I used sex to take advantage of a guy and get what I wanted from him while I was in a mental health ward...

I hope you lose your battle with depression.

I've known a lot of girls who stayed in a mental health ward. If you said sex in exchange for my blanket, then I would think you are insane or manic.

But to reply to your OP post I don't think what you did was wrong, and I don't think you should feel guilty since it wasn't wrong. You did a simple business transaction of sex in exchange for a blanket. Both parties got what they wanted in the end and no one was hurt.

You have to be careful though, as someone could have easily hurt you in that situation.

Oh sorry I have a habit of speaking my mind and Rambling
It seems like you has casual sex for items? Nothing wrong with that, but pregnancy is a thing, so that's what us worrying about this.

I personally think sex does more harm than good, so I wouldn't do something like this.

Doss this make more sense?

You don't even know what I was in for.

He was going after me pretty hard since I had gotten there. I came up with the idea because I wasn't sleeping well, knew the solution, and found a way to that solution. So it's not like I came up to him and said "Hey, let's fuck and you give me your bedding" it was more "Hey, you keep hitting on me. I'll give you what you want if you give me what I want." I didn't think about getting hurt though. That's strange actually, I'm usually very worried about anything that could happen.

Oh okay, just an opinion response. That is what I asked for in the OP.

Oh so it happened naturally? Both persons were old enough and enjoy sex

This sounds right, thank you for sharing,I forget that Sex itself can be Good. due to my subjective reality.

You saved my life, I was sexually abused before I even understood what sex was, so I'm scared on instinct of any mention of irl sex

You're actually worth more than a blanket. So be careful of situations where you can get hurt.

My gf likes weighted blankets too. It helps her anxiety. Or I'll lay on top of her and put some of my weight on her, which she also likes very much.

And those reasons are...?

God bless the free market

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If he never knew it
Is okay, you will be a good memory.
Each person with his sins, no one's innocent.

>You're actually worth more than a blanket.
This hurt a lot more than you realize, it's not your fault.

Are the fives minutes in my warm hole worth more than a blanket? It's not like we made love and I gave my all to him. Weighted blankets are very important to me though. They're a very special thing.

Self harm, anorexia, threats to kill myself, threats to kill others.

This makes no sense at all.

Obligatory tits or GTFO. This has gone on long enough.

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It's not the warm hole it's the you as a person I mean.

Didn't mean to hurt you. Sorry about that. I agree about the value of weighted blankets. Also things like plushies or blankees from childhood. To me they are very comforting.

Damn didn't have the time to call for the anorexia =/
I'd call it from the "can't wrestle toddler" mostly but not only.

I'd say you feel guilty because you consider that you're not even worth the deal you made, you're calling yourself a warm hole afterall . In the end the guy ,however sloppy you can think it was, had a good time specially if it only lasted 5 mins.

No need to make it awkward he'd probably do it again expecting to cut on the deal part only to know if you had a thing for him or not.

Jesus christ how soft are you fags? She hasnt given us a single pic of herself yet so why do we even care?

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>It's not the warm hole it's the you as a person I mean.
She isn't a warm hole. She's considers herself much more which is why she doesn't care about someone using her vag that much.

Just reacting because someone reacted, that's how talking works. irl and online too.

We just Gotta

Would you have considered yourself mentally stable at the time? Would you consider him?

It just reminded me of something someone used to say to me a lot. It's not important and like I said it wasn't your fault.

What else tipped you off on anorexia?

Get out of my head though please. It's creepy how aware of my issues you are, or at least how much it seems you are.

There wasn't a chance for doing it again. He got relocated because he told them he didn't have any blankets because I took them and I just told them he made me fuck him. I hid the blankets while the situation was going on. I wasn't really interested in him but he wasn't awful either.

I don't know about that. I go back and forth aon that kind of thing.

Compared to some of the people there? Yes. Compared to the average person? Hell no.

Stop replying to her unless she provides.

So that's where you were? And him?

Oh sorry, I totally blocked out answering what I thought of him that reply was just what I think of me at the time. He was fairly together compared to some of the people there but he was still pretty out of it. I think I was more stable than him.

Did you actually have sex or did you use the idea of sex to get what you want?
And I gotta ask because I work on a psych unit, what did you get? Cheeked benzos or extra snacks? Apologies if I missed that answer earlier.

Alright looked back and you answered both my bad. Did any employees get fired for this? That would be a big deal on my unit because we do q15 checks to prevent that shit.

We actually had sex. It was really boring, I just slid my pants below my butt and bent over. He went at it for five minutes and pulled out. All I got was a couple blankets though. I asked for more once and they said no so I took matters into my own hands and got what I wanted.

I have no idea. I just know that he was taken somewhere else and they didn't find the blankets.

Fuck.
Dispassionate sex is so hot to me. I just want to stick my benis in a girl who is bored, ideally browsing her phone or something

Sex with opposite sex in mental institute.
>still attractive + different kinds of problems
The toddler, the weighted blanket
> lacks of physical strength, feeling cold / wanting to feel your body

I had my best friend back in high school that went there for depression.
He told me about the plentyness of anorexic girls there.
He started to learn guitar there probably to nail one + free time hobby.
and he didn't manage, probably too crippled by his depression and shyness.

As for how you think. Anorexia in my regard is more of a symptom than the "illness" to begin with.
More of an extreme selfhatred so anything that should concerns you as a person don't really.
Yet you thrive to feel your body / exists and trading sex + blankets helps in that regard.
But that's just me trying to think in your stead, I can be totally wrong.

If you were dishonest or misleading it is bad. If it was a mutual agreed exchange it is ok.

People like yourself and that guy make me nervous when I work with slacker techs. Just two days ago a small lady woman almost got her arm broken by an unstable dude because she touched his arm too much.
Psych wards are too much risk for too little reward in my experience. Lots of diseases people lie about because of IV drug use they lie about.

Trading sex for things on psych wards is too much risk*
I should say, and I mean that for the patient. For us it's paperwork.

Is it a fetish thing? Boring sex isn't really my thing.

You put a lot of effort into that response so I don't want to disrespect you with a short reply but I don't have a lot to say. You're right on a lot of things. I've been diagnosed with autism, depression, anxiety, BPD, and anorexia. Anorexia is apparently at least somewhat common in people with BPD. I've definitely had moments where I "try to see if I still bleed." Is anorexia a part of that? I'm not sure. I guess I had more to say than I thought.

He agreed, it was his fault that he didn't realize that the staff would probably notice him sleeping without blankets.

I assume this kind of thing is common to some extent. They took away most of my clothes because they were "inappropriate" so I'm guessing sexual manipulation happens regularly or used to at least. Have you had any patients try to manipulate you? I was on my best behavior other than this so I didn't go after any staff members.

>any patients try to manipulate you?
All the time, even when on the geriatric unit where I usually work. Even if I wanted to stick it in the hole of someone mentally unwell who is likely to return to the unit after discharge(as is the way of mental health), that is a class III felony if I recall correctly. And it would be morally fucked because that is taking advantage of a massive power difference in an environment where patients are unable to leave.

Don't worry about the lenght my answer, it's just that I need time to organize my thoughts otherwise it would be utter gibberish.

I can hardly help more on what you have I only state what I read.

As someone who actually spent time in a psych ward I can tell you the OP is a grade A bullshitter making this up.
Psych wards never let you go anywhere unsupervised, everything is locked down and monitored, especially at night.

>while I was in a mental health ward
No biggie, you can do whatever the hell you want
You are probably the only sane people left in the world anyway

>How would you view someone that used sex to their benefit regularly
You are a typical woman. Nothing special.

Nice larp now show tits or never happened.

m8 I work at one in a state without law-enforced staffing ratios and when 24 patients outnumber 3 staff, shit can happen. It happens less when staff is on top of it, but you can only do so much. OP may be bullshitting but it does happen.

I didn't think about how easy it would be to manipulate someone from your position. It's kind of kinky and scary.

Cool

It is a serious issue, though most abuses of power are for staff convenience, nothing that malevolent.

Convenient in what way? Easy sex or to make work easier?

Denying patient rights when it would be inconvenient to respect them, like prn medication or phone calls or lying about behavior.

It's so interesting to hear about this stuff from the other side after spending a month being curious about everything.