How many of us come from damaged families?

>Mom and dad get divorced when I'm like 3-5
>Mom hops around from guy to guy, eventually ends up having another kid with some 50 year old sex offender
>Dad ended up dating this Japanese/British girl about maybe a year or two after divorce, probably been together like 14 years, now married and had a hapa daughter last year (I'm 18)
Was my dad redpilled all this time?

My dad left us when I was 5
Both of my older brothers are drug addicts
My mother has bunch of diseases and is anxious 24 7
>mfw I will probably get the obligatory Diabeted that runs in her family
Fml

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Imagine that you're given nothing in life. Imagine you start from square one.
That would mean any positive experience or minor success pushes you in a positive direction.
To be born into success sets the bar much higher. You can't claim going to school is a form of success because everyone does it, it's expected.

Your achievements become relative based on your background.

Once you start to see those lines, you start being capable of picking out truly talented people from unworthy nepotism.

Don't aspire to King big dick of the world, aspire to be as comfortable that your station in life permits. Sometimes you get lucky and things happen to increase your station further, it's important to acknowledge that these things that occurred where dumb luck and you're making the best of the situation.

All I'm saying is that whether or not your family is living or not doesn't affect your productivity.

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Step aside pansy

>dad is a violent schizophrenic paedophile from a rough city
>my mum was also violent
>parents moved from Manchester to Taunton in 1981 because racist
>had my sister in '89 and me in '92
>used to beat me, lock me in cupboards and wash mouth out with soap when I was as young as 3
>had to watch and sometimes get caught inbetween parents physical fighting
>mum and dad divorced in '95
>mum took me and sister to Manchester women and childrens home
>met a guy called Frank
>he used to beat me and my sister, swung us by our ears until they bled
>dad found us and took us to Exeter
>sexually abused me, physically abused me, mentally abused me and verbally abused me
>used to go crazy a lot, heavy drinker. extremely violent
>dropped sister off at cop station in June of '97
>I'm with this crazy bastard until late '98
>go into care
>am withdrawn
>I molested kids when I was a kid (even living with my dad)
>my foster dad cheated on my foster mum so there were a lot of fights there
>foster dad has punched me on occasion
>I tried to fuck foster sister
>killed her hamsters and a dog
>pyromaniac
>thought about mass murder a lot
>thief
>vandal
>I attempted burglary once
>zoophillia
>foster dad rinsed my mum out of 30,000 quid in October and the resulting animosity between them made me fucking worried

I won't talk too badly of the people who took me in and cared for me for the past 20 years. But as you can see at least my birth dad bonded with me more than my foster dad and wasn't a beta. My foster dad does have a short fuse though. And my parents argue about the smallest things

>And no depression

I'm also damaged home person

but what if im stuck with two retarded half-brothers which complicate my life to the point that I am not allowed to socialize most of the time. This shit isolated me and can barely keep up appearances to look normal

>Parents would constantly cheat on each other
>They would also beat each other
>Can hear them fight in their room
>Dad would frequently come into my room and tell me he's going away for a couple of weeks
>Never got used to seeing both of them covered in blood after they'd try to kill each other

Drop them with the state. Live your life. Visit from time to time.
Pshh to eazy kiddo.

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I dont own custody of them(because of parents duh) but when I do I will claim citizenship in the netherlands and get them euthanized there. Which is at least the plan. I am currently in college and will take me 2 years to graduate. Even then I will have to get a job which will take me like 10 years to move out(estimate, no basis). Which is my other plan, to move out. Both which will take some time, until then my life will suck

I don't even care anymore. Why bother worrying about it? It's not like I can change what family I was born to. It can change how it affects my life at least.
The way I see it I was born into a life that isn't sheltered by normie delusions. I got exposed to unpleasant truths early, and that allowed me to be able to avoid doing stupid shit like going into debt just to go to college, or not trying to play the dating game.
I think the best thing anyone in this situation can do is move out as soon as you can.

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>inconsequential to your long term success
yeah my bad is an alcoholic who beat me all my life and my mom committed suicide. My dad blamed it on me and now I am forever fucked in the head but you know, this is all my fault. My family didnt have anything to do with that. Im sure if i just work reeeally hard ill be able to do anything i want

>t. parents both died while in college
This isn't a damaged family. Let me tell you about what a damaged family is.

>Born to a family with 3 sisters and my mother and father
>Youngest sister has down syndrome, 10 years older than me
>Dad goes to jail for 7 years when I'm 3
>Mom is an alcoholic drug user, always out for nights/days without me knowing where she is
>Every few months has a new guy who she thinks is the one
>Pretty poor, living in Philadelphia suburbs and have a proper dinner maybe a couple times a week if that
>Living off welfare for awhile
>Me and youngest sister constantly fist fighting, stabbing each other with pencils and pens, screaming matches, knife fights
>I've held knives to her throat multiple times
>Me and mom constantly having screaming matches
>Once mom does get a job she constantly has to come home and stop me and my sister from killing each other
>middle sister is moved out, oldest sister is in college
>I'm a smart motherfucker, got tested in 5th grade for 130 iq and shit is always coming easily to me and i get straight a's throughout elementary and middle school without doing homework at all or studying. Get put in advanced classes and shit. this is important for later
>inb4 le neckbeard dunning-kruger effect
>Dad comes home, good guy we always visited him and he was in a low level jail for stupid shit like tax evasion.
>Dies a year or so later from cancer
>Hardly any friends in school, people think i'm a weirdo and nerdy
>Eventually learn somewhat how to socialize
>Keep fighting constantly
>Mom gets sober
>Gets job
>Sister has kid
>Shit chills out
>Damage is already done, at this point I'm addicted to the internet, caffeine, and porn
>Turn to 8th grade
>Start slacking in school, not going all the time, coming in late every day
>Never liked music before but wanted to fit in so I start listening to it
>Like everything but especially rap
>Listen to Eminem, Mobb Deep, NWA, Tupac and Biggie, 50 cent, etc

>Never saw my father.

>Don't even know his name.

>Mother was 37 when she got me.

>Mother today shows signs of forgetfulness.

>Grandparents get dementia.

>Uncle and aunt distant, because I'm an INTJ and their IQ is so low to think I'd be arrogant.

>mfw NEET for lifetime

>mfw never gonna have friends

>mfw cousin spending grandparents heritage on in game purchases of vidya

>mfw cousin has 2 houses, 1 from grandparents, 1 from parents and 4 flats he rents to other people and never will have to work a day

>fuck me

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Exactly!
You just need to stop being a bitch.
Too many people whine about shit they can just leave behind them and ignore.

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cont
>Always have a certain rapper for my mood
>Eminem lifts me up when I'm depressed and makes me just not give a fuck, 50 cent and mobb deep make me want to fight and get into some grimy shit
>Suburbs of Philly like I said, so half is ghetto and half is middle class athletic fags
>And of course the fags who try to be ghetto but aren't really about the life
>My middle school was mostly middle class fags, meaning I didn't fit in at all which fucked my social skills
>Turn 9th grade
>Start doing drugs to escape
>Remember I have an addictive personality
>First weed, then cough syrup, Benadryls, alcohol, etc
>Only things I enjoy are drugs, friends and boxing
>Start shoplifting, breaking into cars, fighting
>Still fighting constantly with mom since she's bipolar
>Go to therapist and psych, get diagnosed with a list of disorders
>Depression, social phobia, general anxiety, ADD, anger issues
>Don't really care about people anymore, have a difficult time empathizing with anyone
>Stop doing school work
>Nobody ever understands me. Sister says she had the same attention problems but she forced herself to do the work and sat there for hours
>How am I supposed to do that when I have 0 motivation at all?
>Start hating everyone
>Have realized for awhile that people are corrupt
>This shit just makes it worse
>Everyone just compares me to themselves, thinks I'm exaggerating, or assumes their problems are worse
>Begin hanging out more with the hood side of shit
>Roll with dealers and kids that were packing straps
>Addicted to weed at this point mentally
>Addicted to the DXM in cough syrup, this makes my depression even worse because of serotonin syndrome
>Used to act like a gangster and front
>Used to act like I don't give a fuck
>Gave me confidence
>One day something switches
>Actually don't give a fuck anymore
>Actually start living the criminal/gangster life
>Deal drugs, steal, etc
It just get's worse from here. I can elaborate on some of the stuff if anyone wants.

Btw the reason me being so smart is important. When you're that smart and can get by in school without a hitch just by fucking around constantly and passing tests, you don't learn anything. You form attention problems, you don't know how to study, you don't want to do homework. This makes school extremely difficult once you get into highschool where shit actually get's harder. I was in AP and honors classes, with no will to do any work and not knowing how to study or anything. This shit fucked me hard and I really do wish I was a bit less smart sometimes. Everyone always assumed I would be fine because I can just get by without help since I was the smart one, but that's not how it worked out I guess.

We having a dick waving contest?

>Parents died will in college
Yes, but this is such a small part of such an akward chain of events
>Mom's a schizo and Dads a convicted sex offender
>Get beaten by mom since I was 5. Have two sisters also getting same beatings
>Do horrible in school because of ADHD(diagnosed).
>Father gets thrown in jail and always move from town to town for reasons to this day I don't understand.
>Learn around 12 years old that parents are both enstranged from their respective families.
>Only learn this because finally social services step in. Because I had missed over 2 months of school back to back.
>Get sent to Foster care get separated from sisters live alone with strangers who hate me for 2 years before finally getting back to my father whose a changed man.
>He wasn't, but I was back with my sisters which was cool.
>Naturally distant to people because I never had any real friends always moving.
>Only salvation was I decided to go to college because I happened to find a school to excuse my shitty grades.
>Get away from family start succeeding, get good grades, do internships, prove the Normie teachers wrong.
>Father and mother both die of liver failure in sophomore year. School tells me to drop out.
>Grades start falling
>Sisters get adopted by GFS parents (meet in college)
>Have new obligations, new expectations.
>Graduate with shit GPA mechanical engineering
>Spend 6 months unemployed looking for any job.
>Take tellimarketer job, burger job anything in the meantime.
>Finally get a real job as an engineer. Underpaid but work my way up and ditch company for a high paying one.
>Now a senior engineer for a medical company.

So much more happens in between and for awhile I was in debt and almost homeless several times.

Baby boy your life was easy

>Dad was abused by my grandparents since he was little
>My dad has his first son at age 17 and second son at age 18
>Both shitty marriages
>Never finishes college
>Joins the army
>Gets expelled from the army so he joins a mercenary corps
>Gets a shit ton of money by shooting local commie terrorists
>Spends all his money on alcohol and sluts
>All those years of work go to literal trash

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>Dont remember real dad
>Parents fought alot
>Stepdad had to leave
>Mother had to leave for more stable job
>Brother hates me and I hate him
>Fight extremely often and ive knocked holes in his door and he has tried killing me
>Brother is a druggie
>Grandparents cant do anything
>No friends
>I feel like im too hostile
>only get "shut up fucking mutt" and "shut up retard"
>now I browse Jow Forums to talk to everyone else who was fucked up
>Start showing signs of pyromania
>My cousins start saying im a pyromaniac
>I dont believe them, im a chill person to be around so I dont think im mentally ill
>Start burning soda boxes in my schedule or when im bored
>Im a less stressed and calmer person to be around
>Fuck it, I will embrace this shit and now ive got like 2 friends
>happy-ish now :)

Lesson of the story user, set shit on fire, its relaxing.

Well, I do.
Shit sucks.

>Guys I have such a shitty life! My parents died in college!
>Told to fuck off with your small shit that happens to everyone at one point
>Then after I call you out you finally let out this big wave of shit that happened to you so you can prove me wrong
Are you fucking stupid?
>Baby boy your life was easy
My life was far from easy. You were put in foster care, I was on the streets making cream, chilling with murderers and dealers. There's a reason your life turned out so good and mine didn't. Also, like I fucking said. ADD isn't comparable to ADD combined with extreme depression or extreme anxiety, or both. I was paranoid for months/years due to mania looking out my windows, making sure people weren't following me, etc. I've been crazy out of my mind for days and weeks on end, somewhat comparable to schizophrenia. My aunt was a meth head and my cousin was a thief.

I concur, setting shit on fire is very calming. I used to like taking hand sanitizer and putting it all over my desk then lighting it on fire, try it if you haven't although it will stain the desk. It looks like it's almost floating, and I love watching the way the flames dance.

Plus you can just blow it out and wipe it down, it won't set anything on fire afaik.

Suburbs of Philly? You don't happen to be from Delco, do you user? You don't have to answer that if you don't want though, that's perfectly understandable.
Anyway yeah, I had a pretty shitty upbringing I guess. Mom was a crack/heroin addict, half of my family addicted to heroin, most of them dead now. I'm a heroin addict too, ofcourse. My mom started giving it to me when I was about 14. Not much else to say, I've given up long ago.

Lol you are just a piece of shit no ones fault user but you

Yea actually, Delco. You from there? I won't get too specific just in case someone recognizes me but I was pretty close to Southwest. Heroin is a killer out here. Shit's hard for real, Philly doesn't get recognized enough. In Kensington they have to have two police riding in every car now cause 3 people would gang up on them, one holding their gun in so they can't reach and the other two would pull them out and fuck them up.

It really isn't all my fault when the only people who will accept me as a friend are criminals because my personality doesn't fit with anyone else plus all of my various mental illnesses.

>I was on the streets making cream,
That's pretty funny baby boy.

And you're acting like that shit that happened to me didn't make me depressed and paranoid (diagnosed).
The difference is life choices fuggy buggy.
It's not too late to turn your life around just think about ways you can improve yourself gradually.
Maybe join the military.

parents were abusive. That plus a bunch of fucked up shit with almost everyone I've ever come into contact with outside the family means I don't talk to anyone and avoid human contact as much as I can. I used to be actively afraid of it but now I just passively avoid it.

Parents are upper middle class so they've been showering me with cash since I stopped talking to them in December. I've been able to fund my dreams and I might be able to avoid being a wagecuck. I'll still work, harder than a lot of people, but what I want to do in life doesn't pay much.

>Are you fucking stupid?
Only a little, but definitely smarter ten you.

Any encounters with cops? Have you gotten imprisoned? Whats the most dangerous situation that you have gotten to?

Yeah, I'm from Delco too. Oh trust me, I know exactly how it is. It's interesting to find someone else from Delco posting here, it gives me a bit of a sense of relief desu. I feel slightly less alone.

Why do you keep calling me baby boy? And why do you keep saying (diagnosed) after everything? There's a difference between diagnosis' intensity. One person can be depressed a little and another can be depressed that they won't get out of bed for months. I was too far out of my mind all my life to even think about improving, and by the time shit was getting harder I had already tried improving myself. I would try to force myself to study and do work, I really did. That shit just doesn't click with me. It's easier and 10x more fun doing stick ups instead of working a 9-5.

Yea I've had encounters with cops. If they ever caught me in the middle of something I would just book it, and there's been a few times where I've had to fuck them up to get away. I've never been imprisoned though. I did go to jail for driving without a license but nothing too bad thankfully. I hope I never have to go to prison, shit is hard in there, people get extorted killed and raped every day. It's not just what you see on tv you know? Especially if you get into a prison where a certain gang runs everything. If their shotcaller is a cuntbag he'll tell people to go rob or fight someone for no reason, and if there's no shotcaller in the block but a lot of one gang just running rampant they'll do whatever the fuck they want. The most dangerous situation I've gotten into is harder to think about but I've had to rush people with guns pointed at me, I've gotten gotten jumped, etc.

Ok so you are a piece of shit and yes thats your fault stop whining you little faggot

Lol okay rich boy.

I came from a fucked place and made it and earned my retirement/life you are just a piece of shit

No depression because youre incapable of feeling emotion anymore as you have clearly been conditioned in psychopathy

He is right you do sound like a real low life you should KYS

I feel love user... That's why I give so much of it to the right people. It's a dream of mine to have a wife/partner and a child and be the husband and father my parents weren't.

the ironic thing is i came from a really good family. no abuse, we were well cared for, they weren't helicopter parents, we were always encouraged and given the freedom to fail. my only real complaints were a few years when we were poor and my mom didn't like us jerking off because muh religion.

yet somehow as an adult i still managed to become a high functioning maladjusted codependent drug addict with severe abandonment issues who fetishizes anorexia, equates sex to love, and have some seriously degenerate kinks.

at least i'm not gay.

People are molded by their environments more than you think. It's hard for me to "improve myself" or become a better person or build up my morals when I've never seen that shit in action, all I've seen is the shit I'm doing now.
You're just like everyone else. You're comparing yourselves to me when in reality you know nothing about the struggle I've went through.

Na dude, you're legit scum. Never reproduce. Do society a favor.

>It's hard for me to "improve myself"
Tumblr in a nutshell.
>Waaaaa my daddies the reason I'm scum
>Waaaaa baby go boom boom bc no friends.
>WAAAAA ASSOCIATE I ASSOCIATE WITH OTHER SCUM BECAUSE I CAN'T CHANGE WHO I IZZZZ
>WE COULD HAVE BEEN KANGZ!!!

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>Why do you keep calling me baby boy?
Because sugar plumb, you self loath like a girl
>(Diagnosed)
Because too many people (self diagnose)

>Stick ups and general niggery
It honestly sounds like you're destined to do this shit. You genuinely enjoy being a shit eater. If you had good parents you'd probably end up doing the same shit. You are your problem cummy bunny.

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First off i'm not black, I'm white. Second, it's not tumblr shit. I know what you think I am. I've tried to explain to everyone how difficult it really is. You don't understand how fucking hard it is to learn and improve when your attention problems make you zone out without you even noticing at all, forgetting things you just learned not even 3 seconds ago and more combined with the fact that you barely have any motivation in the first place to do that. I used to be a good kid. I would sit up for hours on end reading novels when I was like 7-10. I loved learning. When you say I associate with other scum because I can't change who I am. I was poor going to a school for middle class kids. I had social phobia and general anxiety. I was getting ostracized. I hung out with blacks because whether you like to believe it or not they are 10x more accepting than any rich white kid. They didn't care that I acted weird sometimes and I could joke with them and fuck around. We all kept our problems to ourselves so it never turned into a dick measuring contest like it would when I would talk to other whites or rich kids. I've seen more slow kids, ugly motherfuckers and other undesirables accepted by blacks than any rich white kids. One of my best friend's was a dwarf, this dude was one smart motherfucker and everyone chilled with him despite that. So fuck off, I just want to be understood.

If I had good parents that taught me skills and kept me in check I 100% know I wouldn't have turned out like this. I was allowed to just run rampant and that's what turned me into what I am now.

>I didn't own custody.
Ditch them now than you have no legal obligation.

Wow that mad lmao you are scum user a loser go back to jail or jump off a bridge I didn't bother reading your boohoo bs

>If I had good parents that taught me skills and kept me in check I 100% know I wouldn't have turned out like this. I was allowed to just run rampant and that's what turned me into what I am now.

You know, I have ADD too?
You just keep trying. Motivation comes from within.
The fact that you need someone to regulate you shows just how immature you really are.
It's just you, it's always been you.
Also black people have been some of the shittiest people I've ever met. I went to a low class Compton tier highschool and middle School.
I hate poor people because I lived around them.
They are all just like you!
Weak, self loathing and pathetic.
Unironically kill yourself.
You don't want to change, you're just a nigger and that's all you'll ever be.

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You need to take responsibility or else it all continues; make the change today, or not at all

Then go talk to niggers that are criminals you whiny little brat

Damn you are on fire with this spot on my dude

1.) I live with my parents
2.) I am in college so it will take me some time to finish
3.) I cant get a job since im stuck with my retarded brothers
4.) My parents are paying for my tuition I cant move out. I am completely dependent on them for my living expenses.

My only options are getting a job after college, earn enough to move out or to kill myself. My parents are busy and I am usually stuck with them after I get home. 1 is more autistic than the other and both cannot talk

Well shit, you are trapped. Only option is to keep on that grind and hope you can hustle your way out.

>Motivation comes from within
What does that even mean? The only things I enjoy are boxing, music and money. How am I supposed to cultivate a motivation for shit?

I don't know how to make a change. Every time I tried I failed. Every time other people tried they would either assume shit about me or compare me to themselves.

In school I would just listen to music all day. It helped me focus in class because with my ADD the easiest way to learn was to multi task . Listening to the lyrics and doing my work at the same time would help me pay attention and not zone out. But teachers would always act like I was a fucking liar or some shit and tell me to take them out. They were always doing shit like this making me follow their rules that didn't work for me. How am I supposed to improve when I'm not even allowed to do what works for me? This isn't me trying to justify anything either, it's just a small part of the puzzle you know? Why shouldn't I talk back to these faggot teachers when they're stopping me from improving myself?

>Motivation comes from within.
biggest load of horse shit i've ever read on this board. most motivational factors are completely external, and the ones that people view as internal really aren't.
>i wanna get Jow Forums, get money, be successful
>not because i want to feel good about myself but because i want a gf and those will help me get a gf

Read that as deranged, I'm adopted so it's not hereditary but all my aunts on my mother's side are schizo

Checking in for neglect and emotional abuse.
>cutting contact has no negatives because they were too poor to leave an inheritance anyway
Looks like I win again.
>starting off in a hole while everyone else starts off on a hill has no long term impact on your success
kys
>while in college
So you had an entire childhood and teenagerhood of happiness, support, and stability.

On my father's side, everything is fine. Both of my family's are military and as far back as I know all of my male ancestors were involved in the military, but my mother's side is just retarded. Grandfather abused his children, lies about the most stupid shit and almost punched my brother in the face in public. Grandmother had alzheimers. 1 uncle shot guy with crossbow and killed himself, other grew weed (in UK), aunt took drugs with her children but is now a morbidly obese vegetable who can only say no, and lives in a home. The other uncle killed himself, my mother grew weed, lies about everything, steals shit all the time and I don't know where she is now, last I heard she was in hospital after being beaten. And then my eldest brother killed himself after inheriting the same genetic disease my father had, making him blind, and as an artist, this fucked up his entire life.
Luckily, the only bad thing I inherited was my disregard for other people, and arrogance. I'll be going for Royal Marines selection soon and my other remaining brothers aren't as retarded, so all in all, for coming from such a cuntish family, me and my siblings are doing quite well.

my uncle is a criminal my mum tried to poison my dad dead my only friend is a killer wan,t to be , maybe murders

my family wasn't the worst out there but they clearly shouldn't have had 3 children
it has gotten me to a point where I'm subconsiously surpressing childhood memories both good and bad
I do have some vague memories of physical violance but not that much
they seemed to have had a lot of debt to a point me and my siblings lived in a homless shelter until we got taken away by child protective services
I got moved in to some type of tard shelter where they didn't realy treat me like a person nor the surcemstances I came from
just a diogenes and a number
later I moved into a foster home but they couldn't deal with how broken and autistic I am so they placed me at another one where my younger sibling lives
there is where it broke me the most
they didn't like the fact I kept to myself
how I did at school was getting worse and worse as I got mentally abused by my fostert parents they made me feel like life isnt worth living like i'd never be good enough
I still think like that
they couldn't deal with my shit when I needed support the most so they brought me back to a tard shelter
now I have to fucking live with the fact I indractly ruined my younger brothers life because we look so fkn similar and all that goddamn foster mother sees when looking at him is the failure of a retard that's me
jesus christ I want to kill myself

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If I can still keep my sanity that is. I sometimes feel like killing them both and my stepfather(does jack shit with taking care of the retards) and after that kill myself. It is just a race against moving out versus feeling like killing myself. The urge isnt so hard right now but I can imagine emotions bottling up and me acting out in the spur of the moment. It's a good thing that I dont live in america(due to guns being easy to access) because otherwise I would have killed them and myself a long time ago

This is entertaining, user. You had it worse than me. Any stories you can tell would be enjoyed.

>Gets a shit ton of money by shooting local commie terrorists
That sounds like a dream job. Any stories or info? What country?
I'd totally get my ass killed but it's fun to think about.

I myself had a good upbringing and life, my biggest worry is not to develop a mental illness since it is rife in my extended family.

However, I got really close to a kid at my university and jesus christ did he have issues, I couldn't help but cry when he told me his life story

I can see why some people remain broken, you can't get over some of the stuff you see and have done to you as a child

>WAAAAAAAH I HAD IT WURSE GIES NOW I'M IN COLLEGE WAAAAAAAHHHHH

What was his life story if you remembered?

everyone told me I was so smart, so I stopped studying, started drugs, and dropped out of life
not so smart now, am I MOM
gotem
t.27 year old neet

He was Iraqi and lived in Irag until he was 10 or something, watched people get murdered including family members, was forced into women's prison with his mother for a couple of weeks, got assaulted etc

Finally moved to Europe but he continued to be abused by his mother and rest of his family didn't give a shit, was bullied at school. We stopped talking because I couldn't help him and he was just getting worse as a person and was drowning in alcohol addiction and other substance abuse

this is op's life
youtube.com/watch?v=FMr4hW-FKFo

>T.parents both died while in college.
>died after finishing your childhood and most of your neurological development
Not a convincing argument against determinism in the least.

I was in the same situation with all that "you are so smart", "you can do better" and I tried (and still am) to meet everyone's expectations. This is the worst decision I made in my life, I wish I could go back and pick the easy way.

chicks like you are so fucking dumb it hurts

>stop being a bitch
What is with this kind of low iq response? Psychotic dysfunctional family life retards and taints your early development. You perceptions, insecurities, and decision making is damaged on an unconscious level because of it. The only thing that can help a person recovers is a non-toxic support network like a second family , mainly one that has members that understand going through similar trauma. if you're isolated with nothing but your own thoughts keeping your past in the dark (without any feedback) you're going to be warped by it and not even be aware of it.

What gives you the idea I'm a girl? I don't know if he exaggerated his experiences or not but he was definitely fucked in the head

There are two types of people. Those that go through a positive feedback loops in life riding that serotonin wave doing productive things on auto pilot because they were groomed to do so from an early age (replace academic work or composing music with video games), and those that inefficiently force themselves manually to do whatever they struggle with. There is no free will. Time for you to swallow that pill.

Wait, are you telling me that living off of your older brother's wal mart wage while your mother sucked tweakers off for dtugs isn't a good thing? Imagine how bad I would have turned out if I had to take dick for food. Oh wait....

>Your family and background are inconsequential to your long term success.
That's how most people make friends and meet others including their loved ones.

whatever roastie, keep exposing yourself it doesn't matter to me
just saying, that you're fuuuucking DUMB