>tonight is the night
>live in one bedroom studio apartment
>set chair up under only ceiling fan
>tie noose knot
>go to tie cord to ceiling fan
>too short
>stand on chair
>still too short
>get step stool
>still too short
>no other rooms to try this in
I can't even fucking kill myself correctly. Fuck being short. I'm going to buy a ladder tomorrow morning to finally get this over with
good luck
may god have mercy on your soul
Don't do it god damnit, find a reason to live and stick to it.
the longer i put off killing myself the more surreal and nightmarish the world seems to become. I wish I had the courage that you do.
There's honestly no point anymore. I have friends who care but they'll get over it eventually
I feel bad for my mom, but i'm nothing but a burden on her too
The good thing is a live alone so there's no chance of someone finding me for a while
Thank you
I felt the same way. Every time something gets better, i'm back to square one and the pit i'm in continues to get deeper
Therapy isn't helping anymore. Working out isn't helping. Medication isn't helping. Sunlight isn't helping. Friendship and love isn't helping.
I've exhausted everything
You might think you're a burden on her but imagine how she'll feel knowing she couldn't save you. Talk to her OP, you aren't as alone as you think you are.
It's not like they can stop me anyway
you don't have to hang to effectively kill yourself, you could just as easily do it sitting down.
tie it to a doorknob and hang it over the door, see it that works.
good luck user.
fuck the niggers who tell you not to do it. this is your life not theirs. kill yourself on your own authority.
For what it's worth, sorry it ended up this way for you. I hope you can find catharsis in escape. Godspeed
Woah, I didn't even think of this
Thank you
See you guys on the other side. Writing my goodbye notes to people I love right now.
I hope you find a reason not to do it. Good luck user.
I love you shortbrother. I understand why you are doing what you're doing. I'm probably gonna do it too. Just want to let you know you're loved and understood.
Think of all the good shit you'll miss. But, whatever it is your life I guess
why would you give a shit about writing notes? ur gonna be dead, not like it matters. so go kill urself you faggot.
I want them to have closure.
I don't want them to think it's their fault
Stop being a pussy, life gets better. Just don't be a fucking idiot and kill yourself.
>life gets better
speak for yourself
Is it just one guy who has been creating these threads nonstop all day?
>privileged enough to be able to afford to live alone in a one bedroom studio
>wants to kill himself
LOL pull your head in coward.
You stupid fuck just go kill yourself. There's been people who've had tougher lives than you and you just want to kill yourself.
Stop being a pussy bitch. You have the will of a woman.
You go and fight the coming war. No one really cares how you choose to die.
Fight for your race faggot.
Stop being a faggot. Get over it, go get some pussy or something faggot. Just go have sex.