What are you living for? What keeps you going in this miserable life?

What are you living for? What keeps you going in this miserable life?

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It's not miserable, for one. I work on a farm and make food and shit post on the weekends.

anime, manga, light novels, learning japanese.

When you die, someone else will just be born into the world in your place, and that person might as well be you, but just a much higher chance of being a goatfucking muslim or some beetle like chinaman who basically works slave labor for pennies.

There is no escape.

Looks like the open maw in Tomb Of Horrors. Pro tip: don't put your cock in it

The thought that maybe one day, before death, there will be a calm. A day that seems like any other, exceot it is so significantly different. It is the day where you will sit, think about something good, and then not worry for just a brief moment

Hope, as dumb as it may be.

This is the feel that tops the feels.

this minus shite novels

I work on my shitty poetry.

A conman, scoundrel, augur / was condemned by king's decree
Dead that day / alive for years
Dead but walking, talking / for a small reprieve
Ten days, a year, ten more / the singer stopped his fears
Under soothing song the cruel master let him be
But a grief-struck heart / harbours lunatic horrors
The orphan struck by death / jumped in the city's bay
He wandered many years / damned in just one day

The orphics you know / were a gymnosophist cult
Believing in / reincarnation of the soul
And other Hindu like beliefs / held holy they'd exult
That God is found inside / and heart holds heaven whole
But how to find the way / out the cave we built?
Knowledge, devotion, good / how to find the soul?
Dancing in the waves / the image of the moon
Between life and death / the bride and groom

The moon beget / an ill, sick, monstrum child
A fetid world / and a few brightly-shining things
The cold and wild / the soft and mild
The weak and feeble / king of kings
Good and evil / good beget the world
A tender love for others / why else do we sing?
The heart holds a hole / and the hole is longing for the heart
And the only cure is paean song

Through currents deep and dark and cold he fell
And found the court / of a wealthy king
Poseidon, plenty, hades, heaven, hell?
A god in himself in himself in himself is the thing.
He played the harp / to the solemn lord of hell
And when that failed / fell to bargaining
Until weeping silent fell the harpist
Then God grants clemency / hark!

Was from silence after song / Hades' tears where found
'cause floating down the Evros / the orphan's sleeping corpse
Praised God Apollo / even bloated, dead and drowned
The sound of song abounding / to a hundred wealthy courts
So sung the nightingales / around an earthen mound
In Antilla's garden grove / where slept the orphan's corpse
The words that hurt the most / are just ones not said
So cried the mourners / so sung a mute and senseless head

Not much, I just want a wholesome friendship/relationship for once, but I'm mentally unstable and snap at people both IRL and Online,

Honestly do not know. I have minor aspirations like a dream career, buying a house, etc, but I don't know how that ultimately matters in the long run. I probably won't get to have kids either. I'm just waiting for the day where I go full boomer and I'm jaded enough to no longer care

the hope that I end up with someone I love and a good job

The promise of the future. Mankind is on the cusp of entering a new age. I believe that in a few decades humanity will advance so much that we will be able to make life wonderful for all of the Earth's inhabitants. By the end of the century, mankind will be at peace, exploring the solar system and constantly striving for the betterment of the world. The 2020s alone will dazzle us with the remarkable technological advances we will see. The future is bright brothers, never give up hope.

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Thats very delusional thinking, even if it was true, people are just insatiably hungry, we already live in utopian standards compared to the people that came before us, and yet we are still depressed and miserable.

So even if what you say does come true (it wont) people would still be wanting for more, and i suspect the depression will be far greater in a world like that, giving someone exactly what they want is a way to make them completely miserable.

something good might happen in my 20's

i might be able to get revenge on women in my 30's if the wall is true

future amenities could make loser life pretty sweet

Survival instinct I can't seem to overcome.

I still need to finish some 3D fan art I've been working on at a glacial pace for at least a year.

>Thats very delusional thinking, even if it was true, people are just insatiably hungry, we already live in utopian standards compared to the people that came before us, and yet we are still depressed and miserable.
We are depressed and miserable because we have to work jobs we hate for long hours and low pay just to survive along with the alienation caused by late capitalism. In the future robots and machines will be doing the shit jobs nobody wants to do and will do them faster, cheaper and more efficiently which will lead to things becoming very cheap and eventually free.
>So even if what you say does come true (it wont) people would still be wanting for more, and i suspect the depression will be far greater in a world like that, giving someone exactly what they want is a way to make them completely miserable.
We only want more because we are conditioned to want more by mass advertising and marketing. We are told by the large corporations to want and desire more things that we don't need or would want without the in-your-face advertising. Have hope brother, the future will bring wonderful things.

Should I kill myself Jow Forums or is my shitty poetry improvable?

I'm not saying that this is a good or bad thing, but are you aware that you have a very marxist progressive way of thinking? ironically i think that the mass advertising and marketing has conditioned you to believe in perpetual progress, that every problem can be solved, that the future can only get better and better.

I think most people have this marxist sort of thinking within them, even the hardcore pollacks who treat him like a devil.

i gave it a good look over and it is too long and i did not read it

I'm trying to get a comfy little house and a qt bf. Nothing beyond that really.

Well, I am a Marxist-Leninist, but I don't want to push my political beliefs upon you. Even if you disagree with Marxism, technology will improve and help us heal many of the problems we face as a society. What makes me a Marxist is the fact that I believe that as technology changes, it will inevitably cause our society to change with it. Just take a look at all the scientific and technological progress we've made in the 20th century alone. The 21st century will be even more impressive.

i dont know whats keeping me going anymore

>I'm just sitting around and waiting for the world to become a sci-fi paradise.

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>FRICKING BASEDKEK XDDD

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My next gun purchase, the next episodes of seasonal anime.

My family and that's it at this point. I feel trapped in a cell because I won't kill myself while they're still around so I have to keep on living.

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The hope that one day, for just once in my life, I will achieve what I want and not whatever this crazy fucking life of mine decides I want.

I hope ill make enough passive income to the point where I can just play vidya all day every day. Fingers crossed for The Oasis level virtual reality

Big boobs.

That's it.

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Inertia.

I keep going because it's easier than the alternative. I have no idea what I really want apart from wild fantasies about winning the lottery or other such nonsense.

>I'm just waiting for the day where I go full boomer and I'm jaded enough to no longer care
boomerpill is the final pill
feels good man

>very delusional thinking
yep mcmoney bags is going to start giving it away for free

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>Well, I am a Marxist-Leninist
ur not
ur a Dialectical Materialist
no one is giving out shit for free even after we - er some man - er some individual trans/corp/person - discover unobtainium to power their replicator
political power/ social coercion is a form of exchange too
>blowjobs

I'm not brave or high enoght to commit suicide, but I'm solving this right now

>brave or high enoght
you should change that
that 'or' to an 'and'
start with being brave
then give it some time

Write a tldr after every poem and you might have something
Especially for younger generations who have less attention span
You would be a cool new hip poet

That pic... Is that you, Matt?

I'm living because I'm a human, If i were a dog I would live like a dog and if I were born a bird I would eat fuckin seeds. So I find it humorous when people don't like their lives.

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