I might kill myself tomorrow, talk me out of it please

ive tried to do that, ive gone to the gym and done shit like boxing ( i still do now ) and although i have gotten much better physically im still completely fucked mentally

Why do you want me to talk you out of it?
I'm probably going to be killing myself soon and I don't want anyone to talk me out of it. I'm done with this planet. If you were really going to, you would be as well.

exactly, if he's made up his mind nobody would be able to tell him otherwise, he's clearly only in the early stages of suicidal ideation

if you don't know then the chances are you aren't any of those things. for sure even if you are now you have the potential to turn it around. try to find something to live for, if you can't think of anything even minor then live to find a purpose. that's how i got past the suicidal stage i lived to find something to live for. it exists for everyone you just have to keep looking.

i think your right, i dont want to kill my self but i dont know if im just being selfish or something

If you are posting it online, you might be looking for attention. If you are dead serious about it, then you should do exactly the same: Go to a therapist who is able to give you the right kind of attention

the reason i'm doing this on Jow Forums is because i dont want anyone to send me to therapy, i want that to be my choice, not someone else's

I think whats happened is i am unsuited to the life i live now, instead of killing myself what i'm gonna do is i'm gonna got into a completely different place in the world, whatever that may be

when did this forum get filled with pussyass normies?

Fucking do, it nigger. Bet you won't, bitch. Not like anyone would miss you anyway.

Up until a week or so ago, I had spent the prior 6 months spiralling downwards, due to illness, and the loss of a job and long term relationship. This is reached a peak when I found myself on the phone to the emergency services crying like a child.
I can't tell you what to do, but I took the lesser of two options available and got medication. There were several more crisis moments that involved ending up in my doctor's office, or sitting Infront of a psychiatric nurse but the main point is I'm here right now typing this to YOU, user.

fuck off you edgy ass 14 year old faggot, you disgust me

i get you user thats why im leaving my country
(posted here )

im gonna try to go for my dreams. my life is bad enough that without my dreams its not worth it. but i think its possible to do something wonderful. i know it takes work that i havent done, but theres a chance for me. i think theres something here for everyone. but its not easy

I was thinking about doing the same thing, OP.
Plan was to get drunk and load up my 12 gauge. I'd leave a small note and maybe send a message to a couple of people I know.
What method are you planning?

Attached: Saturday_night_wrist.jpg (316x316, 18K)

Anyone who kills themselves is gay. You're not gay are you OP?

Easy. If you don't want to suffer even more, don't do it.

Chico Xavier talking about reincarnation:

If you kill yourself...

...shooting yourself in the heart = you reborn with congenital cardiopathy or with phenomenons in the fallot's tetralogy;

...by hanging = reborn with paraplegia;

...by poisoning = reborn with congenital malformations, with myopathic problems, myxedema;

...by hurting the belly = reborn with chances of dying by mesenteric infarction;

...by drowning = reborn with pulmonary emphysema;

...by shot in the head = various hurtful phenomenons, like idiocy, acromegaly, congenital deafness, congelintal blindness, congenital dumbness;

So, enjoy killing yourself, but prepare your arse for some suffering in the next life.

Science can tell you more about reincarnation (americans don't like those data for some reason):

Check professor Hemendra Nath Banerjee's research on the subject. And also doctor Ian Pretyman Stevenson's research. Pretty impressive.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ian_Stevenson

>b-but Chico Xavier was a charlatan
A charlatan without a penny in his pocket? What kind of charlatan is that? A charlatan helping the poor? Giving all money to charity? Well, doesn't matter. Stevenson's and Banerjee's researches are still valid.

>b-but reincarnation is silly
Check the researches then, dumbarse. Or do as you wish. Fuck you.

>I can't remember my past life
And that's a bless. If you could you would be beyond depressed.

It's extremely childish the believe that the simple "end of the act" solve transcendent questions of Infinity.

Also this right here:

It is a pity that you've come here by way of suicide.
Clarence remained calm but I felt a surge of revolt within me. Suicide? I remembered the accusations of those perverse beings in the Lower Zones. Even though I was grateful to my benefactors, I couldn't accept this accusation.
"I believe you are mistaken", I said, distressed, "my departure from the world had other causes. I fought over forty days trying to overcome death. I suffered through two serious operations because of an intestinal occlusion."
"Quite so," the doctor continued, calm and perfectly composed, "but the occlusion was the result of very serious causes. Perhaps you haven't thought it over enough. The spirit body presents within it a complete history of the actions practiced on Earth."
Leaning over me, he went on, pointing to different parts of my body.
"Let's look at the intestinal zone," he said, "the occlusion was due to cancerous elements, which in turn arose from some indiscretions of yours, in which you contracted syphilis. The disease might not have assumed such grave characteristics had your mental attitudes been firmly based on the principles of moderation and brotherly love. Instead, you chose a dark, exasperating way of life which attracted destructive vibrations from those around you. You never imagined that anger attracts negative forces, did you?
Your lack of self control and your thoughtlessness in dealing with others, whom you so often unthinkingly offended, frequently left you under the influence of sickly and inferior beings. These circumstances greatly aggravated your physical state."
After a long pause, in which he went on examining me attentively, he continued: "Have you observed, my friend, that your liver was damaged through your action? That your kidneys were also mistreated in your reckless disregard for the divine gift of physical existence?"

Attached: piana.png (561x596, 226K)

I felt deeply disappointed, but the doctor, seemingly unaware of my anguish, continued to clarify: "The bodily organs possess incalculable reserves in accordance with the Lord's designs. You, my friend, evaded many excellent opportunities and wasted the precious blessing of physical existence. The long term assignment which you had been given by those of greater spiritual accomplishment was reduced to half hearted attempts at work which you never completed. Your entire gastronomical system was destroyed as a direct result of your "harmless" excesses in food and drink, and your essential energies were devoured by the syphilis you contracted through still other excesses. As we see, the diagnosis is incontestable."

And if you still want to do it, there is no stop. I would wish you good luck, but I know you'll have none once you're dead.

Attached: deathwish.gif (450x250, 977K)

then you need more reference points. start changing your habits mate

You haven't played Mount & Blade Bannerlord yet

Been there myself frendo, (.45 barrel in my mouth a few times). It gets better, just give it time, pick up a hobby of some sort, learn a new skill, take your mind off shit