Suicide thread. All thoughts and discussions pertaining to suicide go here. Honouring Shuaiby...

he died because he was so sad he could not keep living anymore

no its not ive tried it. you pass out in seconds

He died because he didn't want to be a wagecuck and live a shit life in this shit world
Everyone is sad but the ones who kill themselves deserve a fucking medal

Did you fully suspend yourself in air? Or were your feet touching the ground as a support?

Under the assumption that this life is the only one you have, there is so much to experience, why end it?

Even for narcissists like this whose ego's are crippled without validation from others, there is so much to be experienced on this planet. The sights, the sounds, the tastes, the smells. Physical exercise, recreation. Drugs, meditation, good films, music, food. You can live a life without love, friends, companionship and still have a smorgasbord of experiences.

And, to be quite honest, if you focus on having an openness towards life and seeking new experiences, you are almost certain to make a few friends along the way.

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fully suspended. belt broke tho and i woke up in puddle of blood (maybe i just dont remember the pain?) not sure
had to get stitches

when you are an ugly beta there is nothing to explore, the only thing you explore is a constant reminder that god failed you when he created you and designed you to be a walking burden

I understand and appreciate what you're saying. But I don't think I've emphasized enough how people like coworkers make my life shitty on a daily basis

You're saying ugly people cant travel? Cant eat? Are barred from restraunts? National Parks? How does being ugly effect you from doing anything by yourself?

If you're not happy where you work, you need to get a new job. Thats it user. Its your life, and you're the one responsible. If you're not happy, you need to fix it. Stop waiting.

>Don't be sad, be a hippie instead

If I became a hippie I wouldn't need suicide, I'd need mercy killing

why am I always the one who gets caught?

I've done that. People generally dislike me so working with them becomes a nightmare.

What did you expect before doing it? Did you know you would pass out fast? I always thought it was just to obstruct breathing but learned of the necks veins later.

>being open towards life to experiences
>Ugh, Hippie! Id rather be miserable!

You realize its thats judgemental/closed attitude at the core of your suffering right?

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ever see those mousetrap videos? Where some guy sets up a night camera and tests some strange or interesting trap in his barn for mice and rats? Its funny, because often times, when a trap is triggered and kills a mouse, the other mice are never scared. They are often curious and investigate. They linger, get bored and take the cheese that their bolder mouse cousin died for.

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I've always thought suicidal thoughts were normal and to some degree I think they are.
There are probably times when you've thought "I'd rather be dead than being in current situation", whether it be due to something as trivial as being stuck in traffic for a bit too long, breaking the tissue when you wipe your ass, or having a deep depression.
I realized over the last year or two that I don't think I've been doing too well for a few years now.
I really hated the term depression, I wouldn't use it to describe my situation though since I haven't gone to a psychologist or doctor or any specialist to talk about it.

But I'm not thinking about killing myself seriously, at least not yet.
There's still things I need to do before I can go, I want to at least try and obtain some happiness and satisfaction for myself, and if I'm still feeling the same way then...
I guess I'll just cross that bridge when I get to it.

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ive been thinking about suicide and doing it for years since I was a teen but I cant say at any point in my life did I ever genuinely at the bottom of my heart want to cease my existence forever

Ever thought you might be projecting that?
>"Everyone at work hates me"
>ugly sad face
>*People avoid you because your ugly sad face*
>"Everybody at work hates me"

i just expected to die at that point.
everyone can reach a point when desire of death > fear and physical pain

I drove at 96 mph on a highway today listening to Yeah Yeah Yeahs' Heads Will Roll and looking for a tree to crash into.
I have not had a good three days.
And I don't know when I get off this ride.

thats not what i meant, did you know anything about how it worked at all? i just wanted to know where you learned about it, meaning the rapid loss of consciousness from lack of blood to the brain. I was amazed when I figured out thats how it worked.

oh, what you say is correct

i wish i could just fucking jump off of my parents house and end it all.

Since about 20 days, my life has just gone downhill. With my father coming back and abusing of me agsin, and me being unable to do anything back, right now I am in the edge with him as he will kick me out of the house I rightfully lived on for a long time, working each and every day to make it a decent abode. People don't want me around even, and I will possibly end up leaving in the strwet sooner or later. For now, I have been slipping in some of my medications on his drinks to keep him numb and away from me but...I am tired. I will probably end up hanging myself sometime soon...but I don't know. I have been working a bit and pondering about my life, on an absolute void.
There are some things that still have me attached to being around, but once they are over...I think my time around is over.
But for now, I will just do my small stuff and see how things go along.

Bet you're a woman

Been suicidal for the better part of 5 years, maybe when I was in grade 10 (I'm 19 now).

Some times in my life the feelings get worse (like when my 3 year relationship ended in grade 12, death of family). Sometimes I feel ontop of the world (falling in love in 2017, caring for someone and helping them understand love).

After having no aversion to casual drug use near the end of 2017 I experimented with many things (researched a lot), but now I'm a polysubstance abuser. My most recent girlfriend of 1.5 years (she was the one), left me a little over a month ago after discovering the shitty, borderline cheating behavior I engage in while on my drugged up adventures. Now I'm slipping onto alcoholism and opiate abuse too. Just hitting up old friends to try and meet up with people I love one last time.

Sorry for wall of text, i have no one to talk with :(

Could be. Could be not.
But well, I have been enclosed in my room since some time.
I wish I had something to eat too but the bastard made it sure I was in the most detrimental state. At least, when he is falling asleep, I try to eat his leftovers, so...that's something at least.

kill nig111111111

my skill are as sharp as ever
tits or gtfo roast

That dumbass knew he was in too deep to back out even if he wanted to. Pity for his grieving mother.

I have nothing to offer...
I'm just reading stuff and whatnot.
By the way, hope everyone is having a decent time at least, suicidal or not.

sucks for you
now off you go

he regrets it now? no that nigga dead

go to a womens shelter rat bitch

>not posting the animated version
Origatoni

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Oh, also, please film your suicides. I enjoy watching them.

Its okay user were all here for you. Most of us are depressed on this board anyway. I hope things get better and stay safe :) I know some random stranger on the internet isn't much but sometimes it can help

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How can he regret it, he's fucking dead

Wtf did I just see. beyond messed up

Oh my dude you haven't seen shit. I wish ISIS would come back and give more OC.

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He is in the Lower Zones. I know he is
surrounded by inferior entities, devoted to evil. It was his stupid choice.

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