Sitting by myself on a Friday night, drinking beer, hitting a bowl for resin, and listening to music from when I was 14

No that's good advice. Maybe if I stop worrying about it, the passion will come back. Thanks.

Whacha listening to? I don't judge music taste unless it's country lol

lol well it was T Swizzle but now its

youtube.com/watch?v=w4K-DqXN5HQ

Real different. Not my style but I don't hate it.

Now I'm the one that should be embarrassed.

>Now I'm the one that should be embarrassed.
Nibba why?

Listening to fuckin jrock. Don't even want to link it but I will if you're curious enough.

>friday night
>drinking whiskey
>trading off listening to limp bizkit and playing shitty riffs on my guitar
next drink is for you op, cheers to us

link me Opie

How long is it gonna go on like this bros ;_;

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Cheers. Fuckin love me some Limp Bizkit. You ever hear of Sylar? They're a newer Nu Metal band.

youtu.be/9QyFB80SkRU

Fucked up video lol

i have man. im actually going to see limp bizkit with sylar tomorrow

FOREVER.
youtube.com/watch?v=k36sIRRdFSU

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Damn bro that's gonna be a sick as fuck show. I'm pretty jealous actually. Bet that shit is gonna be hype. Enjoy it for me. I'm so afraid of crowds, I haven't been to a show in 13 years and that was the only one I've been to.

Time to shove my stupid fat face with pizza rolls because I can't be arsed to eat properly

>Fucked up video lol
lol understatement

not my cup of tea but thanks for sharing anyway man

crowds freak me out too, but my normie friend from middle school helps me get thru it and actually enjoy the show. heres the whole line up

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also, yes i am from detroit. yes it is shitty

WAIT WHAT THE FUCK THAT'S IN DETROIT TOMORROW?! DENZEL CURRY AND KNOCKED LOOSE TOO?? BRO HOW MUCH

I like me some horror movies n shit so I love that video lol

Is everyone leaving me just like everyone in my real life? Lmao fuck me

I am that guy as well. Right down to the age

i think GA tix are going for around $50 still, thats what i paid

Ah fuck I dont have that kind of money. To be honest I wouldn't go either way. For real though, what are the chances of two guys in the Detroit area who like the same music meeting here? What the fuck kek

Are you me in an alternate dimension or is one of us the evil clone?

i dont think it would be that hard to meet up if you really wanted too. something like meet up behind section 700 after beartooth. ill be the guy in the led zeppelin shirt

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If I go, I'll be in a Being as an Ocean shirt with a fox on it. Don't expect much, but I am considering it if i can scrounge up the money. It would be a sick show.

>mfw when I used to have friends in high school but became a loner in college which has persisted to this day.

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story of my fucking life man. idk why high school friends were so easy. college is hard

>college
>mfw i remember I registered for college and never went and now I work in a factory

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damn son that sounds like quite the
you problem

Eh. I would have regretted getting into the field I chose honestly and i made a decent friend at work weirdly. It's a miserable life but I think the alternative would be worse

Doing the same (can't smoke ://////), but not feeling super down other than not being able to smoke. I used to have a social life, make a lot of money, work out and be able to do things but had a bit of a nervous breakdown, and ended up living at my parents. Just remember that you cannot go back, but you can develop the present to a favorable future. I honestly loathe my existence, but I am fixated on the fact that I have potential. Lets get you some quality ganja in the morning and maybe exercise/do something out of the norm. Break the cycle and get outside yourself. You got this

do you weld?

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No, I work in a plastic injection mold factory. Basically get paid to put parts in a box, walk around, and poop

Thanks bro. My little brother is playing at a bar tomorrow. I might get off my ass for once.

Sharing classes and activities certainly helped. desu I did make some acquaintances with people who shared my major, but they're not really strong friendships. I hated anyone taking a meme major, idk why but they always disgusted me in one way or another.
maybe being a loner is hereditary? my dad doesn't have many friends and none of them are from his days in high school and college. Unlike me though he obviously has a spouse to keep him company...
at least you're not in debt from student loans. I'm not but a lot of people are. I respect people like you who enter the workforce instead of going into college, they tend to be good people. One of my friends from HS became a car salesman at his dad's business, haven't spoken to him in a while but he was doing a lot better than this girl I know who went to some liberal arts college to get an English degree.

i run cnc machines myself, so basically i do basic coding, set up a vice and tighten a part into it. i learned to weld thru this job and it was amazing, its a great skill. so much freedom. its like being an artist of metal

I'm in debt from bills, medical expenses, and dumb decisions though.

That sounds cool. I'm trying to get promoted to either be one of the guys that programs our presses or changes the mold that makes the part.

At least those debts can be wiped out by bankruptcy, unlike student loans.

Anyone still here? Cracking open another beer even though I should probably stop.

>open another beer even though I should probably stop.
why to stop?

Because I'm gonna fuckin throw up my organs tomorrow

Watcha drinking user?

>Because I'm gonna fuckin throw up my organs tomorrow
You got to stop with this, alright, user? You know things will get better, have some patience...

Bud Light

I got a fuckin kid coming that I am neither mentally nor financially prepared for. Shit is all downhill from here.

I'll be there for the kid don't get me wrong. But the "me" part of my life is over which sucks because I haven't had the chance to just do me in years. My life isn't my own anymore and I just lost my last chance at ever having that again.

Hell yeah dude, that's the spirit. Since I've been waiting on an accepted job offer I've had a few weeks to fuck around so I've started riding bikes again and it is liberating as hell. I just throw in some throwback music on the headphones and ride until I cannot anymore. When I get home I don't need to exercise and can sleep at night, as well as drink (in lieu of smoking). Things will turn up if you get the ball rolling. Look to better yourself so better (outside) things can come to you.

Shove your fingers down your throat before you sleep tonight. This trick saved my life through college.

>Bud Light
But... why? you a boomer or sumtin?

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I'll try. Thanks man. Appreciate it.

But I'm trying to avoid throwing up lol

Roommate bought it an offered me some. I'm also not a big drinker so I don't have a preferred drink. Just anything but Coors Light

Hey, I'm 32 and alone. Life is suffering man. Accept it and move on.

Just puke man. You will thank me when you sleep well and don't have a gnarly hangover. Also, why not hang with the roommate? Even if he sucks its nice to get a little human interaction/banter.

Same here, just saw a snapchat of my oneitis at a huge party. feels bad man

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Hey guys i just drank a bottle of wine and hit the bar for 2 beers after. I regret it already. Worst part about this is the faux setting goals. Like you'll tell yourself 'not tonight' and you've already made your decision lmao

I dream of a day I can say not tonight and stick with it for more than one day without 'rewarding myself' but it's just dreams

>You know things will get better

Meme they tell you in high school. Not real. I can confirm it does not get better.

Fuck. That. Cunt. I absolutely fuckin hate him. Makes me look like a functioning productive human being. He just says literal random nonsense which was funny when we were 13 but now that I'm 26, I'm like "What the fuck are you talking about? What am I supposed to do with this? How do I have a conversation with that?"

I want to murder him and honestly my list of people I want to murder is less than 10.

Too lazy to Google. The fuck is a oneitis?

Know that you're better than him. You may live with him but the divide starts there/the similarities end there.

jesus, how did you find this place, fucking normie. I'll educate you, fucking newfag, oneitis is when your in love with someone and your so fucked that even tho she turned you down time and time again you can't even look at any other girl

I'm 36, I'm hopeless. Do something NOW. Time flies

Yeah. I'm 100% ghosting him when this lease is up. Old memories be damned, this friendship is dead and I'd rather be homeless. Thanks for the encouraging words.

I'm not a true robot, though nor am i human. I'm a cyborg, forced to walk both paths without belonging to either. I don't even belong with the people who don't belong. Fuck me.

At least I'm working in a field that could be a career so i can continue my dumb gaming habit.

Fair enough. But just know there's better low-end beer. Like Yuengling or Rolling rock. At least it's not Coors or the other one that comes in the clear bottle which makes it so that it's skunked every fucking time.

>You know things will get better, have some patience...

Oh man first time someone said that to me after knowing my problems was 23 years ago. It didn't get better it only got worse. Back then I was still young and thought it was as bad as things get. I am now 35 and things are at least 5 times as bad and its fucking terrifying to consider that in another 23 years things will be even worse. But it will and I was fool to cling hope long thinking shit like psychotherapy and anti depressants plus other meds would make it better.

But they all said It would and that It was perfectly treatable. I did the right thing and never fell into the pit of drugs or alcoholism. I tried over and over in different ways hoping to make it. Many attempts at going to school or working all of which failed over and over. People think hope is a good thing but it only makes the despair stronger each and every time.

They hope that I am stupid enough to keep believing it until I am an old man with zero quality of life left in me. I am 35 and the best years are long gone. concepts like happiness no longer exist to me. I cannot even remember what it felt like and sometimes doubt it even exists. As I ponder these things I think to myself. "And its only just begun, its going to get even worse"

I'll probably kill myself after my mother die

I'll try that next time I've got money to buy it myself. I'm not partial to anything so I'm looking for something I know I can go back to.

I drink a LOT of rolling rock (when I don't have buddha). Its super easy to drink and cheap as hell. Also really easy to do a submarine with if you're smoking and want to maximize your high

What's going on that makes it worse? Are you unhappy you're alone or is there just a general unknown depression that you can't get rid of no matter what is happening?

There's a lot of good stuff out there if you have a shop that specializes in alcohol go there one day and pick out a bunch.
If it makes you feel better I think the proclivity towards alcoholism is partially genetic, so don't feel bad that you struggle with it whilst others don't.
feelsbadman,

Yuenglung and Rolling Rock are my favorite cheap beers
Bud Light sucks, but I'll drink anything with alcohol in it
Currently drinking cheap whiskey
Used to buy better stuff but I'm back in school and can't afford to do that now
I'll take a drink with you guys

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It must be a different type of worse. I am depressed af but its due to being in debt. I think we all feel different chords are stricken more soundly than others when it comes to depression. I drink too much now (since I can't smoke) and live at my parents after being self sufficient for 11 years. Shit happens but you need to wrap your head around it when you choose to think about it. Focus on the future, plan, work on the present, and then work on yourself. You will get through this. Most people are quite broken or just cucked by society or a wife/gf/drug addiction/society/alcohol/their own brains. Once you realize it you can develop a strategy on how to get around that shit. I believe in you user.

Gonna watch Toy Story while playing some guitar and eating leftovers
Have fun, user
Can relate to a lot of that, but you should try exercising again. even just a bit thoughout the week helps a lot, but at least you're not feeling too down. Same here.

Word. Yeah I workout twice a day (used to play waterpolo so I have as much discipline as I do time). I was the poster talking about riding bikes and shit. R9k is generally really unhealthy so I just come here to help others who are struggling. Helps a lot with perspective and staying strong.

Cheers mate.
My entry level whiskey of choice is monkey's shoulder, would recommend.

Finally drifting off. Goodnight fellow robots and cyborgs. Thanks for the company tonight. I wish the best for you all.

Shove your fingers down your throat user.

Agreed, not what I'd call a good place but evidently I still enjoy it enough to come back every so often, mostly for threads like this
Yeah, had that before, pretty good scotch for the price
When I start working again I'll buy a bottle, it's been a while

Cheers, guys
Another drink or five
Toy story was good, currently messing around with a song for an old friend of mine that died. Not that good and it's not like I'll release anything but i like playing

I'm heading off. Have a good night anons.

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My man. Hang in there bro you sound just like me.

Same to you, user
youtube.com/watch?v=JtR5MCfX54g
Yeah
Just trying to enjoy the little things
>food
>water
>shelter
>free time (right now)
Doesn't seem like much, but it's easy not to appreciate things that are so abundant today that they seem like nothing even though it's the foundation of survival
Of course I know life itself seems like a burden to a lot of men today
Maybe I have low standards, maybe that can be a good thing

At least I have a drink in front of me

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ironically wholesome thread, thank you OP hope you figure shit out before you kill yourself

sitting by myself on a saturday evening, drinking beer and smoking cigs, hitting a bowl of resin later (no green), and listening to 80's thrash metal.

cheers OP

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