25+ thread

I can't fit into other internet communities anymore

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>realizing you might have to put up with another 60 years of this
god damn, I don't want to kill myself but I'm running out of options here

>31 year old virgin
>r9k is full of 17 year olds spouting stupid memes
>wizchan is better, but I don't fit in there either
>the message board I'm in is dying, and I'm not part of the in group there
>normie book, Instagram, etc is full of normies
>don't fit in at work
>have no friends, just acquaintances I say hi to when I see them by chance

This bothers me more than it should

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>when you realize how much of an outlier you are for being a 25+ friendless kissless virgin that even on the internet people like you barely exist

>28 one month from now
>went bald at 20
>teeth started going down the hole at 25
>have had a mass of something on my left kidney/lower back since I was 26
Anyone else here disintigrating?

27, soon 28. Seeing a new therapist going to talk about my anxiety and low self esteem and my inability to even ask a girl out. I need to change and get my dick sucked by a opinionated qt girl

>I need to get my dick sucked by a opinionated qt girl
what issues do you think this will really solve, other than the issue of not having had your dick sucked by a opinionated qt girl?
what issues do you suspect this could cause?

I'm fine with cuddling

stop drinking energy drinks you fucking mong

same questions
what do you think that will solve?
what other issues could that cause?

serious questions, i want to know your thoughts on this.

26, a couple years ago I developed this issue where it takes me an hour to fully empty my bladder, if I dont have that kind of time I have to walk around at work with little droplets of piss leaking out of my dick into my underwear, I went to two different doctors before I couldnt use my parents insurance when I turned 25 and they both said
>welp, we cant figure it out, oh well!
Its kind of ruining my life

It's getting so bad online I'm convinced to join the real world to escape the online world. I was originally online to find like minded people, free my mind, and escape conformity. Now it's a giant herd who makes the same brainless comments.

Being in this different world most people are already in.

Feeling good making someone feel good.

Pregnancy, death?

>Pregnancy, death?
death is an optimistic outcome compared to many of the possibilities of what is down that road.

>>Pregnancy, death?
>death is an optimistic outcome compared to many of the possibilities of what is down that road.

What possibilities

when you're having trouble sleeping in 5 years you'll remember these posts.

>35 yr old kv
>finally held down a job for more than a year
Do you think I can find a fembot? It's getting better

Yeah, 27 here, diagnosed with diabetes since I was 14, my health had completely disintegrated because of it, my skin developed seborrheic dermatitis my nervous system got fucked too and now I'm also balding. I'm giving it my best, but if I will fail to save my hair, I'm gonna take a nice jump off the tallest building I can find, head down.

>24-Year-Old Receives Sage Counsel From Venerable 27-Year-Old
>tfw 24
i kek
Any 25+ life couch out there?

Now you didn't answer the question.

>fembot
you should know better than to use this teenage newfag term

I shouldnt since I'm a 35 kv that couldnt hold down a job. Maybe by 37 I can settle for some busted single mom

sounds like you're failing to meet all your basic human needs, save for food and shelter. That should be bothering you very much.

I'm 35 and lying to myself about how I still could go back to uni and get those credit points and then a master and then a job and then own a home and a traditional woman in her 20's and I'm really good at lying, atleast to myself.

can you expand on this?
what is in energy drinks specifically that causes this? or is it just the massive amount of sugar?

Regret is my primary emotion.

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>Porn Actresses with the same birth year as you are now billed as MILFs

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How do I get the motivation to not just sit inside and do nothing all day? I feel like an adult child.

Even children leave the house and do things though

>for some fucking reason decided I wanted to do something normal
>flying across the country to get a car so I can drive it across the country
>have done no planning on a route or anything
>plane leaves tonight at 10pm
>text the person who I am supposed to pick the car up from
>no response
what the fuck do I do if I get there and she is nowhere to be found

>I'm 26
Wish my age could be irrelevant because I am borne by the void
I have so much life ahead of me, and all I want out of life is to never have existed. This world is a fucking sick place, I'd have no part of it, were it my say.

That sounds terrible. I fluctuate between despair and hope. Its rather tiresome

Just buy a ticket back retard

first problem was relying on a woman.

>for some fucking reason decided I wanted to do something normal
>this post
Pick one.

i probaly have cavities in almost every tooth. two teeth might be "dead", herniated disc never got fixed so now i got spinal stenosis. also got ibs-c.

been diagnosed with depression and anxiey disorder and i only told the doc about 1/3rd of my problems.

i got no friends, havent been on a date in 8 years, cant do my hobbies i enjoyed cuz of health and cant enjoy any new ones. I am a dead man walking.

honestly, you can turn it around man.. but this board wont help you, this place is suicide fuel... reddit is much healthier, i just wish they were not so snarky and tacky... they remind me of the preppy happy kids with nice families i hated in high school.

Are you saying you fit into this one? Cause even this place seems so foreign to me now. Belonging is a thing of the past for me.

have u tried rubbing your chode and pulling on your benis to empty it out. ever since i hurt my back, the sacral nerves that got my backs disc smothered all over them gave me a nice issure where i leaked more after pissing. I find that pushing on the chode away in front of me helps to push out the rest and fully pulling out the benis in full extension will also help.

try it... be patient.

go for a run every day, go rock climbing at indoor course on weekends, go play paintball on weekends, adrenaline is very helpful in battling despair.

Just give me a fucking gf already I am tired of this playboy lifestyle and the "fuckbuddy" meme godfuckingdammit

everyone here even me have a mental state of a 12 year old
22 yo btw

It really is. I hate slowly waking up from dreams and realizing i'm actually about half a decade older and the regret comes flooding back

I've been seriously considering it lately. A lifetime is far too long on this planet. I might just get into extreme sports with a high risk of death, base jumping and the like, but that costs money

Does anyone else feel hollow? Don't really know why I bother doing anything anymore.

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>had shingles last year
>didn't go to doctor cause american and was a NEET
>had a job earlier this year and back would actually go numb in the spot i had shingles

this shit is fucking fun dude

i only do shit cause i know i'll hate myself even more and i know that if i sleep for more than 10 hours a day i usually start getting headaches after every nap

>i'll hate myself even more
I do not feel better when I do something so I decided there was no point in hating myself for inaction.

Viewing my actions as positive or negative is a struggle. Who is to say what is the right thing to do? Clearly, the paths normal people take to find some sort of fulfillment is not for me, so where do I look for guidance? I am completely lost, so there is no right or wrong direction. This is like navigating the cold empty vacuum of space, orientation is meaningless.

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i never have these moments where i like myself
it's only either moments where i am aware of myself and full of regret and guilt and hate for myself or im unaware of myself when im lost in a video game or a story of a movie/show/comic or eating food

>full of regret
Regret, as I understand it, is a dissatisfaction with one's own actions, which means that you at least have a direction to go in or at least want to go in. Given the nature of our universe, I doubt you were capable of making another decision in your past and that your body, influenced by your physical make-up and experiences, took the only action it could, so all you can do is take this feeling of regret and hope that it influences you in a way that makes you take actions in the future that you do not regret, otherwise there is no point in feeling this way.
>im lost in a video game or a story of a movie/show/comic or eating food
I had a mental breakdown and afterwards these things no longer amused me as they once did.

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amusement is a good term
the short distraction of happiness that they provide is definitely amusement
not fulfilling but filling of time

Many of my favs are dead from overdose.

>gonna be 25 in a year
>these threads die
Nothing ever to look forward to

>28 f
>friendless since age 22
>only sexual experience was with a girl when i was 23 who ditched me asap when she was sober
>rated 6/10 in /soc/, so not ugly but by their low standards i'm probably a 4/10 irl
>decide to do something about my looks instead of fixing the obvious issue (my personality)
>get facial fillers, lose weight, dress better, eyelash tint, better makeup, wear jewelry
>men are staring me down and trying to talk to me over random stuff when before they acted like i wasn't there
>have no clue how to handle it, just mumble something and excuse myself
>scheduled for lipo and rhino soon
>mfw i'm going to become above average with the social skills of a klinefelter syndrome gynecomastia suffering gook incel

I am trying to fix the personality problems though. i made my first friend in years and unfortunately made her mad, but she's a normie so hopefully she forgot about it already

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this is, uh, something.

at some point you have to make the effort. it's not fun but it has to happen

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do you get those sneaking suspicions that people who now like you secretly hate you or are trying to get something from you? I got that whenever normies were friendly and receptive to me.

Well the men are trying to get sex probably, since they ignored my ass when i was looking frumpy. i dont think anyone hates you what ive learned about normies is they're basically versions of mr peanut butter from bojack

Today was my birthday: I turned 27. Only 3 years away from wizardhood.

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Happy birthday, hope you had a nice one

Many thanks user. I didn't do anything, though. I was pretty excited about it falling on a Friday so I could be extra comfy in my room browsing the web but then I got word I have to go to work tomorrow. Pretty bummed about that.

I found this for you on plebbit:

As someone who's still unsure whether they've become attractive, positive attention can feel like a joke. When you're used to being treated like an ugly person, any attention that contradicts that can seem disingenuous, particularly if you've suffered any form of bullying when you were younger. I was the subject of a lot of jokes because as a child/teenager, I was a very tall, quite athletic girl who didn't wear a lot of make-up and was very socially awkward, but because I hung around with more popular people I was always treated as inferior by my 'friends'. I grew up surrounded by people who reinforced the belief that it was ridiculous that anyone would see me as attractive; that I was at best sexless and at worst ugly.

Another issue, at least for me, is that you haven't learned the social cues other people have when it comes to flirtation, sex, attraction and romance. A lot of the time you simply can't tell if people do find you attractive at all, or how to respond.

TL;DR: When you're used to being, and treated as, unattractive, it can feel like someone's trying to pull a cruel joke on you when they show an interest.

Famalam....what? Energy drinks will literally disintegrate you are you serious? You WILL die early and painfully if you drink energy drinks daily

It feels fucking bizarre. Things used to be

>tfw no gf

To

>tfw asked a girl out and now have a date omg im such a sperg

What the fuck happened?

Jow Forums is well known and normie now, and at some point social outcasts grow the fuck up

Stop, not tonight. Please.

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>and at some point social outcasts grow the fuck up
Not how it works buddy
Oh yeah lemme just "grow up" into a normal person
oh wait I'm almost 30 and hated more than ever

But I grew up to a degree. I have a job, car, soon to be mortgage, but I never stopped being an outcast.

i will be 31 in 3 monthz and im a failure too.

>>scheduled for lipo and rhino soon
absolutely retarded

Most of them do/did though. Were just stuck here still

I have money cry more

guyz find it more attractive when a girl is confident in her self and does not buy into that shit.

spend your money on hobbys instead, do new shit every week till u find something u like.

seriously... your gonna be just another tryhard girl if u do surgery. stop while your ahead.

it's nothing to do with money, aesthetic surgical operations are pathetic

>a girl is confident in her self
That hasn't happened to me in 28 years. the first time i ever looked in the mirror and thought i was pretty was the days after i got filler

And i do spend money on my hobbies, not sure why you think i dont have hobbies when im friendless and socially awkward. thats all we tend to have

Most people do, which is why i wont tell anyone

too true
>join any video game community
>mention your real age and kids to young 20 somethings think you're a neckbeard failure at life (close)
>just tell them you're 21

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For some, including myself, the bare minimum is a huge accomplishment.

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your prob gonna do what you want to do so ok.

do the opposite of everything you would normally do and don't listen to anyone
fag

>be me 24
>play game
>36 year old playing same game
>17 year old playing same game
> you can tell the 17 year old thinks we're both losers, but that the 36 year old is much worse than me, even though he is more successful and has a wife

Hating myself and wishing for death every single day gets old. People weren't meant to feel like this.

Post in the discord threads here or /soc, you'll get loads of responses.

I mean, if you're playing fortnite yeah thats going to happen.

>27yo
>stumble onto a video on youtube where one of those generic 20yo instagram thots do the tinder thing where they add every single male and then read their messages and shit
>"oh someone messaged me... 27 years old... ahhhhh ehhhhh I'm not sure I'd do 27!"

Christ I'm gonna have to start looking at middle aged women from now on aren't I

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i'm 27 too, and probably. sometimes i drive by the local university on my way home even tho its a little out of the way just to be by young people a little. i guess thats sad but honestly i'm past the point of caring about that shit.

Why is Generation Z so stupid? They are obsessed with participation trophies and think all Millennials thought everybody wins growing up. It's like they're too stupid to realize people independently evaluate the world.

>me, 31
>Practically everyone my age or above looks like wrinkled grandmas
There really is a wall. It is too late for me.

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
I JUST WANT A PARTNER THAT IS SIMILAR TO ME THAT PREFER TO STAY HOME RATHER THAN GO OUTSIDE

>29 years ld virign
>no job no education no nothing
and im drunk, i just lost against alcohol again,i have been sober for a year,a year!and i just lost again,i will never beat alcohol

>tfw you take a good look at yourself in a mirror in daylight
>tfw

man i just want a job at this point

I've been reading the manga Kurosawa (sequel to Strongest Man Kurosawa), and it's ok. The original hit really close to home as he was a loser, 44 year old virgin, and no friends. I'm not 44 yet but I can relate otherwise.

Apart from my direct family, I have no one that cares about me (and even then, your family is usually obligated to put up with your shit). At this point I watch YouTubers just to substitute for the need of having a friend.

Maybe it's just me, but women look worse when they apply too much makeup or the like. There's nothing wrong with self inprovement, but don't try to shape yourself into something you're not to appease normalfags.