You always hear about the stories from rape victims but never from the rapists this thread is for those who want to...

If my dog could talk, he would relate the story of how he ass-raped OP.

I have a lot of rape fantasies. As a sadist, the idea of getting pleasure from other peoples' suffering is a huge turn on. Fake, consensual abuse and domination to me is like fake sex. There's no point to it if they're not really suffering. Physical pain is almost irrelevant, especially if they enjoy it. I also don't really like just slapping people around, that doesn't get me hard really. The pain and the pleasure have to be linked somehow, the closer the link the more intoxicating the feeling.

Needless to say I prefer it when a woman is terrified, and so one of my favorite fantasies is slowly strangling a woman while raping her, so that she thinks she's going to die and struggles a lot. I'm getting wood just typing this.

What the fuck is this and what does it have to do with rape?

Its a family tree, for a hypothetical baby, that will never be born, [not because I'm infertile, you know why]

I posted it since its still highly incriminating....? Rape is all about entitlement, and this family tree is deeper than shallow entitlement, does that make sense?

Also the other user said it was too autistic, which is funny because I was diagnosed with it since I couldn't talk as a kid, so thank you for that lucky guess, I /am/ autistic.

i feel the opposite, i'm fine with it being "fake" to a degree as long as i'm still committing the act fully

So you made a family tree where you have a child with a woman and then you listed your family members' relations to said child? How is this incriminating?

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im actually disappointed by this thread...
i wanted to have something to fuel my rape fantasies

....I actually knew the would-be, he wants nothing to do with me, this is all real info, that's why its censored. I understand though, he has his own self-agency and life,

It's... a hypothetical baby, not a real one.

I rape my wife daily

*would-be father.

Its incriminating because I made a family tree of a baby I wanted to have with someone, he cut me out of his life and doesn't want anything to do with me. The baby isn't real.

I made it after he cut me off from his life forever, I mourned a baby that was never real. that's why its so incriminating.

It's /hypothetical/

Does that make sense? I'm sorry if it didn't before, I thought my other posts made sense.

You knew the father of the baby and self inserted? How is this incriminating? I know you're autistic, but please, try to explain specifically what's wrong with any of this.

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I've never raped someone. That being said, I pressured my first girlfriend to do sexual things with me that she clearly didn't want to do. It wasn't malicious--I didn't really understand that it was wrong to push her into acts regardless of how she felt, not that that's an excuse. It was really clear to me that I was becoming a monster when, after another pressured sexual situation, she gave me these... eyes. I don't know how to describe them exactly, but they've left in imprint in me that'll never really go away, I think. We broke up soon afterwards.

I don't blame her for walking away. She had every right not to date a monster who wouldn't control himself. The emotional damage I did to her haunts me, and even though I've since apologized to her and tried my best to make amends, I don't think I'll ever really forgive myself. At the very least, she's doing okay now, I think, and that makes me a little happy.

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UHHH?? Is this bait, I explained perfectly.

The baby was never real, the person I wanted to impregnate me cut me out of his life forever, that's why its so incriminating, I even cried making the family tree because our particular baby will never be born.

Your dumb fanfic is embarrassing, but it's not incriminating, violating him, nor relevant to the thread.

What's incriminating about fantasizing about having a man's baby? You didn't get him to impregnate you, and you're sad about this. WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH THIS FUCKING THREAD?

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Huh, its just pathetic and sad then. I felt guilt for stalking his family, but I'm free now, thanks user

If you're a grill it's cute in a weird way

Not really, he cut me out of his life forever, that means our connection was shallow and unstable to begin with, if he wasn't even okay with me watching his life from afar. I am the problem, and that's it.
I'm gonna stop replying to this thread now, I don't want to repeat the same thing, I had to since apparently I didn't make sense.

aww :) you did the right thing when you apologized. and its sweet to see how you actually regret it. and you caught on to the situation before you could do something even more horrible.
i hope you wont feel this guilt forever, user
good luck :)

I appreciate the enthusiasm and kindness, but it's unnecessary to pat me on the back like this. No amount of regretting is ever going to take away the PTSD and trauma I gave her. That's for life. And that's my fault.

Speaking from the experience of doing something similar to that guy the guilt lasts a long time. It only fades when the memory fades.

I don't know why you think it's wrong to love someone. Try accepting yourself and your feelings sometime.

It means I pair-bonded with someone, but he cut me out of his life for a reason, it means he doesn't like me/want to talk to me anymore, that's why its so incriminating,

Incriminating means there was a crime. Feelings are not a crime.

Did people really not understand this? It makes perfect sense and he even explained it in detail in another post

Once I had to cut a woman out of my life because her mother told my boss I was making inappropriate advances. She has no idea what happened even now. Honestly I miss her much less than my sanity.