ITT your reasons to commit suicide

>tfw 28 no gf
>autistic, major depression, ADD and PTSD none of it being treated
>work min wage job with no savings
>drive a piece of shit car that could tank any second because no money to fix it
>hair is very grey and Im balding
>everyone thinks IM 40 YEARS OLD
>borderline alcoholic
>family treats me like shit they have all stolen from me
Im only waiting for my dog to die after that Im taking what money I have and slamming heroin until I die so Ill feel true happiness at least once. This world is not meant for me to exist in it

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>25
>college dropout
>no skills
>no friends
>virgin
>never had a job
>no drivers license
>years of isolation in my room has given me anxiety about being in public and dealing with people

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wear some chains and some streetwear and girl will think youre cool and intimidating no matter how ugly or unattractive you actually are

>will think youre cool and intimidating
Nah. i don't want to fake anything. This is why I suck with women. Not gonna fake being a thug and not gonna fake being a black art hipster douchebag. I just want to be me.

>ugly
>born fat
also have a small penis but it's fine as long as kids exist

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Life fucking sucks man. I keep hoping for something good to happen and for things to change and although I don't want to admit it, I know they won't. The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because I hope that things will get better. I set a date for sudoku so that I won't have to delude myself forever. I'm just waiting for that day. I keep thinking that 6 years should be plenty of time for things to get better, and normally it would, but i also know that given who I am, they won't. Planning to take half a gram of heroin at once.

It never gets better user, it only gets harder. You either adapt and get stronger or you take half a gram of heroin like you said. The choice is yours, and the fucky thing is there's no wrong answer.

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I get nothing out of the struggle but more pain. It's only suffering coupled with more suffering. I have so many avenues to try to distract myself from how isolated I am and how much that hurts but I can't keep doing this forever.

>khv
>more than a decade without friends and pushing people away constantly
>living at home like a retard
>wageslave
>can't find a purpose to live
>hate myself and everyone else
>fat and ugly
>will die alone anyway

>short
>small frame
>probably going to go bald in ~10 years
why were we born

Then you are living your life in a way that does not allow you any satisfaction. Change something. Change is chaos. It sucks. But you have to do it or you'll keep running in circles in your own personal Hell. Just keep in mind that the suffering never goes away. You will always suffer. Everyone suffers. It's just how it is.

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>21 yo KHV
>crippling mental health issues (diagnosed)
>trust issues
>anger issues
>manlet
>father died to cancer when I was 17
>mom has never loved me
>hardcore drug addict
>college drop out

I feel you bro, I hate being fake.

Literally me except mom is alive. If she wasn't I'd probably go for it desu.

>physical features of a chad
>massively autistic and dense

can't handle being constantly teased with the possiblity of success only to realize months later how badly i fucked i all up.

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This except my dad is still alive

>25 years old, turning 26 november
>going to college to avoid getting a job, working at becoming a cop but know I'd be far too fucking lazy to get up out of bed for that job ever let alone become physically fit for it
>no license
>Mom has COPD and is treated like shit for her family, feel like shit all the time because I feel like I can't do anything for her and she'd give her life for me
>too pussy to get life under control
>too stupid to properly defend myself and others when they need it
>squandered good looks through bad hygiene and lack of personal discipline
>no friend in years except online
>bunk around in large communities so I don't feel alone, get known by people but wouldn't call anyone someone I could count on, only person who is ever there for me is a friend in south America who I'll probably never see personally in my life
>Dad is a prick, manipulates my Mom, has bipolar disorder and is literally insane half the time
>want to hate him but can't imagine the horror and fear of going through that so I can do is feel pity
>parents told I had the cognitive abilities of a college graduate at age 8, Mensa tested IQ of 143, literally as stupid as Ricky from trailer park boys most of the time and just as high too
>probably have a ton of shit wrong with me, never go to the doctor and last check up was in like 2013 at my Mom's begging, somehow had perfect bloodpressure and bloodsugar levels despite downing alcohol and soda daily and never exercising
>use to have a bunch of friends when I was a kid only because we all grew up in the same place, no idea how to make friends with adults and forgot how I use to make friends when I was a kid
>not a virgin but may as well be, had sex when I was 7 when my babysitter molested me
>entire life is a ballad of getting close to having something someone would call a normal life and then falling back into being an embarrassing failure nobody wants to be around
>started developing anger issues
At least I have nice hair

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>living in a shithole country
>never had any real friends in my life
>never talked to anyone outside of work and family for years now
>literally never talked to a girl
>almost never goes outside
>gets ptsd whenever i go outside

>no GF no social life
>stem degree but no job in my field
> work at shitty grocery store
>alcoholic
How do sucessfull people with loving family off them selves. I have every reason to but dont

32yo NEET living with 58yo mom. Broke, no vidya, no anime, no gf, no weed. Literally nothing good in life. Plus I'm kinda ugly and chubby with acne. Life can fuck off.

>going to be homeless
>family doesn't care about me
>only one friend who has a 1000x better life
>lives with some lazy ass faggots so I can't go there
>lost nearly all my possessions recently
>computer is the last thing of value I have but will lose that too probably
>can't do the one thing I care about

>khv
>manlet
>discharged from military because of depression
>can't get a job because no skills no experience
>family calls me a disappointment
should i just do it. is there any reason not to end myself.