I'm so insecure I let what strangers on Jow Forums say upset me. Is this what failing life feels like?

I can tell when its an actual joke or whatever. But sometimes I do struggle if I'm being honest. And sometimes even though I know it's clearly just bait meant to get a reaction out of me I still let it hurt my feelings.

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I do think about this.
Sometimes I wonder if the average poster on Jow Forums wouldn't go in as hard if they realized the person reading it is actually someone who's probably had a really shitty life and it's going to get to them even though it probably shouldn't. I imagine few of us are actually sociopathic enough to want to shit on the "autistic looser".
I think a lot of us are capable of absorbing everything said here and be completely unaffected so we just assume everyone is.

All I can say is you shouldn't let it get to you OP and I hope you're doing alright. It is almost always just a meme.

Most of the negative fags on here are paper dragons. Just lay into them a bit and they'll scamper off back into the shadows.

Yeah, thanks user. I'll try my best. I hope you're doing okay too

Not him, but I've had people screencap my waifu-related gushing and use it against me in other threads, to show how pathetic I am, and when they recognize me, reference my hopes as being delusional and my fears as being entirely true. I think it's clear that a lot of what was said to me, regarding waifuism, was said out of pure malicious sadistic spite, and they wanted me to suffer for who I love. Acquaintances have told me that's crazy and paranoid and that I shouldn't let banter get to me, though, because everyone faces it. I've never seen someone else targeted to that extent while not being remotely confrontational, though. The experiences may have made me more easy to believe that someone genuinely hates me than I should, but most of it wasn't my imagination.

m.youtube.com/watch?v=_xATi_9seuk

If i didnt care i wouldnt scare. You dumb fucks are gonna be alright

I honestly don't even know how to insult someone. I'm too passive

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This post was barely understandable and I suspect someone who is not a native speaker would have trouble comprehending what you were attempting to convey. You've spent over a decade shitposting and you can't even properly express yourself.

This is probably a blogpost, but my experience with trusting online people... has actually helped me? I knew someone who made posts about the "Bad side" of sex and it helped me understand why I was so afraid of it. and the person even confessed they dissociated deeply, so I knew I could trust them. it wasn't a troll wanting to hurt vulnerable people for real, it was someone who was actually hurt deeply too

[I'm being cryptic because you know elephant in the room issues...]

It helped you what? I don't wanna come off as rude but I don't understand, sorry

>Akko posting
>"I honestly don't even know how to insult someone. I'm too passive".

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>Is this what failing life feels like?

Yes. Yes, that is exactly what failing life feels like.

Now think of how all the girls you know see you.

Yeah I'm not going to deny this either.
It's strange, current Jow Forums seems to be a place for "losers"/depressed and whilst I know it will never (and probably should never) become a hug box I do wonder about some of the people who hang around here.
The fact that we feel the need to eat each other alive... I mean what's the fucking point? A lot of us went through school and got shit on for being weird. Why do we feel the need to do it to each other?

I honestly don't understand why people do this.

>The experiences may have made me more easy to believe that someone genuinely hates me than I should, but most of it wasn't my imagination.
I don't blame you. Not everyone is out to get you but I'm sure you realize that. I guess when it's a poster targeting someone in particular across threads like with the attacks on your waifu it's a bit hard to tell whether that person is just being a prick or whether there is "discord drama" that you're too old to give a shit about. I wonder if people knew that it was just some prick bashing you for having a waifu then they would throw in a (you) telling the other person to fuck off.

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Oh sorry, they made posts about being asexual and being unable to enjoy sex because it can do more bad than good. it wasn't a troll trying to bait people "Afraid" of sex into replying, it was a real person who had the same issue I had. it really helped and made me feel like I belonged.

[h-haha.. this is still a blogpost but it doesn't end happily.. and its not cute or quirky.. god I wish I was just insecure and Nothing Bad Ever Happened to me Ever.. also please no more replies, I don't want to be called a attention-seeker or accused of sob stories, its too personal]

This is what I'm talking about. This upset me alot even though it's clearly not serious. Why am I like this?

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You're needlessly being a faggot.
Why don't you fuck off to somewhere more appropriate?

>girls you know
what are you some sort of chad? fucking faggot, leave.

are you weak and dumb? lol

Honestly I feel empathy for people who need to attack people worse off. How bad does it have to be that you need to put others down of all places here.
I am very empathetic and I am very non confrontational but I care about people and honestly am not a good 'mean person'

Don't beat yourself up. I know you're probably a kind person at heart.

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Thanks, user. I bet you are too!
>ogpost