I finally accept that some people just aren't built for the world. I am one of those...

I finally accept that some people just aren't built for the world. I am one of those, everytime I try to change that it blows up in my face. I'm done trying to have a normal life. I just want to die.

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You need to find someone as crazy as you are

Its ok friend, you're among brothers here

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I used to know people like that but we've all driven each other away, not even crazies can tolerate crazies
It doesn't do much to lift my spirits user but thank you

I'm going to kill myself, OP. Hopefully soon

Well go get them back. Or at least try to.

yeah me too, since i was a little wee child my social life was shit, maybe im made for something in the woods or something, city life is not my life

Build the world. Piece by piece. Tooth and nail. Like a mother for their child, that is you.

It's okay brother, we all love you. One day things will be better for all of us.

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Yeah same, I feel like I'm one of the generic people with no depth, ironically enough my dad beat my leg and gave me depth, and I was actually happy

Please don't user. You are loved. There is always help out there in the form of therapy or medication. Don't give up hope.

I know how you feel user, I "casually" attempt suicide by drinking too much water since I romanticize dying in my thoughts,

Please don't though, do you know why you want to?

Can modern sleeping pills kill you if you take enough? I keep a full bottle near my bed to keep myself calm but I want to take the whole thing

user, I know how you feel, I know I'm repeating myself on this thread, but if you have suicidal thoughts do something else to distract yourself, I know because I attempted suicide by trying to drink excessive water

They are likly to make you very ill, possibly brain damaged. They will only hurt so much. Please, don't. Tuck in and sigh, ok? Be there tomorrow

Beat your leg. What

Nah, probably not sleeping pills alone.

Now alcohol and sleeping pills may be a different story. Though, it probably is extremely painful.

I've distracted myself from suicide for years now it has to end somewhere and I can't pay a professional to help

Oh I mentioned it since I felt like its what gave me depth from being so generic, and because its the action that proved I didn't belong in society, even my own dad hates me. I can still walk, but my leg is a bit deformed.

I understand, I can only think of one thing at a time, and sometimes suicide is all I can think of, do you think you can go see a doctor something and get diagnosed? maybe that can help, or are you already diagnosed?

Therapy doesn't work on me. I'm doing the best I can in life and most of the time that isn't enough.

I can't go to a doctor, I have no money to pay for one and my family would have an aneurysm and would become a giant deal for years after if they knew how bad I feel. I have no answer so I sit here and drink myself to death

I'm really sorry user, you can't help how you feel, you have to live for yourself, I hope I'm not talking down to you by saying that, I can say I do understand though, sometimes some days all I can do is be emotionally numb.

Maybe you can get a new hobby or something? to distract yourself?

Nothing helps anymore, hobbies, videogames, friends, it all just feels like arranging furniture around to try and distract from the fire engulfing the room. I am at my wits end, all I can do is wait

Trying to be better doesn't work. I was thinking about this early today actually. Why even try?

i have felt very similiar feelings to yours, but i made a promise to myself at a young age(maybe 14) that i wouldnt kill myself. Life now for me(30) isnt easy but i still feel like it is worth living. Make a similar promise. I cant promise roses but it will be worth the experience.

Not the guy you were talking to, but I'm in the same boat as you. I believe I know how to get out of this shithole, theoretically. Going outside and doing in real life things with people you may not see as true friends (they can be acquaintances or family or work mates) could be what we all need. The problem for me is actually going out with these people and maintaining an active friendship. They usually fall apart whether it be them being shitty or me. Maybe you can be different. I'm not certain here, I'm just trying to help all of us.

That'd be nice if mom and dad didn't move us all to rural fuck-all nowhere, I have to drive 45 minutes just to find a cup of coffee

Yah I have that problem as well to a lesser extent. I'm sure there are some things you can come up with to do, though. Don't give up hope quite yet, you're not alone in the struggle.