What is bothering you the most right now user? Spill it out

My crush is still emotionally involved with his ex, and hasn't figured out I like him yet.

Just tell him already you dumb roastie or faggot.

But that would just ruin the friendship when I don't even register on his radar.

Increase in young niggers loitering around my comfy loitering spots.

So i got into a school but missed an intake. Mailed/called that about it and they said it's fine. 1 month later i suddenly get an e-mail that i can not study at the school because of it. I can not call them on the weekend. I know i was a dumb ass but come on. So now i have a weekend full of that gut feeling, maybe you know the kind.

>Tfw I have to wake up tomorrow and go through another day.
>Tfw this happens every day.
>For months.
>Tfw I'm gonna live till 2019.
Holy shit the future makes me wanna die.

I even have proof in the form of an email saying i am good and can start. What the fuck?

>What is bothering you the most right now user? Spill it out.

I finally managed to get some studying today, but I had to literally cut out all external distractions.
O well, just the way things gotta be.

I don't have money. I want to replace my speakers, buy a new daki design and expensive pillow, a truck, a new monitor, a ps4, some games, and helpful things for the household. I don't have money, though, because I can hardly leave the house and have no way to get around other than walking. I want money, to buy things with.

I wish I could be your sugar daddy and spoil the hell out of you.

In the short term, you could potentially make good money, but money is not everything. What do you want to achieve in life? How to live with self in decaying society?

Uni starts again on monday.
I dont want to go.
Im too stupid to pass classes or talk to people however may i try.
On the other side, for the entirety of summer, i was rooted in front of my pc, lurking, doing nothing.
My head hurts.
I canttake it anymore

i'm alive, here.

The only girl who has ever been nice to me gives me mixed signals. Like she would wanna hang out and shit, and then someother time she will just bail on me and not respond to texts. Its fucking with my head and worsening my anxiety. But hey women are wonderful right??

my ex heroin addict stepfather said i fucked up in live after i was in a deep conversationwith my mother

You'r going to die alone

People around me are fucking idiots that use me when I am a controllable little fur ball of helping, but whenever I have my couple month phases of fetishizing chaos and doing drugs then OH NO, everyone for themselves?
Well fuck you too. Then I come back into real life and mamage to smash it better than they have been doing in all that time I was depersonalized mess. And what then? They they envy and whine about how it is my problem they aren't success in life.

Fuck you fuckibg parasite. I play hard and party harder. Just because you near me during my work stage doesn't mean you can rely on me to do your bidding or to carry you on my path to top of mountain of life. That is your path to go onto. That is your burden you have to carry. Not IN FUCKING ACTUALLITY expect for your casual acquaintance to help you with real life problems that needed to be solved yesterday. Daddy is gone, mommy can't help. Your friends a merely mist. I was nice to you for a difference and helped you a bunch. Why the fuck do you want to talk shit?
Go fuck yourself

>to carry you on my path to top of mountain of life

I think youre in denial about being a stalker and have an inflated sense of your own worth. All you faggots have a God complex and think the sun shines out of your asshole because there is no one to stop you doing what youre doing. I have no fucking clue who you are and I wouldnt like to.

someone in our static is heavily underperforming and is also obnoxious and unfunny but if we kick him then his buddy is just going to leave as well and we can't have anyone else leave because it'll take way too long to recruit more members
aaaaaaaaagh

Want to know who I was? A respectable student that helped his own classmates into studying some of the harder electrical engineering classes. When I saw that everyone abused my generosity I limited myself to a small clique of selected "friends" that were reciprocal. I built my life up preety nicely. Got fucking scholarships and job hrlping one of my professors on their project of some kind of automatically adjustable resonant circuit for wireless transmission.
Some of my family members died and I went through drug binge. People that were around me fell into mud face fucking first the day I started ignoring them. Now they are prissy because of "what I did to them" a fucking year ago. What? Ignored you and cared about myself while you failed all your fucking classes?
Made me realize that all of you are nothing but fucking parasites.

Also nice assumptions idiot. Really good skills of reading between the lines.

that you people think you're something more than what you are, and or that you're like me, actually a Robot
all of you are young, worthless faggots and normalniggers
"woes is me, woes is me", always woes is me
lock the lot of you dumbass-faggots in my basement, i swear to Christ
imagine unironically caring for another human being

XIV? What world?

sarg
this won't be original

>Want to know who I was? A respectable student that helped his own classmates
That guy won't believe you, it doesn't conform with just world mental view points.
Either way I kinda understand but partying wouldn't make me happy anyways.

Okay so the sun does shine out of your asshole.

i miss the days of early mde

Lol are you Samu?

I know how you feel. I'm working on one and don't know marketing and want to kms and don't know of it's my life purpose

Feels, me too man

Meh, that poster is most obviously a female that felt like I am some ominous guy and felt like I was the most scariest stuff anyone can imagine.... A STALKER. Fucking cunty stacy brain. She deserves a stabbing, not rape.

Me? I numbed myself long enough. Now I only feel rage.

Come closer to it.
Maybe you will be able to smell what it smells like to read what you write. But let me ask you cunty, when will you learn to keep your face shithole shut when you aren't in position to give your opinion ? When someone like me gives you a nice bitchslap?

Pretty similar life paths / experiences it seems like over text. hope you reincarnate into a world of bliss man, anyone who says you deserve less is retarded. keep respecting yourself by not being used by others with no payback, because that's the closest you'll get in this world ime. homo rant over have a good one man

We feel each other my dude
Hopefully we will meet people like ourselves in our life and create a completely respect based abstract commune to live in this society connected by code of honor.

We need a fucking symbol or a sign to communicate to people like ourselves that we are same like them. Maybe that would help? Maybe I guess there is still some hope in me for better tommorow haha

I've never been able to interact in big groups, but amongst people like myself I gain a decent personality, I'm just not attractive so I'd be shunned in a commune.
but oy vey that kinda sound like a non inclusive uprising you're talking about goy.
If I don't kill myself after I can't neet anymore I'll most likely turn to commune type shit though, maybe monk stuff so I don't have to speak much. and fuck yea man don't give up on yourself if you're not in constant mortal agony, I've went from playing russian roulette to drinking tea and petting my cats belly making my day and making me feel more content than any chad.

I can't let my ex go. I still love him so much.

I feel like my soul has been leaking out over the years and like what I have now is the last, puddle-sized remainder of who I am as a person. I don't remember the last time I had any goals, aspirations, or just something I wanted to obtain or achieve. Nothing excites me or has for a long time. I feel so cut off from my emotions, and I find it very difficult to care most of the time about anything or anyone, myself included. I can make it through half the day trying to fill the time with stuff I sort of enjoy, but my thoughts ultimately end up here if I'm not careful to keep myself occupied. I see other people and just can't comprehend how they function and carry on with such enthusiasm for life, and I can't comprehend why I can't.

i just want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeep wahhhh

I can not find any online friends in video games. I try to be communicative, be a good healer, assist, give weapons and ammo. Just blogging, I'm not asking for a friend here.

I'm not happy. I can't be happy. Nothing excites me. My career is shit and even if things were good I would not care. The world became much colder when play became the exception rather than the default.

Boo hoo. Who cares.

Been isolated for quite a while now and it's starting to get to me. Started seeing someone about my suicidal thoughts. Also, mentally preparing myself for winter, when I always feel my lowest. When all the nature is stripped bare, the decaying post-industrial landscape I live in just feels that extra bit oppressive and depressing. Of course not many people like the harsh temperatures and heavy rain that accompany winter (well, where I live anyway), but they generally get by, whereas I just want to lie down and cry.

>moved to a new flat in a new city
>sharing with a few other guys, all working professionals
>loving life for a month or so
>one of them leaves, agent says new tenant is moving in
>he's a faggot from london
>addicted to pills and coke
>only eats microwave pasta and sweets
>lives like a total slob in his pyjamas all day
>tweets for a gay social page for a living
>never cleans up, makes loads of mess
>leaves rotten food in the kitchen
>shaves pubes in the bathroom then just leaves them there
>bloody tissues in all the bins due to his nose falling apart inside
>every friday and saturday he just invites the whole drag club back to our flat at 4am
>they drink all our booze and eat shit from the fridge, leave bottles and baggies all over the place
>I work early on weekends, have had to kick them out three times in the last fortnight
>just heard them all flood through the door again
>nobody else living here seems to mind
>he thinks he might have HIV too

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I recently told my crush I liked her and just before I asked her out she said "let's not enter into details because things will get weird and you're cool to me". It's been bothering me.

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My loneliness. I caught feelings for another girl and I just don't want to get fucking rejected again. Kill me please.

>my inability to outwardly express my emotions is messing up both my existing and potential relationships.
>My weight is steadily increasing at a rate that will compromise my ability to enlist in the USAF
>I can't muster up the drive to go out and get a new gf
>Both society and my personal life is dramatically changing very quickly and I can't handle the turbulence
>Multiple loved ones have died in the span of the last 2 months
>My body had been collapsing physically and i'm not even 21 yet.

fuck, i went through this. the best thing you can do is to accept that she isn't really a good or honest person and move on.

I'm being an attention whore

I'm developing feelings for someone who is probably another empty shell.

Please don't make this last any longer.

i haven't any friends and i don't deserve any.
realizing this mediocre state and constant misery, is a common condition. i could deal with being so pathetic if i were the only one, that make sense?

I'm so lonely. I just want a girl to hold me and call me cute and tell me I'll be okay

Fucking spider infestation in my bathroom and theres a female pregnant spider there too
I'll provide pics if I have the balls to go down there

Get some hairspray and a lighter and just go to town on them fuckers

Look you faggot. I don't give a shit about you or whatever meaningless bullshit you think you've done that matters to anyone besides yourself. You're going to be here tomorrow watching me and Im going to forget about you the second I post this. How does it feel to know that you mean less to me than I ever will to you? I really dont want to know, I just wanted to let you know how much you're really worth.

I'm broke as fuck and can't afford to buy anything to enjoy myself

masturbate a ton, that's what I do when I have absolutely nothing to do.

No medication is helping my ADHD. I've tried so many, Adderall Adderall XR Ritalin Vyvanse dexedrine. I'm close to snapping. Sounds pretty mundane but I cannot focus with out it and on it I am an assshole

Some people will say that you are depressed, but we all know that's bullshit. It's just the way you are. People before the dawn of medicine were just fucking "depressed". Some people are happy others aren't. I don't know why we can't just accept that. I also feel exactly like you do in everything you wrote. But I'll be damned if I become a medicated zombie.

I'm scared how far I've aimlessly crawled filled with apathy. My 20s are nearly over, and I have scant but eight years in a dead end field of work to show for it. My older family has begun to rot in the ground, and only after her death did I realize how much I relied on my grandparents, both with their physical help and emotional support, and I feel like my life is missing a pillar that made it relatively stable. My parents stopped pressuring to produce them with grandchildren lately, and honestly the sudden stop bothers me more than when they got on to me about it. Still, after my brother gave them the grandchild they craved just last week, I can understand why. I find it really difficult to swallow that my brother is a decade younger than me, and has a child before I've even held hands with a girl. I feel like a failure of an eldest sibling.
That's about it, sorry if it's a bit rambly.

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Loneliness, everyday I get closer and closer to pulling the trigger boys.