DMT

I meant "mind" not "main".

I almost know that feeling bro. I went through a DMT phase and I would repeatedly get very close to getting to the state you're in now, but shy away at the last moment. One time I was being beckoned by a jester into a long hallway, I knew if I went I would find the truth and I wouldn't be able to handle it given my present mental state. He actually let me stay in this world though, which was nice of him because I often read that you can be forced into it.

I kind of feel like if one went down that long hallway, or otherwise voluntarily chose to go further into the DMT realm, one might leave this reality for good

I'm sorry, that's not what I mean

However I've been in comparable states while on dissociatives and they were pretty comfy owing to the anesthetized perspective. Wouldn't recommend it though because the longterm damage is severe.

What kind of long term damage does it do?

Gonna be extracting some DMT/NMT from some Acacia root I ordered. Gonna be noice.
Take the third hit!

anthropomorphizing and personifying elements of the experience is a byproduct of the mammalian and reptile brain and a way of coping with and rationalizing the ineffable experience.
i don't believe there is any extradimensional intelligence (in the sense of ayys or transforming fractal machine elves) trying to communicate.
i don't say this to be a buzzkill or be smug but to provide an alternative opinion for consideration and thought.
also i'm not a NoDrugs poster, i have literally years of weekly (or more often) experience with dmt. not to imply that the amount or depth of experience that i've had makes me more "right" or more of an authority on the subject, it doesn't, but i feel someone could be interested in knowing this so that they don't think that i'm inexperienced and "just need to try it for yourself dude".

this is of course my opinion and interpretation of things, just as you have yours. i am not saying your opinion is wrong and i'd like the same consideration of mine but this isn't the place to be optimistic about that kind of thing so i'm ready for my reeeeeing and 4chandownvotes and so on

I can't handle life after DMT. I wish I never did it. I should have never pursued that sort of knowledge. I wish I never questioned reality.

Psychedelics don't care if you are ready for the truth or not.
With meditation, you get truth only when you are ready for it.

this is the most important part of any experience like this: reintegration.
how will you proceed after this?
how will you integrate what you've experienced into your life?
integrating it is key.

I imagined that the majority of people, after doing DMT, would try to rationalise it away. Like taking the 'blue pill', trying to convince themselves that it's not real

I don't know how... I'm only haunted by the experience. I don't know how I can go back to living life like normal

People who derive some deep meaning or some bullshit from their trips are fucking faggots

I would really like to be able to dismiss it as just drugs, like you

i can understand what you mean i think.
aspects of the experience are more real than the mutually agreed upon "reality".
but i can also imagine that many people would try to rationalize it by convincing themselves that it really WAS hyperdimensional ayys trying to make love to them in 5d.

again, i'm not saying either of us or them are right or wrong. it can be interesting how for some people this gets into what is ultimately 'faith'.
regardless, as it is the subjective experience it is, it's just that.
take something from it, learn something from it, use something from it, integrate something from it.
or don't.
it's whatever really.

this desu
go and work on what you've seen. meditate to make sense of the experience.

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It seems to me that whatever the person believes (whether it was real or just drugs) becomes the truth

>aspects of the experience are more real than the mutually agreed upon "reality".
When this is the case, and it all feels more real than anything I've ever experienced before, how can I tell myself it's not really real at all?

I took about 5 hits, smoked all I had in one go. I think my extraction process was pretty shit though. I'll try it again one day

I've developed schizophrenia-like symptoms and some cognitive decline (IQ dropped 6 points). Some can cause bladder damage.

What dissociatives did you do? Was it ketamine?

DMT itself wasn't this glorious, DMT + LSD was the real deal.

What happened on that combo?

No my friend. There is no way to, by using logic and deduction to know wether your senses are true. Does this mean that your senses aren't true, or that human thought is deficient in analyzing, explaining and answering that question? Both are possible

DXM and some Ketamine, no others.

you should have got mimosa instead of acacia. make damn sure your NaOH is at the right ph. do an acid base if you want really clean crystals.

Why not just order off darknet? It's much more convenient, plus they know what they're doing so you don't have to worry about the extraction process going wrong

Though I've never done DMT I've smoked a lot of weed and had these thoughts occur. We are in a simulation and are going through an experience that requires us in this state. We have control through our will and intentions, our emotions. We also attract what we love/hate so this is why we should stop hating as it will manifest shit.

you have to be an absolute nigger to fuck up this high school level extraction. its quick and simple. darknet is for losers who dont have any real life connects

what are you, the ultimate hedonist? You take psychs just to laugh at the little aliens?

You sound like a fucking normalfag. I bet you live on your own and have a girlfriend. FUCKING KILL YOURSELF YOU DUMB NORMALFAGGOT
YOU ARE **NOT** A FUCKING ROBOT.

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And yet someone in this thread did mess up the extraction, so...

I fucking hate when drugfags are vague about their experiences so they can feed some sort of superiority complex of theirs

yeah and it was tyrone
open and shut

Buying dmt off the darknet instead of extracting it is the equivalent of buying from amazon instead of going to home depot, way more convenient

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That doesn't even make sense retard. Neck yourself if you take drugs for muh ego death

wow haha wow that makes DMT super appealing WOWEEEE!!!

My post wasn't about DMT