit, she has told me all of the following about her past:
>Used to go to parties/clubs all the time, get completely wasted and make out with random guys
>Dressed super slutty for the above
>Body count 11+ (mine is 2 including her)
>Worked as a stripper/dancer for a few months
>Sold drugs for a guy by dressing slutty
>Once woke up from being wasted the night before not knowing if she fucked the guy in her room
>Used to have her nipples pierced
>Has been skinny dipping (unknown if there were guys present)
>Gave oral to other men but not to me (she claims it was forced on her while drunk)
>Has had sex in public places, including the woods on a camping trip
>Has tried anal but not with me
>Got fucking pregnant and miscarried
>Is apparently known as a slut in her hometown
>All of this by age 19
I think about this shit every day and i can't look at her the same anymore. She acts sweet and innocent now, hardly drinks at all, won't go to parties or anything. She says she loves me and wants to be with me forever, but this is really fucking with my head. Anyone else know this feel?
Bentley Barnes
>Have a gf I've been dating for 8 months.
dude I am nice poster but seriously man I stopped reading here.
this is very normie